Feels Thread How r u doin' anon?

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Better than usual,OP

>>713700710
on a lil cloud right now

>>713700710
Could be worse, kinda feel like nothing

light opiate withdrawal ... sucks

Not being yourself. This is cliché as hell, but it's true.

Unless you're an expert at hiding who you really are - Which would be bad for you, because you'd just nervously explode at some point - people are going to notice you're not being yourself, and that you're hiding behind some kind of fake personality instead.

That doesn't give a good impression, and this is going to make peeps feel uncomfortable when you're around.

Feeling good about yourself and being confident solves that. I don't think there's any other way.

These are vicious and virtuous cycles: You don't believe in you, you don't try anything because you think you're going to fail, so you never feel proud of yourself. Or alternatively, you believe in you, you try because you know you can do it, you win, and as a result you feel proud of yourself. And if you fail, you just move on.

Rinse and repeat. Switching from one cycle to the other is extremely difficult, because they're both closed.

>>713700710
In such a bad low right now and having a hard time riding it out.

Evening /b/

Came to you in need of some female advice, yes yes i know
Just am unsure what to do in this situation

Gonna tl;dr it
>Met a girl
>She broke up with her Ex shortly before we started texting
>Me and her dated for half a year
>She went back with her Ex because still had feelings for him
>A year passes
>Throughout the year we text on and off
>On no contact actually
Just received a text in which she states that she has been hanging on to the past with her Ex and all that
and that if we both were to see each other again we should forget about what happened last year and start completely new.

Now i'm unsure whether to trust her, because who knows if she'd do the same thing again, or give it a chance.

>>713700710
I'm okay. Last night I was kind of sad. It was my birthday. The birthday was all good. Everything was good. But I couldn't help but feel I was losing the friends I came up with ever since I've started college. I knew this was to be expected but my old friends don't compare to my shallower college friends.

I just want to have some money for video games man.

>>713701251
got 560 bucks to spend on games n shit but no idea what to buy

>>713701644
You could throw some my way.

>>713701717
give me a reason

>>713701757
You into potential traps?

>>713701757
MY VAGINA!

>>713701825
nope

'TIS A FEELS THREAD THY FEELETH

>>713701854
Not even a little gay?

>>713701874
Bring me the feel brah! Wanna feel you up against the walls of MY VAGINA!

>>713701900
not even a tiny bit

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tfw cp is illegal

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>>713702011
Not in Japan you stupid American Haha!

My girlfriend of a year left me 2 months ago because "she didnt want a relationship with anyone" Im still logged into her facebook though and she is writing alot with guy who we both met at a party and she was then and now flirting with him. It sucks bro, I just feel so cheated I was there for her when she was depressed and now that she is better she has left me. Its funny how life works, you should never be suprised what people will do

Just found out i have a chronic illness. Trying to cope.

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>>713702804

>>713701039
Let her go

>>713701039
na bro, fuck that, shes a hoe who doesnt know what she want, you're better off without that stress that she might leave you whenever for another dude. Go find someone else man

>>713703006
Jokes on you, I'm not even Japanese. I'm just a huge fuckin weeb.

>>713703386
you are also gay

>>713701039
She's just playing you Anon.
It almost seems like she's using you for attention.
Don't bother with her.

Always remember, if it doesn't work once it probably won't work twice and it sure as hell won't work on the third. Any more than that and you're an idiot.

>>713700710
Fucking terrible

>>713700812
Fuck it, man. I wasn't ready

>>713700958
It is working out for me

Pretty shitty, I'm missing an ex of mine.

Oldfag here.

I have a hot wife and awesome gamer son so that department is good. Getting a mortgage right now and its taking a toll on me. My job also cut hours recently so I make significantly less. Hot wife hates when I eat her out. Now I feel like I have been doing it wrong for 9 years. Both cars falling apart. All my friends have drifted apart. I just wanted to be a cop. How the fuck did I end up here? Thinking about putting my S&W 9mm in my mouth

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Damn, anon. Just had a group work. Had no friends to group with, so I joined a group where one guy was missing. Work with two 8/10 cuties.
>Fuck it, I'm feeling so lonely man
Group work's over, head to the metro. Sit. Next stop, two cuties come in, one sits in front of me and the other next to me.
>Wow. I'm so fucking lonely.
Enter my building. Cutie neighbour comes into the hall with me. Say hi. Her boyfriend comes in right after. Say hi again to him.
>Die inside.

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>>713703006

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I'm going to write up a huge greentext, keep bumping the thread until I'm done

>>713700710
To be honest everything was going perfectly for me until Sunday. My gf hasn't spoken to me since that day. I haven't done a thing wrong, but she's Muslim and I'm not. Her parents would disown her if she chose me. She feels guilty about lying to them about where she's going and who she's meeting, and they get pissed if she even leaves the house. We've been dating a year and a half but her family has such a strong hold over her.

She's miserable living there, but I think she's going to give up and choose them. I'm just waiting for the call to say it's over

Quit my job some months ago because it was shit and can't find another. Lol.

>>713702866

You're better off without her. Better women are out there. Be thankful that it happened an year in and not five or ten.

I had something similar happen to me eight years ago. Been there for the hoe while she was struggling with her fatness, just to be traded for a "friend" of mine after she had a liposuction surgery.

Don't be mistaken, I still hate that bitch, but now I'm with a gorgeous, thin, supportive woman that is bi. So it sometimes is for the best.

>>713700710
I'll be able to graduate from my uni in less than a year. Been in school since 2012. The 5 and a half year plan is almost complete. But I'm slowly losing the ability to care about my field. I hope I can stick with it a little more to graduate and get out of my parent's basement.

send me the strength

nobody in my whole entire life has ever loved me or treated me like i was worth anything or took a proactive interest in me or wanted to be my friend first without me having to approach them,

except for one person for a period of 5 days did, but then some bullies told him he wasnt allowed to be nice to me like that and they ruined everything by lying to him about me

well i want that feeling back like there was a fleeting glimpse of for 5 days,

and if something doesn't change or get better or actually truly love me soon and i mean like really darn soon

then i am not sure how much longer i can resist the urge to just end it all

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>be now
>live in house
>be one week from now
>house in dumpsters
>but still vacuuming
>why

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>>713706416
>2012, be in grade 10 15 years old
>see cute girl, talk to her but she's not interested
Pic related is her
>still facebook her, chat with her and eventually convince her to come to a movie with a friend
>didn't invite her friend
>she comes to the movie and it goes over well
>we start seriously dating, get attached as fuck
>this is both of our first relationships so it goes really fast
>girl is depressed, regularly tells me about how depressed she is
>ff 4 months
>my birthday
>get a call
>it's m girlfriends number, answer
"Hey, I can't meet you today"
>why not?
"I'm in the hospital
>already know what happened by ask anyways
"I swallowed all my Prozac. I'm sorry"
>hang up, not only did I not know she was on meds, I didn't know she was feeling shitty that night
>still dating but now she's way more open about her depression

cont

>>713706873

also reference >>713706460

No complaints here, Stay at home parent and college student, wife makes bank, kids are fucking amazing, plays arma3 on the reg and do whatever I want. Small and low key life. Feelsgood

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My biggest pain is not knowing it was going to end

>>713707267
That's good, anon. Glad you're living a good life and hope it continues.

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>>713706920
>ff 4 more months, now august
>been chilling out with her all summer but have a month long trip coming up
>no internet because no smart phone
>every day is stress
>eventually trip ends and come back to home
>check computer, 3 messages
>each one is how depressed she is and how much she misses me
>call her
>we hang out the next day
> she has cuts all over her writs
>eventually make her tell me what happened
"I took a knife and ran to a park to kill myself"
>shitloads of stitches and scars
cont

see not even anyone here gives a shit about me

Hey, had my ex tell me shes sleeping with another guy tonight and i still love her.

Wanting to blow my brains out my skull.

You all you doing?

>>713707574
What was your post and i will reply to it

>>713707454
Thanks, I'm sure it will as long as I work at it.

>>713707803

this >>713706873
related to this >>713706460

>>713707493
Is anyone reading these?

>ff 1 month
>she breaks up with me out of nowhere
>bitter about it, she her shitty angry messages
>one day have a 300 text conversation about how shitty it was of her to break up with me
>she goes to a different school, don't talk to her for 2 years
>ff to September 2016
>get back in touch and go for food together
>just us
>her arms are fucked, hundreds of huge scars, some are fresh
>she hands me something
>its her suicide note to me from 2 years ago
>haven't read it yet, probably won't
>she tells me that she broke up with me because she was planning to kill herself and didn't want me to suffer
>we go our separate ways
>ff to now
>just heard she killed herself
sing me to sleep /b/

>>713708112
I am. On the picture that you posted you look a lot like me when i was younger.

like shit

>>713700710
I'm having one of those moments where I think about the state of the world we live in and kind of wish I could die. Not like I want to kill myself or anything, but the world is literally going to shit. I mean, the UK wants to ban porn now, (basically trying to open the flood gates of internet censorship), people are fucking retards continually, everyone hates everyone, right wing people are fucking bigoted idiots and left wing people are stupid whiny attention seeking retards. The environment is going to shit and nobody cares. We're all gonna fucking die and destroy everything wonderful that has ever been created in the process. I fucking hate society and can't really see a way out of this bullshit.

>>713700958
i wish i had the strenght to do that

>>713707950
>>713707950
I'm in the same position as you, its hard, nobody in my family truly cares about me and my "friends" don't care about me. My girlfriend left me for another guy and drugs. I feel like I'm going insane. I got bullied so much it was making me cut and slash at my wrists and i was so close to killing myself and just wanting to end it all. I even hospitalized myself at one point. The only thing we can do is keep moving forward and try to better ourselves even if things feel hopeless, in the end we all just wanna be happy. I'm still trying to find myself in amidst my depression but its failing badly and i want to die as well but at the same time there's a force screaming inside of me that it wants to get better. I hope you don't decide to kill yourself, things will change, things might get worse before they get better, but if you're strong enough then you will find a way.

Be the change you want to see, I live in the UK as well and all of this is outrageous. Don't let them win. Be apart of communities and spread the message.

>>713708495

i just want to feel loved/cared about once more, like i did for a few days before my only friend i ever had got bullied away from me and turned to hating me instead (hating me based on other peopls lies)

>>713708856
Do you have any family?

>>713707773
Love yourself first, and others after.

I was cheated before, but only found out after we broke up. The moment I found about the cheating, I stopped caring.

If cuckolding is not your tea of cup, just leave her. Anger helps forgetting love. Delete all your pictures that remind of her, stop listening to love songs, block her number and all social media. Delete her completly from you life and you'll see how fast you can forget about it.

She either told you because she wants to split up and is giving you an excuse to do that for her, or she is into open relationships and tryin to bring you in by force. You know what to do.

>>713708946

yes, but they are either completely uninterested in my life, or while they say they care they are just going thru the motions because they "have to" and they never say unsolicited they love me, i always have to ask if they do.

>>713700710
Debating on whether I should jack-off. I fapped yesterday but god damn I need to work out.

>>713701093
I'm losing my friends too anon

Is it normal to lose all desire to jack off after you're dumped? Just was dropped after a year and a half relationship and lost any urge to do anything at all.

Was in a really low spot a few years ago had a very abusive relationship very controlling couldnt really do anything with out conflict so began to hide things from people to avoid conflict finally had the courage to break free had a long period of being single fucking around with a multitude of partners not caring about them or anyone just trying to fill the emptiness in my soul met a someone who would change it who showed me the way but by then I was broken and couldn't see it still slept around behind their back and one day they found out and they left I had given up climbed to the top of a abandoned building I used to explore and was gonna hang myself but I had a moment of clarity and decided I was gonna change now I have a wonderful person on my life and feel successful for one it gets better /b/ just gotta hold on

>>713700710
Bad. mental and physical health slowly deteriorating. Lost. Activities and entertainments seem like pointless distractions from a inevitably dreary life.

I mean yeah im okay... hype hype hype i cant wait for that thing. Drinks rite hurrr

Not good at all. I'm 22. Dead end town, unemployed. Friends all drifted away, still live with parents and they're as poor as I am etc etc.

Scary how much I think about killing myself. I don't drink or some weed or anything, I kind of just wallow in it. The loneliness is pretty crippling.

my family doesn't love me, all my friends have abandoned me, i never had any real/true/close friends ever in the first place, nobody has ever truly loved me, my health insurance dropped coverage on my medication for a chronic illness since childhood and now i'm deeply in debt to pay for it, my bosses at work are always riding my ass looking for any excuse to push me out, and last week i just got diagnosed with cancer and nobody gives a fuck

>>713710208
hey me

>>713700710
After taking the advice of my mother and one of my remaining friends, I've arranged to meet with the university mental health advisers. Will it work? Can they help me?

>>713711060
What is your problem anon?

>>713702804
wait really? and just like that im a weeb

>>713711220
The woman i was going to propose to decided to leave me, saying that after all this time, she only loves me as a friend. She says she wants to stay friends, like before we dated. But not even a week later shes talking to another guy about dating, proving how little our relationship meant to her. I've been unable to sleep, eat, stay motivated on homework all because I still love her. I finally broke down in front of my mother, opting for her to urge me to see a professional

>>713709279
Hey dude, i dont know if youre still here but i just came back from a shower, if you wanna talk about it more add me on steam

http://steamcommunity.com/id/jamesbrooks

I dont care about being identified lol

>>713709279
And i get that a lot too man, its hard and i understand where youre coming from, its like that for me as well.

Would you wanna have a family in the future?

I think I have feelings for a girl who already has a boyfriend... Why heart, why?

>>713711700

yes i think having a family would be nice
i am an encouraging and loving person to people and give them lots of second chances
i also like to hug people and i'm not afraid of showing emotion or affection like my parents are afraid of
so i have to think i would do a little beter than my own parents did with me

>>713711538
you have to embrace the fact that woman is a vile bitch

>>713702910

Type 1 Diabetes?

>>713711538

Dude that sucks... I can't even give you an optimistic view on it other than just saying that it could be worse if you did propose and she accepted to avoid hurting you. Then you'd be stuck with an unloving, maybe cheating wife

At the very least she was honest to you. I'm not saying you should like her for that, just that it's better than just finding out you're being cheated on with three kids and a pile of bills

Keep it up man, plenty of fish in the sea

And regarding professional help, it does help if you go to a professional that "matches" with how you feel. Not all approaches are the same. So don't give up if it doesn't work with the first professional. Give him some time to work with you and make sure the problem is him, and not you, if it doesn't work.

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>>713701039
Drop her now , or else it will hit harder later.

>>713708112
damn anon thats some heavy shit

>>713711892
Im an emotional person too, im really open and caring about people even if they arent to me, i still talk to my ex and it still breaks my heart talking to her. I think the best thing we can do is just to close up and tighten up, because in this world, not a lot of people will care about us until we find a person we love, im trying to move on and try to go without love, someone replied to my post earlier saying "You have to love yourself before other people" and hes right

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>>713701039
Fuck no /b/ro get the fuck out of there, Ive been there and Im glad I got out when I was in this position. Just do it and move on.

>>713712134
I thank you on the advice. It's something I haven't been looking forward to. As for the girl... I know I should be unhappy with but... I just can't stop thinking about her and how much I love her.

>>713711773
It hurts but dont give up, if things are meant to be then they will be. I have all my hope for you

>>713712559

I think I mentioned that itt, but when I was cheated I just deleted everything, from pictures toghether to songs that could put me on a bad trip remembering of her. You have to take a rational moment and be rough to the emotional you, and destroy everything that could put you down.

It hurts a lot when you really wish you had a picture to look at, but then you remember that rational moment where you made that decision and rough it up. Just realize that what you feel is probably not love entirely, but mostly nostalgy from something you won't have anymore. It still hurts, but once you realize it you start allowing yourself to move on. As long as you think you're in love with her, you'll feel attached and bad from starting anything with someone else. You're not a widower, she didn't die, so you own your past relationship zero respect. She moved on and so must you.

And I've been very resistant to take medicine for anxiety and go to a shrink, but I realized it helps tons. I didn't go for that reason though. I was lucky that our family doctor had a good shrink to recommend so it was easy to give him a chance. The guy is like a honesty mirror in front of you, he let's you talk and them stick a finger in your wounds that you didn't have the courage to touch yet. And it's a person that has no obligation to be good to you, so he'll always have a neutral opinion on your actions and feelings.