I want to kill myself but cant, it would be too difficult to

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>>714044827

>>714044827
>>>714044827
>>714045050
Fear isnt the issue

wait, literally fag, as in trap? or is pic unrelated? wtf is happening

>>714045174
Im not a fag, pic unrelated

>>714044827
Don't kill yourself anon, it'll get better

>>714045174
Girl in picture is in fact girl

>>714045413
So pic not you?

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>>714045641
Nah im a guy

eventually it will just be air in a room

>>714044827
Sadly she doesn't look like this anymore

how old are you?

>>714044827
man you're depressed. tell your parents and talk to a fucking mental health professional.

other than that, force yourself to go outside, get exercise, and eat healthy. you cant will yourself to feel better but those things can help.

>>714044827
how old are you op?

Just post nudes and everything will be fine

>>714046157
>>714046157
Im 17, and to the guy saying talking about talk to my parents, my mom is gone and my sad just gets angry because he doesnt know how to help me, therapy just makes me feel worse because we cant come up with an fix, pills just create a false reality, its no way to live, and this aint no stacy wouldnt go to prom with me, its alot more if you want me to explain

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>>714046459
Here you go, not mine, but nudes

assuming OP has all the usual
all I can say is you're not alone


any particular reason tho?

>>714046592
UNDERAGED MODDDDDDSSS

Seriously op, growing up sucks, get used to. Either kill yourself or don't, just stop talking about it. Go for a fucking run maggot.

>>714046592
Go on, explain further.

>>714046592
I forgot to add
>i workout when i have access to the car
>i try and eat healthy but we are pretty poor at the moment

only OP can help OP now

>Be me....
> mid 30s wife and child on the way
>stomach ache go to ER
>find out stomach cancer stage 3
>waiting to find out when and if they can even remove it!
>told chances ar i won't even live to see my son/daughter BORN!
>stressed cant sleep
>log in here read about rich emo tween who "doesn't want to live anymore"!!!

>fighting my ass off just to make it another 9 months to meet my child before i die!

Fuck You OP
Fuck You!

>>714046863
>be me
>have adhd
>mom steals all my adderal to get high
>she is mentally fucked too
>abused me till me and my dad were forced to move out
>im not good at school, my dad taught me to shoot since i was 4 and i did judo, but mainly mixed martial arts up to 12, im not a professional but i can definantly hurt someone that isnt trained
>had basic bullying shit when i was younger but that stopped real quick when i decided to raise my fists
>cont?

>>714047019

Everyone is different and you're saying OP can't be sad because you have it worse. I guess there's people who shouldn't be happier because I have it better than them. Only I can have happiness. Right?

Fuck off.

>>714044827
>>714045413
>>714045960
U know /b/ accepts everyone. Only bc ur parents say u r a boy it doesn't make u a boy. If they don't understand then they r raping u and u should report them

>>714047210
Yeah, continue

>>714047254
This.

>>714047019
Jesus, im sorry man, it isnt a pissing contest, but if jumping to conclusions about me helps you make peace then so be it

>>714047254
He is not saying he can't be sad. Just that OP is a fucking faggot and so you are.
Piece of shit

>>714047472

>Samefagging

That is what he (you) are implying.

>I got cancer and that means no one else should complain
>look at me the entitled asshole only my problems matter

>>714047447
Ignore 'em, they're trying to provoke you. Anyway, continue.

>>714047472
erryone has problems mane
who's to say what the weight of their effect is

>>714047210
Anyways so
>since i have left my moms house we had to couch surf for a while
>didnt see my much younger siblings i basicly had to raise because my mom would get high all day and sleep on couch, but didnt see them for about a year
>go to a private school (my dad does executive security for a politician and he had a school built, and when he heard what happened he offered for me to go to this school, i accepted

Kill yourself you fucking pussy.

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>>714047786
kys kys <3

>>714047736
Go on.

>>714047736
> i go there for about a year, get a girlfriend, she cheats on me that whole bullshit, not the issue here
>go through a bunch of girls, kinda just distance from everyone because they are pretty sheltered, dont know what real life is besides their fancy cars and shit and frankly i think its ironic i went to a private school when im in the most poverty ridden part of my life
>so a couple years go by and i meet a grill
>her name is sophie (it aint a love story so dont call me a cliche yet, just this part is)

>>714048101
Keep going

>>714048101
>i remember it pretty clearly
>i was in english and this know it all fuckin grammer correct girl is goin off and i dont think shit of it, but since my dad seems to like to invest awareness skills in me such as like profiling people, cars, where exits are, where someone is carrying or not, etc etc i pay attention to everything around me
>hear about this rumor about a group of guys getting toghether texting girls they are going to rape them on a night they wont suspect it
>hear about a girl gettiing followed to her car stalking etc etc
>decide to look into shit
>hear this sophie girl is one of the grills they are targeting
Im typing as fast as i can so bear with me

I'd fuck you

>>714044827
im so depressed that im too depressed to kill myself.

>>714048509
I know, not rushing you, just making sure thread doesn't die.

>>714047867
gotta aim that shit up at your brain brah

>>714047588
>>714047581
Not him just chiming in. You are both young I hope. When you become an adult you learn the difference between real problems and nothings that you are making a problem out of.

tl,dr - You're both full of shit, hopefully cause you're young

>>714048687
You know that's actually a thing.. right? Depression doesn't automatically mean suicidal.

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>>714044827
GTFO this is not tumblr for 17 years old emo kids like you this is fucking 4chan ,i think you have came to the wrong website!

>>714048799
yep, hence why i said that

>>714048789
That's ignorant+arrogant, you have a lot to learn about lives other than your own

>>714048509
>ask someone to introduce me
>make friends, text occassionally etc
>one day calls me, says she needs help but doesnt want me to say anything to anyone, agree and sends screenshots of them snappchatting her of what they will do etc
>i go to another popular grill and get info and find out guys name
>track down more girls he has said to and get evidence, build case
>bring in sophie, screenshots, the whole shabang and he gets a slap on the wrist, and the only fuckin reason i involved myself was because i felt bad when sophie called me and said she was scared, i was just watchin out for physical attacks because as my dad liked to say "you gotta be the 1 percent that will help people, thats why i taught you to fight, to go to the military"
>anyways so sophie and i leave office, all my time wasted
Cont?

>>714048931
Age?

>>714048687
I need to stay alive so my dad can hold a job and keep custody of the kids, my dad would off himself if i did i feel too guilty

I think I found her number?
7024885971
Someone check it

Dont do it... I wanna fuck you.

>>714048938
Yes continue.

Find help. You can get out of this. Google.

>>714049009
Op here i gave too little info for you to find one so chill

>>714048931
Age motherfucker? Was I right or what?

>>714046103
who is she?

>>714044827
sauce?

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>>714044827
overdose on anti depressives mate. Or really any other medicine. Combine with alcohol. You will fall to sleep and not wake up.
But please consider getting help first.
Life is shit sometimes but there is alot to live for.

>>714048971
>>714049137
That doesn't matter, so you're wrong there too.
Although I'm pretty sure I'm older as you type better but talk about 20yo bullshit

in 100 years when people are living in space with no poverty or starvation they will still have problems, get off your high motherfuckin' horse dude other people have problems that you don't have

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>>714047256
I suppose low quality bait?

>>714048789
25.

Age doesn't mean a thing, it's still shitty to denote someone else depression because they have it worse. If by that logic, cancer guy here shouldn't be complaining because there are people in the middle east who have it worse.

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>>714049146
Name is Hannah

>>714048938
>im 15 almost 16 when this happened btw
>so im sitting in the stairwell during lunch and she comes and sits next to me, tells me how much she apreciates and what not, then tells me about how she moved from california, and has a bf there
>it eventually comes out that he is emotionally abusive
>i feel like ive invested too much time to not try and do something about it
>for a while talk and eventually convince her to leave him
>her and a couple friends go to the movies
>her bf texts her saying he will kill himself if she leaves
>convince her he is bullshitting and he needs to speak to a someone if he will, she assures me its a bluff, but says she is shookin up, i offer to go to my place to talk a bit
>my place

>>714049411
>That doesn't matter
>in 100 years when people are living in space with no poverty or starvation they will still have problems
Right.... you're a moron.

>25
>Age doesn't mean a thing
Right....

Do I really need to say anything else?

You're the kinda guy who's a feminist for the 1st world.

>>714049716
You're mental

>>714044827
Duncan MacCleod?

>>714044827
Do like I do. I live every day and do my best to squeeze whatever joy I can out of life as a big middle finger to everyone and everything making me hate life. Live in the name of spite. ;)

>>714049716
>Can't properly tag me in reply

Seems like you're retarded. I bet you support Trump really fuckin' deep.

>Your opinion doesn't matter because you're young and so it means nothing waahaa.

Must be fun being this ignorant and arrogant.

>>714049640
>my place
>talkin, im laying on my bed her sitting on my legs, it sounds strange but if you were there it would make sense
>mid sentence she leans in and kisses me, a long one too
>she pulls back then i kiss her and we make out, then her mom texts and sje smiles and says she has to head home, and she will see me tommorow
>cont

>>714050197
Yes, cont.

>>714050197
Is op the fag bf threatening to kill hisself

OK let's play

>>714049768
That's an interesting perspective, please elaborate.

>>714049997
I thought I was talking to one person.

>Seems like you're retarded.
Well one of us is wrong. It should be clear which one by the end of this conversation.

>I bet you support Trump really fuckin' deep.
I don't support Trump even a little. Are you a feminist?

>Your opinion doesn't matter because you're young and so it means nothing waahaa.
That's not what I said. You have said that age has nothing to do with opinion, as if we don't learn as we grow with age. Simply and politely, that is completely wrong. If you are really 25 then I would wager you have lived a very sheltered life. Would I be accurate?

>Must be fun being this ignorant and arrogant.
Hmmm.... hahaha

>>714050506
Not everything is an argument you ass-pie, give it up

You have shitty points and talking more isn't going to help that

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