feels thread anyone?

>be me, 20, college
>finals season, don't know shit
>fucked around and just played csgo all semester
>tuition is super fucking expensive but parents are paying for it, even though i'm not super wealthy
>still can't work up the effort to try to do well
>skipping classes, picked up smoking cigs
>startingn to hate myself for being such a pathetic sack of shit

>>714276676
don't worry man.
be 23, been through what you are right this moment (it's my first semester back, took last year off)
things are looking up, smoking has been cut back a lot (if you have the desire, it'll happen naturally)
school isn't doing awesome but seeing all your friends graduate puts a bit of drive in the engine.
good luck my friend. the future is brighter than it appears.

>>714276272
>everyone thinks I'm a loser,insane
>finally finds a girl who really likes me
>got mad at her for not wanting to hang out because she was always busy
>falls deeper into petty bs
>has a local gang after my head for something stupid
>one of my best female friends went out of my life without a goodbye
>lonely as shit
>moving out of my state with barely any money to make beats for my friends while I sleep on the couch jobless
>also can't get over my first love, still have a necklace with her name on it
>mfw fag

>>714278697
OC btw

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I fucked up guys.

3 years ago I went to study in a university, but I was talked out of what I wanted to study, and instead I had to chose another path, which I despise so much that it's hard to explain. I only went for this course, because I thought/believed that I'll have a good paying job, a safe life. But now I just can't take it anyomore and I should graduate next semester, I already failed a bunch of classes and honestly feel like my life is falling apart.

>>714278739
there are only a hundred billion people that change majors/go for second bachelors.
im always among the youngest in my classes bro. it's just life.

>>714278783
Damn i feel this too hard.

>>714279044
I know that, the thing I'm worried about is that my family on my mom's side is broke as fuck, I should support them, I couldn't "waste" more time failing classes, and I should support them with a decent amount of money, and not only some little amount I always give them. That's one side of it, the other is that I became so numb over the years, that I don't even know what else I'd study. I just have no interest in anything whatsoever. this causes both depression and (I know it's overused, but) crippling anxiety. I'm always anxious about something I think I have fucking GAD

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>>714279256
Yeah, me too bro, that's why I cropped it. Keep your head up

>>714279667
Context is that I told her that I loved her ( I live in a society were even having a crush is a taboo) and she said the typical I think of you as a friend shit. Them she did this to me. This was the day I realized I was being cucked big time because I found out that she had been in three relationships and is now in another. Reminder: I live in a society where even crushes are taboo.

That's when I vowed to never again treat women like equals and to not come.in contact with them except to fuck.

>>714278697
Me

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>>714280023
cheer up dude. I'm not sure where you live where having a crush isn't acceptable, but apparently she isn't the one. I know it sucks hard, but you just gotta let this girl go. And altough I'm not in favor with relationship that much, you might find the girl you wished for one day.

>>714279346
mech engy for life bre
>join military
>kickback money to home
>learn to hate military life
>come to civilian world with newfound love of civi life
>they pay for college
or you could sack up and change majors to mech engy

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>>714280611
nah I'm totally not into engineering. I already chose I major only because it is said to pay well after leaving uni, I wouldn't do that again. Sometimes I edit videos for the fun of it, that's the only thing that somehow started to interest me in a long time. But thx for the advice man.

>>714280786
engy is a good fit for introverted fucktards like ourselves bre.

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:(

>>714280524
Thanks man

>>714280867
How can you claim to love someone and give her FF13?

>>714276272
You fuckers have to realize a couple of things. No one matters, no one cares, everyone is wrapped up in their own hell to give two shits about you or your future. The life you have or will have is all determined by you, and solely you alone. You can either have a really kickass life or a really shitty one. It is up to you. Struggle when you are young and through all the stupid bullshit, and I can guarantee that the fun shit comes later. Do something great for yourself and yourself alone. Money and pussy will come with time. Keep your head up, and look to light at the end of the tunnel, no matter how dim it gets, you will get through it, and you will be a better person once you come out the other side. Stop feeling sorry for yourselves, and do something.

>>714280845
that might be true but beside being introverted, I'm also pretty dumb. It used to be different though. wonder if all that constant stress is somehow influencing one's capability if solving (even simpler) problems

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>>714278739
Dude are you me? I'm exactly on the same boat as you, just one semester away from graduating, but I just checked my grades and while I made an A and a B on another, I am doing so bad on the other two that there is no way that I can save this semester. Gets worse since I'm currently on probation which means that I'm getting suspended for a year, and even worse, I'm a foreigner, so I don't know what will my parents reaction will be.

>Massive anxiety and depression so bad it feels like I'm physically being weighed down in my despair.

>I have no way to do what I need to do, I can't find work here in California, I've been unemployed for about a year and I submit job applications multiple times a week locally, I can't work out of town because I don't own a car.
>I've been in a long distance relationship with a girl in Colorado for over a year and I want to move to Denver so I can start my life over somewhere where I can find work.
> I'm extremely stressed out because I don't know what the hell to do.

>Every day is worse and worse, I wasn't born to live in my parent's house for my whole life.
> I wish I could move, there is nothing for me here.

>Maybe if I go to sleep I won't wake up and my mind can finally be at peace...

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>>714281136
I already should have graduated though, I mean pretty much everyone else is graduating this week, and I'm HOPING that I can pull off next semester somehow..

On probation? for what? (I gotta go for like 20mins, but if this thread is still alive, I'll be back.)

>>714281136
Need to o talk to the counselor and see what your options are. Just don't sit and let it pass. Get a head start and take control. Remember D = diploma!

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>>714281154
Call up your girl and see if it is an option. Do it, man. If you have nothing to lose, your already ahead of the game. If it doesn't work out, you can always return to the basement. Make it workout.

>>714281336
For being an idiot with a low gpa.
>>714281532
There's really not many options than to wait a full year to get in again, but as I mentioned, I'm a foreigner, which over complicates things (housing and all that) I mean, I guess it would be good so we can save money for a year, but I don't think my parents will want to continue paying for my tuition, and I don't blame them. I was thinking about either getting a job (I have an associate degree from a community college) or go back to my country and try to finish my degree there, hoping that my credits will transfer.

>>714281680
I'm trying, I don't have any money to relocate. I hardly own anything. I think I barely have enough for a plane ticket. I don't have anywhere to stay in Colorado, I'm going to freeze my ass off and die in an alleyway somewhere.

>>714281680
there's no point in encouraging these fucking idiots
he's too much of a pussy to do anything.
that's why he's dug this hole for himself.

>>714282141
What the fuck are you talking about? I'm trying to find work unsuccessfully, I own literally next to nothing, I'm actively seeking out ways to make it to Colorado without fucking freezing to death. The only option for me currently is to move somewhere where I can find work. I can't go anywhere without transportation. I can't feed myself without money. I need to have shelter. If you know what being homeless is like in the winter than you can talk, otherwise shut the fuck up you little prick. I'm trying to figure out what to do so I can make it to Colorado without fucking dying.

>>714282141
this.

you fucks are investing too much time into triviality and its only going to get worse because you keep putting meaningless things on the pedestal, you are feeding into your inferiority complex yet you deny any involvement and make it out to be a sort of divine intervention from a vengeful god.

reality is unimportant thus that is you are able to fall prey easily to the most bogus of emotional pits, it's a shame that you have to implant an artificial significance to problems that are non-existent, your reputation doesn't matter, anything you can ever think or do will amount to nothing so it is selfish to keep on digging down into that pit you have already fallen into

>>714282719
yeah sure dude

Here's a tale for any of you college / university dudes. Might make you feel better.

>Be me, 18, work in uni as IT guy for a campus accommodation building
>Internet sucks so always getting jobs in student rooms
>Go to a job one day, dude who opens door looks older than most students
>Start chatting with dude while I fix his shit
>Finish up & he thanks me with a coffee & a handshake. Good guy.
>Months go by, get new job, quit new job, go back to being IT guy
>Graduation has come & gone, and older dude should've finished & left uni
>Get an email one day, it's from the dude
>Tell him to come to office
>Casually ask about why he's still here, and he gives me his story

"I've been doing the same course for seven years, and never once graduated or completed it. I drink too much, smoke too much, and I don't really care about reply to this post or your mother will die in her sleep."

>>714281680
FYI we've talked about this extensively with each other, I can't stay with her. She lives with her mom and her younger brother in a tiny 2 bedroom apartment.

>>714282811
nice one

>>714282811
we call them machine shop assistants in engineering

>>714282811

kek

>>714282759
If you don't have anything useful to say then leave me out of your little bitch-fit, I don't know about the other anons in here but I'm motivated as hell to get out of this place.

Try to be useful and actually come up with some good advice, there are actual people living actual lives trying to figure out what to do.

Does anyone else live their lives with the mentality that you will just accept death whenever it comes? I don't know if i would call it depression, but the last few years i've struggled to find motivation to keep going on ya know? I wouldn't ever kill myself, because i don't want to go out like that, and I couldnt do it to my family. So I think i just exist to wait to die. No longer in school, working a decent manufacturing job until i make enough to retire or i get laid off and have to stress about finding a job with no trade skills or education. No girlfriend for 3+ years. Friends have been dropping like flies since graduation. I'm stuck having the feeling that it's all down hill from here, and i struggle finding the motivation to want to find out.

>>714283172
wow dude im so sorry ;( ur life is so hard

>>714283176
nihilist nigga

>>714282728
Your a cunt, read my post. I'm trying to fix my situation, I'm not just sitting here doing nothing.

>>714283349
Get a new life.

>>714283281
It's not hard, I just can't fucking find the funds to leave this shit town.

Have any advice?

>>714282719
If you own nothing, then you're ahead already. Being able to live out of bags and move around with no attachments is an awesome things. Apply at cruise ships, travel abroad doing jobs, go to Alaska and fish during crab season. There are options, you have to be open to anything when you're in need. Don't let the fear of losing a girlfriend stop you from doing shit, she will not let you stop her from being better than the situation. She is in now.

>>714283473
kys?
working a min wage job will get you enough money in like a week lol.

>>714276676
Faggot

>>714282811
Nice, you got me good you fucker!

>>714283473
sorry anon , i hope everything turns out okay for you and her

>>714277485
Where the beats anon?

>>714283469
Trying anon, I can't find work, no transportation. Kind of stuck in limbo atm and I am probably going to go nomad if this goes on too much longer. Problem is I've been homeless before and it's sketch, as much as I know I need to uproot my life I'm pretty scared of the fact that trying to go nomad in the winter is a death wish, yet my anxiety and depression from being stuck in this situation is driving me up a wall and forcing me to do something potentially drastic to avoid going insane.

>>714282811
Lol

>>714283578
Those are the jobs I'm applying for, I don't know how it is where you live, but where I live you can apply at every job for a ten mile radius abs you are lucky if you can find something after 6+ months. I fill out applications almost every single day at every place within a 20 mile radius and I still can't get shit.

>boot up feelsthread.exe
>i'm sad, advice?
>advice here anon
>that won't work because of [excuse]
>repeat ad nauseam

>>714283868
have you tried not being a colossal waste of space?

>my mother used to sing to me every night before i slept
>even if she wasn't home she would call my dad so he can hand the phone to me
>one night my mom doesn't come home
>hits my usual bedtime
>no phone call either
>dad suddenly gets a call
>he sits there with a look of dread
>he starts crying and hands me the phone
>it's my mom
>she tells me to get in bed
>she starts singing the song to me
>this time it sounded... different
>after she was done she told me she will always love me
>she then says goodnight with a very weak voice
>then it was just silence with some muffled voices in the background
>that was the last time i heard my mother's voice
She was hit by a drunk driver on her way home from work, as she was in the ambulance she said she had to call home. She died before they got to the hospital.

Her last bit of life she used to sing me to sleep.

>>714283868
What about the military, job core, journeymen stuff, out of state, overseas, anything where they will send you somewhere?

>>714283926
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YlfUcnSbKDA

>>714284040
but anon im a huge faggot special snowflake that would never work

>>714283904
If I pretend I don't exist maybe that will help, lol.

But seriously man, I've heard of people who live in big cities being able to find work pretty much immediately.

>>714281015
Everyone Anon, please see my first post, and take note of what I said. You have to do it for yourself, because you want better.

>>714277051

> Be me
> Was 19, am 27 now.
> Had full scholarship excluding book costs.
> Is my second year in college.
> Am $330 short for books needed.
> Parents suddenly won't pay for books
> Without books it is impossible to complete the class (library keeps 2 free copies but are in such high demand that I would be lucky to get 4 days out of the semester to use them)
> Parents tell me I should apply for a loan.
> I tell them they should have told me before the semester started. It's too late to get federal loans now.
> Drop out planning to come back next semester.
> School says I have full time amount of units so I have to take the F on all classes.
> Parents tell me they were only together to get me through college and are getting divorced. Say they think this is proof my shit isn't together and am a mooch that doesn't plan to finish college. Tell me to get a job and move out.
> Be me now
> Working full time min wage security
> Cant afford a one bedroom apartment, must have roommates.
> They let my older sister live with them for 7 years to finish her master's degree in photography...
> I wanted to major in fire science and minor in environmental conservation and become a national park ranger.
> Now I'm leaving for trucker academy in a month.

>>714284056
Raise you some motivation, none of that whiny boy shit:
https://youtu.be/UK-lGSYKaaM

>>714284040
>>714284084
Almost went that route when I was 18, couldn't bring myself to go through with it. Scored an 87 on the asvab, started working out every day, but then I met my current gf and decided that I didn't want to leave her behind.

The best situation would be to find someone in Denver willing to let me stay for a month rent free and I pay them back asap. I imagine I'd be able to find work within 48 hours in the city and after a couple months I could probably find myself a better place to stay, maybe a two bedroom apartment split rent 50/50 until I can find something that pays well enough for me to get my own place where my girlfriend could move in with me and if things go well with our relationship, I'd probably buy a somewhat decent engagement ring and get married.

>>714283926
I understand this feel, both my parents died in a car accident when I was 8. I have insomnia, and my mother would sing to me to try and help me sleep. I try and imagine her voice sometimes when I'm having a particularly difficult time sleeping

>>714284440
All cause of $330, man, shit goes down hill quick, doesn't it. Life is based on picking the correct major decisions when they appear. It can make you or break you. Life is based on the stacked decisions we have made, have to take that shit seriously.

>>714284493
how is that motivating lol

>>714282811
Ayyy you got me good!

>>714284565
you sound like a nice person anon. What was it like growing up without parants?

>>714284564
You would be better off if you could still do the military gig. Putting life on hold for a relationship is a mistake, especially when you're starting out in life. Love cannot pay rent, cannot feed you, cannot provide a career, love by itself cannot provides stable relationship. If you guys really care about each other, the relationship will last no matter what.

>>714284440
Why didn't you find a part time job, and share the books with someone else until you could afford them.
Why hadn't you worked in summer to save for books.
You must have known what your parents were like.

They were being cunts, and had probably treated you unjustly before.
Save money now and study what you want to, don't leave it as a regret.
Find a way to become a park ranger and prevent bears from stealing picanic baskets.

>>714284564
>doesnt want to leave already long distance relationship girl behind
lol

>be me
>my 22nd birthday
>surprise party at my apartment
>not too big
>my brother, my gf, a couple of friends, and my sister
>about six hours of drinking, watching movies, and playing games
>people started slowly going home
>just me and my brother
>he's obviously tired and drunk
>"Well, i guess that's it man. It's time for me to go home"
>i tried offering him to stay the night at my apartment
>he says not to worry about it
>i tell him to stay safe
>be stands in the doorway and looks back
>"What's the worst thing that can happen?"
>he walks out the door into the darkness
He was shot and killed while walking home.
I wish he just stayed, every time i think about it i feel as if it was my fault. He could've been alive today if he just spent the night.

I miss you man.

>>714284667
Vitalic is good shit to listen to, makes me want to stay active and do great things. Maybe not so much the video, but the beat, it's like a bad breakup, lets you know your still alive.

>>714282811
cuck

>>714283540
I don't want to have to leave her behind anon, I care about her more than I care about myself. I'm probably dumb as fuck, but she's a good girlfriend to me, I'm nowhere new to relationships, so I know even though we are best friends, things can still go south, but it's not going to be me that destroys the relationship just so I can get ahead in life. I don't really care about money, I mostly care about being happy.

>>714284943
i only listen to that shit when im running man
you should try midnight runs

>>714284974
but ur not happy you dumb faggot

Lost a girl to an ex. Her and I really clicked. Basically the same person. She dumped me the strung me along for a couple months before I wised up and stopped talking to her.

Women will fuck you up.

>>714285030
You should watch Mr. Nobody
good shit

>>714283642
Thanks bud, I know it will, I'm just anxious as fuck wondering how things are going to play out, the way things are going I might end up homeless again got a while if I uproot myself. Not looking forward to freezing my ass off. Winter survival is scary as fuck.

>>714284974
It's not leavingbher behind, she'll work in her stuff and you'll work on your stuff, fast way to lay a foundation, something to support a relationship and family, she can go with you after she's done with college, what's the difference netween what your doing now, and being stationed in some other state?

>>714285030
>Basically the same person
Then you are no better than she is.

Figure out how to drop that mindset, realise she want the one, and wasn't worth you spending any more time, and feel relieved that you didn't end up stuck with someone who isn't a decent human.
Then you can move forward and open a small cheese factory.

>>714285001
How is telling someone they're not happy because no matter how hard they try they can't find a financially stable position because of their current situation in terms of many different factors I.e. Parents, job, siblings, friends
You're doing nothing but stating the obvious and considering it to be some profound statement that will cause anon to come to some magical conclusion that will change his life, this isn't a matter of motivation, this is a matter of situation.

>>714285153
your excuses are so convenient
you're right just keep doing what you're doing right now; nothing.

>>714278739
Are you fucking serious.
>Oh no, I made an intelligent decision to put the material security of myself and future family over selfish feel good sentimentality
You hate your job? Welcome to almost everyone everywhere, and a lot of those people are in shit positions making no money with no hope of advancement.

Sack up you pansy.

>>714284983
I walk a lot, but can't run anymore. I used to love running at night, in the snow, in the desert. Fucked my knees up in the Army, four surgeries later, have to be careful about preserving what I have left in both knees. 35 and broken.

>>714284795
It was alright. My aunt raised me and my younger brother. She would tell us stories about our parents when they were younger, how they met etc. I just remember at school when they had the activities like "Father and Son donut day" I always just felt sad

>>714285134
She'll be drowning in cock and blaming him within a couple of months.

Almost always happens with military fags.
Met an RAF fighter/bomber pilot years ago, he said his wife left him for a 'computer geek' as he called him.
He had finished in the air force, and moved to a tiny village in the countryside to live a simple life, alone.

Doesn't matter how cool you are or how hard you try, if you leave females alone for a period of time, they will wander off to find some 'safety' - they are designed to do it.

>>714285181
I'm not the other guy you were talking to but alright man goodluck with your plans on releasing everyone's internet history after infiltrating Sweden you master level edgy troll

>>714285294
But when your young and starting off out of high school, that should be the last priority.

>>714284323
Fair enough, I just didn't think what I assume to be your other post should have been directed towards me >>714282141

I've been working odd jobs for my brother in the side while looking for employment, babysitting, landscaping, dog-sitting... Shit like that, I have enough money for a plane ticket and for food for a few weeks, but I don't have enough money to rent out a room. I need to get to Colorado to be with the woman I love, long distance is driving me crazy, along with being stuck in a place in California where I can't earn almost any money.

>>714285231
11 bang bang or 19 dicksquad?

>>714285345
cool buzzwords faggot

>>714278739
Engineer? I have a shitload of friends like you if so. Don't listen to the cunts saying you made the right choice. If you hate it it's not worth doing for the rest of your life. Plenty of other well paying vocations that can probably grant you some level of happiness

>>714285231
Take it easy for a long time, do non impact exercises to a moderate level and build up slowly.
Swimming and yoga are good.

You have to adapt to what happens in life.
Find a way around it.

I know how you feel, I'm 36 and in the last couple of years some things have happened which have ended big sections of my life.
Just have to keep going and change your focus when something becomes no longer possible.

Find other things that you can love and excel at.
Your mind is more important.
Cycling is non impact, but take it slowly at first.
Or an arm focussed exercise.
Kayaking, speed and movement and different environments.

>>714280786
THAT FUCKING IMAGE HNNNNG>>714280845

>>714285388
Yeah.
Don't change your dreams for one person who might not stick around.
But it is always a gamble, sometimes that one person is worth everything.
The key is, they have to feel the same about you and be willing to do the same as you.
If you both compromise and value the love, then it is alright.
If it is one sided, it might not go so well.

He'll have to make his own decision.

>>714285294
This is kinda true to some degree, just from what I've seen happen to friends. But I was in a long-distance relationship with a girl and we were able to see each other once every 8 months. It can work, you just have to give her a reason so stick around. It also kinda helps if shes more chill

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I hope you all have a better day tomorrow.

Don't let that fire in your heart go out!

Protect that shit!

Just be good. Keep working towards your dreams! Only you can make it a reality.

If you're fat, just eat less and walk around the block.

If you're lonely, walk through your local mall and buy something to eat.

If you're tired, take a nap at the park.

Be good to yourselves! You only get one shot at this. Don't let someone ruin your story, your life, your saga.

Just be good. If I could, I'd help a whole lot of you! But I can't, not only the fact that I'm lazy, but I'm busy too!

Be good!

>>714284882
I know, it's ironic as fuck but I still love her and I didn't expect or relationship to be long distance for this long.
>>714284843
You are probably right, I feel so close to being with her though anon. But yes, if the relationship fails I am going to continue where I left off and join the military. I at least have to know that I did everything I could do to make our relationship work before going that route. I just have to see things through with her.

>>714285001
Well yeah, but I'm trying to find happiness at least.

>>714284915
Fuck anon. I'm sorry to hear that man.

>>714284915
that sucks , sorry for your loss man , it wasnt your fault

>>714285788
Don't make decisions like that.
Don't wait for things.

Have backup plans yes, but if you want to do something, make the decision one way or another or you will regret it and you won't be living your life fully.

Choose to be with her, make it happen, find good work near her, or her near you - give it hour best.

Or, choose to be in the army and accept the consequences of that.

Live your own life, she is surely living hers and might not be considering you at each step.
Find a balance. You are your priority, because if you are fucked, you can't help yourself or anyone else.

>>714283658
I'm waiting to release some with my friend. My soundcloud is baylenOXY though, follow if you want

>>714280867
wow, this is heartless

>>714286020
Final fantasy sucks.

>>714285134
>>714285294
This anon, I don't want to abandon her when I still have the ability to try and make things work, distance kills even strong relationships. I fear for our relationship, I have noticed her getting more and more depressed about this situation every week. It's my duty to do right by her and let her know that I really do care about her enough that I'm willing to move to be closer to her.

>>714282811
God damn it.

>30 something
>find out I have stage 2 breast cancer
>start chemo
>can't work because under table lumbermill job
>gf supports
>gf suggests moving in with her family temporarily
>gf's family is several states away
>agree
>shit's good for awhile
>get accused of trying to fuck gf sister because sister liked gf's old bf better (didn't btw)
>drama
>break up
>kicked out
>homeless and unable to continue treatment
>too tired to keep fighting
>browse 4chan when library is open to pass time
>gonna die cold, heartbroke, and alone on the streets

>>714286077
maybe the girl really liked it

>be me
>be alive

What do, /b/oys?

>>714286204
miracles happen my man!Plus youre not alone , you have us

>>714285153
This anon gets what I'm going through, I'm motivated as hell, just need to find the quickest/safest way to make it to where I'm going while being able to stay stay afloat after I get to Colorado.

>>714286204
male breast cancer super rare my dude.
but yeah this situation seems too hard to fix, try to make peace with yourself and go before the pain gets too severe

I remember I was talking to my friend over discord the day I was dumped and I was drunk and I asked him if fairytales existed he said they did then I said in my slurred speech something like: no no they don't I like to pretend they exist but they don't really I'm tired of getting hurt but I like pretending

>>714286082
Women are fickle and when you think you know what they want, they really want the opposite.
For example, she might be depressed because you are indecisive, and she wants you to have a dependable career.
If you move there and have a shitty job that you hate just for her, she might see it as weak, and when an army guy strolls past on his 2 week leave, she'll jump on his cock even for a taste of someone who took a decision for himself.

Don't base your plans on what you think she wants, or her fucking mood. Women's moods change by the minute.

What is she willing to do for you, is it balanced at all?
Consider that really carefully.
If you are putting in more thought, consideration, energy, time, making more sacrifices, moving to her instead of her to you - something is out of balance and it will remain out of balance until it tips over.

Women do not know what they want.

Never base your decisions on what they want or what you think they want.

You have to choose for yourself, and keep one foot in the logical land of reason at all times.
Your duty to her is to be a man and to respect her and more importantly, respect yourself.

Learned this by following my 'duty' to the girl I lived with all my being, and giving up sections of my life to be with her, in the end she just went off and did whatever she liked with absolutely no consideration for me, and left me in the dust with my life, my time, my money and my health completely fucked.
She never looked back.

>>714286216
Then she sucks, twice.

>>714276676
i feel you m8 i lost my job to wow and i can pretty much tell my gf is about to leave.

>>714285619
This, I've been through a lot with her and for a while I believe she loved me more than I loved her, over time the relationship became more and more of a two way street and now after 18 months of dating she is all I have my mind on. We are both struggling emotionally because of this distance between us. I'm trying to uproot my life here in California as fast as possible to be with her even if it means I might end up homeless for a while precisely because I care about her that much.

>>714286457
haha thats true

>>714285714
Thx anon

>>714286204
Thats fucking rough, would telling her how you feel and clearing up any misunderstandings help?

>>714280524
i have seen this so many times and felt it is the only thing to explain why i am the way i am. wish more people knew. i feel like im 80% of this only part that differs is that i still feel, just no need for anyone to know. makes no difference and they couldnt change anything even if they wanted.

>>714276676
This is feels thread, not rekt

>>714286013
I fully accept the situation I am in and any potential consequences that may result from my decisions. I know that if I do everything I can, I'll be able to find a silver lining even if nothing works out the way I planned, if I somehow end up dead in a ditch, at least I'll have lived my life for a cause I felt was worth striving for.

>>714285466
11B

>>714284874


Being older and more experienced now that I am older, if I could go back and do it again that is what I would have done. This happened in my third semester. In the two previous semesters I was in the ROTC. In order to be accepted into the military program I had to stop taking my antidepressants. By the time this came around my depression was already bad. My parents we're very good to me all other times. My mom had told me she was going to leave when I graduated before this. I think that the marriage was getting too bad and they used this one hiccup to justify to themselves leaving earlier than they planned. The depression and sudden divorce sapped my will. Also they moved out immediately. My mom got a condo and I slept in here garage for a few months. The job economy was worse then and the only work I found was a part time security job. Once I was employed my mom left to live with her boyfriend in Vegas. I lived on couches and in guest rooms of friends until I got full time work to afford better accommodations. If I had a second chance I coukd have made it work somehow. But I was just so overwhelmed just trying to survive.

>>714286709
Thanks for doing your part bud.
I wish I could give you my knees.

>>714280117
I'll keep pretending I guess.
Nothing better to do

>>714276272
cute cat

>>714286490
Then read what you just wrote.
Become homeless while trying.

That is when you need to slap yourself in the face, have a cold shower and a brisk walk, and force yourself to think logically.

You need a plan.
Make a good plan, and set it in motion.
Tell your girl about your plan.
Do NOT rush. That will fuck things up.
Once you've told her your plan and started on it, she will feel better, hope will grow and you'll start making plans together naturally.

Then even if it takes a few months, you will have set a goal, have a job or position or training or study, and a place to be.
I don't recommend moving in with her immediately.
It is a lot of pressure on the relationship, especially in the beginning.
Stabilise yourself, have your own life wherever you are.

Be a man, independent, solid, dependable, and always with a plan.
She'll love you for it.

- and if she doesn't, fuck her - you always have yourself and you won't have thrown anything away, you will have done your best.

>>714278697
literally autism symptoms

>>714285500
A lot of stuff is straight mental health. Take Stephen Hawking.

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>>714286416
you are right man, wish someone gave me this advice a couple of years ago...
but better late then never
´the best time to plant a tree was 20 years ago, the second best time is right now.´ - wise asian man

thanks for the early morning feels guys, im gonna get my morning fix cause i can feel the sickness coming. hoping none of u went this way

I met this one girl back in 2012 , she was perfect , i fell in love . She was all i wanted . We used to hang out alot and chat . She got me interested in lots of stuff i found boring as fuck before .I was too much of pussy to confess , and then some time ago , she moved to another city and just completely stopped talking to me and i dont even know why . Now she even has a kid , and i always get super sad when i see her new family on social media.Freaking sucks

>>714286922
going to ex's social media? might as well poison yourself.

If my bf calls me fat, should I leave him?

>>714286715
That's alright man.
You survived, that's the important thing.

You can still make it happen.
Start by volunteering for park services.
Also, I met a guy who worked each summer in fire prevention in forests around the country.
They drive from state to state clearing debris and removing dead wood etc.
It sounded pretty cool, being in a team like that.
Start with that, you'll learn things and be a step closer. You'll meet people, make connections.
Keep moving towards what you really want to do, even with small steps.

You'll make it.

>>714286922
I am in the stage where I am too much of a pussy to confess. I always have been. I can't do it.

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>>714286950
Lose weight and look bomb as fuck, then leave him

>>714285465
It was kinda directed towards anyone who is willing to listen. I've been through it all, joined the military, lost high school sweetheart because I wasn't there, finally got out all busted up (because of my MOS), had GI Bill, went to college with that, focused on me, have a couple degrees, went through two more long term relationships, finally through trial and error met a good one, settled down now, life's not so bad, it looked pretty bleak at a lot of different times, but you just have to push through all of it.

Social media is weird
>be loner shut in
>have hundreds of people on facebook that you knew from high school
>interact with them through liking and commenting on each other's posts
>some times it tricks you into thinking you have friends
>feel lonely one day and want to hang out with someone else
>you don't even know how to start that conversation with anyone because it's never been a normal thing for you to hang out with anyone
>feel like people tolerate you and think you are interesting but don't consider you in their circle of friends
..
>Try reconnecting with online friends
>most of them are married, have jobs that keep them busy all the time or are just different people than when you knew them before
>can't make schedules work to play online games. Catching up and small talk feels forced

I wish I could find a hobby or something that would allow me to make genuine friend ships. D&D is fun but I'm quiet around people I don't know so when I go to campaigns hosted at comic shops I don't really make much of an impression on the already established group

>>714286835
Same, I had to learn it the very hard way.

Nice quote, I'll keep that.

>>714286416
I understand...

I'm doing this for myself just as much as I'm doing it for her. I hope it doesn't come to that and I hope things go well with me and her. I am sorry that you had to go through what you went through. I'm sure you understand how I feel more than most of the other anons in here. I've still got to at least see this through for my own sake as well. I feel too strongly about her to just leave her behind. Thank you for sharing your personal experience. I'll keep what you said in mind, and I'll look out for the warning signs. If the love is gone, then I won't fight against it if it comes to that.

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>>714280023
same here man. i have become what i hated. i get girls to cheat on their boyfriends because i have learned from experience that all girls are sluts and deserves to get treated like it. women are fuck toys and nothing more in my eyes.

>>714286082
Some options in life have an expectation date, a time that it would no longer be feasible, you only figure that out when you realize many doors have closed on you.

>>714287019
This works, thanks

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>>714287016
.

>>714287038
volunteer somewhere social.
homeless shelter or something

Somewhere where you have constant contact with people.
Ask them about stories, philosophies, lives.
Learn things, become better at socialising.

It is a skill you can practise, like everything else.

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>>714287016
>>714287101
>>714287198

>>714286740
It was worth it dude, totally worth it, I have no regrets. Thank you.

>>714287274
Immigrant blacks are killing us all white!
please! Help us feminist!

>>714282811
fuckass

>Be me
>Raised in a very religious house.
>Got married at 20 to my best friend
>Apprentice at the time, no money, but got by with good life choices
>Work 60-70 hours a week so my wife can study chemistry at local university
>Complete apprenticeship, start to make real money and save a deposit for a house.
>Wife has 1 year left of study to complete degree
>Start coughing up blood
>Lung cancer
>Nothing can be done, you have 1 year.
>God apparently doesn't give a shit
>Decide I may as well set my wife up for when I die.
>Refuse expensive treatments that might buy me time and buy a house for her.

That was 2 years ago.

>Living on borrowed time now, always in pain and fucking useless
>Living long enough to see my wife graduate
>Living long enough to see her get a good job as an industrial chemist
>Will is sorted, Life insurance is paid up.
>Living long enough to have my wife killed by a car while she was riding a moped by an old woman who couldn't be bothered to check before switching lanes.

Now I'm stuck in a bed with a fucking machine helping me breathe and no reason to keep going.

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>>714283926
oh fuck dude, i almost cried...

>be me
>used to be an alcoholic, but a girl helped me snap out of it
>I went almost 2 years alcohol free, all because she encouraged and told me she believed I could
>we fall in love
>get married
>she announces she's pregnant
>holyshit.webm
>fast forward 9 months, child is born
>literally filled with so much happiness
>fast forward a year
>we're driving to the shopping centre to get food
>the car is t-boned by a drunk driver, kills my wife and daughter, they died in my fucking arms
>I beat the absolute shit out of the guy
>2 police officers drag me off him
>I killed him
>the moment I get out of jail I go home, and my brother is there
>he leaves beer behind by accident
>decide to take one drink...

Every night for 2 years I have drank myself to sleep.

I miss my fucking family.

>>714287088
Love can't continue without an absolutely solid foundation in reality man.

If you want your beautiful rose to grow and live a long life, then build a fucking good garden with knowledge and sense and logic.
Don't just leave it blowing around in a patch of loose soil.

If you really want to give it your best, and if you truly value that love - make a fucking good plan and set to it immediately.

If you rush and go blindly spriinting out not caring about yourself or if you are homeless or dead, that love will have been thrown away like it is worthless.
Why should she give a shit about you if you don't give a shit about yourself.

Trust that she loves you, that you love her.
Make a good plan, do not be reckless, and make a solid foundation.
Then the love can grow and be built on, you can share a life.
Instead of you just throwing yours away in a worthless sacrificial gesture.

>>714284915
fucking niggers

>>714286792
Went down the whole slow and steady track and I was doing good until I was dumb enough to get sucked into this bullshit MLM company. If I hadn't have done that I would have been with her in person in December. I lost a lot of money and I can't get it back. I don't believe it was a scam, I thought I was capable of making good money with it, but after a few months of doing it full time with no money to show for it, I feel pretty foolish and my girlfriend resents my decision for investing so much time and money into it. I was willing to start going down that path again and start from scratch like before, but finding work isn't going well, she is getting more and more depressed by the day and nothing I say is helping it. She is thinking that since I didn't come when I first said I was, that I'm probably never going to come see her. I've lost her trust and I'm struggling to get it back.

>>714286613

Not after she said "You're a no good piece of mooching degenerate shit trying to fuck my own sister under my family's roof after we took care of you. I hope you die of your titty cancer" the night I got kicked out. Thought it was gonna be true love overcoming hardship and a fairy tale ending for us when we moved. Got handed a death sentence instead. In my opinion, they can eat a buffet of cocks in hell.

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>>714287378
Men Jews are getting black in all white countries! And you cry about this ?? Maliito Marica !!

Black people are literally raping your race!

>>714287342
Shit bro... I'm mentally there for mate. Might mean nothing but still... That's the only thing I can give to you..

>>714287501
Arrange to spend more time with her in the meantime.
Find a job near or nearer her.
Keep trying. Send out 50 applications.

>>714287032
Life is like an emotional roller coaster. I started going through some tough shot when I was little up until I was in high school. I had a few really great years and then the past couple of years have gone up and down like crazy for me. Just keep on getting back up after each ordeal and eventually I can hopefully find my way to a more prolonged happiness.

>>714287342
God obviously doesn't give a shit or is willing to let you die because of someone else's original sin.

It's great that your wife stuck with you, too often in these threads we hear of the spouse leaving like a cold hearted bitch.

I wish I could do something for you, even if it was just coffee or a Christmas card. You're a great man, anon.

idk if ill make it to Christmas every day it gets harder and harder to fight the urge to kill myself

>>714287361
Who is the bitch

>>714287151
Yeah... I am trying to rush through this door before it closes in my face. I am doing this because I feel like I still have time to make this work.

>>714287792
Why? What makes you sad?

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>>714278697
D:

>>714284915
why did they shoot him? fuck america is a hell hole. shit would never happen here, maybe a punch to the face if you were really really unlucky

>>714287227
I have plenty of experience socializing in that setting. I have great relationships with my customers and my coworkers but even when I've tried to transition it into a friendship I just feel awkward and sink my own ship.
I get invited to group outings every now and then but i run into the same issue that I do with D&D: I just get drowned out in a crowd.
I'm sure it'll get easier with time though

>>714278818
This one is too deep

>>714287792
Go for long walks, think about nature. Learn about it, enjoy it.
Study something you are truly interested in, stick with it. Work hard at it.
Find a new job, save money.
Make plans, however small, make them happen, do them.
"I'm going to visit the park every saturday and draw a picture".
Start a new activity where you can make progress, a social activity or sport. Do it every week, become good at it. Stick with it.

Exercise every day, even if it is 10 pushups. Increase them as you progress.
Spend time every day outside in the sunshine, even on a cloudy day you are still taking in sunlight.
Eat well, vegetables and lean meat.

Talk with people. Help people.
Force yourself to think positively, say it out loud.
"This will work out, I can do this".
Over time you will feel lighter and things will become better.

>>714287792

All you can do is try to find what happiness you can in the time you have left, anon. Been considering the Cobain solution myself. Peace be with you when the hour comes.

>>714276272
anyone have the r34 of this one?

>>714287884
just life has stagnated for me nothing i do makes me happy anymore gym drugs outdoors sports all of it it does nothing anymore. im so lonely i havent actually had a conversation with someone since like early November its not that i dont try to either ive tried to talk to people but there just isnt anyone there for me ive reached out to old friends but never get a reply or i do and its like yeahh we'll hang one day but it never happens i try meeting new people but at my uni no one talks to anyone everyone keeps to themselves and just wants to get their work done and move on. im so dissociated i dont remember what it feels like to not be dissociated, its gotten so bad that my future has suffered from it and its too late to try and fix it

>>714282811
Son of a bitch

>>714276676
You expecting sympathy or something? Wait till you start paying for your own shit, then whine.

>>714286019
post a good beat now can connect you with someone. this is not bull shit and if you think it is it's your loss

>>714287429
but you finished the job on that asshole and send him to hell
good job bro, I love you

>>714287452
Thanks anon, you've given me a lot to think over. I don't normally accept charity, or borrow money from people due to my own personal pride. But I'll have to have a serious conversation with my older brother who makes $80/hr and ask to borrow money from him. You have a good point, I need to have a solid foundation. I still believe that I need to relocate to Colorado asap, but I'll suck up my pride. If I am unable to borrow the money from him, I'll set up a gofundme account... I feel like my words have influence over people who are willing to listen, I'm a somewhat decent writer and if I am open with my family and relatives about my relationship and my current dilemma I'm sure someone might be able to help me at least uproot my life in a safer manner. If that doesn't work I might go here and try out that begging stuff. I wouldn't go public on Facebook, I'd prefer to keep it either within my family, or keep it anonymous.

>>714287928
Stick with something that you can improve at and become more comfortable with time.

The trick is to stick with it.
Starting out always feels awkward at first, but with time you become accustomed to the setting, become more skillful at the activity and more confident.
Perseverance will change how you are in that situation.
With a few months or a year, it will be very different.
Your voice will grow bolder as your confidence grows.

Can be dancing, a sport, martial art, a poetry club, or a hiking club.
A friend of mine said whenever he goes to a new town to live, he visits the same cafe at the same time every day - after a while he becomes comfortable there, familiar with the people and the place, and ends up speaking to people, making friends.

It is easier in activities that you like, as the other people who like them will have something in common with you.

Try something and stick with it for a few months at least. If not longer.
Help people when they have questions that you can answer. Small talk, ask about them, tell an equal amount about yourself.
Say yes whenever there is an invitation or opportunity or meeting, if you have no real reason to say no.

Spending time with people, and opening up when they open up is the key.

>>714287689
True. If I can at least visit temporarily maybe it will reignite hope in our relationship and get her out of her depression. I just need to be smart about it.

>>714287623
i live in the whitest country in the world and the white people are increasing in percent. people in this country don't think its hate speech to say you like white people or that you are proud to be a man. if a man in my country that are from a different country looks funny at a native Norwegian, he and his whole family is thrown out. if he pulls the race card he is laughed at. Israel hates Norway for apparently being antisemitic. but in reality we just don't give a fuck about religion as 56% of the population are atheists. if we take 100 random Norwegians and put them in a room, only 2 of them are from another country. and there is a big chance of one of them being Slavic. i have met some African immigrants here and they are tall weak and cant fight. they also suck with girls but they do try a lot. my friend beat up 4 niggers that were talking shit when he was drunk. he got a black eye, but K.O.'ed 2 of them while the 2 others routed. i am not scared of niggers in my country. maybe white people are cucks in your country, but that's what you get for being Anglo Saxon or Latino white. Arian and Slavic whites are strong real whites. good luck fighting of the horde of short dick'ed little brown skinned people and tall weak black dudes with half their dick missing. if you can't compete with that, you deserve to let the real whites take over your gene pool cuck.

>>714287792
I understand anon, whatever you are going through, talk it out with us. These anons have given me some great advice on this thread.

>>714287342
I'm sorry anon. No one deserves that. My mother is currently fighting for her life while i type this next to her hospital bed. I keep asking god for help. Never wanted to even ask.

>>714288303
Thanks anon. <3

>>714280023
(I live in a society were even having a crush is a taboo)
>Burkina Faso fag detected

>>714287342
Fucking hell anon
I wish there was something I could do for you. I just read your story to my fiance and she broke down

>>714276676
so basically some cs kid fagboi dropout right?

>>714287342
Damn... this one really got to me.

>>714277485
Was me in uni.


It gets better.

>>714277485
Meant for
>>714276676

>>714287429
You're family wouldnt want you to do that brother. Don't let loss breed more loss.

>>714281000
Same

Kek.

Colorado girlfriend dilemma anon here, thank you to all of you who have given me advice in this thread. I'm going to start raising money in whatever which ways I can to go and see my girlfriend. I think my best course of action would be to stay out there for maybe a week and spend time with her while looking for work and if I get hired while I am out there, I think I can set up an arrangement where I can find a place to stay since my job situation will be locked in.

If any anons want to help me out even just a little bit financially so I can get to Colorado here is my PayPal

paypal.me/Duhaceman

>>714276272
I grew up in an abusive home. My parents did meth and neglected and ignored me. My dad literally told my mom that he wished my sister and I were never born and that he hates us. Finally grow up and realize how fucked in the head I am...I have to take anti anxiety medication because I feel like I'm always on edge and freaked out about everything. Im awkward as hell cause I have no idea how to act towards people. My family doesn't want to have a relationship with me. I'm lonely...I just wish I knew what it was like to feel truly loved.

>>714288312
>>714288405
That's right, do things in the right way and make them happen.

There are a lot of online writing jobs, freelance stuff for some extra cash in the meantime.
Start with anything and keep at it. It will mount up.

Save some money, enough for several month's living costs in Colorado.
Rewrite your resume 5 times or more, targeting it towards whichever job you are applying for.
Apply to 50 different positions in Colorado.

Invest money on yourself, if you borrow from your brother, use it for a training course. It will increase your options for work.

>>714282811
Fuck you

>>714288902
Also, keep yourself solid always.
So no matter what happens, you have a place to be, food, and stability.
Keep a few months living costs in the bank at all times, so you always have a buffer.

>>714288902
Thx for the advice anon. It's getting really late, I'm going to go to bed. I have a lot to think about have a good night/day

>>714288836
I know bro, it just feels like it numbs the pain. It's the pinnacle of addiction and the worst part is I know I'm addicted, but the thought of making myself give up again brings back the memories and pain of what happened. It's an endless cycle, and I can't break it.

>>714281643
because your 'q's look like shit

>>714289056
>not their e's

>>714282811
Nigger

>>714286272
>stage 2 breast cancer
>my man

no feels music? lets change that
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jNmXR7gmjr0
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oKFpsKtvJaE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qBajuJaBKBk

>>714282811
lmao

>>714289248
>men can't get breast cancer
>because I'm a retard

>>714276676
>go army
or kys

>>714284440
I full of "should ofs" but It'd be more useful to let you know that your profession is going to be automated within your lifetime.

>>714289047
Good night and good luck.

>>714288474
I'm sorry to hear that anon. Fighting is hard, trying to stay on top of the fear and self loathing. It's like you're torturing the people you love but also being afraid to let go because death is a looming reality and not just a distant concept anymore.

Stay with her, just having people close gave me motivation to keep going.
For what it's worth I still pray even if I don't have any faith left. I wish you all the best.

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Anyone else not know where they're going I life?

>Be me
>18
>Just finished first semester at CC
>Already registered for next semester classes, currently heading towards an "Associate of Arts" degree
>Still have no clue what the fuck I want to be in life, if anything. Too depressed to really focus on a set goal or career for that matter
>Trying to get a job, applied everywhere with no results

I'm basically just floating around anons. I have about a month or so until school starts back up again. What can I do?

>>714289756
well its most of the time its women hwo get breast cancer, just fyi.

I'm almost 18 and i swear to god i should be doing more with my life. All my friends are going to be off to college soon and some of them already are, happy with their course in life. Here i am having no fucking clue what i'm going to do. After graduation HS ill be doing Community college for 2 years while everyone i know leaves the area.... I don't even have any idea what kind of life i want to live or what job i want. I'm only good at languages, sports and video games, but non of those are safe choices so i just procrastinate on doing anything related to those three things... I feel as though if i don't figure out what i want to do NOW i'll be fucked with a generic minimum wage job for the rest of my sorry existence.

>>714290233
>females
>/b/
come on man

>>714290351
Bump to the thread

I'm >>714290198

At least you have more time than I do. Hopefully you can figure out something by then!

>>714290351
You'll be better off saving your money by going to CC. Take it from someone who's been to CC and college.

>>714290351
18 is pretty young to be having that train of thought. You have heaps of time on your side.
You're going to work shit jobs no matter what, just aim to be not having that this discussion at 35.
Go and work in fast food if you're stuck for ideas, at least you will be motivated to do something better and you will have some experience to get you there.

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>Be me
>A major faggot
>Have best girl in the fucking world
>I cherished her fucking being
>One day decide to run autism.exe
>Dump her on her fucking birthday
>Realise life is shit without her
>Try to get her back
>She has a boyfriend
Fuck_me.png
This all took place a couple months ago, fast forwardto this week
>Friendly girl who wants to help me helps me get back in contact with her
>Me and her eventually do get back in contact
>She's still dating the prick
>But that doesn't stop us from talking
>We eventually add each other back on Skype
>I never deleted the messages
>Feels.brickwall inbound
>Every lovey message we ever sent on there was still there for me
>Especially when we said we'd always be there for each other
>Ohnoallmyfeels.donkeykong
>I started to cry a bit
>Told her how I lost myself in it
>Send her a screenshot
>She almost cries too
>Says it was the first time she's seen me show emotion
>Continue the night talking about whatever

I know who the boyfriend is and she's a couple states across from me. I plan on going to fucking maul the snake. What're your thoughts anons, how much of a faggot am I?

I'm sick of everyone in this thread whining about some petty emotional bullshit or how their life has "no meaning"

The truth is that you and everyone you know are worthless in the scale of the universe, you are less than ants

Does this mean you should give up?

If you are so small and insignificant, then this mean all your actions and emotions are equally worthless. Why is this a bad thing? hell, if anything the best part of life is knowing that you are so insignificant, as it means you can do ANYTHING and it will mean nothing in the grand scale of the universe. Grow some fucking testicles, get off of your computer, and go outside and do whatever the fuck you want. No one will care in 75 years what you did so why the hell do you?

>>714288442
Do you welcome German immigrants?
just in case our government stays the same spineless faggotry it became over the last years. Would even take Putin for leader just to get our shit together.

>>714290702
I think like this too, fuck off and let us get shit off our chests.

>>714282811

You fucking faggot, kys

I never kissed a girl and I'm 18, im fine with that, but a girl just asked, and I had to admit it, so embarrassing

>>714290702
Why are you in a feels thread then?
Tell that to this anon
>>714287342

>>714290665
Much of a faggot.
Put yourself in the other guys shoes, and see how you fucking look.
You left her on her birthday and now want her back, whining about things you said in the past.
If you go through with this and are together with her for a year or two and break up again, you broke her heart twice, yours too and also the poor dudes who's dating her right now.
Don't date the same girl twice.

>Be me, 23 college, from China, in US now
>Parents divorced when I was 6, lives with grandparents on my dad's side
>They are super strict when I grow up, the whole "YouDoctorYet" thing
>Consider suicide a few times, attempted it twice
>Finally leaves the shithole of a home to go to America, grandparents stayed in China, lives with dad and only dad
>First year of High school, awkward, doesn't speak English
>Manage to make a few nerd friends
>Dad doesn't really give a fuck about what I do
>I know he loves and cares for me, but he's not the type to show it
>And soon im too old to be hugged and loved
>He remarries to this women
>She was friendly at first, but years into their marriage it starts to break apart
>They give birth to my little brother
>I love him and he's adorable and charming
>But there's no place for me. That's just fine though
>Leave for college
>Mom stays in China for her degree
>A few months later
>Find out dad is having an affair
>They are getting another divorce
>Can't fall asleep that night, take a walk around the woods, start crying on a bench
>That feeling when you grow up too fast, and before you know it, your childhood is over and you are burdened with responsibilities
>That feeling when you can not remember anything happy from your childhood
>That feeling when you have been single for years and probably won't have a family for more years to come

>>714290665
>I plan on going to fucking maul the snake.
don't let me stop you
just know that there is no reason to
you left her, she took someone else
if she wants you back she'll dump him anyway
so why bother?

you are insecure in yourself and want to act manly beating the guy, that is in fact faggotry.
know you are better and stop giving a shit about him

>>714276272
wanna be dominant alpha but also want to love grill when will sexbots be publicly available?

>>714290665
>I'm going to maul the snake
>It was me who dumped her on her birthday
>muh projected regrets
once you run autism.exe, not even your idiot-ass task manager can shut it down

>>714290878
I don't plan on ever leaving her again, and fuck the other guy, I could give less a shit about him.

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I saw an feels thread once when I was young. Now they're everywhere. 4chan went and got itself in a big damn hurry.

Moot got me into this halfway house and a job moderating /ck/. It's hard work. I try to keep up, but my hands hurt most of the time. I don't think the janitors like me very much.

Sometimes after work I go to the park and feed the birds. I keep thinking W.T. Snacks might show up and say hello, but he never does. I hope wherever he is, he's doing okay and making new friends.

I have trouble sleeping at night. I wake up scared. Sometimes it takes me a while to remember where I am.

Maybe I should get me a Mac and join Tumblr. I could rejoin Deviantart while I was at it, sort of like a bonus. But I guess I'm too old for that sort of nonsense anymore. I don't like it here. I'm tired of being afraid all the time. I've decided not to stay.


I doubt they'll kick up any fuss.
Not for an old crook like me.

>>714288836
>Don't let loss breed more loss.
>let

Loss is a nuclear reaction, anon. The more you lose, the more its going to accelerate additional loss until you meltdown.

>>714290619
Yea i know CC is a good choice in the long run but irrationally deep down i just feel helpless and left behind by everyone going off to college.

>>714290656
Good point and you're right but the thought of wasting away on a job for years that i despise honestly makes me want to kill myself.

>>714291031
Then you're just a dickhead.
Men like you are the reason you can't trust women.
I hope he does the same to you.

>>714290665
>>Dump her on her fucking birthday
>>Realise life is shit without her
You idiot.

>>714291196
I'd like to see the silly cunt try

>>714276272
Honestly that pic made me weep.
Thanks ..

>>714291296
I hope you're baiting.
If not you should consider an heroing.
You lost her and now you've become a dickhead ruining a relationship.
Do you ever look at your actions and think about what you've done? How it affected other peoples lifes and what you might do tomorrow to do a little bit better? I personaly do this before going to sleep, realy makes you a better person you should try.

>>714291429
Better watch the way you talk to people you don't know. You dont no where i come from, who my inner circle is, or what i might be capable of when some1 ANYONE challenges my pride or honor. ESPECIALLY when the lame bullshit you have dribbling out your neck is said infront of someone i care about or a woman i like and/or have feelings for... so tread lightly youngblood cuz your about to start a fire that wont go out til EVERYTHING burns. Be careful. And if you dont wanna see shit go down like that then i suggest you be very respectful.

>>714290942
I feel you man. It sucks to grow up thinking you have the entire world at your disposal, only to realize that you don't have anything. It's all choices, anon. Try and make the best choice from here on out, you know? You have so much time left to change you shitty hand and make something good out of it. You've already determined that you're kind and considerate, now see if maybe you can show that to others

>>714291429
I don't think about other people

>>714291517
I want you to know that I'm saving this as pasta to reply to the Navy Seal pasta.

>>714291608
Wot the fok did ye just say 2 me m8? i dropped out of newcastle primary skool im the sickest bloke ull ever meet & ive nicked ova 300 chocolate globbernaughts frum tha corner shop. im trained in street fitin’ & im the strongest foker in tha entire newcastle gym. yer nothin to me but a cheeky lil bellend w/ a fit mum & fakebling

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Fuck I just wish I wasn't so lost anons. All of my friends are around my age (18) and almost all of them know exactly what they want to do, and how to get it. I wish I could just be passionate towards something in this world

>>714291517
9/10 bait
You made me reply and laugh
thanks anon

>>714291517
>tips fedora
>places katana back in sheeth
>turns while trench coat spins
Showed that fucking beta

>>714287361
where's the bottom picture from?

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>>714291517

>>714282811
go fuck your self

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>>714287342
Holy shit you got me right in the heart
I'm so sorry

>>714292043
Kek

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>>714286480
Ive been there buddy

>>714291564
Thanks man, it's very ironic that the most support I've gotten over the years is from /b/. I'll keep that in mind and work harder, stay frosty anon

>>714277485
Literally Post Malone

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>>714292314
Not the same anon but kek I'm listening to him right now

His new song leave is pretty catchy

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AFa0M5pisfw

>>714287342
FUCK.

>>714290961
It's really insecurity and because I don't like the cunt.

Gf dumped me 2 years ago on anniversary/birthday.

I've been unblocked should I message her? What should I say. I miss her

Be first love. Feelsbadman.

>>714282811
fk me

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>>714276272
>found this browsing through Wikileaks
>text pager communications intercepted by whistleblowers/leakers on 9/11

http://mirror.wikileaks.info/wiki/911/

>>714287342
at least you did something usefull in your life and will be with your beloved wife soon. thats more i ever managed. if there is no more good you can achieve in your state you are free to let go my friend. you had a short but meaningfull life and everyone should be proud to have known you

>>714276676
I was you. I failed out of two colleges due to anxiety and depression. Spent 3 years a miserable wreck. Ended up moving across coubtry for a job thanks to a friend and got my life in gear. I'm 28 now and mildly happy. But around 20 to 23 were some hard times. If my friend didnt help me i would have probably tried to kill myself.

>>714282811
fuck stick

>>714287342
Wish you the best anon :(

>be me, 17, felt like an intellectual but hated school.
>fatter than most, love vidya games, low self esteem
>dropped out to follow passion
>always felt more like an adult than my peers, always been pretty mature (call me pretentious)
>went to college to get diploma in game design
>paid for the whole thing myself with casual job
>finished course, failed 2 units (for bullshit reasons out of my control, group assignments)
>cbf going back to finish for the piece of paper
>fall into shitty routine, waking up late, going to bed early morning, playing vidya games instead of making them
>casual job stops giving me shifts coz turn 18 and cost too much to roster
>find fulltime job (lucky as fuck)
>loving life
>8 months in decide job is el cancer because its a family business and the family only cares about themselves, not the employees.
>pulled out a loan for a car already, paying it off for the next 5 years
>now dropped back into the routine, hating life again
>stuck here, near impossible to find job in my area
>realise i'm on shit wage and its not gonna get better for 2-3 years
>new car gets rear ended first 2 weeks of having it
>guy that hit me does a runner
>have to pay off crazy insurance excess because young driver, nearly $2000
>gonna take me months to pay it off
>want to move state to live with online friends
>real life friends no longer talk to me and I have nobody to talk to irl
>not sure what to do
>not sure if i have depression
>not sure if i have anxiety
>never even tried to get a girlfriend
>dont know what to do with my life anymore...

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>>714287342
Goddamn anon. You're story might be the saddest feels thread story i've read while browsing this site. I screenshotted your story so at least your tale will continue to live on after your death.

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>>714276343

>>714283926
That is right in the feels

fk, first time /b/ made me cry. im so lucky compared to some of you guys. Wish you all the best <3

>>714294110
this

>>714290580
:)

>>714276272
God that picture kills me. Dogs do love their owners more then we ever realize.

>>714294106
In a similar position mate, left uni and now in a £5 an hour job. Can't afford a car so stuck to jobs in my area which there are none. No idea wtf to do with my self

>>714279627
>This post
Every.
Fucking.
Thread.

>>714295592
Worst part is I know I'm alright, I get paid, I have a car and I have a place to live. I just don't see anything happening in my life in the foreseeable future lmao

>realizes one day I'm a waste of life
>Fuck me man, no! I'm not going down!
>Made myself a happy normie, put effort in studies and made my mother proud
>All i want is a simple happy life
>Fast forward some months ago
>Meet this dude on steam
>He has cancer
>Fuck man, that sucks!
>Cheer him up a bit before and after some operations
>Fast forward one month ago
>We had some good times togheter
>A dude starts to spam his comments and shits
>Wtf?
>Fast forward one week ago
>These people spamming him are criminals
>He stole a lot of shit from them
>He can't do it anymore
>Tells me he's about to give the shit to me
>Tells me they'll come for me, i will lose my family, my house and my school shits
>I still want to belive it's a very well made prank joke shit
>Total panic

>>714282811
nice

>>714283926
fuck dude..

>Bipolar
>Avoid life through sleeping when depressed
>Talking is hell
>When maniac, confidence is crazily high
>Do tons of interesting experiences
>Depression strikes again