Not everything must end looking at the floor.
I feel sorry for you anon I know it must be hard if you really loved her
This is the exact face I make when I know she has to go to another country, feels really bad man
Remember guys, you're still alive.
No matter how low your HP bar is, you didn't die yet.
You just need to find your own helath potions, and by that I don't mean people.
This one always gets me. I grew up on Batman comics and cartoons and I always thought that Batman and Joker, neither of them having superpowers would be a fucking badass team, good or evil, Joker is my favourite villain and Batman is my favourite hero, something like this would've made me so happy.
alive but dead inside
There's always something you can go for.
Search for help also, go get a nice psychologist if you can.
You never know if you never try.
You have to learn to be happy without a person. You need to learn how to be happy alone, because it's quite likely to feel that way many times in life.
So don't give up. Even if you don't have anyone who loves you...start loving yourselves.
My gf of 5 years left me about 2 weeks ago. I gave her everything I could and I loved her with all my heart. We planned on getting our own place and shit like that. Worst part is, that after 5 years, she couldn't even be honest with me. She told me she doesn't feel the same anymore and that she doesn't know why.
I just found out today that it's actually because she was seeing someone else. Now here I am lying awake at 4am, unable to sleep cause I feel so empty.
Anon, i know this post is old but want to wish you so good feelings in your life with that girl. You made me happy! I somehow envy you but ina good way. You deserve happiness, and not only you...all of you anons!
hello my friend
I'm learning how to draw anime so I can maybe impress the girl I'm crushing on
not even me?
I like it anon!
really? Thanks! :3
here's another one, I spent so much time on this
well I dont know you but I like you
how long have you been drawing for? its really nice
Dad, I miss you...
You didnt deserve to die at such a young age
You have no idea with how much pain you left us behind
I'm glad me and my brother could still see you on your last day
I know you are proud of us
But shit why did it have to happen so soon?
I miss you so much
What can I do when I'm a needy, obsessive, manipulative little shit with abandonment issues that simultaneously pushes everyone away but is also scared of them leaving? I'm fucked up man, maybe I'm better off being alone.
man if thats only a month or two then youre gonna become a really great artist over time
we all wanna be loved anon no matter our problems, first try to do something about your abandonment issues, i know how that feels and its hard to live with
dont worry about school friends, youll find that once school ends most of those people were only friends cause you saw them 5 times a week
>depression most of my life from abuse in school
>anger problems, afraid of dark and mood swings
>cheated on a few months ago
thats as much as i can think of atm, i can hardly concentrate on thinking right now
my life has never been great, but i feel good by trying to make others feel good, helps me a lot
man even being able to draw a little bit every day is amazing for development
i wish i could draw, my hand is nowhere near steady enough, even my handwriting is horrible hahah
Why anon shes Stefanie Joosten!
welp im heading off its abotu 7 AM for me so i should get some sleep cya
I havent been really happy in a while, but Im getting close to someone and she doesnt fail to make me feel good
I just need to practice actually using a pen hahahah, Im terrible at such an easy thing
if you're aware of this, you should consciously try to stop yourself doing this. not because of the effects it has on the people around you, but just because that what people should do
i hope it works out for you friendly anon. i am literally going through what this guy >>685589573
said. right now. she took me out of massive lonely stretch which i had accepted as life from here on out. only to send me back last weekend over what seemed like nothing. although, she met a nice guy who deals ecstacy just recently...
i took apart my rifle and ruined the firing pin in a tub of acid last month in anticipation of suicidal/violent ideas, so id say things will be all right
There funny looking n ugly and think there better then everybody try to talk with girls while ugly as shit and girls reject them and there ugly and has to cheat so there so ugly ass guys that try to compete but is ugly and is loser
I usually don't realise what I'm doing until afterwords because I act impulsively when my emotions get too strong for me to handle. I have BPD so my moods and actions are pretty unpredictable.
Thats the problem anon. I fucking hate myself. Im just a failure.
hes just someone spamming the thread, ignore it
>sexually insecure as fuck, only had sex with one girl
>no other girls ever show much interest, don't get out much anyway so there arent any to begin with
>even /soc/ sluts on kik just don't reply or refuse to keep up an extended conversation, let alone trade pics
Wtf do i do anons? I just wanna prove to myself that I'm desirable
>gf of four years left me
>moved cities for her, finished school together, move out together
>live together for a year
>one night she just doesnt come home
>"I just dont feel the same anymore"
>spend months trying to work out were I went wrong
>ends up shes just sleeping with some kid from highschool
>now theyre "dating"
>says she loves him
I dont think she does.. I think shes just trying to find someone to love that isnt me. She keeps posting shit on facebook about how she wants someone to show her "effort". SHould I take the initiative? I was thinking of leaving her notes and flowers on her windscreen or something. Or should I just back off and an hero. I miss her so much /b/. I love you Katie.
Its a bad night anons
>meet girl online
>text for a month back n forth
>decide to meet up
>very pretty girl
>same kind of humor
>spends 3 days at my house
>we have a lot of fun, go to the movies, friends party, sex
>continue to meet up for the next 5 months
>just before christmas tells me she cant do it anymore
>gets back together with her ex
>3 months pass without any form of contact
>slowly start texting again
>i get "i've missed you in my life" messages
>some more of those kind of texts
>ask her if she'*s happy
>she says overall yes
i asked her why she's still so unsure about how she decided
she told me she "isn't unsure" and buts two texts with "it was beautiful with you" after that
now, 1 week no contact, she texts me some "funny stuff"and a pic of herself
what is up with this girl, besides obviously trying to either get me to tell her i want her back or keeping me on the back burner?
She's keeping her options open. It takes almost 0 effort for her to keep your hopes up. Would you be cool with her texting her ex the stuff she's texting you if you ever get back together?
youve posted this before, give her up
Who's saying her ex knows? And yes, even after half a year. Most women can't stand being alone. You are now a fallback, a plan B. Go find a girl that isn't taken, and make some memories with her.
Yeah its a stall tactic, shes probably fishing around for other dudes. That is right it's very false hope. Delete her now and save yourself time, money and mental anguish. Pull that eject lever.
she did tell him about us, something about him telling her how irresponsible she was and stuff
guess you're right yeah
alright, no point in going on in this matter then
More music, I dunno if anyone ever listens to the stuff I post but its just stuff that I like
this is hitting me hard anon
also shes messaging me guys guess how many minutes it takes me to fuck up and say something dumb
i say like 10 minutes tops
Fuck this got to me.
I might as well explain it. I'll just type it out, it may not seem logical so bare with me.
From young age I was "that kid", then as I got older tha "guy". I couldn't really fit it, since no one had the same interests as me, and I suspect that I'm very close to being autistic. Anyhow, I always had very few friends. They meant the world to me, but I was just another friend to them. Eventually I got to mutual best friend basis with some people, but... It's hard to have a best friend, when you know you are not their best friend anymore. All of those relationships just faded away. I don't really understand why. We always had fun, we helped eachothers, we shared our joy and sadness. Yet it kept happenning. Right now I have about 3 people close to me. One of them is my current best friend that just doesn't seem to want to talk to me, even though we live together. I don't really understand that either. We started out as internet buddies, and now we are physically the closest, yet the farthest we have ever been. I fear that he will leave.
I'm sorry if any of you have ever felt this anons. Maybe things will work out.
messaging someone I like, havent done this in a while i dont really know what to do
i feel like a fucking 14 year old autism filled kid all over again
The girl i've been dating since december told me last week she's still in love with her ex. She just left and is staying the night over at his. She said we should take some distance as she will have sex with him tonight and in the future. He's a piece of shit. Wat do? Except get pissdrunk, because i'm already doing that.
from personal experience I would say no UNLESS something unrelated to how you or her feel was the thing that broke you up
like if either of you moved and thats why it ended, but now youre close again then id say give it a shot
if either of you broke up with the other for a reason other than something like that, do not do it
>implying i was ever on the horse to begin with
kinda friendly, more in a neutral way
the reason was her being unexperienced imo, was her first bf and she broke up after a couple of years to be with her best guy friend, with whom shes not together anymore, last ive heard
she broke up with you to be with someone else
my advice, shes done it once so she can always do it again
personally I would avoid
im struggling but ill figure it out one day
tfw cant post screenshots and joosten pics at the same time
well if you wanna just catch up then by all means go for it
i would just be wary of trying to start a relationship again
she broke up with her boyfriend yesterday, i didnt even know she had one
mate id take anything
im right now considering killing myself more than I have in a while, havent had this feel in quite some time
You think you'd take anything but some things can make it worse than it needs to be. Consider it all you like but it isn't worth it. Find something constructive to do with your time.
she asked me about my ex now haha (fucking kill me)
Anyone remember these? I fucking loved playing with these as a kid, only ever had them at this one daycare I went to, but I fucking loved them.
>get a package for my son
>just barely able to crawl
>put them together for him
>he sits in mommy's lap while I stack them up
>stands with her help and goes full Godzilla
>laughing up a storm
>build tunnels and buildings and he has a blast
>tell him I'll see him next week
>door locks behind me
>sit on steps to former house and weep
Long gone is the correct answer. Also, never.
anon clearly you havent seen any of the times i have posted about how my girlfriend cheated on me for 2 weeks and ignored me as a method of breaking up
no i immediately said that she cheated on me and i wasnt gonna get into it any further
I love pink floyd anon!
Favorite game, anon, thanks for that
this fuckin guy
i post joosten in every feels thread nigga
Think about it, if it was 5 years then I assume that you spent together so much time it was almost impossible to not know about it.
I'm not trying to be mean to you or anything, but when did she meet that other guy and you didn't know? She was at a party?
I feel the worst I have in quite a while anons, really wanna kill myself right now
Might do it in the next few days if I grow the balls
I have struggled all my life, its not gonna get any better
Im only going downhill
Continue to struggle. There is a bottom point though, a place where your life could not get any shitter. Once you hit that place the only way you can go is up.
one of the best storys i have ever read
it's fucking worth
12 panadol and a bottle of vodka dubs decides Y/N
will tell my story from yesterday
> me at "friends" house
> a few other people
> only know one of them
> drink beer
> they are all talking
> i say something no one listen
> i hear them talking about me a few meter away
> "he is really weird"
> say i go home
> no one reacts
> drink alone at home
> im nothing
the story about baby, i hate that story
time to drink and drink and drink
what should I put in my suicide note?
All in all you're just another brick in the wall.
Keep drinking anon you might find solace at the bottom of the bottle.
anyone got sad images about relationships?
here's a quick story
>make a few friends somehow
>there's a girl, lets call her FAT EMO
>me: acne, beta male, bikes to school to save the environment, doesn't do anything cool, freshmen
>FAT EMO: 18, whale, has a completely different tastes in music, cuts herself, smokes weed, junior
>fast forward to the middle of the semester
>just finished a play, somehow I was acting in it
>parents say "great show anon!" and leave
>it's 8 or 9 so I cant bike home without getting hit by a car because I need to cross the highway to get home
>FAT EMO offers me a ride home after we clean up everything
>I'm in her truck
>we stop at a stop sign
>FAT EMO turns to me
>"anon, would you go out with me?"
>whatthefuck and whywouldyouaskthat
>gotta make up some bullshit
>say I'm already dating someone or something
>"I uh, would date you, bu-"
>FAT EMO interrupts me "ok!"
>the rest of the car ride is weird
>FAT EMO drops me off, I say thanks for the ride
>fast forward to the next semester
>I understand the material, but I'd rather talk to friends
>talking to friends
>guy says "I'm dating FAT EMO"
>I'm doing that
>I didn't say anything, because this is the chance I've been waiting for
>fast forward a week
>I'm still to beta to break up with her
>fast forward two months
>sends a text
>now I can go date
>there is no person that I would like to date
>realize I was in a deep depression for the past 2 years and breaking up with FAT EMO helped me realized that
>didn't clean up my life to get back on track
>now i'm here, 3-4 years later