Feel thread.
bump, yesterday's post made me tear up a bit
I'm horribly broken. I have family that I've talked to in years, I lack the ability to love the women I'm with and when I'm around people especially people who care I feel more empty than when I'm completely alone. My job situation is terrible and I can barely support myself. I consider suicide everyday but am too much of a pussy to just end this emptiness. I am only this way because I was hated instead of loved growing up and no amount of therapy can help it.
yo people, i need help...
do you know a way to kill yourself without feelin' bad for the ones you love?
i mean... mom has diabetes...
and i don't want her to suffer for my despair
>>713790045
Fuck, I legit feel bad for that old man. Too bad you can't have an abortion after your disgrace was born.
>>713790336
im only alive so i dont hurt the people around me
>>713790336
im sorry, are you asking if htere is some magical way to turn off your emotions?
>>713789794
you fucking weak cunt. harden the fuck up you pussy and get over it. fuck me you feel cunts are a bunch of softcocks
emotions are for pooftahs
>>713790497
You're so noble anon.
>>713790500
amphetamines do the job nicely. throw a bit of booze on top of it. worked wonders for me
>>713790336
If you truly want to die than do it. Your family will be destroyed yes... But in time they'll accept that you were unhappy, that your life genuinely was not worth living. They will eventually take some comfort in knowing that you're no longer suffering but "in heaven".
>>713790427
I had such a hard time believing that this shit was actually a thing. I am still completely baffled by it.
>>713789160
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pA8DdkM2Wqo
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>>713790995
Really? I was diagnosed with ADD a while back, and I'll be getting med prescription in a few days. That gives me hope, does it just turn off your ability to feel at all? Fuck yes, maybe life will start getting good.
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>>713791611
Because you gave up on yourself a long time ago
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>>713790135
This is absolutely fuckkng heartbreaking
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>>713791705
speak for yourself.
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next pannl?
>>713791876
The only thing I have going for me is the woman I have in my life. I've made so many bad choices in the name of music. But I'm slowly starting to see that my dream will never be a reality. I gave up my family, many friends and a chance to further my education. She's the only thing I have left really but I feel anything I do will never be enough. Nothing I go will. I just wanna disappear most days and the rest, we'll let's just say I almost make it happen. I hope some realise that dreams are just that, dreams. And you should focus on securing a future for yourself.
>>713791902
someone asked where this was from last thread, its the little prince movie.
>>713791921
because having a relationship is 'securing a future for yourself'
>>713791591
So fucking true
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>>713792021
i have a sentimentel attachment to the book. how does the movie do in capturing its essence?
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>>713792045
Never said it was. Just saying its the only thing I really live for right now.
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She said that it wasnt me, but that it was her. I dont belive it either. I had a dream last night that who ever she was with was/had hurt her. All i remember is standing in the rain hearing what he did to her and really not caring
>>713792373
we will never feel her insides tightening around our cocks.
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>>713789794
Stop whacking it all the time. Is that what it is? Are people stronger and better than you? Boo hoo. Pull yourself together.
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>>713790336
Listen, if you want to end it all just do it. Everything will cease to exist. Do it quickly and painlessly so you wont have a shred of regret.It wont matter how your family feels because they will cease to exist and any consequences of you killing yourself are non existent. If you really want to just do it. no one would blame you.
>>713790568
Oh are you weak too darling? Yeah your last bitch is getting railed right now by a dick bigger than yours. Obviously I don't know you but it's still probably true. Rope is cheap.
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>>713793054
this thread is so fucking gay and filled with fb shit.
>>713793071
im sorry, would you like me to post more 'tfw no gf' memes?
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>>713793036
Kinda want to know what happend in the picture....
>>713793036
hahhaaha fucking hilarious. he can't abandon his gay buttfuck friend.
>>713791611
fuck fuck fuck, why? I'm such a piece of shit
>>713793071
this, sadly
>>713793249
my guess is he tried to save his friend and got shot during it
>>713792138
It is pretty good, but its more of a childs story than a childs book for adults. but nonetheless it is actually really good. its more about the aviator but it does go over the story of the little prince. it did make me tear up a bit
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>>713793352
this desu.
>>713793604
i might check it out then. I had a mentor who used to call me 'le petite prince' (because of the hair) and when i found the book that inspired the name i was pretty enthralled. I had a fascination with fantasy space travel and a lot of the little details about the asteroid and rose were similar to a story i had written (without as many layers).
>>713790135
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dOiE0LCu6J0
Fuck me man
>>713793331
then post your own stuff. I am very deliberate about not psoting blatantly romantic stuff. if thats more your cup of tea, then go ahead and spam some
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and that's all i got Lads. sorry if it wasn't to your liking, but i hope some of you could appreciate friendship and self actualization, nostalgia, etc.
good luck to everyone feeling down.
>>713793901
>scrolling through /b/
>accidentally see this
These are some secondhand feels.
>>713789160
Recent the realization hit me that I'll never be with this woman I've been talking too for a while now. Its like I'm sitting there in class...then it just hits me, like a bat to the back of the head. :(
thanks mate, ill contribute some
>>713794338
ouch. it sucks but i mean, you can't be that attached if you havent been with her none, yeah?
dont get me wrong im sure it hurts but perhaps what you need is a little more YOU in you.
>>713794441
saved. like this one.
>>713793751
you should i highly recommend it, i actually read the book after watching the movie, im not much of a reader but i dont know. it made me want read about the book
>>713794627
interesting. we'll see what happens then. I'll check it out. maybe it'll give me a reason to connect with my old mentor.
>>713794542
I understand but man I'm already you know self confident and all that. It's just, you think you find someone and then it doesn't work it's a bummer. But yeah, I'm trying not to over think it and all. Don't think about it too much, right?
Hey /b/, I seriously need help. About 2 months into my relationship my girlfriend started to pull away from me cause she started to develop serious feelings for me. She got scared and pulled away. We got past that and we've been doing fine but lately it seems like she might be pulling away again. What do I do? I'm not gonna lie, I'm a little scared she's going to leave me but that comes from a lot of people abandoning me as a child. Any ideas or tips on what I can say or do? Please help me famalams you're seriously all I've got.
>>713795103
>im already self confident
what? whats that have to do with it?
>its a bummer
nah i totally feel ya. im rarely interested in someone, so when i find out he doesn't return the feelings, it certainly stings. makes you think you did somethign wrong, even though yuo know you didn't.
>dont think about it too much, right?
i mean the definition of 'too much' is that its more than you should. but semantics aside, i think its good to think about it. a lot. you shouldn't put yourself in her orbit or anything, but its okay to explore the feeling with yourself, or with others. figure out where it leads.
its hard to get closure from something you ignore.
>>713790045
>that old man
He probably wishes his son would kill himself
>>713795358
Thanks I'll take what you said into consideration.
>>713795158
some advice. you might not like it but here it is.
1) prepare for the inevitability that she will leave you. cuz she will. or worse, you'll leave her, which means you really milked it dry. but either way, the relationship will end. dont agree and then in the back of your mind say 'in the distant future when i got all i need from it'. prepare for the inevitability that even if you extend it, its on life support. the relationship is reaching its final chapter.
2) consider that her feelings aren't serious at all and that it was just an excuse. why? cuz ive had that line before. worse? ive given that line before. its an easy out. its a way to stroke their ego while breaking up with them.
imagine, if you could break up with a girl you dont want to be with without her thinking she did anythign wrong at all... you'd do it, right? even if it was a lie? even if you say no, you know others do. a lot. many people lie to get out of relationsihps. and saying that they are getting too serious feelings and their scared is an easy out.
it says 'you're TOO lvoeable and im too broken'. the reality? she probably realized it was a mistake. she intended this to be a fun fling, and it was fun, but now the RELATIONSHIP is getting too serious and shes realizing that this lifestyle that you guys are headed towards is not what she wants. she realizes theres other guys she wants to date, you are not long term material.
and finally...
cont.
I hate where Im at in life right now. I married someone I no longer love, because I felt it was the right thing to do. Now I put on a fake face everyday and pretend to be happy.
My favorite time of the day is when I lay in the dark on the bathroom floor while the shower is running. I listen to blink-182 and think about how much I wish I would have done things different in my life up to this point. All the different choice I would make, all the different things I would have done.
All the experiences I missed from dating the same girl since highschool, and eventually marrying her.
I would do anything to be able to go back and do things differently......
All these thoughts.....as I lay here on the floor.....my headphones...blaring...." give me one good reason"....the memories....the different outcomes.....
........I fucked it up.....I fucked it all up.....and there will never be anyway to fix it.......
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3) realize that you can't 'logic' someone into being with you. you've probably heard or seen something where someone says 'you're not my type.' the rejected then says 'well whats your type?'. the rejectER then chimes in with something like 'oh you know... i like girls who are more into XX' or 'guys who do YY'.
then the rejected tries to logic htem into dating. 'WELL I DO XX! I DO YY!' but the rejecter already decided he has no feelings for you. but people arent allowed to think that way. they are taught that to reject someone you need a reason. that if there is nothing particularly wrong they HAVE to give them a chancei nstead of pursuing someone they got legit feelings for.
and its the same here. you cant convince her to love you. or to stay with you. all you can do is offer yourself to her, as you are. and say 'this is what i am. this is where were going. either stay with me, or get out'.
and if anything, that might be your best route. because its assertive and if she leaves, she leaves with your dignity still in tact.
>>713789160
Oh my god stop posting this pathetic "BOOH HOO DIDNT GET THE BITCH TO LIKE ME" bullshit.
Holy fuck. Post actual sad things. It's not a rage thread for god's sake.
Fuck off you beta cucks.
>>713796175
Alright. Thank you for your in depth and well written reply.
>>713793269
Nigga whats wrong with you?
>>713791902
Actually made me cry, holy shit. Poor anon.
>>713790045
Imagine this shithead being their only son. God damn that would suck.
>>713792949
thanks anon
>>713796331
OP didn't post a romance related pic... also most of the thread isnt romance related. most of the feels are friendship / self actualization based.
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>>713790135
I'd give that nigga a hug
>>713796331
implying people are only sad because of girls
>>713793071
The doors that way, you're welcome to use it
>>713797169
but then I'd have to go outside.
I am terrified of going outside.
And I could always take the laptop with me so what good would that do for this thread anyway?
>>713797297
So then you're a faggot complaining that we're faggots? Do you not see the hypocrisy in your argument?
>>713793269
Eyy man, there's alot of shit I can tolerate here but that's alittle bit much man. We all know you couldn't do some shit like that.
>>713790336
I know it isn't much, but I would do this for you if I could.
>>713796956
Same. That dude really needs it. Or needed it. Whatever. You know what I mean.
>>713794955
Damn.
>>713797828
not sure if its gay or just friendship but i really like that its not just a girl.
>>713797828
nigga that's what I need. Get some Mcdonald's and Corona in there and I'd be set.
>>713795724
I would agree with almost everything but the last line. You cannot devalue someone's depression just because they happen to have a decent financial situation. The poor man's sadness is no less nor no greater than the rich man's sadness just because of his lack of money. Everyone has very real feelings and are affected by various things. While I think that an hero is a very final solution to a sometimes temporary problem, it's sometimes a welcome end to a life that won't get better. All said and done, it should be a sober decision, that there is nothing left and no more reason. Don't make the decision rashly, but ultimately remember that the decision is yours and for you. Don't keep living because someone told you to. Keep living because you want to.
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fuck
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Kind of.
>>713796331
Too much projection for my eyes!
Sup guys, hope you all had a great day! I just got off work and I'm tired as fuck.
I was the anon who was telling his story on how I am slowly crawling out of a painful depression and burn out.
The one with the game company and shit.
I passed out mid story and the thread 404'd by the time I awoke.
>>713800604
Is this a good show worth watching?
>>713800604
I only joined this thread, hope you had a somewhat enjoyable day /b/ro
>>713800903
Reminds me of metalocalypse good idea, burnt out fast.
>>713796956
after 30 years i always wonder what a hug feel like
>>713801270
get a dog they're better at it than people
does anyone in this thread have the jimmy neutron one
where his dad is leaving voice mails as jimmy grows up
thats one of the saddest one ive seen
it would cool if someone posted it
>>713801645
i know but i cant just live through this kind of grief on more time
>>713801913
what kind of grief?
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>>713801913
Yeah I know how you feel. Only money changes things.
Try going to school for nursing. That's the only thing I've got going for me. Aside from that, I'd be hopeless.
>>713802124
thanks
and is anyone else having fucking problems opening pics in threads because i am and its fucking annoying
>>713802049
loosing the only thing that never look at me with eyes full of regret and pity but with eyes full of unconditional love
>>713802262
I am too I thought it was just my internet being slow
>>713802596
i fucking hate when this shit happens
>>713802178
money dont really help me anymore. i have a good job that pay well but i would give anything just to be able atleast once in my life wake up in the morning and have a goal and a reason to keep going.
>>713793020
To my mom, wherever you are my first and only love, I really miss you...
so my step sister is coming over hopefully tomorrow and i was wondering if /b/ would be interested in watching me have fun with her by deciding what i do to her.
>>713803111
>this.
That question keeps returning day by day no matter how much I'm achieving
>>713803304
watch a good movie and eat pop corn
>>713803304
anally penetrate her vagina
>>713804125
we will see tomorrow night
>>713800903
It's an amazing show. One of my favorites.
It targets a lot of morbid humor and the show also demonstates a in your face nihilistic atmosphere.
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=SfJBFSWnsOc
Behind all the jokes, the show covers a lot of depressing tones that we as people go through.
As for me, I relate to a lot of the burn out feeling and trying to fill my life with useless distractions that cause me to avoid the responsibilities I choose to have.
Thus creating a cycle of stress and frustration.
Just give it a shot with 2 episodes. 40 minutes total.
>>713800965
I did actually. Went to work, gym, hung out with my best friend and his wife.
Freaking killed my triceps though. They no longer want to work so that's always fun.
How was yours?
An ear closeup. Just to offset the cringe quotes and beta depressed fags.