Feels thread? Feels Thread... Just fucking kill me

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>>696627314
WILL SHE DIE ANON?

>22 years old
>much of a comfy life
>anxiety gets over the fucking top everyday
>lost control -that if it ever existed-
>I don't love my gf but I don't break up with her because I'm a massive faggot.
>Been in countless affairs, none of them ever fulfilled me.
>existential depression, not sure why I exist and the fact that I'm not programmed to know it bugs the shit out of me
>I only enjoy weed and acid
>can't accept the fact that everything is going to shit.

I'm sleeping in my car again and I got a really shitty& inappropriate massage today. FML

>>696628320
what kind of message? or massage? sleeping in a car is good sometimes.

>>696627314
he actually posted this? god dam this is the most pathetic thing i have seen in a while

>>696628320
I got nothing but shitty massages all the time, fuck my girlfriend. I'm thinking on going to a real asian chick that knows her shit but that's too expensive, I mean, it's just pressure on my muscles for fucks sake. Also I hate my girlfriend,

>>696627314
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

HAHAHAHAHAHA WOW

LOL

>>696628435
Massage, she had no idea what she was doing but it got better after she realized I actually wanted a massage. I feel really guilty i went, anything like that happened, & I didn't tell her to stop.

Sleeping in my car is better than staying at my parents', at least.

>>696628620
Even a good massage shouldn't cost more than $80/hr

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>>696627314
I havent masturbated in 3 hours

>>696629757
yeah I do it like three times a day .... two minimum

getting out of hand

Met met a girl and dated her for a year, she ruined my self esteem and I lost what I loved doing and what I wanted to pursue as a career (art). Started to self harm midway in our relationship and tried killing myself twice. She hit me and made me feel like I wasn't good at anything. Made me leave my friends since she wanted me for herself and later ended up leaving me for another guy. Tried to get my friends back and they said no. Have nothing anymore

My girlfriend of five years told me she's no longer attracted to me yesterday

>>696632060
BOO HOO

>>696632148
what's your problem man

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>>696629757
I'm too busy eating to masturbate

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I came for a feels thread but no one came so now I'm all alone in a feels thread.

This is the sign I've been looking for

>>696632060
>girlfriend
>five years

You should've fuckin proposed like 2-3 years ago, dumbass.

>>696632735
>fuck a burrito
>eat it
>a double long burrito so you can ram it in your mouth with your dick

>>696630237
Jesus fuck.

>>696632060
that sucks man

>>696633124
Instead of extra mayo I get to save money. Shit son you saved my life.

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Doesnt anyone remember Skydog? Thread from months ago. I promised OP I would never forget skydog. Anybody remember?

>>696633462
I will now

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>>696633462
skydog

>>696627314
Pls don't be a hero. Killing yourself is not a proper way. Maybe you can actually get her back one day. Don't do it (ik i am repeating myself but just trying to get the point across)

gf of year and a half left me. That was a few weeks ago. Didnt take long for her to find someone else.

>>696633960
>Didnt take long for her to find someone else.
She wouldnt have left you otherwise

>>696633092
I would have been 20-21 years old

>>696633462
Three months went by fast

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>>696628326
damn

>>696633960
I have same situation. Worst part is that she keeps texting me. She is saying that we can be together again.

>>696634122
Pfft excuses.

People have been getting married while they were young for thousands of years. Sure, it was always the girl and usually when she was 9 years old but shit son

>>696632060
SRS question, did you get fat or something that caused her to say that?

My girlfriend got pounded by a frat bro, she is begging me to let her back into my life, showing up at my house, and constantly calling/texting. But she is just so dirty now, I have bee with her for 4 years and had the best times of my life with her. My family employs her, I am best friends with her brother, we got a dog that is more hers than mine but I love that dog. I'm not sure what to do

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Still looking for advice because I'm confused on what to do/what is possible to do.

>>696634739
I gained 10 pounds. I was already not in amazing shape by any means, but also not super fit. I'm 6'4 230 lbs.

>>696634859
Gotta dump her

Once you get cucked the only thing left to do is man back up.

She broke your trust. Broke your love.

Purge her from your life.

>>696634454
Yeah, why did they change shit anyways? That's like prime time for 'em too!

>>696627314
>posting cringe asking for feels

Not how it works m8

>>696634859
The worst part is I found her passed out in the parking lot between my apartment and the frat house (yes they are that close) covered in dirt, beer, and her purse spilled everywhere. A fucking disgusting, slutty, mess.

>>696635321
...fuck man

>>696635203
Keep the dog, get her fired

>tfw that anon ruining all the feels threads is not here

>>696635321
Like I said.

Purge her from your life. Every time you look at her you'll see her taking a frat guys dick.

Not exactly a beautiful image.

>>696635321
sorry to say man but you got to move on. Forget her. Don't be a beta faggot

>>696635214
Because they "Aren't mature enough" or some shit.

What did that saying go, if there's grass on the field, play ball?

>>696634859
Gotta drop her. No iffs ands or buts, it'll happen again.

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since when baww thread turned into feel thread ?

> be me 1 year ago
> 18
> finally starting to recover from anxiety and depression that i've had since early childhood
> think to myself "what can i do to speed up my recovery"
> take a look at my social enironment
> realize all of my friend are lowlife drug addicted pessimists
> fun times were had but it's becoming too much
> decide to cut all toxic people out of my life
> realize literally everyone me is a piece of shit
> fuck it, cut everyone out
flash forward 1 year
> been doing alright
> have my own place
> in college
> getting flown out all over the world for my job (PA in fashion industry)
> guess my life is headed in the right direction
> summer break starts
> no more people around me everyday
> realize i have no friends
> try to go out and socialize
> met a lot of people but no one's taking the time to actually get to know me
> give up and just sit inside and play xbox all day while i wait for college to start again

what makes you the sad lonely cuck you are /b/ros

>>696635861
I may just end up going on a fuck spree and then getting back with her for a few months or so shaming her into doing sexually sick shit. Not even really into humiliation but I guess I'll do it to her. I'm so disgusted with her

>>696636020
I feel you here's my story
>Be me, 17, senior in small high school in CAL
>7/10 at best, total betafag
>Really starting to hate myself
>Mom dead
>Dad calls me a faggot for no reason
>23 year brother is trying to get me to do weed every time i see him.
>Shit grades so I'm not sure what i'm going to do when i leave high school.
>Final year so i say fuck it, i'm going to a dance for once.
>Rent tux, probs looked like faggot, but to me it looked pretty nice.
> Go to dance see a group of semi friends talking/chilling
>"Friends" surprised to see me there.
>Say i look "good"
>muchquotationmark.jpg
>Say same shit to them
>muchquotationmark.jpg
>Kinda just standing there thinking why the fuck did I come here while they had a conversation.
>Some funky ass song comes on and everybody be like "Dis my jam"
>*"Friends" run out onto dance floor
>Look like fucking retards, I'm not a dancing Fag but they were having fun and i got a little jelly.
>Standingnearthedoorsadasfuckbutdontwannafuckingdancelikeafaggot.jpg
>About to leave (Thinking about suicide)
>Slow song comes and i'm ready to pull a gun out right there and do it
>But then this girl Talia asks me to dance
>This girl is ez 9/10 and i've fucking daydreamed about her sense 4th grade.
>I could barely get yes out before she had pulled me onto the dance floor.

>>696636249
cont.
>Be me, so beta i don't even know how to slow dance
>She has to put my arms on her hips
>Never knew dancing with a girl felt that good
>She put her head on my shoulder and said you looked lonely.
>I'm still not getting what the fuck is happening so i just say yeah.
>Talia says shes always liked me but was just to shy or some shit to talk to me.
>Tell her i liked her to
>She didn't say a word all she did was smile at me and put her head back on my shoulder.
>^That was so fucking hot to me idk why.
>Song ends and she asks if I can drive her home.
>Fuckyeah.jpg
>Drive her home and walk her to the door. (This girl brought the gentleman out of me)
>Awkwardly I tell her goodnight
>All she does is kisses me on the lips and giggles. Then run inside.
>^So fucking hot to me
>Next day i get a text from her
>Thinking back on it, it was kinda weird cause i don't remember giving her my number, but i was to fucking happy a girl liked me to give a shit.
>It was crazy, i had a actual conversation with this girl. Nothing like the bullshit i experienced talking to the fags at my school.
>She starts hanging out with me.
>Kisses me often
>I'm happier with her then i've been with anybody in a long time.
>Really start to open up to her.

>>696636293
cont.
>We talk like this for like two or three weeks
>Then one day she asks about my mom
>Mom got Rekt by cancer while back, don't talk about it at all.
>Trust her enough to tell her
>Normal cancer story, i was like 13 and it really fucking sucked.
>Dad became alcoholic and brother went fucking crazy
>After i tell her she starts to cry
>Ohhfuck.jpg
>Tell her i shouldn't have told her the story.
>In tears she said there's something i have to tell you.
>I'm thinking her mom died to cancer or something but what she said next fucking destroyed me.
>She said this whole relationship was just a punishment to a bet she lost.
>I thought it was like a fucked up joke and asked her what she ment.
>She told me how she had lost some bet and she had to date some dweeb or someshit for a month.
>in denial tell her she's lieing
>Bitch shows me her phone and the texts are telling her things to say to me.
>Hitsme.jpg
>I started to cry like a fucking pussy. (hadn't criend sense mum died)
>She tells me how she's so fucking sorry but i don't give a shit.
>I tell her to get the fuck out and never talk to me again.
>I could see how she was really sorry but i didn't give a shit.
>Tell her to never talk to me again and to this day she hasn't.
>After that i didn't go to school for like a week.
>Depressed as fuck but im to puss to an hero.
>So i just lived my fucking life as a turtle.
>Till this day i still feel hurt.

>>696635832
If there ain't, play in the mud...

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>>696627314


I love feel threads, just helps me feel feels. So I guess I'll contribute for the first time.

>be me
>20 yr old junky druggy on weeds, acid raindrops and valium to validate my life.
>inb4 junky go kill yourself (i'm sober junky now)
>start hanging out femanon, my younger sisters old exfriend and her bf, they snort heroin hero trains
>they met at junkymingle.com = drug treatment program
>we start fucking up our lives together because the high life, her faggot bf is my val sauce
>they introduce me to h, but its such shit quality I dont really enjoy it like they do (i like stimulate packs).
>my gf breaks up with me, because junky is junk bf
>feeling sad, kick it with them more often- femanon is cool chick but her bf is massive beta
>we text, I stop fucking with heroin hero after my third time, recommend the same to her cause it played with my head
>know I can forsure steal femanon from her beta bf, I dig her vibe
>rebound goals
>femanon's relationship crashed in glorious flames, beta junky stole her moms pills and goes back to rehab. drama squared.
>femanons pretty fucked up about the situation
>I move in for kill, grab brewskees and meet up
>hotboxmytruckw/brews.jpg
> me her and another anon kick back in the woods
>shes a shipwreck in light of what happened, she doesn't look so good so I kinda loose interest
>give her space, maybe we could have something cool grow between us later
>I get back with gf

>Cont....

>>696636331

>>696636059
That might not be so bad. It might be downright necessary in the beginning. The first few days you'll think about her every moment, every conversation you have will be you trying to not make the conversation about you and her, but you'll fail. You will think about texting her, not necessarily to take her back but hey maybe she would want to hear from you at 2am just to say hi but no that's a shitty idea delete the message okay we're good crisis averted. You'll come up with schemes of how you can take her back and ensure it will never happen again but realize your plan sucks. You'll start to remember more of the things that you liked about being single, how it was sorta boring but okay. It will start to get better, the first week or so is just a rollercoaster that's pretty much exactly like withdrawals.

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>>696628326

>>696636329
Good read. U still beta ?

>>696636293
We've all been lonely here, take a breather and look at your options for improving your life.

We're here for you

>>696635321
>Keep the dog, get her fired
thiissssss >>696635766

>>696636329
jesus fucking christ anon that is horrible

>>696636020
If your leading the sober life you can find friends in aa... kinda Idunno I feel you bro, doing the sober life thing getting my life togeather but even these people Im not super tight with.,

>>696636740
Nah, college was the best thing for me. Started working out and got a good group of friends. I like coming back here for feels threads puts some emotion back in me. And i don't get that a lot.

>>696627314
>tfw you didnt get accepted to uni and your hometown has no opportunities
Pls kill me

>>696636823
Yeah, but the bitch got raped by a pack of niggers a year or so after that. Got H.I.V. and shit. Karma is a bitch.

>>696634859
Fuck her one last time then leave her ass

>>696636249
>>696636293
>>696636329
So fucked I'm not even going to call you beta. Fuck that shit.

>>696635107
In my experience, when a girl pretty much turtles up on you after that, it's just not worth the effort. If they're so caught up in the shit that happened in the past, and refuse to just jump feet first into something that could be what they genuinely want? They're too broken and muddled up with their own issues to provide you with what you need.

Don't go looking for broken. Broken just breaks you, in turn.

>>696637235
That's horrible but I kek'd

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>>696636417
>femanon hasn't responed to my texts
>kicking it with my real famalam.
>I don't check my facebook ever
>sisters says, oh shit did you guys hear what happened to femanon
>I ask, femanon surname?
>she died today, she's been in a coma for the last week. she overdosed and went into a coma, they just pulled the plug today.
>gf wonders why I'm so fucked up about it, she was always insecure thinking I cheat on her-I never have never do
>i'm an honest junky
>I come clean about me and femanon kicking it and me trying the h hero
>gf breaks up with me

Only part that fucks me up about it is I'm not sure if I was with her the last night in my truck. We only drank and smoked but she probably went home and took hella pills. otherwise it happened the next day. the memory of her in my passenger seat is seared into my mind.

You know what bothers me the most? When I look around (not talking about you guys but the people around me) everyone just cares about themselves. They only care about their own progress their own shit and whateverthefuck. I feel like there are barely any kindhearted people left anymore that try to make the world a better place. I by that I don't mean donating a grand to charity every month but just being kind and helpful to the people around you. What ever happened to that mindset? Why is almost everyone a horrible desensitized cunt?

>>696635107
Just stop worrying about her dude. Girls tend to be attracted to guys who do their own thing and don't make them a priority. Girls will act like they want a sensitive guy, a guy who treats them like royalty, and always agrees with them but really girls want the opposite of all that. Staying occupied with your own projects/hobbies will not only most likely make her come back to you but will also help you to keep your mind off of her. And even if she keeps her distance, so what? You have more important things to worry about. Keep that attitude and you'll be just fine.

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>>696636329
c'mon /b/ro. Get your shit together. Don't let such a whore fuck you up. We're here for you.

>>696637480
Everyone ultimately is acting out of self interest, some people care about others in self interest.. but you get burned doing that. Alot of time the most caring person is either ugly or quiet, not alpha. Idunno man, make something of yourself be happy and people care about you kinda.

>>696637000
AA is almost a cult. Their entire lives revolve around avoiding alcohol / drugs etc. Even though they don't use it anymore it still dominates their lives just as much as before.

Note: I still have a drink or two too much every know and then but I quit weed and harddrugs

>>696637717
This. Look anything up about pick up artists and you will learn this. search Real social dynamics on youtube and find sad wisdom.

>>696637480
I used to be nice, I was taken advantage of too much, I guess. Used and abused. It changes you...i, for one, moss my former self, but as hard as I try, I can't go back, because the second I'm kind to someone, they try to get more from me than I can offer.

People are greedy and it makes the generous few turn into the "normal" that don't even bother trying anymore.

The kind-hearted haven't turned into the leaches that we despise, we're just not gunna go back into the water...

>>696630343
>out of hand
Kek

>>696630237
Sometimes it just is...

And you can't do anything but hold on and hope it stops soon.

>>696636329
Sorry man, that's some fucked up shit. Nothing worse than being coerced into real emotions for someone faking a reciprocation. Hope you find a good one soon.

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>>696637766
Kek, found the faggot.

>>696637796
Yeah man i'm persuing a career n shit that makes me happy so that's not the issue. Like I try to be as good of a person as possible every day just because this world is full of fucking cunts. I like to believe that I don't do it out of self interest, but actually to help others to be able to just live y'know? (obviously i get some sense of fulfillment out of it so it might be partially out of self interest but that's not the main reason I do it) like so many people have so much to deal with and go through so much shit, I don't understand how so many people are so closedminded and can't take 10 minutes out of their selfcentred lives and just help someone for the sake of helping them

>>696638256
That's fucked up, yo! (The gif that is)

>>696637824
Yeah it's a tool. I feel the same way. I don't have any family in this city I just moved too ( no friends I just got here) and totaled my car drunk. So basically I have no choice but to use the program to help me sort out my court shit. I don't feel super great about the program or believe in it but I'm trying it out and taking it seriously but I don't like it.

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>>696628159
problem is you only care about yourself

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Prepare for feels.

>>696637766
I don't know life is getting better but i really don't know if I can love a girl (or guy for you faggots) anymore. To many bad experiences

>>696634859
It's over man. sucks but that's how it'll have to be unless you want to become her spineless cuck.

>>696636329
Fuck anon, I thought shit like that only happened in movies. Happy ending don't just happen, you make them happen. Go to the gym, get fucking mad. Show her that she fucked up, prove her wrong. I was able to do it. It took years. I fucking did it. For the first time in my life I got nudes from someone other than a fucking porn site. I believe anon. Good luck.

>>696635107
This is how my GF of 4 years broke up with me.
>Moves cross country for internship
>2 weeks in texts start to dwindle
>3 weeks in "I don't think we are compatible"
>theend.jpg
Take the hint anon, she just isn't into it.

>>696638436
hey man if it works for you that's great, i'm just stating i personally don't like it (probably should've stated that a bit better, my bad) but idk it's kinda like religion. if it works for you and empowers you that's great but anon please don't make sure you don't lose touch with the real world

also i just moved to a new city aswell where i have no friends and i don't have a car so i guess i can kinda relate

godspeed anon

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Why hasn't this one been posted yet?
This picture is me

>>696637441
Proud of you for being honest /b/ro

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>You will never experience the beauty of a trembling female orgasm

can i just say that like this is my first feels thread (usually don't really like these but i felt like venting) and shit man you guys are cool. if i vent anywhere else on b i just get laughed at but ya'll relate, understand, and are able to talk about it properly

thanks lads

>>696628326
Ma... They done got ol' Dando

>>696639042
don't mean to offend you anon or anyone elso who this applies to but for the love of god if my life ever becomes like this i'm just gonna an hero

>>696639265
Dude its what we're here for. Feels threads are where we come together and bitch cry moan whatever the fuck we are truly feeling without being excluded for it

>>696638396
eh you kind of judged this wrong. She's willing to spend every waking moment getting me back so I could easily take a fuck hiatus and then get together with her later, act shitty to her and watch her endure it.

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>>696639234
>have a good sized dick
>will never use it

>>696636329
Oh my god dude you deserve so many ice cream cones for that. Really hope things have gotten better since then.

>>696639691
i think you replied to the wrong post anon

>>696638490
No

>>696640012
lol yeah meant to respond to this
>>696636692

>>696635321
You won't forgive her. If you are in college its extremely unlikely that you are at a point in your life when you will be able to move on from this to the point that you will be happy with the relationship

>>696640465
Yeah, you're probably right. I do pretty well with girls out of my league. She definitely is. I'll see how I do on my own for a bit

>>696635321
Oh man, let her cuck you. Eat her pussy and get her ready for when she wants to fuck the next guy. Rub her feet

>>696630237
perfect depiction of my anxiety....

>>696628159
acid + weed =/= no anxiety.

I quit both, and I know all them feels
>>696638490 Is right and I struggle with this myself still.

>>696636739
>>696628326
I had to put my dog down on new years. Still hurts.
>be my dog pepper
>for a while now shes had a few small tumors. Not anything outlandish. Most old dogs have tumors
>fast forward to day before new years
>be me and my family
>went to portland to enjoy family time and whatnot
>get home a few hours before the ball drops
>go up to my room to see pepper. Find her on my bed like usual
>she aint moving. That aint usual.
>wtf why is the smell of iron everywhere in my room?
>theres blood all over. Its smeared all over the walls. Its in my carpet. Theres even a decent amount seeped into my pillow blankets and mattress.
>my dog can barely wake up when i call for my dad. But the little bit that she does wake up she starts wagging her tail
>dad gets to my room. Sees the blood. Says oh fuck as he runs to his room and grabs silver nitrate or some shit. Idk what it is but he works in a clinic and they use it for wounds sometimes

>>696638985
Thanks /b/ro it's been a long few years.

I don't like it either. Lot of unhealthy cult tier shit that keeps people in the rooms but I do my best to not let it get to my head

>>696640924
I don't roll like that

>>696638720
Thanks bro

>>696639042
This actually is a great life

>>696628159
dude Jack is that you?

Posted a feels thread a few minutes ago but lost it, so I'll just post here.

>be me
>hugely terrible at talking to girls
>last year in 8/10 qt with huge blue eyes walkins into class
>clearly really shy, big turn on for me
>too big of pussy to even talk to her except for one time over facebook when we tried to get Bryan Silva to hit on her
>year later best friend number 2 gets cucked by his scottish gf
>month or two go by with one girl starting to hit on him
>him, still heartbroken shows no interest
>month later qt starts to message him
>i figured that he it would die out
>doesn't
>he starts hanging out with her quite a bit
>that brings us to now
>not dating yet but probably soon
>me too ashamed to tell him that it kind of hurts me because it really shouldn't given that ive spoken to her once

Every time i see one of them like the others status or flirt in the comments my heart drops.

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>Lifelong depression
>Eventually try to end it
>Caught and sent to a psych ward for a week
>Have a great time, come out feeling positive and great
>2 weeks later back on a downward trend
>eventually get laid off
>Spend 8 months mostly inside my room, hardly going out at all
>Start smoking weed and drinking every night because jesus christ this is pointless
>Starting to seriously plan another attempt that will work this time.
Think i'm just gonna try to enjoy the last week or so before I try it again.

>>696641746
Continued
>he has me help find where the bloods coming from. Its mostly coming from her rear leg. I Move the fur around till i find a tumor that has ruptured.
>as i pull more fur away from the spot it causes the tumor to open up some and blood starts trickling more
>dad applies the silver. Burns part of the tumor closed
>but everytime he burns one part of the tumor closed it reopens somewhere else.
>this goes on for at least 20 minutes and all the while blood keeps seeping out of her leg
>finally managed to close most of the tumor. Its still bleeding but no where what it was
>Pepper can barely move so dad helps carry her down stairs and into a corner of the dining room on her dog bed
>theres still a couple hours before the new years
>we dont think shes gonna make it before the morning. Shes barely awake and she lost a lot of blood
>dad leaves the decision up to me whether we should put her down or not
>pepper was closest to me he says. I know her best he says
>she looks miserable
>i decide that we should
>my girlfriend knows a vet clinic. So she makes the call and schedules an appointment. Its not for another couple hours
>i stay with my dog the whole time petting her.
>i must have fallen asleep because the next thing i remember is waking up to my family and girlfriend looking at me with grim faces
>i notice the clock. Its almost time
>dad wraps pepper up in a blanket and carries her to the car and we drive to the clinic

>>696643588
Manic depressive myself, one thing that has stopped my from attempting to take my own life (again) is this...as long as you live, there's always a chance that everything can get better. Don't end it, you won't be giving yourself a fair chance that way.

>>696643588

Try the cocaine and whores -thing first.

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>>696644339
Ive been regularly seeing a counselor and psychiatrist for meds and help, but I'm just really tired of trying to be honest. At this point I'd prefer it to just come to an end.

I've been getting more depressed day by day, and I want to an hero but I don't wanna put my family through the pain.

>>696638626
tl;dr

>>696645275
it hurts.

>>696638626
Fuck me in the ass and call me daddy. I need to find OP to hunt down this rapist.

>>696633075
Im here :S

>>696633075
>feels thread
>alone
me

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Well /b/, I cut again tonight. Yay. Why does she make me hurt so badly?

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I'm killing myself on Sunday. My family is leaving for a 2 weeks to Florida and when they come back I'll be dead. They leave Sunday so it'll be plenty of time to ensure death.

>>696645370
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>>696645370

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>>696646214
Well if you really wanted too you will, and there's nothing anyone can say to stop you. But dude, I hope you don't.

>>696631249
You know what you have to do.

>>696633960
You were replaced before the break up.

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Saw this and felt a deep deep sick rush of anger. Enjoy!

Iranians putting down dogs with battery acid

http://www.liveleak.com/view?i=940_1439937203

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Who else staying up for the 6666666 GET threads? About 3 hours

I just miss her you know

>>696634739
No, we had a long distance relationship, go figure. I guess she got tired of the distance and so she began looking at other "alternatives".

>>696638626
If this shit is real someone needs to find that piece of human waste and make him pay

>>696647192
The distance was the problem. You cant fuck her from far away.

>>696647250
>7250▶
>>>696638626
Let's go and fuck this kid up hardcore

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>>696633462
SS-Overseer Krueger despisen weakness. Alzouth zis ztory toched his Herz. Wegtreten.

Why is everyone such a massive pussy about girls?

>>696638626
Everyone needs to read this. Everyone needs to post this until we find the fucker and bring justice

>>696638626
lmao; nice end

>>696647647
Yes

Post nudes

>>696638626
Where the fuck is OP and why didn't he give any info on the fucking guy, place, school anything. We'll tear the fucking world to find that piece of shit

>>696638626
fuck this is more than I've asked for. Way more than I've asked for

>dad is Vietnam vet.
>3-4 nights in a week he screams in his sleep
>his whole body will shake saying "anon watch out" or most of the time "anon watch the other anon"
>then i wake him up everything is normal
>we live in a farm one night i found him with his 1911 in front the house
>i almost shit my pants because he gave me that i dont know you weird look
>dad?
>"what are you doing here?"
>come inside its late
>looks around him and comes inside
>i want to move out, i want to have my own apartment but what if he hurt himself?
>he is not the only victim, he is destroying me also

>>696627314
Aside all these faggy make believe stories here's some real shit that went down.
>High school lunch table friend group grade/2 grades above me, only 4 or 5 of us not really a cliche just intelligent VGers and non faggots we're suburb upper middle class fags this is about 5-6 years ago
>One friend grade above me anon has a brother who is pretty reclusive and a loner, pretty strange and a little cringey most likely a b yard but I dont really know him never talked to him more friends with his brother at lunch
> Fast forward 3 or 4 years, one Kid from our group becomes drug dealing hoodrat type driving a Nissan gtr mister hotshot type making money and getting in and out of trouble with the law

>>696635948
I remember anon

>>696649364
put the old fool down

>>696633579
The dog is fuckin dead, not in heaven or some stupid shit. It's just dead. It's sad, and it's true.
But since the board has been defecating all over its own corpse for so long now I'm going to get called edgy for saying this. The irony.

>>696649453
We're old man

>>696649507
This.

>>696633092
No. That is just fucking retared.
You should only propose after you have lived together as a serious couple without any help or roommates. If no major problemsearch arise, go for it.

All this "i have known them for 3 years so I know their every secret and detail" shit is just fucking childish. Yeah, you spent a fraction of time with them versus their entire life. Yup, you got it down. Kill yourself. I hope you get molested by a rabid grizzly bear.

>>696649364
>Drug dealing hotshot befriends loner brother of the lunch table friend who now goes to the same college as me and is a vg recluse hermit as myself
>From what I understand mister hotshot drug dealer cool boy gets loner brother of friend to hang out with him, I figure he prolly manipulated him and was selling him drugs/taking advantage of the guy
>The loner brother ends up doing drugs regularly and falling in with hotshot dipshit Facebook bragger
>While high gets in a fight with his parents over it, during which he ran out onto a busy road near the neighborhood and was struck by an eightenwheeler killing him
>Strangest part, I barely knew this kid only heard about it from a mutual friends dad when I saw him at the grocery store
> I havent posted on FB in like 4 years, only lurk occasionally
>On my friend's loner brothers Facebook page I am one of his 5-6 friends
>he had messaged me a week before he died, the message just read 'hey man, what's up?'

>>696649364
Punctuation. Use it.

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>be me 15 year old beta
>never had a girlfriend
>never had my first kiss
>summer of '08
>always been rejected because of my looks the past year
>ok first day of summer
>sitting in Starbucks like a loner
>decide to search up an old crush of mine
>hot 8/10 girl comes up on search
>isn't my old crush
>4 mutual friends
>should I add her?
>lolno anon remember what happened to you in the past?
>ok ignore at first
>then realize i needed to add this girl
>she just can't get out of my mind despite of trying
>add her
>she accepts
>yes!
>she's 1,175.3 miles away from where i live
>she looks 16 but really is 14
>anon you need to message her u faggot
>I message her
>butterflies in my stomach even though i knew she wasnt going to respond
>first 2 mins nothing
>5 mins later...
>she actually responded
>holyshit.jpg
>adrenaline rush
>"hey"
>"hey(:"
>"whats up?"
>"nothing much and you?"
>leave the message at that because you know? im beta and nervous
>for a few days joke on her statuses she puts and she likes it
>she updates her status one day "who wants to marry me on here? ill propose to you(: <3"
>liked the status
>chance of getting picked: -20%
>next day log on Facebook
>see a 1 notifaction
>so and so posted on your wall "Marry me? (/.\) <3 lol"
>jump in fucking joy
>is this real life?
>accept and write "Yes ^_^ <3"
> she replies "^-^ <3"
>start conversating at first, just normal no flirting shit
>after the first week we get along very well
>start getting flirty

>>696627314
The only feel this gives me is cringe

>>696631249
Go to therapy if possible. It doesn't make you weak to admit you need help.
If therapy is not an option, make new friends and cut everything that ties you to your old life. Otherwise it will always follow behind you.

>>696634859
Yo man, this guy-- >>696635203
Is as right as it gets. Burn and pillage all ties with her and move on. She is a who're that betrayed you. She will continue to do so. Move on, make yourself happy. You'll create better memories with a new woman.

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>>696650239

>start to talk like if we were going out by calling each other babe etc.
>she tags me in her statuses and pictures
>she messages me instantly
>always messaged her goodmorning and goodnight messages like long ones
>our conversations are just nothing but us flirting with each other, just like a couple
>few days later
>she was flirting with a guy she knew since childhood
>tell myself its ok its not we're any serious
>feels in the heart when you get rejected
>confess your feelings to her anon
>not now
>message her
>whats wrong babe?
>babe this guy that i liked has been talking shit about me
>"i liked him for 3 years"
>she lets me hack into her facebook
>i see where she was going
>guy was an idiot anyways
>thinks lil wayne is better than 2pac not sure if trolling or stupid but ill go with stupid
>back to my babe
>tell her that hes a jackass and she deserves someone better
>aww really babe? :') i dont need someone better because i have you <3
>try not to act blushy and happy be really blush and happy
>next 5 days we talk and talk through messages acting really flirting than before
>sing her a guitar song on skype "we belong together" by richie valens
>she actually loves it
>i feel like i can get with this chick
>save up money for our date in September, i will surprise her
>she confesses one day
>"goodmorning baby ^.^ just remember you mean alot to me and i always enjoy talking to you i cant wait until you come down to Caifornia <3"
>i fucking got this! :D
>a week later same shit we flirt with each other and message each other like if we were in a relationship
>july 31
>i go on her profile while we were flirting
>"hey i like you and everybody on facebook knows i moved close to you so we can go to the same schools, but yeah i like you <3"
>notice its a guy from her area
>whatthefuck.jar

>>696650239
Keep going

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What's her name Anon?

How many years?

Is she thinking ab-fucking Chad right now?
(probably yes)

>>696644223
fuck

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>>696650746

>after she posted that status
>she isnt as flirty as before
>she gets off the internet for a week without notice
>me being a betafag, i still message her goodmorning and goodnight messages
>she finally gets on
>"omg you messaged me on the day i didnt have internet :o <3 but you need to call or text me sometime :) i missed you <3:"
>i message her back
>"im so glad you're back! :D"
>she responds with a broken heart
>whats wrong?
>no response
>i text her but conversations arent the same as before
>few days later
>she starts school
>she asks out the dude she mention on her status
>they go out and she ignore me like a dirt sandwich
>them feels
>try not to cry try not to cry
>let out just a few tears (HAHA FAGGOT u crying!! yes i know)
>i go on vaction with some mates that day to a themepark for a day
>still think of her during my time at the themepark no matter the hot girls
>feeliing like Chris from Everybody hates chris when he finds his bro kissing kesha
>feeling heartbroken and dull
>still cant get her off my mind
>i try to call her
>she rejects my calls
>i feel like she just used me
>later that night
>confess to her on voicemail that i liked her a alot, how much damage she done to me, and if she wants to cut contact then thats fine
>wake up the next morning
>friend tells me i had 4 missed calls
>it was the girl
>get a text message from the girl
>was that you? ._.
>text her "yes"
>reponds "im so sorry )': </3"
>check Facebook

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>be me
>find girl
>date girl
>something happens
>we break up
>sad

should i continue?

>>696651278
Dem feels man

>>696651278
Yes

>>696629757
Okay Trevor fuck off

>>696650746
God.. I hope you didn't fall for this love meme you've been fed.
Are you at least emotional mature now?
I can tell where this is going so I'll just ask this
>how long did it take to being yourself back from the delusion?

>>696636329
That's fucking brutal m8.

>>696639234
sauce

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>>696651496

stfu faggot imma finish

>>696651159

>"When I heard that voicemail this morning, it made me tear up :'c because I fucked up & there's no way of turning back </3"
>tell her that we can talk on the phone
>we talk on the phone
>get adrenaline rush
>she answers
>holy shit she was actually crying
>*sniff* *sniff* hello?
>didnt know what to say because i never had a girl or anyone cry for me before. not even my own family
>i say "hey are you"?
>she says "im so sorry anon for doing this you were so close to me and you actually stayed faithful this whole time"
>i try to comfort her
>her soft laughter made me just smile a whole lot better
>call only lasted 20 mins because my m8s and i had to go home
>after the call she said on facebook
>"I'm not gonna lie, I had butterflies the whole time <3"
>got back home and we start to flirt again for the next few days
>she confesses to me that she had a huge crush on me all along
>her bitchass friend told her that she was never going to meet me
>her bitchass friend told her to go with the guy instead
>i comment on a picture of hers on facebook
> she responds <3c':
>updates "Right now all I need is for someone to lend me a shoulder, cause I need it <3 :'c"
>i actually feel loved
>wanted to talk but she feels too sad to talk to anyone
>we dont talk for a day
>august 25
>she texts me
>she tells me she misses me a lot
>tell her i missed her too
>she tells me im her everything and she never wants to lose me
>flirting
>i finally ask her to be mine
>"i have a boyfriend"
>areyoufuckingkiddingme.gif
>santo & johnny - sleepwalk plays in the background
>she tells me she feels horrible
>tell her to go cry a fucking river and ill play the world's smallest violin for her
>ok i try to apologize
>call her she hangs up
>updates her shitty facebook "That moment when your crying & you dint feeling talking to anyone so you just hang up on the most important person in your life </3"

>8/10 prostitute was living with me for a few weeks
>helped her get back on her feet
>she got a job as a waitress
>dropped her off before work
>she said she loved me a few days ago
>kicked her out
>didn't even tell her why, I just had her stuff waiting outside my door in a bag and told her to leave
>she wanted to talk about it
>she started banging on the door for about ten minutes then she left
It's been two days and I keep getting voicemails with her trying to ask me what she did wrong and then breaking down and crying. Some where she's just crying. I feel like shit

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>>696651278
>>696651387

>sad cause im sad
>sad while sleep
>sad while eat
>sad when im not sad
>meet new girl at sad club
>her name is sadie
>"SAD"ie
>Sadderd

>>696651909
gj bro

>>696636329

Broke my heart, hope your alright man. That must have torn every bit of love out of you.

You'll meet a girl one day who'll change your whole world and share your life with you. Goodluck dudd

>>696627314
Pathetic

>>696627314
I think you meant Cringe Thread anon

>>696646214
Don't kill yourself, anon. Killing yourself is a guarantee that you'll be missing out on all the great things that you have in your future. This pain is temporary, you'll get through this.

How many goddamn times do I have to drink drunk before I finally wrap myself around a tree?

>>696646214
Good luck bro, I'll see you soon.

>>696651909
Why

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>>696651863

>texts me "im sorry for hanging up on you"
>k
>updates again "I'm still feeling down ._. & I love how that person doesn't give a fuck . I don't wanna see you when you come down to Cali anymore ! </3"
>tell im sorry but she tries to cheer up and say its ok. even though its so obvious shes trying to make herself cheer up
>knowning that i fucked up i knew that she break up with me
>write an apology letter to her because thats how beta i am later that day
>she replies with a heart
>after that we much basically stopped talking to each other
>cancel the trip to go see her in September in California
>spend date money on Call of Duty 4 instead
>me playing call of duty 4 in pain while she's making out with her boyfriend, trying to forget about me
>school starts for me
>also if you dont reply to this your mother will die in her sleep

>>696652545
I shut people out when they get to close. I started to feel attached and that never ends well for anyone

>>696652684
Fucker

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>>696652476
Dont drive drunk you fucking faggot you could kill someone who actually enjoys their life. Just get a gun and some ammo and go to town on some whiskey. Thats my plan.

>>696636329
That is fucking rough mate, you deserve better than that.

>>696636329
Fuck too much feels. Should've saught revenge on that bitch

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>>696627314
>have a really close friend in New York
>only contact I talk to on Skype
>New York bro and I always vent to each other and talk about guns, vidya, and military stuff
>he has a falling out with some family, but recovers
>he slowly starts accepting depression into his mindset
>nothing I can do to help him
>he stays jovial sometimes, other times he just can't
>NY bro gets a summer job where he earns some good money and works over 60 hours a week
>I get a message from him a week ago saying that the money isn't making him happy
>get worried for NY bro
>remember old thingscwe used to talk about
>Talked about me flying from Alabama to there and him taking me to one of those original pizza places
>TFW I'll probably never get to chill with him
>TFW I'll have to be there alone to try it in his memory if he takes his own life
>TFW he will be right about the classic New York pizza being the best

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>>696627584
Never ever forget that as long as you have a voice, some way to communicate with SOMEONE, that you can make a difference. Be it good or bad is up to you, but do SOMETHING. Doing nothing is the only defeat.

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>>696629638
You have someone that cares enough to touch you, and you got to sleep for a bit. That's enough to keep going.

>>696638399
It's sped up from the actual video. It's a NASA vomit comet that someone brought a cat on for laughs.

Thought my bf had been cheating on me with a gal. He assured me not. Broke up with him. He got with her less than a month later. Swears he didn't cheat

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I'm moving back to Ohio. Not sure what to think or feel exactly. I feel like an Irishman repatriating back to Ireland after a disaspora or a great migration. Shit sweet shit. I've heard that heroin overdose is the leading cause of death on most counties. The economy is wrecked save for Columbus. My family thinks I'll meet someone and settle down. I might finish my education. Etc.

I long for the day when I can see my friends again and I resent every day spent here. I feel adrift in a sea of uncertainty.

I'm not sure whether I'm making a horrible decision or not .

>>696653775
on a scale of 1 being a lot less and 10 being a lot more
how much hotter is the new chick

>>696654041
She isn't imo. He cheated on me not for sex but for the attention and closeness she gave him I think. I think he was getting bored with me and the attention I gave him because I didn't coddle him

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>>696639042
Best way out of that cycle? Either turn up the computer volume or get headphones, and watch a 30 minute video while standing up.
Jog in place for 10. Stretch for 10. Lift weights or just do isometrics with your arms for the last 10. You can take breaks in between. You'll feel so much better about yourself, because of the chemicals it releases in your body.

>>696652684
I'm happy she manipulated you anon. You were always a fuck in my eyes..
>Oh I'm sorry bby ^.^ <3
>I have a boyfriend btw...
>I'm sorry babe, don't you trust me anymore?
>of course you fucking trust me you fucking cuck, you keep coming back after everything. I just like how much you make me feel wanted

She was pretty much yelling it to you. I'm sure you wouldn't have done anything if you would have met her or she would have cucked you deeper than yoi already were

>>696652684
fuck you nigga

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This is just some of the MANY conversations i had with one of my ex girlfriends.
She was very clingy, an alcoholic and didn't have very many friends or hobbies.

I ignored her alot to play WoW. and the way i talked to her makes me feel like shit now. I treated her so bad...
its been years since we dated...
whats odd is im now dating her best friend.
am I the guy i never wanted to grow up into?
fuck.

>>696654456

you're just mad because i tricked you faggot

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>>696654255
eh thats life
try a bit, not good enough. try some more, its too much
least your not wasting anymore time

>>696652684
I was laughing my as off until the end.

>>696636329
that's so bad

>>696654618
>>696654456
I beg to differ
>>696651496
I called you a faggot before you finished your shitty story. (Actually enjoyed it. Thanks btw. You're still a cuck though)

>>696654521
bojack horseman

>>696654521
Yeah you're a douche. You never date your ex's best friend, boy or girl

>>696654866
You've been #troll'd faggot, deal with it B]

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>>696653457

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>>696654521

wtf is this

>>696655134
Some faggot is sad that he's getting all kinds of pussy when he wanted dick

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>>696655090

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What an attention whoring sally. Fucker needs to just drink and stalk her like a normal goddamn adult.

>>696654521
Holy shit you're an asshole. The shit attractive people get away with Is insane.

>>696636329
Sounds like a normal betastory, you handled it like an alpha though. I expected you to cuck out at the end and say you will love her anyway.

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>>696638626
Now this gets you thinking? What is worse: having no one to ever love you or have someone that loves you dearly, and you loving them only for this cruel world to take them away?

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>>696655637
whats odd is im not really that attractive, i just have this thing where i hook women with my personality, and then somehow change the way i am. like when im first with a girl im the nicest guy but when i get comfortable with them im an asshole.

>pic related
tonight it came to light that im a dick. cause the potato in that picture is a refrence to one of my ex girlfirends.

>>696655339
no sorry, i dated a guy before. wasn't my thing.

>>696656274
rose?

>>696648477
Fuck anon, nice dubs

>>696656486
sorry what?

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>>696656716

>>696652684
Kek

>>696656865
yeah she's my cousin

>>696656865
would plow

>>696656865
would be plowed by

>>696657151
proof

>>696652684
>>696654747
same

>>696638626
Fuck dude.

>>696634859

tell her you'll get back with her only if she lets you fuck her in her ass and cum in her mouth for 6 months straight (if you're a whore might as well act like one), then go through the motions and fuck other girls behind her back, then dump her sorry ass and have your family fire her.

>>696645275
TLDR (Dont read if you dont want the feels spoiled) OP falls in love with a girl who is basically an outcast and his best friend is an outcast who ends up as a sex offender and goes to prison. The girl kills herself because she gets raped by a guy and OP is all alone forever.

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>>696658101

Try again, friendo.

>>696631249
Did you at least fuck her good?

>be me
>17
>go into parents room
>find weed In their drawer
>being the fag I am "hey this cool af"
>smoke it
>don't feel anything
>head into room
>things are in slowww motion
>heart race increases
>panic attack
>freaking out so I lay down
>message my stoner friend on Facebook
>he says "try to sleep anon, it'll pass"
>sleep
>wake up next day, emotionless
>trying to find out what's happening
>Google search it, called "Depersonalization
>Google says it will pass
>calm down and wait
>3 years later
Still hasn't gone away.

>>696633845
This isn't a cringe thread, summer fag. For fuck's sake just lurk moar, PLS

>>696659902
That sucks man.
Same shit happened to me only it took like four years of smoking daily plus rolling a lot and doing coke.
Been 5 years and it still comes back hard for months at a time.

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Did you text her Anon?

>>696637480
the illusion of scarcity.
especially sex has been instrumentalized by the elites.
keep men deprived of sex all the time, keep them at a low animal level.

>>696636020
that's the thing... other people don't try and i don't know how to make friends, is it me? am i the problem? do they see the awkwardness and give me a pass?

my social life has been dead for the past 7 years and i don't know how to fix it

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>>696627314

>>696643588
let me guess: the root of all your problems if you are honest is being deprived of sex.

>>696660337
I even have a tattoo that says this too shall pass

->be 17
>have 20k saved from hard work
>dating girl for a year or so and everything is amazing . So happy
>18 relationship is kind of going down hill , fighting and trust issues
>my grades in highschool are slipping as graduation is close
>I watch my class move ahead as I'm stuck for another half year of HS
>we brake up and it broke my heat to pieces
> she starts dating her ex and I have extr wan anxiety .. Can barley leave my house
>I message her everyday hoping she'll take me back . I was just so lonely
>she dosnt but if she dosnt it dosnt even last a couple of days
>I try and stop thinking about her
>come to find out she is now pregnant with her exs kid
>I'm 20 at this point
>so depressed and broken hearted
>my grandfather is dying of cancer lives in Arizona with my grandma
>I move there to mostly run from
My problems
>see grandfather so sick I was even worse in depression .
>move to California to live with my dad
> go to casino everyday and gamble my hard earned savings
>end up loosing 16k in 3 months
>drive home to Michigan
>depressed even more and now broke
>get shitty job , but own my own place
>can barley save money because bills
>now I have 3k
>be 21
> have typical one night stands but nothing lasts I try but I wear my heart on my sleeve
>think commuting suicide daily
>at work there is this vendor food stand
>8/10 cutie I basically fall in love at first site
Cont??

>>696637480
I blame the mobile phones, anon. It has made people not to communicate with people around them irl. Earlier people would communicate at least for directions etc. Now, nope everything you need is on your phone. People just remain in their social bubble. All that matters is how many likes they got on their social media. I'm only 22 but i miss the pre-cellphone days so much

>>696661002
Lol i had put up a similar note on my wall a few months ago when shit started getting bad again but I ripped it down out of frustration.
Hang in there man, I know no one understands what it feels like and how debilitating it can be at times but you're not alone.
Just take some vitamins, don't skimp on sleep, exercise a little, and try and cut out caffeine and suger.

I'll contribute something for once
>be me
>had just turned 8
>got a new trampoline, pretty happy about it
>few days pass
>mother and uncle go out to a pub for a night
>had fallen asleep before they had left
>wake up next morning
>both of them laying in a mattress together head to toe
>think they are just sleeping off a night of heavy drinking
>day goes as normally
>it hits 3pm and they still haven't woken up
>i tell my dad that they still aren't awake
>he goes to check on them
>my uncle has been dead for several hours
>bodily fluids flowing from nose and mouth
>i'm scared at this stage
>my dad checks mum's pulse
>she's dead too
>break down and grab the teddy she had given me
>holding it as tight as i can
>police called
>i have to stay at my aunt's for the night while the police try to clear up what happened
>they find out my mother and uncle died from an overdose
>didn't get told why for a few years
>get diagnosed with depression
>start considering suicide after grasping the concept of death

>>696662481
Lol sugar
I'm sleep deprived, fuck chemistry.
I mean it's interesting but it's way too much information for a retard like me to learn in a four week class.

>>696639265
We're the same fags either without our masks or wearing a different one

>>696662530
>cont
>fastforward a few years and i turn 12
>my dad thinks its the right time to tell me they overdosed
>feel shittier than ever
>have no friends that can really support me
>only ever had my dad to support me
>i don't know how to feel happy anymore
>can't respect my uncle or mother as people anymore
>don't want to go to school
>don't want to leave the house
>don't want to leave my room
it's been a long time since all this happened, can't really remember the rest. sorry if i'm not good at greentexting.

>>696662710
Yeah, I haven't been getting a lot of sleep lately, not good.
But I'm super addicted to caffeine and sugar. Got a few cavities to show that
But I don't know, it's super hard sometimes but when I'm distracted I'm just about fine

>>696639234
>imblyin

>>696663033
How are you nowadays?

>>696663206
Yeah thats how it is. It usually doesn't hit me until i come home and relax a bit. Usually...
At least try and cut out soda. Its just bad for you in general. Basically drinkable cigarettes health wise, unless you smoke like a pack a day.

>>696663566
I can't really enjoy anything still, can't go ahead with most days now. Probably going to kill myself. Other dramas but those are other things I don't really want to talk about.

You faggots going to keep crying forever? Life's pointless, no one may ever love you, you might die alone. Deal with it like a fucking man. We have the comfiest lives in all of human history, we known more things, we have more things, there are more people to talk to. Most people before a hundred years ago never left the fucking town they were born in.

At the end of the day only you are responsible for your own attitude. I have struggled with depression for years and what keeps me going everyday is that the day you pull the trigger or tie the rope you fucking lose and your family loses and everyone you hate wins.

Wake up tomorrow and look in the mirror and tell yourself you're fucking awesome because you are and fuck the world if they don't see it. If you expect the world to stroke your ego and your cock while you cry like a bitch I got some back fucking news, it ain't going to happen. Pull up your panties and keep on trucking' because life wasn't made for losers, quitters, or pussies - it was made for the strongest and the smartest. The only question left is, which are you?

>>696663807
Why don't you try psychotherapy anon?

>>696664155
Already have for years. It's not helping really.

>>696663896
>deal with it

Is this why you lost your job as a psychological therapist?

>>696664231
What have you been diagnosed with?

>>696664448
Depression, PTSD as well as minor forms of autism but that doesn't have anything to do with my whole situation.

>>696635107
If a woman is interested she will text you first. Sorry anon, she's just not into you. Also, as others say don't trust broken people, there's a big chance they will break you in return.

>>696664305
life sucks, shit happens. Therapy works for some people, but not everyone. The point is that you should take responsibility for your own mental state because no one else will. If that means signing yourself up for therapy go ahead, If that means saying affirmations or going to meetings, so be it - but don't for a second expect anyone else to fix you, because if you create that expectation you're going to be in for a rough time. Don't play the victim, rise above the bullshit.

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I'm coming around to the realization I fall in love with shitty horrible people who treat me like trash because I hate myself.

The worst part is I'm not sure how to feel good about who I am.

>>696638626
Fuck man, i havent cried for 10 years sober and only once drunk. Streak broken.
Sleep easy

Rawr XD

>>696650176
shit man

>>696665340
xDxD ur so random

>>696627314

I'd like to imagine she's getting dp'd by two random dudes and laughing at this.

>>696627473
I've waited so long for the show to get bad enough to leave. I forgot that I was the one running it. I've left the show to run itself for so long that I no longer have the ability to control it.

>>696627922
Pilkington is my spirit animal. I really wish he wasn't.

>>696638626
Every fucking time someone posts this.
It made me nearly cry the first time.

I want to kill the fucker.

>>696664569
>>696664569

I'm sorry bro, I wish I could be your friend to help you through this. I hope you'll find strength to keep going and one day realize that life may be worth living.

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>>696664868
Literally tell yourself. outloud. everyday.

It sounds silly at first, but it fucking works. Think of it like this, if you say something enough, hear something enough, repeat something enough you start to believe it, humans are just kind of wired that way. Start feeding your brain positive messages.

You must say things like "I am a good person. I like myself. I emit good vibes. People like me and are happy to see me, when I am around" Whatever issues are particularly troubling write them down with a positive spin and say them with emphasis and meaning. If you can't convince yourself, why should anyone else believe it?

This is just one way I have found helpful. Eating good food and not bullshit can have a huge impact, as can having some way of staying active like jogging, weight lifting, sports, etc.

>>696628159
Sounds like you struggle with drug-related depersonalization and derealization. I struggled with it throughout my 20s. 15 years of depression, anxiety, mistakes, regrets, unresolved anger... all of it hit me at once shortly before my 20th birthday when I took a heavy dose of shrooms and teleported to a different world. I'm not going to describe the trip, because it is very personal, but it had me fucked up until I was 25 when I finally realized that my lack of control only exists because of my lack of discipline.

ITT: Faggots

>>696629638
>I feel really guilty i went, anything like that happened, & I didn't tell her to stop.
Try that sentence again dude.

>>696643126
i know the feel OP but to fix it you really gotta put yourself out there and try to talk to these girls. Its hard i know but you gotta try it. Whats the worst that can happen?

>>696627314
KILL YOURSELF !

>>696628326

No credible vet would recommend this method of euthanasia. There are much safer, controlled methods where the pet feels no pain. So.....I call fucking /b/-tard bullshit on this. Pathetic fucks.

Anyone got that copypasta about a guy getting to know this chick, whose mom forces her to fuck her step-dad to pay the rent or some shit, and in the end the chick kinda just fucks her step-dad even though the guy was watching or something?

huge feels there

>>696667593
You've never been to the south have you?

>>696667776

yeah, I'm getting some "feels" too. heh

>>696667832

no vets in da south? ok. fine. no access/money/etc. got it. you hicks better know what caliber to use, and where to shoot.

>>696628326
>Sherman was my brothers dog and over the last 4 or so years of his life he got lumps and bumps everywhere, but over the course of 2 days a hard tumorous lump grew on his leg that tripled the thickness of his thigh...
>In two days!
>We took him to the vet after about a month or two and got the veterinarian to take out a small sample of the lump, he tried a needle, no good it was like trying to suck pumpkin flesh through a needle, so he cut out a chunk.
>Sherman had to wear a cone because he would chew the stitches open if he didn't.
>My brother pulled his mattress out next to the door of the room Sherman was locked in for his own safety of the stitches and he slept there and talked to his dog.
>Two days later Sherman was laying in one of our tents in the back yard, I went out to check on him and I layed next to him, I petted him and his stomach felt hard, I knew that wasn't good.
>I tapped on his stomach and it sounded like a balloon.
>I went into the house to inform my mom of the problem and she had to take him to the vet again (which was across a 20 minute ferry ride) .

>>696637480
because i tried to be the nice guy and help others but people took advantage of me and put me down for it.

I only look after myself and those i care about now and nobody else.

>>696652684

kek

>>696667995
Brain stem, base of skull. .22wmr is more than enough - they take down full sized cattle and hogs just fine for slaughter.
Quick, humane and effective.
Is drugs more painless? Yes, and a whole lot less messy.
I love my dog more than anything in the world, when it's his time, he will either pass naturally and I'll be with him, or if he is in pain I will be there as the meds are injected and we say our final goodbyes.
After I get his remains back from cremation, I'll probably eat a bullet myself, because I don't want to be without my boy.
I'll be cremated with him, and our ashes will go to our favorite spot by the lake together.

>>696635321
Nope nope nope.
This may be a turning point in her life but nothing will ever be the same again for you as a couple.

>>696668058
>Sherman's stomach was growing, filling with gas, and he was in intense pain.
>Once he got to the vet he was full of gas and crying, the vet said his stomach had flipped over (something which can happen to deep chested dogs) and even if he fixed it there would still be the complications of his leg-thing, the decision was made by my mom to put him down.
>She phoned my brother (who was at work a town and a half and a ferry ride away) and told him the news, so he ditched work and drove back home.
>My mom told him he wouldn't make the ferry but he drove anyway.
>He wasn't going to make the ferry, he probably would have swam there if he had to
>So the vet put a needle into Sherman's stomach to release gas and make time, and then he said "I'll get him" and he drove down to his speedboat and crossed the 15 minute length of ocean to retrieve my brother.
>He got to say goodbye to his animal, we had to go on a 15 hour road trip not even an hour later.
>Three weeks later the veterinarian showed up at our house with the polished box with ashes inside and Sherman's name engraved on it.
>My mom said thank you to him, cried, and gave him a hug, and he said "A man's gotta say goodbye to his dog."

Forgot to mention Sherman was 11 years old when he died, he was born young and he died young, his sister aged a lot faster than he did, she was already acting old when he died, and she's still around at 15 years old, though her days are extremely numbered, we're expecting her to go within the next couple of months, every so often she pees and poops in the house, she needs help up and down the stairs, sometimes she can't get up from her bed, and she screams at night, but she's still mentally there and we don't want to give up on her until she's ready.

>>696636020
I feel you bro. I'm your age also and our story is almost identical. At the moment im just waiting for school to start, it's like only place that I can see my friends and classmates everyday.

>>696668662
> 11 years
> died young
11 years is a pretty good lifetime for a dog, depending on the size. And if it was one of those rat sized bastards it deserves no sympathy.