Feels thread?

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>>715396977

>>715397970
shit wrong file

>A girl I knew was a total attention whore.
>Never arrived to class on time and always made sure to make a huge fuss about it.
>Didn't talk to her all that much but i did have a few conversations with her.
>Her wrists had cuts and burns all over them, she wore t-shirts so she never hid them
>I asked her why she was hurting herself like that.
>She said ''No one loves me and my life is painful'' etc etc.
>''No one loves you? What about your parents or you boyfriend?''
>Answer she gave to me was something like ''They don't really love me'' or some shit
>Made a point not to interact with her too much after that, because she's an attention whore
>End of the school year she came up to me and asked if I wanted to go somewhere with her that Sunday
>I'm not good in these situations so I couldn't say no even though I didn't like her
>Sunday came and we went to the top of one of those tower car parks
>Just as we got to the top she told me that she wanted to be here as a witness to her suicide
>Oh shit, I thought, she was going to jump and she was going to force me to watch
>Had I know she was going to do this shit I would never have gone with her
>Not watching unless you do a flip, I said that to try and shock her into realizing this was stupid
>Complete shock was written all over her face. She had thought I'd try to stop her
>Ehh?! A-aren't you try to stop me?
>Nah, go ahead, If you really wanted to live you'd stop yourself
>After a while she got down off the edge

She walked up to me afterwards and tried to hug me with tears in her eyes but i told her I loved someone else, she asked me who and I told her to read the first letter of every line.

>>715398177
Made me kek tho

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gets me every time.

>>715398556

gold

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is anyone else gonna post

>>715397231
today on stuff that never happened

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>>715398650

>>715399378
Congrats to this fucker
Shit was good

>>715400895
words from a wise man

>>715398556
Have that on my steam page.
>A girl I knew in class was a total attention whore.
>Never arrived to class on time and always made sure to make a huge fuss about it.
>Didn't talk to her all that much, but I had a few conversations with her.

>Her wrists had cuts and burns all over them. She wore t-shirts so she never hid them.
>I asked her why she would hurt herself like that.
>She said "No one loves me and my life is painful" etc., etc.

>"No one loves you? What about your parents or your boyfriend?"
>Answer she gave me was something like "They actually don't love me," or some shit like that.
>Made a point to not interact with her too much after that, because she's too much of an attention whore.
>End of the school year, she came up to me and asked if I wanted to go somewhere with her that Sunday.

>I'm not good with these situations, so I couldn't say no, even though I didn't like her.
>Sunday came, and we went to one of those tower car parks.

>Just as we got to the top, she told me that she wanted me to be here as a witness for her suicide.
>"Oh shit," I thought. She was going to jump and was forcing me to watch!
>Had I known that she was going to do this, I wouldn't have gone with her.
>"Not watching unless you do a flip." I said that to try and shock her into realizing this was stupid.

>Complete shock was written all over her face. She thought I'd try and stop her.
>"E-eh? You're not going to stop me?"
>"No, go on ahead. If you really wanted to live, you'd stop yourself."
>After a while, she got off the ledge.

She walked up to me afterwards and tried to hug me with tears in her eyes, but I told her I loved someone else. She asked me who, and I told her to read the first letter of every line.　　　　

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>>715403439
same

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>>715396977

>>715403956
>No greentext
that anon deserves to be alone

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is this thread shit or am I dead

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>>715404328
both

>>715397288
Damn

>>715397082
Police dog on way to scheduled execution. It bit one too many.

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>>715406656

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>>715405240
it gets better

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Feels thread?
So i was walking down the street at around 7 AM and i saw this dead cat, it wasn't a kitten but it was small and defenitly young, it had several scars and a condom up his ass, and i haven't been able to get it out of my head... and i've seen worse ( here and IRL)... i don't know.. i think i have finally convinced myself that we live in a world of pain, that hell is not a think to come, but a thing of the present... anyways i have been kinda sad and melancholic all day long bros (sorry for broken english m8s)

>>715409242
Let it never be said that they didn't fuck the pussy.
That's actually sad.

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>>715396977
do any of you ever just look in the mirror and stand there?
Just stare at yourself?
Like you know this is what you are, who you are
this empty human being whose life revolves around simply being alive?
and you know that once you lose everything its going to hurt, but you push that from your mind
but when you do finally lose someone or something, that loss sits with you
It's been 12 years since I've lost my grandmother and I'm in tears right now
fuck, i miss you babcia
Kocham kie
Fuck /b/, why do the good people have to die?
I miss my grandma so much

>>715410344
fuck im sobbing now
god fucking damnit
i havent cried like this in ages

>>715402632
Clever sack of shit

>>715410344
Stay strong anon, best wishes to you.

>>715406045
damn!! they cant give it to somebody in Alaska or some shit ?

>>715410344
Don't worry. If you ever get a gf, you can cry after her.

>>715411431
this isnt the same
this is family
i grew up with this woman
we were going to go to poland together

>>715411431
I love my gf so so incredibly much
And I know she does too.
That would be the worst feeling.

I know my grandma.
Sweet lady.
Worst thing is seeing her lose herself into Dementia and Alzheimer's
She's passed 5 years now.
I love you granma.

>>715411822
Whoops (me)
Meant for >>715411585

Im not fucking special im hod damn cursed got it? I dont feel special if you told me, i havent been special ive been the opposite my whole life. I had ADHD, THEN IT WAS DEPRESION, THEN CHRONIC, THEN AUTISTIC, AND AS IT FUCKING TURNS OUT, oh i was just born an indigo child, sorry son, for calling you a psycho and locking all the doors in the house for our safety. But now youre special, and everyone needs to know

>>715398556
overused but gold

The only thing that make me feel normal makes me a piece of shit, IF IM ALREADY A PIECE OF SHIT I SHOULD GO ALL OUT THEN HUH? I GOT A CONTACT, i want heroin

>>715412171
Hmu fam. I'm feeling lucky.

No matter how long i look in the mirror and know im good looking, no matter how much they tell me, i feel ugly, and im alone, no amount of money of drugs will kill the loneliness, and trust me i work my ass off, i just need 1 person to understand me or just one person, 1 friend is all i ask

>>715412500
i feel this, 100%. everyone tells me i look great. but i hate the way i look. i hate it. i hate it so fucking much.

Son i dont like you, you look and sound too much like your dad

>>715412653
Butt y

>>715399773
Damn that one hurt

I dont fear death cause ive seen whats next, one voice told me to kill myself cause i deserve to die, now the other voice is telling me i deserve whats next, that its where i should go to start a new physical life, the other voice hates me, the other loves me, the both say die, and yeah i really do hear voices

That book called the secret is cursed man, it ruins you, like a stain

>>715408294
wonder what hes up to these days

Those beautiful voices i would hear as a child ran scared from me, and im left with a super strong rejected ego, that doesnt control my life anymore, but i can hear it, it makes sure i still hate myself

>>715397113
fuck bro its kinda true

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>>715397862
fucking zorro

Friends and video games are the only thing keeping me from committing suicide.

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>>715414217
What friends

We sit around and fap to random people and seemingly everything and everyone, kek at families being torn apart, b8 those libcucks and white bois and whatnot, try to make each other laugh, but these threads are my favorite, because in no other type of thread do you really see anything like this. I kinda sit back and remember that you guys are like family almost, the most twisted dysfunctional family maybe, but nonetheless family, and you remember that we're all human, and we give advice and support other anons. I just think it's strangely comforting and human to baww with you all. And I like that.

>>715414524
I know that feel all too well anon. But, if it makes you feel any better, I'm sending you good wishes, and hope that tomorrow (and the rest of your life) go great. Anyways, I have to go to bed, since I have to be at work tomorrow morning (I'm a cashier at target). Goodnight, anon!

>>715415845
Agree...

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>>715400552
yea, though we walk through the shadow of the valley of death, we fear no evil.

because we have each other.

I love you guys

>>715416911
youre gay

>>715416983
gtfo

>>715417194
thanks I have had the worst week of my life and you made me feel great

>>715417194
only closet fags would get triggered by being called gay

>>715397147
That picture isn't true if you're a rich daddy's kid then you can have all three of them for most of your life

God I hate those rich kids

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>i loved my Grandpa
>he taught me how to fish, how to drive and how to drink
>he was always quick with a joke, or a hearty belly laugh
>when he got sick, we thought he'd power through it
>I still remember the warm smile on his face when he said the last words i'd ever here from him.
"Don't give up. grab life by the nachos and pull till you get what you want."
>tfw i think he knew he was going to die, and put on a brave face for us

>get home from a long shift of my manager bitching at me
>dad beats the fuck out of me for coming home late
>choked me out until I blacked out
>girl I've been flirting with wont let me call
>she's already lost interest in my pathetic ass
Im honestly really close to fucking blowing my brains out. I've never been suicidal, but this night is testing my limits.

>>715398556
Im salty

>be me
>Brother died two years ago in a bicycle accident
>Attempt suicide bit it failed
>Promised mom I wouldn't try again
>Mom spirals deeper into alcoholism
>Dad follows
>I get a DUI
>Cost my parents thousands
> Still don't have licence back
> Get around via bike
> Fire comes through town
>Mom's salon takes a massive hit
>Dad's a teacher in the poorest county in CA
>I don't know how they're making it
>Mom goes to rehad
>Mom's treatment is cut short due to insufficient funds
>Relapses within a week or two
>Mom recently broke her arm pretty badly
> Can't work
>She home alone all day
>I'm scared

>>715417425
Are you the same anon that called him gay just because he said he loved us?, if so, what's the point?

>>715409242
>dead cat
>side of the road
>condom in ass

Ok /b/ which one of you guys was this

>>715418905
why would I do that?

>>715397185

:C

>>715396977
this hit me hard i didnt shed a tear for a long time, thanks anon

>>715417425
I told him to gtfo, why did I offend you then

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the secret to happiness /b/ :^)

>>715400523
i would absolutely love to live there.

>>715418060
>cant even get any (you)'s
Fuck this. Even on an anonymous board people dont give a shit about me. See you guys on the other side.

>>715418060
are you making shit up, or did that actually happen?

>>715420714
hey man. i care about you :)

>>715420714
>>715420789
So do I :D

>>715420886
I think he's full of shit, but I can't really tell.

>>715420886
browsing on 4chan to drown your sorrows as i am?

>>715397231
and that employee's name was Albert Einstein

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so /b/, how do you cope?
>pic very much related

>>715421350
i wish. Im 19 and at home. no alcohol for me.

>>715418052
Makes me wonder if the poster followed through. Not in an edgy do it faggot way, just curious.

>>715421350
>be me
>overweight
>still overeats all the time due to overall sadness and lack of motivation

>>715421480
so... you're fat bastard?

>>715421350
I'm turning 21 Monday and I fear I'll turn to alcohol as a way to cope

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>>715420714
There's just not many people in the thread, bud. I for one am just catching up. Your dad can fuck off and there will be other bitches. Don't use a permanent solution for temporary problems.

Sorry for the cliché but it's true

>>715421237
Yup, ugly shy romantic guy in love for the first time.
My day is always the same... vidya, youtube, thinking of her and shedding tears over the possibility that she doesn't even remember me, since I never talked to her...

>>715397602
That feel when you can't make a good feel picture without misspelling a word.

Whew, meta feels.

Does anyone have the story of the preschool anon with the anime sad face?

>>715403555
nice trips and thats my favorite artist. He's like super tall and does untraditional shit for his time. coolio

>>715421879
i don't. Do you have it, fag?

>>715400895
His show helps me sleep at night. Extremely comfy.

>>715421788
nah man, just don't think of yourself as shy. take risks every once in a while. make sure to slowly warm up to her but don't do it too fast.

>>715418880
better hope she doesnt get hooked on the pain killers for her arm if she has them.

>>715422065
I don't even see her anymore...
'take risks' easy to say...
btw I'm shy mainly because of low self-esteem, i.e. ugliness.

>>715422348
OP here, I fear that as well. God do I want to die

>>715420123
I wasn't I was trying to thank you /b/ro

>>715421350
I woke up so hungover I had to tape old towels to my windows and throw up until I was dry heaving. Just so I could lie down again.

Nothing more refreshing than drinking alone until 4 AM. Christ.

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i'm tired

>>715422794
Oh my god I thought that was sarcasm ^^

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nDRY0CmcYNU

This male Kauai Bird was the last of his kind he was calling out for a mate, but she'll never come...............

>>715416983
kaeiouk

>>715423159
no dude you honestly stopped me from suicide I was in a relationship where my gf raped me on multiple occasions and lied to me and that honestly made me feel so happy

>>715420759
This all actually happened. Its been a pretty rough day, anon, no lie.

>>715423317
I'm not getting what's happening, are you the same anon that said he loved us? if so, tell us the story maybe
and if I actually stopped you from suicide now that's amazing, but it should be yourself the one who stops it... it's just not worth it, nothing is worth your life.
Be strong buddy.
ps: english is not my mother tongue, sorry for any mistakes

>>715421736
Its different, she's more than just another bitch...oh well, I guess. I'll move on, Im sure. Otherwise, yeah, my Dad can totally fuck off.
>>715420886
>>715420789
Thanks, guys, its nice to feel wanted, even if it is from strangers over the internet. It still gives me a sense of hope. Thank you.
Side note, pussied out of suicide. Im too scared to kill myself, I admit Im a puss

>>715402031
wtf is that

>>715423884
>it's different

Please don't think I'm being insensitive but it really isn't, it just feels that way. Take it from an oldfag who's felt it many times.

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>>715424758
A quote from this movie

>>715423874
he is my attempt at telling you guys what's my story
>flash back to 11 year old me
>friends with an older neighbor
>we become very close play video games, lax, and hang out
>he started showing me porn (he is 15)
starts forcing me to do sexual acts with him until he finally rapes me
>I start to develop depression that I still have to this day
>flash forward I am In a relationship with a 6 at best
>a 10 starts talking to me and asking me if I wanted to fuck her
>I told her that I was raped in a relationship and that I didn't want to because I was scared of sex
>after 30 minutes I tell her you know what fuck it I need to get over this fear
>we start hanging out a lot
>she tell me that she wants to take it slow because she likes me
>she tells me that she loves me (I have never been told this and felt like they where telling me the truth)
>she then starts to force me into sex with her
>I let this happen because I loved her and I felt that she loves me
>flash forward to Thanksgiving this year
>she gets very sick and goes to the hospital
>I was at the beach and unable to be with her so I constantly text her telling her that I love her and what not
>she gets angry at me and chews me out so I do the same
>she started to make fun of the rape situation and everything I told her
>I make fun of her kinks she then stopped talking to me until Tuesday last week
>she tells me that her friends think that we should break up and that she doesn't want to she calls for a break to see how she feels
>flash forward to yesterday (wendsday)
>she texted me that she wanted to talk
>so I said how about today
>saw her today and she told me about her week and says it won't work out between us
>then texts me "I lied I was using you as a rebound and I never loved you I hope you get worse asshole"
so that's why I feel like shit

>>715424758
>>715424976
kek
It says:
'Maybe one day we'll all realize how good we had it
-Moot'

>>715425284
Women are emotional bitches who talk before they think. Im so sorry this happened to you. I wish i could give you a hug and hang out with you. I think i realized the only people i can be with now are other sexually abused individuals who understand why i am so afraid of sex. I just hope they arent all mentally ill.

Good luck OP. Good people are out there

>>715425733
thanks :)

>>715425401
That upsets me because its true. 4chan is dying. And so are we. Where will we go when its over? Outside?

>>715400895
I always watch him when I have a bad day. That man is a legend, I hope he's out in some better place, painting.

>>715403338
Every time :(

>>715403221
That one hits a bit too close to home.

>>715425284
I'm that anon that asked you for the story:
>flash forward I am In a relationship with a 6 at best
>a 10 starts talking to me and asking me if I wanted to fuck her
Were you unfaithful?
>I told her that I was raped in a relationship and that I didn't want to because I was scared of sex
Wasn't it a guy who raped you before? was it a relationship?
>then texts me "I lied I was using you as a rebound and I never loved you I hope you get worse asshole"
anyway, I'm truly sorry, cheer up /b/ro.

>>715426982
I left the 6 for the 10, it was a guy, and thanks

>>715425284
Fem-anon, I'm so sorry she did that to you.

>>715397004
Lost, I never lost so hard on the first pic, jesus poor bear, what he must be thinking...

>>715403221
Me in high school. Kind of now but I've already ranted 5 times about it. If you want to know ask.

>>715427449
I am a straight male that's why my situation sucks and thanks you /b/ros make me feel better

>>715427449
Do you believe in love?
give me hope

>>715427654
Same fem-anon. I fucking hate bitches. People think I'm looking for a boyfriend because I'm thirsty. The truth is other women hurt me the most growing up, I feel safer with men.>>715427654

>>715427863
Ignore second number, post by accident.

>>715427851
I believe in love. I'm Goth so it's like a we're both considered fucked up rejects, let's date.

>>7154278654
Yeah after a while you just get hurt to the point that you are done with it people where surprised that I want another gf ASAP because I was hurt so bad but that feeling of being in love is amazing

>>715427980
I'm so ugly I bet you would run away :D
Anyway it makes me feel better to know there are women who believe in love :)

>>715420616
Until they start coming out of the woods.

>>715400753
>quote from Descartes
>uses a picture of Voltaire
What

>>715427863
Yeah I understand. some of my close friends where surprised that I wanted a gf ASAP because I was hurt so badly but hey a man needs love

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>>715428255
I doubt it, I kind of have a thing for ugly anyways.

If no one is posting here, guess I'll go to sleep. fem-anon

>>715399773
ouch

>>715399773
WTF

>>715429064
well if you're still there, sleep tight, ugly boy off as well :D

Is this thread still alive? my girlfriend just dumped me

I feel like I've wasted my life

I've always read stories and played vidya and watched movies and shit where other people were the best thing that ever happened to you, where people could be devoted to each other and everyone could be signficant somehow. Two people could just be purely in love and that's it. Two people could be friends and that's it. No shitty ulterior motives, no two-faced lies, nothing like that.

But it was all an escape, because the real world is fully of shitty people. And I'm afraid that I'm one of them.

>>715429296
I'll never find you again, you know that right?

>>715429370
Well, you're at the right place then.

>>715429373
I'm the stuffed animal

>>715429373
*cries* Why? Why anon?

>>715429370
Feel the same

>>715429412
well, that's 4chan isn't it? I guess it's ok...not sure

>>715429535
You want my FB?

>>715429570
don't have a FB

>>715429570
Uhh I'm not him but maybe a 10minute email or something? It's 4chan

>>715429629
Well I dunno then.

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>>715403545
It's worse when you have that friend and then they turn their back on you. And now you don't have anyone.

>>715421350
Joking around about my mental illness. When I lose my sense of humor I've lost it all.

>>715429673
What for would we need to stay in touch?

>>715429771
Yeah that friend who knew you had no friends and acted like they were cool and understood you, only to be a bitch online later. I fucking took her to see NIN and Marilyn Manson and this is the th>>715429673
anks I get?

>>715429896
I've got Skype

>>715429978
I can create a Skype if u want
btw you could be a psycho and here we are just talking :D

>grandpa gets sick
>diagnosed with some nasty cancer
>within 2 weeks he's bedridden
>always kept it together
>always would put on a smile and crack a joke or something for me when we had to take him to the emergency room
>entire family comes to visit him
>im chilling in the bedroom with him and grandma
>had some math homework to do
>eventually tell him that im gonna do my hw but I'll be right back as soon as im done
>halfway through here my grandma ask him if hes okay
>family loses shit
>take unconscious grandpa to emergency room for one last time
>end up having the entire fucking week to do those math problems since i missed school for his funeral
I wish i would have stayed with him until the end but at the same time I knew that he wouldn't want me to see him go. He was a wonderful person and one of the most sane people in the house. I wish I talked to him a lot more often, he could have helped me with so many things that i still struggle with and I could've learned a lot more from him.

Seriously I'm just lost in my feelings, shit hit the fan basically in my life and everything suddently fucked up and right before this my girlfriend left me and I'm just lost

>>715429349
Mine just dumped me too.

>>715418298
Life IS like a box of chocolates
Not all the black ones can be trusted

>Usually always sad, feeling lonely, lonely in the inside.
>High right now
>Feeling pretty cool right now.

Im going to feel like shit as always. but this night I dont care.

Hope you soon feel pretty cool too bros.

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>>715429950
That's not what I was getting at, just someone who you thought was your best friend until they found something better and left you hanging like you never mattered to them at all.

>>715427596
Pls rant about it, this is me atm

>>715430273
What was her reason?

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>>715421718
Happy birthday/b/ro

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>>715418880
Fuck Anon
That's terrible

>>715430443
Sorry, wrong flavor.

>>715421350
A bottle of Jack and some Xanax to knock me out or Adderal to pick me up

>>715429373
Original?

>>715421400
I started drinking at 16
Just ask someone else to buy /b/ro
If you don't know anyone, stand out the store and ask

>>715430523
Psycho SJW got mad at me on FB for saying a guy turned me on
After everything cleared up I realized they were one of those who cry "triggered" and did it cause they were uncomfortable, and you know SJWs cannot hold responsibility for any of their emotions. I realized I was in the same trap, they threatened to say I was a sex predator to people for fucking what I thought men liked that they turned women on. Bully me, "I was criticizing you, can't you take criticism?" Said I was playing a victim and being dramatic by saying I'm sorry over and over. I realized this is the shit men go through anytime a woman decides they're a creep. So now I'm on the creep side. I try to warn them that feminazis are coming for them, and try to be their friends because these women will not be satisfied until their target commits suicide. That and I felt fucking sick physically the next day thinking I could be a sex predator, cause I cry everytime I hear Daddy by Korn and would rather die than hurt someone the way Jonathan was hurt.

>I always had an anxiety disorder
>It snapped once when I was 9
>Thought I was gonna choke to death on anything I ate
>Ate no solid foods for 2 months straight
>Would always go to the school office to drink these nutrient shake things because I was too embarrassed to do it in front of the other kids
>It eventually ends with therapy and a year of anti-anxiety meds
>12 years old now
>it comes back 100x worse
>paralyzed with fear as I feel every day that I'm about to die
>I know it won't happen, but I keep thinking it will
>have existential crisis everyday as I question what happens after death
>The first time I ever became suicidal was during that time
>take 3 months off school in 6th grade as I sit at home paralyzed with fear
>I go back to school not 100% better, but a little bit at least
>Don't recover till summer is almost over
>Never really fully recovered
>7th grade was hell
>I was awkward and edgy
>shithead to every person I met
>tried to make this teacher's life a living hell just because I felt like my life was one
>detentions, f's in every class
>just said fuck it out of life
>8th grade was probably worse
>same problems really
>develop anger and trust issues on top of it
>either angry at everyone or afraid of everything
>detention has become so common that I just start skipping it
>maybe I was just hoping some one would give a shit
>no one does give a shit that I skip detentions
>if I was sent out of the class I'd just go hide behind one of the classrooms that was just used for storage
>9th grade
>don't know what ticked in my brain
>stop being as much of an asshole
>not mean to any of my teachers
>Getting B's and C's
>Life almost does a 180
Gonna post this to bump. I'll post the rest in the rest in the next post.

>>715425401
9gag

>>715418880
Holy shit anon, hope, someway, you get a break of all that shitstorm bro.

>>715430527
Some shit about misunderstanding her feelengs towards me and not being ready for a serious relationship

Honestly i don't know if i give up on trying to socialize with people or the people around me give up on trying to socialize with me

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>>715429535
>>715429412

A happy ending on /b/?

>>715431390
It's fucking Black Mirror here.

>>715430110
>>715429978

That's the magic of /b/
Uniting the mentally ill and the psychotic

>>715431505
And my sister still thinks this place is nothing but a haven for super freaks and weirdos.

>those anger issues are building up
>start getting mad at parents for small things
>always makes me feel awful afterwards because I'm disappointing them and myself
>10th grade
>Anger issues just get worse
>I'm getting A's and B's though
>Still have an issues with anger and expressing myself properly
>life is getting better though
>11th grade
>basically the same
>12th grade
>we've caught up with where I am now
>anger gets 10x worse
>almost always stressed
>no reason, I still just sit around playing games all day
>get mad at the games too
>parents yell at me for yelling at the games
>I yell at them
>I always feel like shit after I do it
>When I become angry I become a completely different person
>don't care about anything but the here and now when I'm angry
>constantly upset people
>upsetting people upsets me
>life feels like it alternates between stressed out and depressed
>try to give as much as possible to people because I know one day I'm going to snap
>I'm going to snap and hurt them
>I don't want to hurt them
Just felt like posting here to vent that out

>>715431687
forgot to reply to >>715431184

>>715431592
well, She didn't respond, guess she fell asleep?

>>715399773
Everytime I see this, it fucking gets to me... Damn.

>>715431687
You're fine if you worry about hurting them. A true psychopath wouldn't care.

>>715421718
dont turn in an alcohol

>>715400895
Looks like my fucking teacher

>>715431763
Huh? No I'm joking like she'd never come here she thinks /b/ is like dark web or something lol.

>>715431592
Those are only part of the community

>>715431928
I just find it amusing she thinks I'm that edgy.

L'amour l'amour l'amour.

>>715431916
What?
I'm the 'happy ending' guy

>>715432056
I'm 34, I hope I'm not gonna find out he's jailbait.

>>715410344
Im ashame to look at myself because i look like a failure

>>715432255
You look like Butt-head?

>>715431699
Funny thing is, I have all of that.
Really makes me appreciate how lucky I am.

>>715431699
But I want the Matthew!

>>715432206
You'll be fine.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7CVucJBrliI

>>715421350
Alcohol, weed, and LSD.
The LSD helps me escape reality, its like entering a whole new world and leaving behind the shitty one for just a while.

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>>715432385
It happened before. He looked 20!

This thread has been going on for hours.
Just wanna say how appreciative I am that we can be a constructive, albeit dysfunctional community.

>>715432521
And they said we'd never get anywhere in high school.

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>>715432521
We all ride the same bus

>>715432386
</3

Look. Some people look 20 but are 15, and vice versa. I'm in the latter group. Just don't judge on appearance alone, it might be a disguise ;)