gf left me feels thread /b/
>>685582593
Not everything must end looking at the floor.
>>685582593
what was her name?
This is the truest .jpg in the whole world
>>685586311
>>685582593
I feel sorry for you anon I know it must be hard if you really loved her
>>685586441
This is the exact face I make when I know she has to go to another country, feels really bad man
>>685586610
Remember guys, you're still alive.
No matter how low your HP bar is, you didn't die yet.
You just need to find your own helath potions, and by that I don't mean people.
Good luck.
>>685586491
This one always gets me. I grew up on Batman comics and cartoons and I always thought that Batman and Joker, neither of them having superpowers would be a fucking badass team, good or evil, Joker is my favourite villain and Batman is my favourite hero, something like this would've made me so happy.
>>685587871
alive but dead inside
>>685582593
>>685588057
>>685584802
fuck hole
>>685588099
Yeah, mine is about to leave me, moved 90 miles for her, got my job, no friends here
Still love her though
>>685588041
There's always something you can go for.
Search for help also, go get a nice psychologist if you can.
You never know if you never try.
>>685588057
thats it I'm out.
>>685586610
I'm kind of in a same boat.
You have to learn to be happy without a person. You need to learn how to be happy alone, because it's quite likely to feel that way many times in life.
So don't give up. Even if you don't have anyone who loves you...start loving yourselves.
>>685582593
My gf of 5 years left me about 2 weeks ago. I gave her everything I could and I loved her with all my heart. We planned on getting our own place and shit like that. Worst part is, that after 5 years, she couldn't even be honest with me. She told me she doesn't feel the same anymore and that she doesn't know why.
I just found out today that it's actually because she was seeing someone else. Now here I am lying awake at 4am, unable to sleep cause I feel so empty.
anyone else wanan contriibute i posted a few thigns but i didnt have alot
>>685583860
Anon, i know this post is old but want to wish you so good feelings in your life with that girl. You made me happy! I somehow envy you but ina good way. You deserve happiness, and not only you...all of you anons!
>>685588129
skeet
>>685592413
hello my friend
>>685590598
I'm learning how to draw anime so I can maybe impress the girl I'm crushing on
>>685592494
i dont have any friends
>>685592758
not even me?
>>685592794
i doubt it
>>685592833
:,(
>>685592649
I like it anon!
>>685592900
really? Thanks! :3
here's another one, I spent so much time on this
>>685592900
Im sorry no one likes me
>>685593127
well I dont know you but I like you
>>685593113
how long have you been drawing for? its really nice
>>685593211
thanks since no one i know does
>desperate to be loved
>no friends
>loneliest person on the planet
why live?
>>685593398
cause somewhere out there is someone who loves you, like me
>>685593347
find some new people anon, wherever you can
maybe find some people on the internet or on some games
Dad, I miss you...
You didnt deserve to die at such a young age
You have no idea with how much pain you left us behind
I'm glad me and my brother could still see you on your last day
I know you are proud of us
But shit why did it have to happen so soon?
I miss you so much
>>685593211
a month or two, I got myself a wacom because i wanted to know what it was like, and I really like it
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wVyggTKDcOE
What can I do when I'm a needy, obsessive, manipulative little shit with abandonment issues that simultaneously pushes everyone away but is also scared of them leaving? I'm fucked up man, maybe I'm better off being alone.
>>685593487
in school right now so cant do anything in real life but i haev a few good online friends but no real ones
>>685593498
man if thats only a month or two then youre gonna become a really great artist over time
>>685593595
we all wanna be loved anon no matter our problems, first try to do something about your abandonment issues, i know how that feels and its hard to live with
>>685593614
dont worry about school friends, youll find that once school ends most of those people were only friends cause you saw them 5 times a week
>>685593745
Been seeing a lot of you in these threads, Stefanie poster. What's your story?
>>685593745
i already found her though
>>685593869
>depression most of my life from abuse in school
>anger problems, afraid of dark and mood swings
>cheated on a few months ago
thats as much as i can think of atm, i can hardly concentrate on thinking right now
my life has never been great, but i feel good by trying to make others feel good, helps me a lot
>>685593745
Well I work a lot so I only get an hour or so of practice every day, sometimes less because I'm pooped all the time lol
>>685592609
she's gorgeous, who is she?
>>685594079
man even being able to draw a little bit every day is amazing for development
i wish i could draw, my hand is nowhere near steady enough, even my handwriting is horrible hahah
>>685593497
Guess loosing a slutty gf is worth more than loosing a truly loved one, fuck you anons
>>685594126
Why anon shes Stefanie Joosten!
welp im heading off its abotu 7 AM for me so i should get some sleep cya
>>685582593
>>685582593
And the ugly guys losers are a bunch of freaks and has to hurt popular people the ugly way and the ugly guys losers are ugly as shit and smell like dog shit
>>685582593
So the ugly guys losers are ugly freaks
>>685589573
talk to me friend.
>>685582593
N ugly n need to hurt ppl by spending money on tv shows cause ugly n has no friends like the ugly guys losers
>>685594151
I feel ya, digital drawing has the perfect tool for that, you can adjust line steadiness so even a parkinsons patient can draw beautiful lines!
>>685582593
N they smell like dog crap n bother people
>>685582593
So the ugly guys losers are unattrative but try to lie n look attractive but is unattractive and try to bother people
>>685594028
i get that feel. sometimes its been so long since i last felt good that ill settle for just seeing someone else feel good. which they should.
Felt
>>685582593
And I hate the ugly guys losers ugly fucken ugly face
>>685594644
I havent been really happy in a while, but Im getting close to someone and she doesnt fail to make me feel good
>>685594531
I just need to practice actually using a pen hahahah, Im terrible at such an easy thing
>>685582593
And I hate the ugly guys losers ugly fucken ugly spolied ugly ee stupid ugly face
i hope you're my ex gfs boyfriend so i can go scoop her up
Im going to shove a fucking coconut up my ass i want to die
>>685582593
And the ugly guys losers are ugly ugly and lame and embarssing and lame n pussy and ugly and I hate the ugly guys losers ugly face
>>685582593
And the ugly guys losers are ugly as shit and lame
>>685582593
And try to bother popular people
>>685582593
>>685475514
>listen to this
>go outside
>breath
>smile
>go for walk
>smiling all the way around the block
>return
>tell /b/ how you feel now
>>685582593
And no point getting angry cause the ugly guys losers are ugly and tell on the police with there ugly as shit face
>>685582593
No point getting angry at the ugly guys losers cause ugly as shit n tell on the police with there ugly as shit face
>>685582593
And the ugly guys losers are ugly as shit and they bother people with there ugly as shit face
>>685582593
And it really piss me off
>>685593595
if you're aware of this, you should consciously try to stop yourself doing this. not because of the effects it has on the people around you, but just because that what people should do
>>685594814
i hope it works out for you friendly anon. i am literally going through what this guy >>685589573
said. right now. she took me out of massive lonely stretch which i had accepted as life from here on out. only to send me back last weekend over what seemed like nothing. although, she met a nice guy who deals ecstacy just recently...
pic related.
i took apart my rifle and ruined the firing pin in a tub of acid last month in anticipation of suicidal/violent ideas, so id say things will be all right
>>685582593
So fuck those ugly ass ugly guys losers that is ugly as shit and is loser
>>685582593
Oh shit she left you a feels a thread?
To bad she didn't leave you any fucking commas
>>685582593
There funny looking n ugly and think there better then everybody try to talk with girls while ugly as shit and girls reject them and there ugly and has to cheat so there so ugly ass guys that try to compete but is ugly and is loser
>>685582593
So fuck those selfish dog shit smelling ugly ass guys that try to bother people
>>685595314
I usually don't realise what I'm doing until afterwords because I act impulsively when my emotions get too strong for me to handle. I have BPD so my moods and actions are pretty unpredictable.
>>685582593
So fuck them ugly as shit and fake like the ugly guys losers b
>>685582593
And only get girls cause out number people and ee but there rr still ugly as shit like the ugly guys losers
>>685582593
Uglyl and fake and get tough after,people turn 21 and scare people with the police cause ugly and fake and smell like dog poop and still
>>685588661
Thats the problem anon. I fucking hate myself. Im just a failure.
>>685582593
So fuck those funny looking ugly guys losers that get angry but is ugly n spolied
>>685582593
N the ugly guys losers smell like dog poop n ugly n tell on the police and there ugly and try to bother you
>>685582593
And ugly and has no friends and ugly and tell people what to do
>>685582593
And the ugly guys losers have no friends and ugly as shit and smell like dog shit and tell people what to do
>>685582593
Happened to me this morning /b/ro too, it'll be fine
>>685582593
They smell like poop n bother people
>>685582593
And the ugly guys losers smell like shit and is ugly as shit and confident
>>685582593
So fuck them let them look stupid
>>685582593
So fuck them let them look stupid with there stupid clothes
>>685582709
From /co/
>>685582593
There ugly as shit and fuck the ugly guys losers that tell on police to scare people off
>>685582593
The ugly guys losers are lame and fake and the only thing good about them is the burgers
>>685582593
And the ugly guys losers are ugly and smell like dog poop and ugly and embarrassing
>>685582593
And the ugly guys losers are too ugly to hurt people wit looks so has to hurt people the very ugly way so don't look stupid
>>685582593
And the ugly guys losers try to hurt me too
>>685597188
What are you saying, I'm so confused
>>685598638
hes just someone spamming the thread, ignore it
>sexually insecure as fuck, only had sex with one girl
>no other girls ever show much interest, don't get out much anyway so there arent any to begin with
>even /soc/ sluts on kik just don't reply or refuse to keep up an extended conversation, let alone trade pics
Wtf do i do anons? I just wanna prove to myself that I'm desirable
>Hold the door
>Hold door
>Hodor
>gf of four years left me
>moved cities for her, finished school together, move out together
>live together for a year
>one night she just doesnt come home
>"I just dont feel the same anymore"
>spend months trying to work out were I went wrong
>ends up shes just sleeping with some kid from highschool
>now theyre "dating"
>says she loves him
I dont think she does.. I think shes just trying to find someone to love that isnt me. She keeps posting shit on facebook about how she wants someone to show her "effort". SHould I take the initiative? I was thinking of leaving her notes and flowers on her windscreen or something. Or should I just back off and an hero. I miss her so much /b/. I love you Katie.
>>685599938
also by kid from highschool I dont mean someone we went to school with, he's literally in highschool, we turn 20 this year
>>685599938
dont an hero, but dont try to go back to her
people like that who leave you out of the blue dont deserve respect or love
Heres a song for everyone
https://youtu.be/_vspsVmq0sI
Its a bad night anons
>>685584775
Dang son.
anyone around
Bf left me
>>685602166
yeah man
short summary
>meet girl online
>text for a month back n forth
>decide to meet up
>very pretty girl
>same kind of humor
>spends 3 days at my house
>we have a lot of fun, go to the movies, friends party, sex
>continue to meet up for the next 5 months
>just before christmas tells me she cant do it anymore
>gets back together with her ex
>3 months pass without any form of contact
>slowly start texting again
>i get "i've missed you in my life" messages
>last week
>some more of those kind of texts
>ask her if she'*s happy
>she says overall yes
i asked her why she's still so unsure about how she decided
she told me she "isn't unsure" and buts two texts with "it was beautiful with you" after that
now, 1 week no contact, she texts me some "funny stuff"and a pic of herself
what is up with this girl, besides obviously trying to either get me to tell her i want her back or keeping me on the back burner?
>>685583700
god damnit :(
>>685586610
>>685588442
Same here. But if your relationship is strong it can work out. Sadly mine isn't.
I dont get you people. If youre so miserable and plan to kill yourselves why not kill all the people that wronged you first?
>>685602646
because them living knowing their actions caused you to neck is so much more satisfying
>>685602942
Not really. Most people move on and couldnt give a shit less.
>>685602385
Leave it anon. Stop wasting your life brother.
>>685598866
Reality is a harsh thing is it not?
>>685602385
She's keeping her options open. It takes almost 0 effort for her to keep your hopes up. Would you be cool with her texting her ex the stuff she's texting you if you ever get back together?
>>685603594
is she?
after half a year, still?
well no i wouldn't, but apparently her ex is
>>685603659
Women can keep this shit going indefinitely. Make no mistake.
>>685602166
always
>>685602258
For another dude?
>>685602166
Nope.
>>685603752
so, best course of action, delete her then?
funny, that she told me she doesn't want to give me false hopes, yet she does exactly that
>>685602385
youve posted this before, give her up
>>685603659
Who's saying her ex knows? And yes, even after half a year. Most women can't stand being alone. You are now a fallback, a plan B. Go find a girl that isn't taken, and make some memories with her.
>>685603996
Yeah its a stall tactic, shes probably fishing around for other dudes. That is right it's very false hope. Delete her now and save yourself time, money and mental anguish. Pull that eject lever.
>>685604158
she did tell him about us, something about him telling her how irresponsible she was and stuff
guess you're right yeah
>>685604221
alright, no point in going on in this matter then
>>685604307
Good on you m8, don't let some fuck keep you on a leash. Find a girl who is willing to at least commit to you. Good luck.
>>685604468
alright, thanks man
More music, I dunno if anyone ever listens to the stuff I post but its just stuff that I like
https://youtu.be/FDj8sjjWhQg?t=4m
>>685604553
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I1YxczPEPrs
>>685604638
this is hitting me hard anon
also shes messaging me guys guess how many minutes it takes me to fuck up and say something dumb
i say like 10 minutes tops
best way to get back in contact with an ex?
>inb4 none
>>685589037
Fuck this got to me.
I might as well explain it. I'll just type it out, it may not seem logical so bare with me.
From young age I was "that kid", then as I got older tha "guy". I couldn't really fit it, since no one had the same interests as me, and I suspect that I'm very close to being autistic. Anyhow, I always had very few friends. They meant the world to me, but I was just another friend to them. Eventually I got to mutual best friend basis with some people, but... It's hard to have a best friend, when you know you are not their best friend anymore. All of those relationships just faded away. I don't really understand why. We always had fun, we helped eachothers, we shared our joy and sadness. Yet it kept happenning. Right now I have about 3 people close to me. One of them is my current best friend that just doesn't seem to want to talk to me, even though we live together. I don't really understand that either. We started out as internet buddies, and now we are physically the closest, yet the farthest we have ever been. I fear that he will leave.
I'm sorry if any of you have ever felt this anons. Maybe things will work out.
>>685605331
It's a bit like that isn't it. What are you doing?
>>685605487
dont
>>685605558
messaging someone I like, havent done this in a while i dont really know what to do
i feel like a fucking 14 year old autism filled kid all over again
>>685605487
At the business end of a rifle. Don't do it dumbass.
>>685582593
The girl i've been dating since december told me last week she's still in love with her ex. She just left and is staying the night over at his. She said we should take some distance as she will have sex with him tonight and in the future. He's a piece of shit. Wat do? Except get pissdrunk, because i'm already doing that.
>>685605640
>>685605677
and why?
people get back with their exes all the time, some even get through with it
>>685605640
Having trouble hopping back on the horse eh anon? If she likes you there isn't to much that you could say to fuck it up.
>>685605768
What terms did you leave on, more importantly why?
>>685605768
from personal experience I would say no UNLESS something unrelated to how you or her feel was the thing that broke you up
like if either of you moved and thats why it ended, but now youre close again then id say give it a shot
if either of you broke up with the other for a reason other than something like that, do not do it
>>685605786
>implying i was ever on the horse to begin with
>>685605836
kinda friendly, more in a neutral way
>>685605939
the reason was her being unexperienced imo, was her first bf and she broke up after a couple of years to be with her best guy friend, with whom shes not together anymore, last ive heard
>>685605939
Sheeettt talking to women without being in person is easy. Just gotta take your time.
>>685606031
Gotta tell you dude that is on my list of "fuck that bitch" things.
>>685606031
she broke up with you to be with someone else
my advice, shes done it once so she can always do it again
personally I would avoid
>>685606112
im struggling but ill figure it out one day
>>685606181
yeah and i can see why
dunno, just reconnecting, finding out what shes up to in life would be enough to be honest
>>685606213
>>685592649
thats sweet..
tfw cant post screenshots and joosten pics at the same time
>>685606264
well if you wanna just catch up then by all means go for it
i would just be wary of trying to start a relationship again
>>685606213
Just gotta figure her out. Just stick to talking about either her or shit you do. Leave any weird shit like religion or politics out of your chats.
>>685606353
yeah, just need to find some words after my more than cringeworthy "pls respond" text a2 years ago thats lingering as the last text i sent her
>>685606593
You dun goofed there m8, did she respond?
>>685583635
my heart hurts when i picture the kids face in my head
>>685606741
nope
didnt even read the text
>>685606826
Ouch. Honestly mate I think you should let it go.
If you could magically bump into her at the shops maybe you'd have an open but I wouldn't text her...
>>685606969
yeah, was thinking about asking a mutual friend if hes still in contact with her, maybe get something out of that
the chance of bumping into her is like 5% at most
Every night, multiple times a night
>>685607047
Might be an idea. Random chance maybe, don't tell me you couldn't bump those odds up lol.
>>685607122
>>685607173
not really, big city and she lives and studies, still presumably, in another city so yeah
chance is there but we'll see
>>685607269
Its a small world. Smaller than you think sometimes.
she broke up with her boyfriend yesterday, i didnt even know she had one
>>685592649
anon ive tried that. doesn't work.
you just gotta bite the bullet anf tell her you're into her.
>>685607373
I'd be careful if I was you dude, I'd consider backing off a tad even.
>>685607519
shes messaging me so much right now apparently they were doing bad for a while and she wanted to end it, she was just now given a reason to
>>685607596
It's a coin flip at this point as far as I am concerned. Proceed at your own peril but know that you could end up as a rebound.
>>685607704
mate id take anything
im right now considering killing myself more than I have in a while, havent had this feel in quite some time
>>685607856
You think you'd take anything but some things can make it worse than it needs to be. Consider it all you like but it isn't worth it. Find something constructive to do with your time.
>>685608041
she asked me about my ex now haha (fucking kill me)
>>685607231
quietresolve.gesture
Anyone remember these? I fucking loved playing with these as a kid, only ever had them at this one daycare I went to, but I fucking loved them.
>get a package for my son
>just barely able to crawl
>put them together for him
>he sits in mommy's lap while I stack them up
>stands with her help and goes full Godzilla
>theregoestokyo.jpeg
>laughing up a storm
>build tunnels and buildings and he has a blast
>time's up
>tell him I'll see him next week
>kiss_hug.exe
>door locks behind me
>sit on steps to former house and weep
>>685608250
Long gone is the correct answer. Also, never.
>>685608369
anon clearly you havent seen any of the times i have posted about how my girlfriend cheated on me for 2 weeks and ignored me as a method of breaking up
>>685608323
Damn dude.
>>685588057
Fuck man that hits me
>>685608525
Yeah but do you wanna tell this girl that, You could play the pity\sad angle I mean it works but are you sure?
>>685608323
shit
that end
>>685608698
no i immediately said that she cheated on me and i wasnt gonna get into it any further
>>685608810
That's good.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IXdNnw99-Ic
>>685608891
I love pink floyd anon!
>>685609019
That is my favorite album, sounds good on record too.
>>685608810
>>685608525
>>685608250
>>685607856
>>685607596
>>685607373
GTFO out of here that's stefanie Joosten the chick that played quiet in mgsV I doubt you could date her.
>>685608715
Favorite game, anon, thanks for that
>>685609296
this fuckin guy
i post joosten in every feels thread nigga
>>685609296
Don't think anon said he was dating her m6+2
>>685592649
this is really good :) i don't know your skill level but hopefully they appreciate it and your hard work my dude
>>685609364
np anon
>>685589573
Anon, how did you not notice that she was seeing someone else, if you were together for 5 years?
How is it possible? How did she hide it? This is fascinating.
>>685609719
How could you notice? You trust someone so implicitly you probably wouldn't question their actions at all.
>>685609846
Think about it, if it was 5 years then I assume that you spent together so much time it was almost impossible to not know about it.
I'm not trying to be mean to you or anything, but when did she meet that other guy and you didn't know? She was at a party?
I feel the worst I have in quite a while anons, really wanna kill myself right now
Might do it in the next few days if I grow the balls
>>685610155
I'm not that anon so I couldn't tell you, work maybe? Fucks me. I just reckon it'd be hard to see it.
>>685610520
There is no point to doing that. It might feel like there is no point in living but there is no point in dying either. Forget about that.
>>685610951
I have struggled all my life, its not gonna get any better
Im only going downhill
>>685611011
Continue to struggle. There is a bottom point though, a place where your life could not get any shitter. Once you hit that place the only way you can go is up.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=19Y2yt2r_9I
>>685587871
what if you don't get anything you want
one of the best storys i have ever read
it's fucking worth
12 panadol and a bottle of vodka dubs decides Y/N
will tell my story from yesterday
> me at "friends" house
> a few other people
> only know one of them
> drink beer
> they are all talking
> i say something no one listen
> i hear them talking about me a few meter away
> "he is really weird"
> feelsbadman.jpg
> say i go home
> no one reacts
> drink alone at home
> im nothing
i know its not really fit for a baww thread, but does anyone have the story of the guy with the psycho gf? that dresses in pink fluffy clothes and such. I don't remember much more.
>>685611911
wait a sec i might have it
>>685611911
the story about baby, i hate that story
>>685611836
>not being in social circles of your archetype
>feeling that you dont belong
>shiggy diggy
>>685611911
found it
this?
>>685612133
yes, thank you anon
also checked
time to drink and drink and drink
what should I put in my suicide note?
nevermind
>>685612133
What.
The.
Fuck.
>>685594221
her name is Quiet!
>>685614097
All in all you're just another brick in the wall.
Keep drinking anon you might find solace at the bottom of the bottle.
Goodnight brother.
Keeping the feels alive
anyone got sad images about relationships?
here's a quick story
>be me
>be 15
>theater fag
>make a few friends somehow
>there's a girl, lets call her FAT EMO
>3.5/10
>me: acne, beta male, bikes to school to save the environment, doesn't do anything cool, freshmen
>FAT EMO: 18, whale, has a completely different tastes in music, cuts herself, smokes weed, junior
>nothing happens
>fast forward to the middle of the semester
>just finished a play, somehow I was acting in it
>parents say "great show anon!" and leave
>it's 8 or 9 so I cant bike home without getting hit by a car because I need to cross the highway to get home
>FAT EMO offers me a ride home after we clean up everything
>"ok"
>I'm in her truck
>we stop at a stop sign
>FAT EMO turns to me
>"anon, would you go out with me?"
>whatthefuck and whywouldyouaskthat
>gotta make up some bullshit
>say I'm already dating someone or something
>"I uh, would date you, bu-"
>FAT EMO interrupts me "ok!"
>whathaveidone.jpg
>the rest of the car ride is weird
>FAT EMO drops me off, I say thanks for the ride
>fast forward to the next semester
>in biology
>I understand the material, but I'd rather talk to friends
>talking to friends
>guy says "I'm dating FAT EMO"
>what
>I'm doing that
>I didn't say anything, because this is the chance I've been waiting for
>fast forward a week
>I'm still to beta to break up with her
>fast forward two months
>sends a text
>pic related
>finally done
>I escaped
>now I can go date
>no one
>there is no person that I would like to date
>no girls
>no guys
>realize I was in a deep depression for the past 2 years and breaking up with FAT EMO helped me realized that
>didn't clean up my life to get back on track
>now i'm here, 3-4 years later
get in here faggots >>685616472