Feels thread

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how's everyone doing this fine day

>>714567355
Not great. But I haven't even been good in months. So thanks for asking

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FJJ8hWDXWGs

>>714567355
that's not a person that's a dog

>>714567355
Same as always.

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>>714568097
fuck me this hits close
>>714568712
>>714567653
believe it will work out and it will, anon. one way or another.

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Don't you fucking die on me, thread

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im doing pretty good, i think. everything is just sorta fading into one big grayish mass. days, weeks, months, years, birthdays, holidays, it all just runs together. im ok with it tho. im pretty happy. that is, im not sad, so i must be happy.

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i think of her all the time, i wonder if she thinks of me too anymore

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Bumping this thread

>>714571546
sorry to say man, but she probably doesnt. other people are a hassle like that

Does anyone have the one with the cat who feels sad because he is so different from everyone else in the house?

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>>714571546

>>714571546
i think of her all the time, i wonder if she ever has thought of me before

i have amnesia

>>714573255
I have a concussion and finals tomorrow, I'm here if you want to talk

>>714573255
i wish i had amnesia i wish i could forget everyone and everything

>>714573710
i dont even know what to talk about, just wanted to try and come to terms with it by putting it out there

ive been spending a lot of my time saying sorry lately

sorry

you seem nice. maybe in another life we can be friends or something

bye

>>714574133
i can see the percieved appeal

but losing your identity is as bad as cancer.
its literally living death

i dont think youd like it

youll be sad without knowing why
angry at something that doesnt exist

>>714568097
my relationship just endend and i now know that that shit can really make you lose all hope

BUT, this nigga was together for like 1 year maximum and then she cheated on him

instead of using his brain and say fuck this shit I'm done he literally carried her out of the room and stayed like some knight and was with her for another 2 years

i can tip my fedora all night but really most men act like slaves when it comes to women, please have self respect and don't kill yourself because some female cheated on you and you decided to stay with her, you are worth more than that

>>714574667
not the guy who you replied to but aren't memories linked to emotions, as in the emotions would also be deleted ?

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>>714567196
Hey, that divorce is almost final. That half black baby is at about 6 months, I been married about a year, and let's not forget court on the fourteenth for that bogus molestation charge. Life is going pretty swimmingly, I don't know why I feel the grave looks appealing in ways it never jas before.

>>714575045
thanks anon

>>714568889
I hope so brother. But that picture is scary, mainly because its probably accurate.

>>714567196
>>714575902

http://bit.
ly/2gW8NmQ

>>714575506
are you the guy with amnesia?

when I think of it it must be the worst meme of it all

Im not going to remind you (no pun intended) of why it's so cruel but how do you deal with it?

do you friends make you record why you like eachother and show it to you so you can move on ?

>>714574340
I'm sorry too

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>tfw I haven't had a feel or a "her" for years now because I don't talk to girls outside of my job

>>714574815
this, i´ve read that story multiple times and always wondered why the fuck are you going to kill yourself over ``buuhuu my GF cheated on me ´´

>>714578038
Some people truly do believe that one person is the only one for them. It's the pure betrayal that gets to them I think

>>714567196
Your life means nothing in the end, OP

>>714578260
still doesn´t make it any less dumb you were giving the benefits of life and you just waist it over a broken heart

that's very nice actually

>>714579259
Idk maybe done people think that's the only reason for life. It's still stupid but I can understand why people would

>>714578444
Not OP but you´re life can have meaning if you do something with it instead of just moping around ,for example : try to kill a whole race because you felt like it and your name will be recorded in the history books :^)

>>714567355
Trying to get to the end

>>714570627
You again

>>714579618
Thats probably because they are thinking with the emotional part of their brain that makes them believe that love is something that last for ever and not just a chemical reaction that makes you wanna bone

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>>714577657
dude i've had this for the first 21 years of my life, trust me just value your friends and be ok with yourself, a girl can literally get in your life the next day and it can be very nice but it might end someday it's the friendships that
will still be there afterwards

at least that's what works for me

>>714580176
This. Fap amd you feel beter for a min.

>>714567355
feeling jealous of those dubs but everything else is just fine :)

>>714580295
What if a friend is fucking the girl you have been dating for 3 months.

At a disco kinda deal w/ friends today
>grow a pair and ask out qt
>"oh anon, come here"
>hug
>come dance with us
>awkward disappointment dance

Hows everyone else?

>>714580295
You are very lucky to found true friendship so treasure it

>>714580297
what ?

>>714568097
I want to say this is fake to spare my own feelings

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>>714580511
man that just fucking sucks

all i can say is fuck that friend and fuck that girl

maybe you have other friends and just stick with people that care about you because they clearly didn't

>>714579755
Anon it was to make OP feel, you idiotic faggot

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>>714580965
What the hell man i was giving free (You)s but you fucking curse at me ?
>no bueno

>>714580889
Yeah. and the thing is they dont know that i know.

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requesting greentexts with happy endings

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>>714581559

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>>714581594

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>>714581694

>>714581559
In real life. Happy endings dont exist.

>>714568097
Fuck

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>>714581899
not a fact. what you mean is, you can't count on others as much as you'd like to. people are fickle, but that doesn't mean there are no happy endings.

nice dubs also

>>714568097
Got me good.

>>714581899
they do exist: grab a gun and end it all

>>714582421
3edgy5me

>>714582383
well i'll be dimmadamned

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Here we go

>>714582383
wtf? is the father abusing his child ? And does the mother know? Because it looks like she´s seen some shit

>>714582383
So i have to make my own happy endings?

>>714582553
I´m not trying to be edgy,anon is clearly living an shit life and sadly the only way out is killing yourself

my baby kitten just had a seizure and died,
she was 12 in human years.
she kept trying to get back up but her legs wouldn't work.
she wasn't really a kitten but i called her that because i never wanted her to get old.

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I cling to hope that my life can be useful someday. I donate blood and try to help anyone in need. It makes me feel better and it's getting better. Slowly but surely. Sometimes if you can't find happiness on your own, try help someone else find thier, could help you feel better.

>>714583439
I'm sorry anon

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>>714583088
well. pretty much.

life is what you make it anon. cliché as fuck, but true. stew and complain all you like, but no one's going to change your shit life into one worth living for you. You don't need anyone else, you're complete on your own. Find someone to complement you by all means, but realize that it's you against the world.

>>714583529
I know what you mean. I try to help people all the time. Just little things like helpen and old woman carry her bag to her car. Makes me feel needed.

>>714583692
Are you a shrink? You sound like a shrink. I mean this in a good way.

>>714568097
god fucking dammit

bump for feels

>>714583088
No, there are plenty of Asian masseuses who will do it for the right amount of cash.

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>>714583923
why, you willing to pay?

nah, I just know very well that when you're in a bad spot you want advice you can use, not pandering bullshit. Even if you don't use the advice, just hearing it can sometimes give a bit of perspective. that's got to be a good thing.

I want to cry

>>714584908
Same bro. I haven't even been sad lately. Atleast on the outside.

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From a feels thread a while back. Quoted from what i said by another anon

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I like this girl that I see every, day and shes a solid 10. We talk and hangout a lot but I just cant put everything on the line and tell her how I feel.. We're both dropping hints at liking one another but I cant build up the courage to tell her that for the year that I've known her she has always just been so damn amazing a stunning in every way.

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>>714568097

God damnit bros. Just looked at my screenshots. Some of the texts from her. I was so happy. Why did it have to end?

>>714582383
Man...
That must've been one exciting story

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>>714585377
Ask her out.
Just go up to her, any time or way you want, and ask.

>>714576069
Cultivate Zen detachment instead of all that bullshit and you can learn much.

Feels thread can be toxic because they usually fail to promote wisdom instead of pandering to emotions.

Seek enlightenment and learn to enjoy the journey of learning.

>>714585377
Bro. Just do it in your head a few times. Then next time you see her just start saying it. Dont let your mind take over. Just fucking use your voice. Dont let your mind hold it back. Thats how i do it. You just start saying it, and it comes out

>>714584427
Indeed. The things you say make me think. And when you are tripping over your thoughts you need someone who help you think clearly. So you can figure this shit out on your own . Thanks fir the help tho.

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not exactly feels.. more?

>>714573041
fuck you cant do this

I have a story, /b/. It isn't very feelsy, but it's my story, and I want you guys to hear it. It doesn't have much of a payoff, so go in with really low expectations.

>Be born 3 months early, on life support because premie technology wasn't too great back then ('97)
>Parents tell me my dad called me his miracle child
>Parents love me a lot, even though mom is weird about it sometimes. Dad hates my step-brother (older by 13 years btw) for good reason
>Anyway, go to a basically white private school up until 8th grade because mom wanted the best for her kids
>Have a 5 years younger sister who later attends the same school
>Do relatively well, have a somewhat solid group of friends
>Others think I'm weird, but everyone seems to like me
>Absolutely shit luck with girls, chalk it up to being ugly
>Last day of 8th grade, ask out one girl I'd had a crush on for about 3 years
>She says yes, I'm ecstatic because things are working out
>Later that day my friend texts me saying he saw a mutual friend and that girl making out somewhere all the kids go after the last day of school (it's like a tradition)
>Fucking crushed, don't mention it to the girl, just attribute it to me being a loser
>High school starts up, going to a dramatically different high school than most of my friends except for one guy I rarely talked to (mom was tired of paying for private school and decided to put me in a charter school where everyone knows everyone, just like my old school)
>Figure I can make new friends and have a clean start and all that bs
>Eventually get a solid group of friends, people are surprised I don't act stereotypically black, but don't care
>Homecoming is coming up, never had a date to any dance before, excited to try and go with this one pretty stuck-up girl in my class
>I ask her at the end of the day, she laughs and is like "WHAT??"
>Ends up telling me she's going with a friend, I'm like "okay, sorry"
>Go to homecoming alone, don't dance but have fun
(Cont.)

>>714585205
screencaping your own shit, lol what a fag

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>>714573041
That really fucked me up.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zs-givWru-c

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>tfw no woman in the world has the same interests as you

>>714581334
>you fucking curse at me ?
Stop sucking your mom's cock, Faggot

>>714581759
literally in tears. thank you.

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>>714586459
can you not just relax?
no need to be an edgelord here. your'e not impressing anyone.

>>714585547
Delete it!

>>714585377
>dropping hints at liking one another

quantum fluctuations from a different dimension that only you can see

>>714586638
>your'e not impressing anyone.
Not trying to impress anyone here, Motherfucker.

>>714586669
I cant delete all of them. She was my first love. Its been a few weeks. Im fine on the outside. But on the inside it tears me up some times. I think i fucked it up by loving her too much. I showed it way too much. I wanted her to know how much i loved her. But she must not have liked that. Every girl i get close to at all tells me i deserve something so much better then them. Well no one in this world deserves anything. I didnt want better and i sure as hell dont now. I just want her back..

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>>714586886
clearly you are, being an ass on an anonymous messaging board and all

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Feels? You want to feel?? FEEL BRAVE!

>>714587028
>being an ass on an anonymous messaging board and all
Nope that's just normal here, Normie.

>>714587259
Stop trying so hard, man.

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>>714587259
>normie
bitch please

at least contribute to the thread?

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>>714587153

Cherry-chromatics

>>714567355
Better than I've felt lately. Not sure why that is. I have done about an hour of walking today.

However, I'm just starting my weekly migraine now so I'll probably be more miserable shortly.

Been kinda lonely with the holidays. It wasn't so bad last year, but this is Christmas #2 after splitting with the wife.

I feel okay tonight, but recently I've had a few nights where I thought about how my handgun is in a drawer in my bedroom and how quickly I could just check out from everything.

any help b?

>>714587176

>>714567196
> tfw you don't even know why you like her and aren't even sure if she's into you
> tfw she's such a basic bitch you don't even know how to approach her
> tfw she's getting fucked by some Chad because she went to a party with her slutty friends
It doesn't hurt or make me sad but it kind of bothers me, if I was invited I could've gotten some action.

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>>714587370
>>714587415

>>714567355
Alright I guess a little bothered and you?

>>714586077
>Spring comes up, have a thing for a teacher's daughter, massive tits
>Rarely ever talk to her, super nervous
>After a good amount of pussyfooting, I give her my number and powerwalk to the bus because I'm a fucking loser
>No response, take it at face value
>Talk to this one girl on and off, she's like a 4-6/10
>We'd become besties somehow, but my friends give me shit for it because she's ugly
>She says shit like "My mom said we shouldn't talk to much if we aren't going to go out" or some shit like that
>Realize exactly where it's going and get the hell out of dodge, but remain her friend
>Summer time, cute teacher's daughter texts me out of the middle of nowhere
>Get hype, but decide to go for it
>We become decently good friends
>Fall of sophomore year, cute girl transfers and is on my bus
>Ask her to homecoming, she says yes
>She's like "wait as friends or do you like me"
>I tell her I like her but I'm fine with being friends
>End up going as friends, don't even go with each other, don't dance with each other, don't talk to each other
>We still talk outside of that
>My dick/heart decides I like the teacher's daughter again
>Do drama club and what a coincidence, she's in it too
>Meet a really good friend of mine (Friend A) doing drama, I fucking love it
>Ask out teacher girl, get rejected like usual
>Friendzoned
>She ends up dating my best friend from freshman year, I'm happy for them
>She sends him semi-nudes, he shows them to me
>Shit was cash
>Junior year comes along, best friend decides he doesn't like her anymore before homecoming
>I tell them to break up because if he goes with her and isn't happy, it'll be wasting his time
>He breaks up with her, she's devastated for a couple weeks
>Ride out the year with my bros
>Drama season again, work, and classwork has me super stressed
>Left eye fucking twitching involuntarily
>Meet with one of my teachers, she tells me I'm very close to a mental breakdown and something has to give
(Cont.) Sorry anons

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>>714587897
whatever happens, don't do it. it may not feel like it but people care about you and your well-being. whatever happens to you happens to them too.
>>714588082
pretty good tbh

>>714571546
Probably not, move on or make a move I realized it too late after dying every day for 2 years because of her.

>>714581899
>In real life. Happy endings dont exist.

The ending itself is happiness, a guilt free ticket to cut ties with everyone and never feel an emotion again.

I hate how many bad emotions I experience, I would prefer to be emotionless at this stage.

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>>714588055
thanks for contributing, even it's just with your own miserable life.

>>714585633
Exactly, these are always a fucking pity party for people that just don't want to take any action with their lives.

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>>714581559
one happy ending comin right up

>>714588055
Trollmaster69

>>714588357
Move on

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>>714588983
been looking for this one, thanks

>>714567196
>be me
>2nd grade
>my birthday
>party at neighborhood, invite 50+ people

no one came

>>714588269
I know man, it's not like a plan, just an awareness - thinking about going in there, pulling it out of the case, drawing back and releasing the slide, putting the barrel to my chin (or head? not sure what would work best) and pulling the trigger.

But I read something good today that kind of helped me with everything.

Depression is all relative - I hadn't realized that one of the most positive people I am familiar with, Tim Ferriss, had struggled with depression at a point in his life. Reading what he wrote made me feel better today:

>I am snapped out of my own delusion by a one-in-a-million accident. It was only then that I realize something: My death wouldn’t just be about me. It would completely destroy the lives of those I cared about most. I imagine my mom, who had no part in creating my thesis mess, suffering until her dying day, blaming herself.

>Months later, after focusing on my body instead of sitting around trapped in my head, things are much clearer. Everything seems more manageable. The “hopeless” situation seems like shitty luck but nothing permanent.

>Some of you might also be thinking “That’s it?! A Princeton student was at risk of getting a bad grade? Boo-fuckin’-hoo, man. Give me a break…” But … that’s the entire point. It’s easy to blow things out of proportion, to get lost in the story you tell yourself, and to think that your entire life hinges on one thing you’ll barely remember 5 or 10 years later. That seemingly all-important thing could be a bad grade, getting into college, a relationship, a divorce, getting fired, or a bunch of hecklers on the Internet.

>>714589494
>Killing yourself can spiritually kill other people. Your death is not perfectly isolated. It can destroy a lot, whether your family (who will blame themselves), other loved ones, or simply the law enforcement officers or coroners who have to haul your death mask-wearing carcass out of an apartment or the woods. The guaranteed outcome of suicide is NOT things improving for you (or going blank), but creating a catastrophe for others…

>A friend once told me that killing yourself is like taking your pain, multiplying it by 10, and giving it to the ones who love you. I agree with this, but there’s more to it. Beyond any loved ones, you could include neighbors, innocent bystanders exposed to your death, and people — often kids — who commit “copycat suicides” when they read about your demise. This is the reality, not the cure-all fantasy, of suicide.

>My “perfect storm” was nothing permanent. But, of course, it’s far from the last storm I’ll face. There will be many more. The key is building fires where you can warm yourself as you wait for the tempest to pass. These fires — the routines, habits, relationships, and coping mechanisms you build — help you to look at the rain and see fertilizer instead of a flood. If you want the lushest green of life (and you do), the gray is part of the natural cycle.

divorced from my wife yesterday and today my cat died. miss that little pet

>>714582793
goddamnit

>>714588247
>End up dropping drama club
>Everything gets better, back to being a good student
>Senior Year
>Get nominated for Homecoming King, with teacher's daughter being suggested for Homecoming Queen
>We'd become best friends by that point
>One guy is jealous and gets all his friends to nominate another girl who had the same name for queen
>Finally start drinking the week before homecoming, black out
>Go to homecoming, win homecoming king, dance with teacher's daughter even though she wasn't nominated
>Shit was cash
>End up talking to a cute girl in one of my classes
>We become best friends
>Drama club starts up drama friend from before and I like the same girl
>I want to go for teacher's daughter, so does he
>We talk about it beforehand and I let him go for it because he's my bro
>Fastforward a few months
>Get trashed at a drama party, become pretty good friends with everyone there
>Opening weekend
>Best performance I've ever given, have a blast
>Bittersweet ending, going to miss it
>Write senior speech about my dead grandfather
>Senior week comes, drink like crazy
>Drama friend and teacher's daughter are basically dating, one girl comes in and drama friend cheats on teacher's daughter
>Everyone is upset, I have to keep everyone under control
College/Present is coming up next. Anyone looking at this borefest

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>>714589494
>>714589587
damn... powerful shit, anon. thanks for sharing. hope your holidays go well

>>714585875
WHAT THE FUCK

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>>714567355

>>714568014
Damn, my mom passed 2 months ago from cancer... I miss her so fcking much.. :c

>>714589978
I am, keep going

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>>714589134

>>714590448
me2

>>714590362
So does your dad, sympathise with him.

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>>714588430
>it's just with your own miserable life.
Says (you)

>>714589978
>College
>Stay in-state because it's a good university
>Change jobs so I can be closer to campus
>Have a random roommate freshman year, we don't really get along
>The girls on my floor obviously like my roommate more than me
>Get drunk on a regular basis, tell myself I have friends
>Every time I got drunk, I had intentions of going out, but friends cancelled on me every time
>Got trashed at a party and blacked out in the first week of school, had to go to the hospital because my roommate thought I was gonna die
>Hang out with my friends on occasion, working all the time because I need money
>Accidentally walk in on my roommate and his girlfriend twice, both times when I was blacked out and didn't have control of what I was doing
>Anyway, make great friends at my new job, especially one guy I look up to as a brother
>I make jokes about killing myself all the time, the self-deprecation making a comeback
>He tells me he doesn't find it funny, and I cut the shit as soon as I can
>We become great friends, I feel happier for it
>New girl comes, she's in my grade and we become pretty great friends
>On the school front, everything is going alright except with my roommate
>RA wants to meet with me, saying my roommate wants a room change
>I'm completely sidelined by this, didn't know it was happening
>We eventually have a meeting, he talks about how he doesn't like it when I drink alone
>I tell him I don't mean to and I actually try to go out.
>Tell him I want to go out with people on the floor but think they all hate me
>He eventually says he feels uncomfortable when I'm in the room
>I'm fucking broken, call friends to rant about it because I'm pissed, but I'm also on the verge of tears
>Think I'm a piece of shit and should probably kill myself
>Eventually get through it, thinking that we'll get this sorted out in the spring
I'm really sorry about the length, anons.

>>714591048
Damn dud, you made me think, I haven't talked with him since weeks... :/

>>714589978
I'm enjoying it

>>714572835
I thank that person...

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>>714591473
>I'm really sorry about the length
never thought I'd hear a black man say that xD xD

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>>714591473
no prob man, it's good to share your story with others. try to make up with your roomie. also please don't commit suicide

>>714591473
>Finals are coming up, want to talk to one cute girl in my class I obviously don't need a tutor for
>Last day of class (again, like a fucking retard, I know), ask her if she wants to study for finals
>Get her number, we talk here and there but can never study
>Get an email about a room change
>My roommate actually switched rooms and I have a new roommate
>Feel betrayed and wonder what the fuck is wrong with me
>New guy ends up being really chill, we're pretty good friends
>Hanging out with coworkers during huge snowstorm, get fucking hammered
>Drunk text the girl from my class (finals girl) and cut myself off because I don't want to fuck up with her
>Decide I should ask her out, no response because "she's busy", doesn't go anywhere
>End up dropping it because what's the point in having hope, right?
>Spring goes relatively well, classes are super easy
>Try for some other girl in one of my classes, get rejected immediately
>At this point I'm trying to not be a kissless virgin. I'm tired of feeling inferior to people around me and just want to talk to cute girls.
>At some point I apologize to the girl from first semester because I felt I was being annoying
>I don't remember what happened, but I know I was feeling shitty and like a burden on the people I'm around
>Sophomore year is coming up
>Make plans to room with drama friend from high school (the guy who cheated on teacher's daughter; Roommate A), another friend from high school (the guy that ended up going out with my sophomore year homecoming date; Roommate B), and their roommate (Roommate C)
>Take summer classes so I can get ahead of the game
>Meet one girl who's really chill and attractive
>Ask about joining an intramural team, she would love to do it
>Talk to her here and there, she ends up bringing up her boyfriend and I'm like "okay have fun!"
>Not really crushed, but imagine it's the end of the friendship
>Roommate B and I hang one night and drink, we start talking about his depression
(Cont.)

>>714587415
Most overrated feels

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>>714577657
same, i wanna get a girl but dont want the risk of becoming depressed and ending myself

>>714592478
>I tell him we're always here for him because that's what friends are for
>We become pretty good bros, everything is going well with him and his girlfriend
>Roommate A is still together with the girl he cheated with
>At some point in the summer, I take Roommate B on a vacation with my parents and we have a blast until we had to leave early because of weather
>School is coming up
>One of my coworkers jokingly calls me autistic and I take it to heart, fearing that I actually am autistic
>>I mean, there's definitely something wrong with me, right?
>Start asking teacher's daughter and coworker who's like a brother (who has gone onto the armed forces by this point, he was a senior when I was a freshman) if I'm weird
>They reassure me I'm fine
>Fall semester eventually starts
>Excited to live with my bros, have a great first few weeks
>Roommate B ends up spending 90% of his time away from the dorm, either with his girlfriend or studying
>He ends up breaking up with his girlfriend and feels down about it
>He tries some drug and really wants to talk to her, I convince him not to and go have a deep conversation with him about how he can do better and how if it's meant to be it'll happen
>He finally agrees and everything goes well
>At this point, I bomb two of my exams after studying a bunch for them
>Roommate A does better than me on both of them (little bit, we still didn't do well, but still.)
>Oh no
>It's the beginning of the end
>Talk to Roommate B's ex one day (for some reason I end up being great friends with girls I try to ask out. No clue why)
>Roommate B sees me and gets weird about it, but I don't really care
>later that week Roommate B's ex tells me that he asked her if we were talking romantically
>He did it that night we had the long talk, too
>I feel pissed, knowing that he went behind my back twice, especially when I was talking to him
>Don't want to talk to him for a bit because I'm pissed, even though I know it's his anxiety and paranoia
(cont.)

>>714570678
are you me

I have a girlfriend but she doesn't care about me.

>>714593732
I care, Anon

>>714588983
nais

>>714594442
How kind, how kind.

>>714593732
noone cares about you

we are all wasting time until we grow to cold to care

>>714594740
Don't worry, robot, you too can care.

>>714593613
Seriously guys I'm sorry for this but it's too late to stop
>We end up talking here and there, the intramural I talked about is coming up
>Get Roommate B and coworker on the team with a bunch of other randos
>We lose our first game, I feel like I shouldn't be captain because I'm shit at the sport
>Win our second
>At this point, I had been eyeing a cute girl (Girl A) in two of my classes, super nervous to talk to her
>Talk to some other attractive girl (Girl B) in my class with ease, mainly just to see if I could do it. Get her number and we start talking (as friends)
>Confused as to how I could just talk to a hot girl like that, but don't capitalize on girl A for a while
>Back to sports: Third game we lose because we didn't have enough people show up, get bummed out
>Finally talk to Girl A and get her number, make plans to study later on
>She seems chill and I'm surprised everything is going well
>End up failing the third exam, roommate (who hadn't been to class in like two weeks) still does better than me
>Hope declining
>Invite Girl A to a party we're throwing for Thanksgiving, she says her boyfriend is coming down to pick her up and she's not sure if they'll even be in state then
>Numb to it at this point, but I'm still like "fuck"
>Stop texting her completely because I'm afraid of annoying her because I'm a piece of shit
>Break happens and it's pretty alright, much needed
>Roommate A hooks up with a cheerleader who is dating someone on the football team
>I'm jealous but also fear for all of our lives now
>Get trashed with roommates (as is typical for the weekend)
>Have a dream that I asked Girl B to go somewhere and we ended up dating but I felt bad about not having experience so I wanted to break up with her
>Still confused by that dream even now
>Text Girl A "Hey" but get a read receipt
>Later that week send her answers to questions, she says thanks but I didn't really need to send her those
>I apologize because that's all I ever fucking do
(Cont.)

>>714571603

thats just autistic and contains comma splices wtf

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>>714594802
i lost that ability when the girl i loved cheated on me and i was fired

but thank you

i'm always so tired, waking up is a struggle.

i want to improve myself but i never have the energy to do anything. i don't draw anymore, i told myself i would start exercising and i can't even be bothered to care anymore. all i ever am is a problem.

i want to die but i know i can't, i have people who would be devastated if i killed myself but i am so fucking tired of being alive and i want to stop. i'm utterly useless and i am so tired.

>>714595513
Same here man

>>714595513
>>714596018
Me 3. I want to die.

>>714594826
Forgot to mention:
>Third exam in second class comes up
>Roommate and I both know we're going to fail since we hadn't been to class in a while
>I study more than him anyway
>Take the exam, drink the pain away again
>Cue the dream with Girl B I mentioned earlier
Okay, now we're up to speed
>Wake up crying the other night
>Remember the dream vividly
>>I saw my cat get run over twice and he died in my arms
>Get the exams back a couple days ago, Roommate A and I both failed but he still did better than me
>Extremely jealous at this point
>We constantly make jokes about killing ourselves (I'm sorry my one friend in the armed forces, it's a bad habit)
>He says we're like the boys who cried wolf
>Get scared and decide to browse /b/
>See a virgin thread on /b/
>Realize how dangerously close to 20 I am
>Wonder about the future and what's wrong with me
>I seem to be a fuckup no matter what it comes to. If I haven't fucked it up yet, I'll fuck it up in due time
>Decide to come into a feels thread for some reason
>Tell my story
>See an anon tell me not to kill myself, see other anons talk about things that actually matter
>>Realize how much of a fucking loser I must sound like, typing about problems that are solved within months without paying attention to the actual things wrong with me
>>Think I should kill myself and do everyone a favor
>>Realize it'll be selfish as fuck
>>Can't bring myself to abandon all of my friends, no matter how much I may burden them
>>Can't just leave my dad, who called me his miracle child
>>Can't just leave my sister, who may need me more than ever
>>Can't leave my cat, who probably considers me his best friend
>>Can't leave without telling the rest of my story, because I know there's stuff I haven't told you all
>>I can't leave just yet
Because my story's not over.

FIN. I love you guys. Thank you for sticking with me on this one.

>>714595513
>>714596018
>>714596224
same situation here

>>714596228
Could have sworn this story was ending with anon fucking some cash pussy, but w/e thanks for the story anon hope it gets better. Maybe ill be here when you tell the cash pussy story one day.

>>714567196
My only friend is my dog.

>>714596678
Thanks, anon. I hope that day comes soon, but time will tell

>>714567196
I'm a very famous actor and I hate myself and want to die. I can't handle fame. I just want death.

>>714596228
Just weather the storm man. I was in a similar boat my first two years of Uni. Suicidal, school fuck up due to drinking, work and drugs, got chicks regularly but fucked up every potential relationship. Eventually dropped out and took a sabbatical and turned my life around. Stilled depressed but now my life is looking up. Going to a top 10 nationally ranked college, top 20 globally and killing it, have my drinking and drugs in check for the most part, lonely but I realize it is temporary.
You'll be fine anon. Weather the storm. You are in much better place where I was. Do not make my mistakes.

>>714590079
Thanks man, I might have to turn it into a screencap to spam in these threads in the future.

>>714596228
Stop apologizing for everything and stop fucking drinking. There's more to life than alcohol.

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>>714596228
Know I'm gunna sound like a fag, but hang in there Anon. I appreciate you.
Even if shit doesn't get significantly better, you make other people happy and that's a great start.

>>714598149
This. Sorry is not shit unless something changes out of it which in your story nothing did. Plus you are not even enjoying yourself. You probably wake up the next day regretting all the wasted time and feeling as if was not even worth the fun time you think you had.

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Made me cry.

>>714598690
I would cry alllllll day.

I remember crying when my cat died last year. Man that was rough.

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>>714598690
mfw

>>714598690
Why do you keep posting this, asshole?

we get it

It made you cry

>>714571603
did someone with brain damage write that?

>>714598771
One reason I don't have a dog is because I feel like I just don't deserve that kind of love.

"I find it difficult to explain how much I care about you. It's like trying to speak thoughts too complex for words. You make me feel emotions that would normally be beyond human perception.

You're a sudden rush of happiness and courage that never fails to reassure me in my moments of faltering and weakness.

You're a reminder of why I do anything.
You motivate me.
I love you."

>>714599135
As many times as I've beta-loved a girl, I don't think I've ever loved them that much.

Kinda puts things in perspective.

>>714598972
okay sorry :c

Love is something that becomes less important in your early 30s. Then you can focus on what really matters: boozing your way into an early grave.

>>714599249
Have you ever genuinely loved anyone anon?

>>714599135
Too real. Miss those feelings bros. More importantly i miss her

>>714597571
>>714598149
>>714598346
>>714598411
Thanks, anons, it means a lot. I will say this, though. Freshman year ended up being more regretful mornings after drinking. This year I remember having great times and socializing with friends. I think I have the drinking in check. It's just everything else I need to worry about.

>>714599638
I certainly thought I have. I'm really not sure anymore, now that I have some physical, mental, and emotional distance. I think it was more that I was just used to them and couldn't imagine life without them, though a lot of the time I also didn't want to be around them anymore.

Hard to say.

>>714567355
>Dog: Are you gonna eat that paper or can i have it?

>>714596228
I miss my cat, my mom gave her away without even telling me. I hope you're safe out there Julian. I miss you.

>>714581694
The saddest thing on this thread actually

Love is just part of the mind tricking you into fucking and making a baby against your better judgment. To everyone that feels bad about their lost lives: Think about what really would have happened. Seriously. I know love is a strong drug, but that's all it really is.

>>714583049
The mother is drinking to cope with the fact that she's letting her daughter be molested by the father. That's why she's getting her the stuffed animals. It's the only thing she can think to do for her because she's too caught up in her own depression and alcoholism to make healthy decisions. It becomes a downward spiral.

The animal of course was only alive in the girl's imagination, and threw it out the window. She thinks she doesn't deserve love because it's never shown to her. She's afraid, hates herself, and doesn't want anyone near her because she's ashamed of feeling worthless.

This is actually from a series of comics about that girl's life. Pretty depressing stuff.

>>714598812
That hit me so fucking hard dude. I used to do shit like that all the time.

>>714587816

i shed tears bro

"I met a girl in a dream. I didn't even catch her name. But I knew that her and I are just the same. Building bridges out of pain

>>714587816
I want this. Someone who loves me that much. Someone who needs me. Someone I can truly care for and look after and hold tight and tell them I love them and make all their pain go away.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mr_DMGZ-JrY

plan to ask my 10/10 crush (who for some fucking reason talks to me) to homecoming. Chad asks her via text the day i was gonna.

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Never date your friends It's just not worth it

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Sorry, this is just a cap of a feels thread. I didn't bother to edit it

>>714606613
shit like this makes me glad i have a good relationship with my parents

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The Ballad of Ella, because file size limits don't let me post it here

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>>714606838

>>714606642
>capping yourself

>>714606092
Makes me think of the one where the chick helps a homeless dude.

I cried my ass off to that.

Kudos to this post for getting 2 tears out of me.

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>>714606976
I can understand; probably just wanted his story remembered, or someone requested it

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>>714607084
Boom

>>714602205
Good analysis

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>>714607131
Then there's the reverse

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I think I'm about out of long stories to dump

>>714572835
And yet no matter what I do, I can never be that person for her (even when she was the one for me)

Give it to me straight, is it better to have loved and lost?

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This is the one that gets me the most

>>714607131
Thank you dude.

I appreciate that. You've made my night. I like you.

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>>714607456
I suppose it's on how the relationship was handled. If it was an easy break-up, then I'd say so. But if it was a really bad dump, then I don't think so. Reminds me of this story

>>714568097
Never been hit this hard

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I think I'm out of stories that I can think of. Good night, /b/

>>714606956
y-you ass ;_;

>>714605205
At least you do not have to go through the pain of not knowing. Now you can move forward.

>>714575405
Sometimes man, the journey takes so much more out of you than you think. Thats probably why. You need to get clear of all that shit you've been thru lately, and take a god damn vacation, by yourself, or with a very good friend or two, and recharge your human capacity for dealing with shit by having a good time. Go to Fiji, or Barcelona, or some place you'd never even considered going before. I believe in you. You just need to recharge.

are we truly bound to the one we love by a red string of fate?

>>714609487
I personally don't believe in fate. Like, who even decides that shit?

>>714583439
Fuck sorry man. Pets'll get you deeper than most people when they go. But you know what? That love isn't gone. And your kitty wouldnt have wanted it to ever end. So go get yourself another kitty. One nobody else seems to want, from the shelter. And give it all that love. It wont be the same, but it shouldnt. But it wont be any less. I promise.

>>714609487
Fuck no. Fate is a human construct. We're not "meant to be" with someone. You're with someone because you love them and want to be with them.