Ask a genuine piece of shit anything

>>713907793
What about any of that makes you a piece of shit?

Who is your pick to win the super bowl?

>>713907875
Sitting around all day doing drugs isn't exactly noble

Why didn't you remove the exif data?

Sorry anon, police are enjoying route. This was for your own good..

How can you let yourself get that way? Don't give a shit anymore? What's led you to this? What's her name?

>>713907793
How was your day? I'd love to hear about it.

>>713907931
The blue jays

>>713907938
lol

Does this lifestyle not get boring?

>>713907793
Where you live

>>713907793
Never tried h, so my question is can i join you?
feeling pretty shitty after my work day today

>>713908014
It's mind numbingly boring man of course I hate it

what college do you not go to any longer.

>>713908027
Yur mums house

>>713908125
I graduated university with an Earth Science degree

why are you letting yourself do this to yourself? When and where in your life did you change into this, and why do you keep doing it after knowing it destroys you? Noone can love you if you do not love yourself.

why don´t you stop being a cop and get a real life like a real "Life Warrior"

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>>713908122
Just stop doing drugs then if you hate it.

>>713907793
how do your Parents and family feel about you doing drugs?

>>713907793
Have you ever raped anyone?

>>713907961
OP why are you ignoring my question? Do you think I am trying to tease you?

describe piece of shit

>>713908252
Imagine that we are all born at the edge of a valley with a bunch of different streams and rivers leading into the horizon, the goal is to follow one of these rivers and cross the valley to get to your dreams on the other side. Some people ride and surf the rapids hoping to be able to hang on, others walk along a nice calm and wide river, it's safe and easy. I began following my river, but one day it began to rain. No biggie, I put my hood up. Then the rain became a downpour, the edges of my river began to grow and grow my shoes were muddy. Then before I knew it I was knee deep and then waist deep, why won't it stop raining? I can't see the river anymore, in fact I can't see any of them, all of the paths have disappeared, the valley is now flooded and it has become a giant black ocean. I'm treading water but soon I will get tired and drown. It's close. I'm tired.

>>713907793
You smoke weed, hash and drink.

Big fucking woop. Do real drugs you pussy

>>713908387
I can't go through two weeks of withdrawals and miss work

>>713907793
>Tylenol 1's
Thats how you know you're a junkie

>>713907793
How do you finance your habit?

Also, if you're bored of this life why not try new drugs? Shake shit up with a bank robbery or something? Join the burning man crew and live in ur truck in the desert? Something?
You don't gotta stop being shit to have a lil fun and variety in your life

>>713907793
Dad? Is that you?

>>713907793
How are you buying all of your drugs man?

What are the winning jackpot powerball numbers for the next drawing?

>>713908833
I CWE 200 8mg codeine pills every day as well but it's not a competition m9

>>713908901
It's not Tylenol it's Ac&c aspirin

>>713908999
16 24 28 47 39

>>713909060
Same shit faggot, you'll CWE that shit and drink the leftover crap just to get a buzz, thats fuckin savage. Not to mention you'll get enough caffiene for 15 cups of coffee.

>>713908987
I have a job

>>713908789
This was really poetic and a good analogy.

Write a book, OP. About being a piece of shit and just day to day stuff for you. I'd read it

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>>713908886
if you really want to quit dude, heres what you do. tell your boss you wanna take a day or two off just before your Christmas break and detox over those days, then work some overtime. solved

>>713909199
Ahh ok. Not for much longer.

>>713908886
Just ring in sick? Or book a holiday?

>>713909165
No, aspirin is a different consistency it allows you to put it in an oral syringe like you can see in the picture, you plug one end with a filter and plunge cold water through it this process (not possible with Tylenol because it's too thick) allows you to use less water and avoid the caffeine as well. Ends up being about a shot, that's why ac&c aspirin not Tylenol is key.

>>713909366
Is the CWE process the same?

I assume you are a functioning addict thinking about clean and sober and being critical of habits that have kept you numbed and down on your past and present and feeling anxious about the future. Feel the feels

>>713909366
Can you really get high off tylenol? Pls esplain to me this. Shit doesn't even do its regular fucking job for me

>>713908674
Good night OP. Hope you have a great day tomorrow.

>>713909574
No, I just explained the process, just look up aspirin oral syringe cwe.

A regular one you have to mix it up with tons of water and then cool it in the freezer and then wait forever and then pour it in coffee filters and wait some more and it ends up being a huge glass of nasty with shittons of caffeine that counteracts the codeine

>>713909655
It's a shitty, deserpate way to extract codeine from tylenol 1's. You can get them over the counter if you have I.D. The whole point of a CWE is to avoid overdosing on tylenol.

>>713909655
It's aspirin with codeine, it's available over the counter here In Canada at any pharmacy, ou extract the codeine no aspirin or Tylenol whatsoever

>>713907931
The Harlem globetrotters

>>713907937
You're humble about your life activities though, that's a step towards nobility.

>>713909801
They aren't Tylenol 1s it's aspirin with codeine and it's definitely not a shitty way. Works extremely well, desperate yes but not shitty.

>>713909722
tylenol 3s not available in US, btw
Also, 8 months no heroin

>>713907793
its 2016 and youre still shooting heroin and not boofing it

>>713907793
why are all of the tips of your spikes missing

>>713910122
Yeah you guys can't buy it, I think it's just here in Canada and the UK, I know of a lot of Americans on the border towns who drive into Canada to buy it. It will never stop here in Canada because shoppers drug mart (main pharmacy) makes so much money on it. There's actually supply shortages in town sometimes.

>>713910328
Kind of absurd to me that people go through such lengths just for codeine. Granted I was never a junkie.

>>713910129
It's 2016 and you're still commenting on 4chan without a bananaemsg pass

>>713910416
I don't understand all the people who just pop 8mg of it and don't research, but doing a cwe for 500mg it's a worthwhile high.

>>713910416
opiate withdrawal is a MF

Have you ever met a lower scumbag burnout sleaze than yourself?

>>713910723
Yes

That feel when you do exactly the same all days. Russia contributed that, lol, but H is fucking shit quality here, unfortunetly. (Sorry for bad eng)

>>713910674
I OD'd on heroin but have never truly gone through withdrawals.

>>713908789
>>713908789
Shit OP nice writing. Leave the drugs man. I mean, stick to weed but quit the fuckin h

>>713910870
describe him/her please

>>713911174
thats funny cuz ive never OD'd on heroin but have been through withdrawals a shit ton

>>713911512
the od is more fun than the withdrawals

>>713907793
do you share your weed

>>713911174
>>713911512
and the crazy shit is after going through it cold turkey youd think Id never touch it again but nope. but im going on 6th months clean now

>>713911293
Basically I made this 4chan thread about being a piece of shit and they started asking me some stupid questions about wether or not I had ever met a bigger scumbag. I never really met them in person thought but I could really tell they were sleazy they just gave me that vibe.

>>713911616
I don't have any friends to share it with but I would if I had friends I don't care

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>>713907793
How do you feel about missing those 7777 quads

>>713911758
I probably won't sleep tonight thinking about it

>>713911716
what state r u in

>>713907793
How old are you?

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>>713911811
Czech'm
>Having crushed the Bulgarians, Basil exerted his vengeance by cruelty - he was said to have captured 15,000 prisoners and blinded 99 of every 100 men, leaving one one-eyed man in each cohort to lead the rest back to their ruler. Samuel was physically struck down by the dreadful apparition of his blinded army and died two days later, on 6 October 1014, after suffering a stroke. Although the mistreatment of the Bulgarian prisoners may have been exaggerated, this incident helped give rise to Basil's Greek epithet of Boulgaroktonos, meaning "the Bulgar-slayer", in later tradition.
How do you feel about Basil "Bulgarians on the slack get the rack" II's justified vanquishing of the Bulgarian people

>>713911914
Canada

>>713911950
23

>>713907793
Why did you vote for Hillary :)

>>713911512
my story
>be chronically depressed yet a normie with a gf and friends and successful college life
>try heroin after a few years of very random opiate use
>try it again 4 months later
>repeat for two years
>buy heroin ~10 times in this period
>biggest binge was probably 3 weeks so a slight taper + 4mg subs and no real withdrawals
> half a year after that binge decide to buy again after graduating and ennui and such
>get drunk before I plug some
>od
>hospital
>90 day rehab
>kek

Do you want to get clean?

>>713912073
I didn't vote I'm Canadian

>>713912034
well Canada's too god dammed far for me

>>713912101
Yes

You said you went to rehab though? Did you finish it?

>>713908789
>Imagine that we are all born at the edge of a valley with a bunch of different streams and rivers leading into the horizon, the goal is to follow one of these rivers and cross the valley to get to your dreams on the other side. Some people ride and surf the rapids hoping to be able to hang on, others walk along a nice calm and wide river, it's safe and easy. I began following my river, but one day it began to rain. No biggie, I put my hood up. Then the rain became a downpour, the edges of my river began to grow and grow my shoes were muddy. Then before I knew it I was knee deep and then waist deep, why won't it stop raining? I can't see the river anymore, in fact I can't see any of them, all of the paths have disappeared, the valley is now flooded and it has become a giant black ocean. I'm treading water but soon I will get tired and drown. It's close. I'm tired.
learn to paddle/swim, the current doesnt make you not you unless you let it

>>713912074
my story
>2013 dad passes
>prior to 2013 diagnosed with MDD and sever anxiety
>get introduced to rave scene
>meet a mutual "friend"
>try heroin the beginning of 2014
>only do it on occasion
>occasion starts to become weekly
>become the ride to Detroit and get free dope for driving
>habit is getting bad end of 2014
>2015 check into rehab and I leave
>steal a car running car from gas station
>get caught with it 3 days later
>spend 114 days in jail, get probation and entered into the mental health court
>Off and on of dope for the rest oof 2015
>drop dirty in June of this year
>sent to rehab for 90 days
>clean ever since

>>713912074
sorta afraid thats me lol. i smoke lots of weed and coke and am having some wild opiate sprees. been thinking of trying harder stuff.

which province?
don't tell me you live in a territory

>>713912747
if you want to ruin your life try heroin

it will take everything you have and then some

>>713912800
I move around for work, currently in BC.

>>713907793
wanna hangout?

>>713912074
and btw did you shoot it or toot it? I snorted it. people dont believe me when I tell them i didnt like the rush when I had someone shoot me up.

>>713912747
I don't know you. I think my heroin use was essentially borne of being an edgelord. That's how I'd describe it in chanspeak anyway. The truth is I had all sorts of lifelong intrapersonal problems which produced an unclear picture of suffering. I got off on the notion of being a wounded soul. I had no real personal or situation issue to justify my misery, so I sought hard drug use as a way of making it real.

But we're probably different because
>I don't like cocaine (done it 3 times)
>No one knew about my heroin use, it wasn't a social thing at all.

>>713907793
Think you can turn your life around? That'd be pretty inspiring, I'm rooting for you

>>713907793
Think you can turn your life around? I don't mean that in a trolling way, I genuinely hope you can

>>713913207
I was living in L.A so I either got black tar or some type of far more potent powder. I always snorted or plugged it. Tried smoking tar once and hated it. Sounds funny to say, but I felt like a degenerate smoking off of foil. Not to mention the smell and my inability to do it right. So I diffused tar into water, put it in an oral syringe and put it up my nose or ass.

>>713908789
That's the gayest shit I've ever heard.

>>713913455
Growing up I dreamed of racing downhill mountain bikes pro, I finally got on a professional team and In my first World Cup race I crashed and broke both of my legs. Told I could never race again, lost all my sponsors got addicted to OxyContin and codeine went to university cause I had no choice, did earth science have a decent job in mining. Just not satisfied with not living my dream i dunno, no real paths forwards for me that could "turn things around" probably just gonna honestly an hero sometime soon. Maybe it's selfish or immature to think like that and not move on but I can't change how I genuinely feel.

>>713913770
You didn't hear it you read it

>>713913637
never seen black tar here in Detroit. always wanted to try and smoke heroin after trying opium

>>713913824
That's fucking crazy man. Don't beat yourself, you've done more with your life than I'm ever likely to.

drugs...

>got kicked out of my house for smoking weed
>i promised myself i wouldnt ever go back
>live on the cold shitty streets day n night
>walk around random places to kill time
>involved in gang activities
>prolly gonna get shot up soon
>nothing to lose so lets see who lives and dies at the end

>>713913862
Maybe I have text to voice on, cunt.

>>713914028
*up

>>713914038
Maybe, but maybe you're retarded. It could really go either way

>>713914032
>this never happened

>>713913824
you followed your dreams and you lived it for an instance and if you havent said you went out and reached for it then you would be lying to ur self
and that takes balls so if that dont make u a man then idk what does

>>713914134
High school tier comeback.
I remember when I was 15

>>713914159
Nothing to be proud of

just hope it dont happen to u

>>713914246
Really? You remember last year?

How do I know you're a genuine piece of shit and not a poser?

>>713914446
I'm content if you wanna think I'm a poser anon, that does not bother me.

>>713914324
like i said....that shit never happened fat boi

>>713914621
if only it never did haha

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They were giving away free samples of canned dog food outside my local grocery store the other day.
So I grabbed a bunch of cans and took them home and used it to make sandwiches for the homeless.
I told the homeless guys it was beef tips with gravy, when it was actually Alpo Chop House Angus Beef with Steak Flavor Gourmet Gravy.
Pet food manufacturers follow strict quality control guidelines during production, and it has been shown that some dog food is actually healthier than a lot of the food sold for human consumption today.
It helps the homeless have a hair and skin, strong bones, bright clear eyes, firmer stools, well defined muscle tone, healthy teeth and gums, energy, vitality, and over-all health.
Next time I think I will serve them Alpo Chop House Pork Tenderloin Flavor cooked in savory juices with a little Bull's Eye BBQ Sauce and pickles on a hamburger bun. I think it might be good. what you think?

>>713914750
ur an asshole wtf

>>713914750
No get rid of the pickles don't wanna cause indigestion some tummies don't like vinegar

>>713914750
kek
>strict quality control
nope

>>713914916
>obviously has never seen Rachel rays premium line of vegan pet food

>>713907793
You ever try to kill yourself?

>>713914389
Jesus Christ, put some effort into it

>>713915043
No but I've ordered the helium for a helium bag and then threw it out because I was afraid of giving myself the option of having it.

>>713908789
Go to a doctor and get your testosterone levels checked. Will fix all your "problems".

When you can't act like a fucking man, let science help.

>>713915222
Don't tell me what to do, at least answer a question for me anon, what is your faviourite form of potato? I'm a mashed kind of guy myself, I just like the message that mashed potatoes send ya know? Whenever I go to a steakhouse and the server asks what I'd like as my side I just give them the look and the instantly nod in approval. Sometimes there's a standing ovation but I'm not a dick like you so I just leave that up to the local customs.

You're likely, when it comes down to it, not any more shitty than the typical asshole fuckhead. Not necessarily any shittier than the nine to five family man. In fact, they may or may not be worse than you at their core. I've never considered drug addicts, or any lifestyle choices for that matter, to be completely indicative of the character of a human.

Here is shitty human being: you wake up, not out of necessity (but this may be a co-condition but it has to come along with what I'm about to say), and the first thought that goes through your mind is, "How am I going to fuck over that coworker/customer/neighbor/friend for pleasure/personal gain?" and the narrative of the rest of your day, and life, is dictated by this narrative. Truly shitty human beings leave a path of destruction through their lives and never look back or laugh at the sorrow they've caused.

If this isn't your prime directive, you are not a truly shitty human being. Truly pieces of garbage are born, not made. They are antisocial and destructive to others.

Why don't you stop being a piece of shit and help others ?

>>713915406
You seem stressed

>>713915525
How do you know what I do or don't do to help others?

>>713907793
Damn dude. Needles and everything. Dont worry, i feel you. Used to be horribly addicted to getting high on anything. Stealing bottles every other day, going to the city almost every day for a nod. Itll get better.. Well... Maybe

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>>713907793
Hey OP what's this thing do?

I saw a girl at a party last night with one.
I assume it's for weed but what's it's function?

>>713915525
Do you want a steam game anon?

Ahhhh damn, you're making me miss being a crusty heroin addict, living in a squat, attending the house parties of rich kids in Manhattan and doing whatever drug they passed to me because they thought I was "genuine"...https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1EiTuyt8y7g

The best times of my life were had when I was a heroin addict, you're just not doing it right.

>>713915950
The wooden skewer? I use it to clear out the bowl and before my lighters had all died so I was using a propylene torch to light that stick and then the stick to light the bowl.

>>713914750
yes please . octo -pie

>>713916039
It was fun for a year it's not fun anymore, why did you stop if it's so great?

>>713916085
no the tin

>>713907793
What do you do to fund this lifestyle?

>>713916288
The grinder? It grinds up weed

>>713915950
grinder . for grinding up stuff.

>>713916307
Geologist

>>713916159
It was stop or prison/death and I didn't want to die and go to prison so ya know. I never got tired of the life itself.

>>713913824
I fell sorry for what happened to you, OP, but you don't have to do this to yourself. (The drugs.)

How old are you?

>>713916405
Can't tell if that is serious or a drug reference. If serious does this interfere at all with your ability to do your job?

>>713914032
I'm so sorry for what happened to you. I wish you good times.

>>713907793
Why is it that a drug addicted piece of shit like you has a tidier desk than me?

>can't show my desk because it's a heap of note papers, many of which have phone numbers and shit.

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I'm also a piece of shit. Hey.

>>713916610
It's not a drug reference and no not really, it just makes me sick and feel like shit for no reason at all. I don't smoke weed at work obviously only after. But I have to keep doing opiates all day. I mean realistically yeah it definitely probably hinders my ability to move up and be ambitious at work. I'm one of a bunch of junior geologists trying to get better senior geologist etc except I'm not trying to because I don't wanna have to go underground (you get regular drug tested if you go underground)

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>>713907793

>>713914032
clean up the streets
go ask a local business if they would rent a power washer for you that you would pressure wash their parking lot for a labor fee

>>713916851
What is that?

>>713916987
80 mg OxyContin.

>>713914032
>nothing to lose so lets see who lives and dies at the end

i remember thinking like that when i was on the streets. Getting involved in dangerous shit is almost like a time killer

>>713916962
Landlords and property managers that businesses lease commercial space from nearly always have an arrangement for somebody to do grounds maintenance regularly. No business is gonna stop to rent some homeless guy a power washer

>>713917048
Damn you got the good stuff

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>>713907793
Does that trick with the syringe work better then coffee filters and you got a link on some good shit?

>>713911758
>Pun Pun
Godfucking dammit, Anon. I have spent half a year trying to forget the feels that album makes me feel, and reminds me of my girlfriend because she looks like Aiko.

>>713914750
man that is really shitty

>>713917182
Dude I love it. Randomly came across this connect. I only pay 40 a piece.

>>713916903
Is the drug test really the problem? I mean there are tons of ways to cheat that shit like synthetic urine. I beat one recently with that. Or are you do you really just not want more responsibility?

>>713907793
OP, do you need someone to talk to?

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>>713907793
it has been a matter of controversy, but do you believe people are born a piece of shit, or choose to be?

>>713917256
Yeah they aren't dumb it's gold mining serious stuff random testing at work, but I don't really care to get more responsibility too yeah I just don't care about the job at all.

>>713917381
I believe they're conditioned to be.

>>713917381
Choice but life experiences make it easier for some people to do it (though that doesn't excuse it)

>>713917146
better then being a pos drug addict who cant trust the people who live on the other side of the alley isnt it?
just start cleaning the street ok broken glass/picking up trash/etc and shit like that and then ask for job, do the same and ask strangers that way you are more likely to get a few bucks bc you dont ask for money directly and you are actively making the area nicer
no one is going to change yourself for you and if you are in a shit position regardless of how you got there you gotta pull yourself out and at least be looking to get yourself in a better position even if you arent able to do so right this moment

>>713917543
I'm not that guy I'm just saying you're being completely unrealistic.

>>713915959
yes get me fallout 2
my steam id is STEAM_0:0:82135193

>>713917618
i know but is drug addict life any more realistic, the point of him going out and doing that is to do something relatively harmless thats positive. when your shit of luck with no options there isnt much to do. and sitting on your ass is dangerous bc drugs, lot lizards and spooks will see you as prey. at worst he is exposed to everything else he would be living on the streets anyway and at best he gets some shit labor gig for 1 day so he can get some money to eat and or he is at least remaining positive and will think of something else

im sure the whole find a refuge place for people who need help is already thought of so no use in saying that kind of thing

>>713907793
why the needles? are you a diabetes

>>713907793
youre not a piece of shit just cause society doesnt respect druggies(if thats what you mean)
whats that white in the syringe? if thats pill fillers you might clog yourself

>>713918121
I have stage 5 terminal diabetus>>713918121

>>713918158
Clog?

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>>713907938
>enjoying route

>>713918194
Are you getting treatment for that?

>>713918194
i have terminal 7 brain cancer>>713918194

>>713918240
block yo veins

what are those little vaseline (?) containers? also drugs or what? not the first time i see them

>>713918358
Damn that dicks man
I had terminal 9 ear cancer but I still have it

>>713918313
Treatment for what?

Jesus everyone's getting screwed.

>>713918629
Even yur mum

>>713918628
Your diabetes. I looked it up and got chronic kidney disease. Or was that a joke or reference to something?

how many caps you offerin' for my psycho?

>>713918776
Stop fat shaming me

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>>713907793

Would you fuck?

What music do you listen to while doing all these drugs?

>>713919067
All types of music

>>713919158
OP, do you need someone to talk to?

>>713919053
no

>>713919067
Koopsta Knicca Da Devil's Playground

>>713907793
>uses drugs
big fuckin deal

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>>713919279

>>713916962
life don't work like that no more

>>713919418
Who said it was a big deal? Why are you so triggered friend

>>713908789
>>713908789


drowning, not waving

>kek

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>>713919418
You're welcome

>>713907793
OP, are u ok?

>>713907793
after reading thread you just might be op

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>>713912074

>kek

did not see that coming. well done anon.

>>713913445
Ever heard of spiritualized (band)? You will probably like it. That music has a similiar mindset to the "artistic nihilist druggy depressed,loser" you want to portrait.

>>713920065
Nope

>>713920446
Do you need someone one talk to?

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>>713914246
>>713914246

>High school tier comeback.
I remember when I was 15


sick burn

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>>713915483
>>713915483

::powerful::

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>>713916542
>>713916542

>It was fun for a year

found the amateur

>>713920543
No thank you though

>>713921125
Okay, if you say so. Are u sure?

>>713921102
Shit in my mouth daddy

>>713907793
timestamp or gtfo genuine piece of shit

>>713907793
when are you going to get clean of heroin?

you ever been on any of those drug addict tv shows?

>>713907793
Honestly clean your fucking bench up cunt you're fucking disgusting. Organise your shit cunt.

God guys give them a break.

>>713922153
You reek of Australian
>yuck
Wtf is a bench? It's a coffee table

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>>713921847

>>713921938
No I haven't reality tv is cancer

>>713922487
Hey OP!

>>713922487
where do you get the cash for drugs are you rich

>>713922652
No I have a job as a geologist I make 65 grand Canadian a year

>>713922593
Hey anon!

>>713922739
How long have you been doing drugs?

>>713922487
What was your first hit of opiates like?

>>713922739
>>713922739

i take it you work for oil companies directly/indirectly? how do you have time to do drugs all day with a job

>>713922770
OP before I go, please take care. Have a nice day/night.

>>713922906
I don't work for oil I work in mining I do a bunch of cwe ready so it's just taking shots of Codiene throughout the day (drinking shot)

>>713923229
thats unsustainable, eventually you will fuck up and get fired

>>713922790
I started when I was 17 smoking weed but opiates 4 years

>>713917255

Probably fake as fuck then. Fent and other shit is increasingly being passed off as oxy since oxy fetches higher street prices than heroin.

Could be wrong since it's been quite awhile since I've bought pills off the street but if any time I bought multiple roxicodones or oxy 30s or something like that the pills all looked different because of different manufacturers. I'd be suspicious of getting 6 or 7 oxy 80s for 40 bucks apiece and they all look identical, especially if you're buying from a random connect.

>>713923330
opiates will kill you, better wean off that shit

dealers literally lace a bag here and there with fentanyl so people OD, and word spreads on teh street to all the addicts that that batch of heroin is dope as fuck

>>713923314
I'm not ambitious so I don't try to move up and go underground if I move out of the core shack and go underground there's drug testing. I don't really care if I get fired

>>713923425
I'm doing cold water extractions mostly on pharmacy bought codeine but yeah there's been tons of fentanyl deaths in BC

>>713908224
no wonder you are drowning your decisions in drugs.

>>713923807
Haha

I prefer kratom to hydro or oxy. Am I weird?

>>713924531
Wuts kratom

>>713907793
OP, u here?

>>713909267
man, im a drugs addict. have been for years. graduated high school on drugs, graduated a college course 1 year diesel repair. got a sick job out of it makin like 60k a year, but realised i wanted to be a marine engineer form working on ships so went back to school. now im my third year and doing great. went to sea for 80 days both summers so far making minimal moneys and quit drugs to do it both times.

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I have 200x 20mg oxycodone, 40x 2mg Xanax, 100x 5mg Valium, 15x 2.5mg Lorazepam, 50x 300mg Lyrica, 100x Zolpidem/Ambien.

Pic of my earlier stash.
Love my doctor, hate my health. Fuck life, an hero at xmas, so tired.

>>713925920
Please don't.

>>713925920
Please don't an hero.

>>713908789

I hope you find your dry path again

Good luck

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>>713914750

>octopussy

>>713916959

What is this supposed to be?

>>713907793
So you can relate to the fact I just did my last line of blow and feening for more?

>>713925920
Are u there?

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>>713908789
ok.

>>713925808
Yeahb

You are dope

>>713927626
Thought u left.

>>713907793
Which way does the new toilet paper roll face when replacing the old one?!?!

>>713907793
dont use insuline guns

>Question
Whats Next?

>>713925920
you need more opiates

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>>713927480
yes

>>713928232
how much are oxys? i make a therapy and they wont be detected.

>>713928232
Please, what's making you wanna an hero?

>>713927816
End of roll outside

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>>713928327
I get the strongest ones, the 20mg oxycodone, they're instant release.
Might go over to oxycontin, but cba wait 2-3 hours for pain management when im in pain.

Sometimes my back aches so bad that I even snort the instant release pills.
I really just want to put myself for rest for good.
Been on painkillers since 2012. Started with Tramadol.

Now I got sacroilitiis, arthritis, and 4 disc/prolapses in my back and chronic depression, anxiety, PTSD and the unpleasant hyperhidrosis.
No family, x-mas/december is always the worst month.

>>713928805
God, I'm so sorry for what you've been going through. Please, hold on. Do you need someone to talk to?

>>713928805
im on 200mg morph retard. or methadone right now. buy it on the street.

but doing therapy,

and want to cont using, so i need to buy oxys which doesnt show up in saliva test

and maybe etizolam, which i suspect not to show up in test

tl;dr need large amounts of oxys, or e.g. fenta, and im highly interessted in the market prices.

thanks

and dont kill urself, at least use heroine for it, otherwise u might survive...

>>713928805
Are u there?

>>713907793
Are u there?

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>>713929087
Tried several shrinks. Had one I went over from Norway to Latvia once a month to get meds and talk to 2 sessions each week I was there. Basicly lived 25% of my time in a hotel for 4 years.
Then came new rules that you cant bring medicines for more than 1 week (prev 1 month), so then my good doc I had there couldn't treat me anymore, so fuck Norway.

They took away my only person I felt I could open myself up to 100%, and now I sit here with all this rage and just want to blow up or shoot up a public office or whoever implemented that law.

But life is just pain now, from the moment I wake up and til' I sleep. I'm so depressed I can't even get myself to play a game, all I do everyday is sit on /b/ and /r9k/ + youtube.

What a future... no thx, I'm ending that soon.

>>713929746
Is there another way for you to connect with the doctor? Like, maybe move out of Norway?

>>713907793
OP u ok?

WTF are you doing here when you could be shooting up?

>>713930276
Dont encourage them!

>>713929746

Domesticated catgirls would be fucking awful

It would be all the worst traits of women multiplied

It would be just as bad as domesticated dog men

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>>713929975
And work with what? I'm stuck on disability. I would've moved a long time ago if it wasn't for that.
Just want to go to Latvia, check in to a hotel, go to my doctor and get 100mg fentanyl patches, and patch 25-50 of them on me. That way I can puke as much as I want to and still die.
This world has nothing left to give me.

Anyways, I'm nodding out soon, so I'm laying down, its 11:00am here and I haven't slept yet.

Ni ce talking, have a good life, don't let the drugs take you for good.

>>713907793
You mean like go to the toilet and ask my shit a question? You've been doing some drugs if you think my poop can answer me my friend.

>>713925920
send me ur drugs then m7

>>713930421
Thank you, and I do need to sleep soon (3:50 A.M.), but I still feel like there could still be hope. I don't know, so forgive me for sounding stupid. I wish you and OP luck in life, for they also have a few problems they mentioned here in this thread. Goodbye to u and OP.

>>713907793
What was in the spoon?
And why do your points have no needles?

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>>713928805
I've had pancreatitis for 20+ years and now I'm dying of cancer. Been on it all, morphine for 15 years and oxy, percs and tramadol. Fentanyl patches and nubain basically everything they can give you for pain.

I quit everything for years and just dealt with the pain but it's getting so bad now I don't want to live like this anymore. I pushed myself to the breaking point and my girlfriend of over a decade who I thought was my soulmate has now left. She said that I don't make enough money and I'm basically a failure which she isn't wrong about. I wasn't even sexually attracted to her anymore the last couple years because she put on so much weight. Her mental health really went downhill and she wanted space so I did that and then she was upset for not showing her affection. Deep down I know she is a great person but she is delusional and hasn't had a job in 3 years but thinks the world owes her a comfortable life. I'm truly worried about her future and if she wasn't mentally ill I would never talk to her again but I know she needs help.

I don't have any friends, people don't want to be bummed out, even if I pretend and never bring up my health or anything negative people can read it on my face. If it wasn't for my family which I do love and love me, I would have given up years ago. Sometimes I wish I just wouldn't wake up anymore because now I've reached the point where I'm becoming numb to it all.

I now understand why people pay Dr. Kevorkian to kill them. I'm to sick and tired to live anymore but I'm also too afraid to die. Please enjoy the holidays even though they are full of bullshit, just remember that nobody lives forever so just try to get some enjoyment now.

>>713930966
I'm sorry for the trouble you've had for so long. I wish you good luck. Again, I feel so sorry for the pain you got.

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>>713907793
I don't see a piece of shit. I see a cool guy who likes to do drugs.

>>713930966
Sorry but I must go. I wish you only good luck. I'm so sorry for not staying long. Have a nice day.

>>713907793
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pA8DdkM2Wqo

>>713907793
Goodbye OP.

>>713931336
>>713931535
Thanks I hope you guys find peace in this lifetime maybe someday I will to.

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>>713930966
> I wasn't even sexually attracted to her anymore the last couple years because she put on so much weight.

Aint that the truth? Girls that do drugs are always frumpy with mouse-brown, frizzy hair, or blondes with really bad skin and sunken eyes. And the worst part is that all the guys in their social groups clamour around them like they're worth anything, or even regard them, in a completely unironic way, as "hot." It's like staring and squinting at a hot pocket until you're convinced it's baked ziti. If I was ever entrusted with some DARE-style program to scare kids away from drugs, I'd focus on the mundane but unsightly aspects of the lifestyle like that, rather than scare tactics about "faces of meth" or homeless people screaming at invisible demons.

Pic related: this is what they all look like on a "good" day. If you do drugs, you will end up thinking that women who look like this will be worth getting into fights over :)

>>713932053
Your welcome. I was happy that you responded. I couldn't leave because I was worried about you and others. I hope that you do find peace. Sounds like you got a lot on your plate. Have a nice day!

>>713932249
In all honesty she was becoming very embarrassing to be with. She stopped wearing deodorant, teeth were falling out, dressed in pajamas or men's clothes and was rude to everyone. I know it mainly has to do with her mental illness but she uses people and then acts like she is the one being used or abused.

I think I just miss the awesome caring person that she used to be before she got addicted to drugs and completely let herself go. She does nothing but sit on facebook and youtube all day and has convinced herself that she is bettering herself by doing nothing but listen to yahoos.

>>713907793
how do you support your piece of shit lifestyle

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>>713930966
Im the guy you responded to. I went 180 and went to the pharmacy to pick up 100x 20mg oxycodone, now I had to take 2 breaks on a 10 minute walk, the pain almost made me fall to the ground. I even went shopping a few items, and carrying groceries is a nightmare of pain.

Now I'm sitting here railing 60mg oxy and can barely breathe cuz of the pain, I can feel it pulsate in my back like hell.

Seriously I think I will end it all at x-mas day the 24th. Hopefully that will send out a little signal as well to the family that abandoned me 8 years ago, I've always been the black sheep.

Watch Bloodline on Netflix, I'm basically Danny in that serie, its like my biography.

Gooood it feels good to rails these oxys, but the after the sweet scratch, comes the stingy pain, the dope sickness.
With these pains I'm basically forced to be on painkillers...

>>713910030
What's humble about it? Everyone is anonymous I doubt OP would be like this I person

>>713934408
Everyone wants to be a hardass online and pretend to be something they're not, I'm not talking about you just people in general.

I'm not going to lie, I'm scared to die and I have no idea what comes next after this life, if anything. Even if you don't have a family you still have a voice in this world. I used to think my life was meaningless and that my life and/or my death would not change one thing on this planet for better or worse but who knows. If you just take it day by day and you never know what can happen. I was never supposed to live 20+ years and had less than a 10% chance but I did. I'd like to think I made some sort of positive difference in this world but I am truly a failure in every sense of the word. I've never once heard anyone say they are proud of me so maybe someday I can do one thing, just one thing that makes this place alittle better for others. Maybe I'll never get to or maybe I already have, I don't know.

Dying sucks and I don't want to burden anybody with my stuff once I'm gone so I'm in the process of donating/selling it all off. Maybe just somebody getting some use out of my things or some enjoyment out of them is what I have to offer the world at this point. I'm am in every sense of the word Lost but I once heard that there comes a point in life where god stops giving you things and begins to take them away, so I guess I'm at that place in life.

Just take it one day at a time and try not to think about the future because really all we have is this moment really. As you read this people are dying and being born so nothing really matters except how you feel now. Try and stay comfy and remember that even if it isn't me behind the keyboard in the future you will always have someone here.

>>713907793
Keep being you OP. I love to watch people crash and burn. Something about it excites me. Have you started shooting in your dick yet?

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>>713935645
Yea I have no problem talking about it online. Too many "tough guys" as you said online who can't admit that they have their own problems.

I'm just so tired of it all, it just get worse and worse, the pain that is, and then the depression, its like a synergy effect.
I try to take one day at a time, but still, its way too hard to stand alone in this shit.

I just wish I had one to commit suicide with, I just don't want to be alone when I do it.
So tired...

>>713935645
Also, glad to hear that you survived, it must have been tough. Fear of dying must be something of the worse there is.
Dying when you really want to live, I can't imagine that fear.

So many fucking pussies on this thread. Go play in your sandboxes kiddies.

>>713929746
Are you in the us? I live in new zealand can I come spend christmas with you?

>>713936853
>triggered

>>713907793
mongoloid