Feels thread....
>>694688518
Where is this from anyways?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tnoYOPg5GLQ
all the feels 100%
Don't know bruh, just post sad shits...
>>694689524
dota 2 documentary "Free to Play"
>>694689524
Free to Play "the movie"
Rlly ?
CMON lets fuckin' get depressed
Fags, please, post some sad shit here...
>>694689906
>>694689793
Thanks
>>694690431
That fucking hit hard.
>want to die
>can´t leave mom alone (no money to survive his own)
....what is some more years of pain and loneliness
Yeh, lets keep going....
Can we cry already?
>>694688518
Sauce?
Cmon, fags...
There is a reason we are here <3
Ok here goes.
>be me
>grow up in Detroit (you can fill in the blanks)
>mom was a manipulative, homicidal, drug addict
>mom has tried to kill me on multiple occasions
>mom had me when she was 16, my dad was 20 (She made up an elaborate lie about her age. Long story)
>mom immediately banished my dad from my life because he wouldnt always let her have her way
>grew up thinking my dad didnt want me, because mom told me this
>ffw
>be 12
>Get C on report card
>mom strangles me, and makes me stand naked in living room with my arms straight out in a T formation, and she invites friends over as if nothing is wrong
>Tell her im done and Im calling the police
>kicks me out of house, naked for almost a full day
>tells me to pack my shit
>She drives me to a place Ive never been. A lady Ive never met, greets me
>find out its my dads mom
>see my dad and recognize him from very vague memories
>I live with dad now
>I used to write stories, loves to watch nat geo wild, draw, and play video games
>dad and I instantly clicked, because he was into all the same shit
>dad was the best person ever
>dad was born sick, so he was broke, couldn't work, and vouldnt get me everything I wanted
>I still didnt care
>dad was fair. Instead of pulling rank on decisions, we'd play the game. Whoever won, decided on things like dinner
>no matter how shit my mom was, dad never shit talked her
>cont...
Long but worth the read
>dad was extremely intelligent and could've been anything he wanted, had he not been sick. Like, he was a PRO at Jeopardy
>didnt realize it at the time, bit dad used to literally risk his life to get me food
>dad could only walk short distances, but he'd walk as much as he needed to to provide food
>sometimes he went a day without eating, just to make sure I ate
>anyways
>ffw to 16
Dad been on transplant list for years, and finally was going to get his turn on January 12th, 2011.
>Dad let me know that he could die during surgery
>hes telling me he loves me, more than usual
>ffw to december 20th, 2010
>dad was supposed to go to dialysis on tues, thurs, and sat
>sometimes he would skip a day, because he hated being hooked up to machines
>this was one of those times
>dad would usually be extremely weak during the days he skipped
>this time seemed worse
>dad is lying in couch the entire few days, not eating, or very talkative
>grandmother keeps asking him if he's ok and should he go to the hospital
>he keeps saying hes alright
>after a while, hes not responding to us, period. Hes staring at us like he doesnt recognize us
>grandmother decides to take him to hospital
>"anon. Get a pair of pants out of the dryer"
>I come from upstairs, and walk past dad to get to basement
>he looks up at me and smiles
>I get to basement and open the dryer
>*THUMP!*
>Figures dad fell of the couch
>hear my grandmother calling his nane over and iver again, each time more frantic
>I knew it
>I run upstairs and hold dad in my arms. Eyes wide open, blood coming out of mouth and nose
>dad died
>ambulance didnt arrive for 2 hours
>when they did, they had no stretcher, or anything
>they took their sweet ass time
>had to sit in a house with my dead father in my arms for 2 hours
If you guys want the ultimate feels from a film, watch Me and Earl and the Dying Girl.
I'm clinically depressed. I'd see someone, like the people around me think I should, but I feel like I deserve to be sad. Anyone else?
>>694691523
>>694691636
These 2 go together.
>>694689620
What the fuck is her problem?
>>694691636
Life isn't fair, man..
>>694691386
Free to Play: The Movie, hyhy.
>>694691725
shivers
>>694691831
fuck..
>>694691831
damn if thats legit, thats true feels
Without the labor. But with doing the labor soon. It is summer
>>694691113
Similar to me
I'm really all my mom has. I don't want to transfer all of my pain to her. Maybe it's better for me to suffer. She's done her time.
>>694692321
and in the end, it doesn't even matter
You bitches made me cry...
>>694691141
I'm kinda proving this pic to be true, she has a bf yet I'm easily making her slip away from him.
>Fuck this world
Woman are a fucked species because of how easily they can be swayed.
She was the only right in my world of wrongs, and I lost her.
>>694691103
I had read this one before fucked me up good read
>>694690431
those are flatsound lyrics
good feels music https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ECLjHIDQLQ8
There's always someone that listens...
>>694692640
I had saved it a long time ago to read it, and just found it last night. I was like "Wtf is this doing here" and starting reading.
This kind of shit just gets to me, the loss and frustration
>>694692901
Flatsound always either cheers me up or brings me down hard. Especially with "If You Love Me Come Clean." Regardless, they're great.
>>694692605
been there, literally had to get rid of, throw out and cut out everyone in my life to reset myself. sometimes im lonely, but i meet new people and they are into the stuff as me. im happier now, i only hope to not have to restart again.
i got a sad story i wanted to share
>be 18, going to college
>left mother crying on a hallway
>never really cared for me as much as caring for keeping me quiet
>get to a new city, live alone on an apartment, take a few days to get to know the places around my new home
>classes start, talk to no one, get good grades, not the best but almost there
>one day i got about an hour early to my classroom by accident
>some girl from my class is there too, we decide to have lunch
>talk for some time, we forgot about our class
>brush it away, we enjoyed our talk but we have to get going to our other (separated) classes
it is getting to long and painfull to tell, i lost my mother's love, my friends and my confidence, she just went away to.
Fuck it, i Will post it just because i already wrote this.
>>694691636
that's some shit, homey... sorry.
but at least you got to meet him, to know him, and can remember him fondly, for who he really was.
hopefully you use that memory to get up and outta the shit you were in.
>>694690431
>mfw I go to sleep around 4-5 am every night
>>694693213
I've done this, you'll get through it anon
>>694691351
Thank you
>>694692356
exactly...
(same anon as before)
>>694692965
... You touch my soul
>>694693144
my ex got me in to flatsound so every time i listen i've got to be in a really bad mood because mitch makes me sad
>>694691738
Me too, tried to look for help but i feel like i should get sadder and kill myself
>>694692768
>had to put down my 14 year old great dane last summer
>vet came to the house and euthanized her in her own bed
>everyone was around, holding her, crying
>was best she didnt spend her final moments in an unfamiliar place, on a cold steel table
>carrying my dead dog into the vet for cremation, cradled like a baby
>head rolling around lifelessly
My heart, she is broken.
>>694693478
Im not crying. You're crying.
>>694691636
I'm sorry for your loss. I'm glad he loved you as best he could and wasn't some creep. You had one good parent.
>>694693391
I'm sorry bro.
Shit... i feel bad for making the thread...
But....
Shit man, i'm sorry......
>>694693803
>autism
>no friends in school
>bullied by everyone including teachers
>mental breakdown drop out of school
>no education
>not left house for past 6 years
>still managed to "have" a social life online
>met a few good friends
>they all left me in the end
>met a few girls
>got used and dropped 5 times in a row
>best friend is abusive
>uses me as a punching bag
>literally tells me me being miserable makes him happy
>put up with it because have no one else
>tried to kill myself
>no one cared
>"best friend" told me to fuck off because his girlfriend would start arguments with me just so she could go tell him to yell at me
>hes just using her for her money
>saved his life and gave him over £600
>how am i this fucking stupid
>now im alone and have no one
>crippling anxiety depression ocd
>put on all the weight i lost
>now im left with nothing
>im actually sad enough to type my life story to a bunch of people who are never going to remember me anyway
worst part is that abusive fuck always told me its my fault my life turned how it did. what was i meant to do i was a kid.
sorry if ive wasted anyones time reading this. i just needed someone to know.
>>694692965
I love this book.
>>694691636
how has life been since then, anon?
> knew this girl
> she knew me
> we liked each other intimately
> didn't capitaize on the moment
> now she's gone
I'm crying too much to greenext our good times right now and what happened. Im sorry
>>694694075
fuk u
>>694693478
i remember a few years ago the dog that had been with my family since i was 5 died
i couldnt really do anything, but i didnt want to break down and cry.
so i dug a hole, a fucking deep hole and buried him.
the reason graves are 6ft deep are because by the time you are finished digging that deep with a shovel. you dont have the energy to cry anymore.
>>694691831
Tfw no one will do that when you die.
>>694694253
My mom might
>>694694152
It hurts man
You may be alone, but you're not alone.
>>694694077
step one is medication. it will pull you out of that haze. GB has free health care, right?
>>694694385
Thanks, bro. I love you man
>>694694077
Most people only see you for what you can do for them.
I'm sorry.
>>694694503
I love you too.
>>694692768
>>694693478
Animals get me every time
>>694694678
closet homo
>>694694607
Thanks for saying it back. You have no idea how much that warmed my heart.
>>694694077
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nB3H8xKgJhY
thought of this, dont know why
>>694694075
>>694694707