I stood by my dad in the hospital and watched him breathe his last breaths. If anyone in there would have tried to take a selfie I would literally shove my fist so far up their ass I would be able to pull out a shit log that wouldn't be processed till next week.
>>685258004 I forgot how to walk normal cuz of OCD and lot of drugs, for 2 n half years I lost all my friends was ridiculed by little kids,my own family members strangers, I was called a faggot, I think he's gay he walks like a girl, I couldn't leave the house I couldn't even leave my own mr to go get a drink, and when family had gatherings I stayed in my room, everyone thought I was gay becuase the way I walked, I was said that I have a "Shake" in my walk, and I almost lost my sanity this year,
I finally learned how to after so many videos and reading transsexual forums of girls tryna be like guys. Before the incident I had a "ghetto walk" you could say I was they guy you'd smoke with or ask to do crazy shit with.
It turns out after two years n a half the reason why walked girly or gay is because I didn't push off with my toes I never did after the incident I don't know why, so now when I walk I put all the weight in one leg while keeping for straight and push off with toes like I was picking on the ground. And finally figured how to get my shoulder swagger back.
Sorry for the long posts but am I right? When u guys walk your pusing off with all your toes while leaning forward? I feel I can ask you guys better.
Probably exposure to the internet. YouTube hit the scene when I was in middle school, so not really anything unusual there, but then that got rolled into my fledgling anime addiction and kept expanding to include all the wonderful Autism that was 2006-7. Really though, it was puberty occurring while my interest in anime was still expanding. The result is now being known as the guy to ask when hentai is involved, despite being terrible at that game nowadays.
>>685261047 Forgot to add so now that I think I'm walking how I use to walk before incident, (before I walked with feet sticking outward for gangsta walk) I'm slowly getting my confidence back and starting to like being in public places again, even though I still have a little bit of social anxity.
>>685258004 no clue the story behind this pic, but sometimes death can be a release. not just for the person but the family. I had a friend who's mother suffered for a long time with cancer and when she died they all treated it like a party. They'd all already gotten their tears and grief out of the way so when the day finally came everyone was honestly happy.
hard to imagine, but everyone reacts to death different. I don't see anything wrong with this pic.
>>685262323 I mean /b/ro like when you push off to walk with the back leg to move forward your pushing off with all your toes right? You know heel strike first then toe off sorry if sound crazy or not making any sense here's a pic.
My mom died when I was 17. Found the body. Prescription overdose. I know she killed herself but no one believes me. After that, orphaned with my two sisters. Little sister in mental hospital for attempted suicide and I had to tell her. After that, went to live with psychotic aunt who brainwashed us into thinking no one else cared about us. 11 years later and that shit still sticks with me. Severe abandonment issues so I shut everyone out and just work hard. I'm lonely, though.
>>685264414 When you walk your walking with your back leg lets say ur right leg you put all weight in right leg and when that happens it forces the left leg to come forward and then cycle repeats with putting all weight in left leg.
Do you also push off with all your toes. (Talking about the back leg) this the toe off
Some moments are best left to memory. The people that do this are disingenuous as fuck. Shit man I remember seeing a video on 4chan of a redneck family that recorded the moment they carried their terminally ill kid that died in her sleep to the funeral home herse waiting outside the trailer. I mean, why the fuck would you ever want to relive that moment ever.
>>685264640 When you walk your walking with your back leg lets say ur right leg you put all weight in right leg and when that happens it forces the left leg to come forward and then cycle repeats with putting all weight in left leg.
Do you also push off with all your toes. (Talking about the back leg) this the toe off
>>685265944 How would I know? Maybe I don't know , link me where u read about this?
The video that finally changed my life for the better said to push off with your toes, it was a youtube video from a physical therapist, it said if you push of with your toes it stops the sway or shaking in the walk.
>>685264414 why not go for a run. first of all, I can't understand how somebody "forgets" how to walk. were you brain damaged from the drugs you talked about? but it seems to me that an efficient walk would be practiced by jogging and running to train your mind. you don't want to have to be thinking about every step you make. put it into muscle memory by running.
>>685263120 CAN SOMEONE EXPLAIN TO ME HOW PEOPLE DONT KNOW HOW TO WALK. THIS MIGHT JUST BE THE MOST RETARDED THING IVE SEEN /B/ TAKE SERIOUSLY EVER. PUT ONE FOOT DOWN. THEN PUT THE NEXT ONE INFRONT OF IT. REPEAT. TA FUCKING DA. YOU ARE DOING A BASIC ACTION THAT 99.9999999999% OF PEOPLE ARE EXPECTED TO DO.
>>685270737 mental illness can effect how you walk. I think he developed schizophrenia in that he suddenly had to start thinking about something our minds do for us easily. when he consciously thought about his walk, it came off wierd and people thought he was gay. this is because a lot of gay people have mental illness and they just connected the two.
Growing up in a household where my mom would physically and verbally abuse my father really fucked me up mentally. My mom is a psychotic bipolar bitch and my dad has clinical depression but he's so poor that he can't do anything about it.
From the time I was 10 until I went to college they each had weekly custody over my brother and me which fucking sucked. Going from a house in the middle of nowhere with my emotionless poverty-stricken father to my mother's various rental houses was a developmental train wreck. Now I can't sleep in the same bed for more than a week, I always feel the need to move my furniture around, and I grew up believing that it was okay for women to hit and scream at men. I just recently realized that that's not something people normally do. Now I need to fix myself because I was born into a family who never actually wanted children, my parents only had kids because my grandmother on my mom's side is insane and she demanded grandchildren, yet every time she visits us she complains that we're too shy and quiet but we're like that because we were raised to be submissive and to obey all of my mother's fucking crazy rules.
I don't even care if anyone reads this, I have no one to talk to and I just want to dump this out.
>>685270762 i'm kind of worried that you don't realize that you might actually be autistic. "i didnt push off the toes" what the fuck does that mean. how are you about to ask other people if you are walking right holy shit.
It started to go wrong when Lincoln and his rich cronies attempted to gain pecuniary advantage by preventing honest people from using domestic animals to perform labour. The negroids that people kept as service animals performed labour intensive tasks better than early industrial machinery, thus big stock owners had a financial advantage. By allowing the negroid to run free and infest human society, it has been fundamentally altered from a useful domestic service and companion animal, even a pet to some, to a dangerous form of parasitic vermin. By imbuing it with human characteristics we have encouraged young people to emulate its animalistic behaviour. At this stage the only (long term) solution is the total eradication of all negroidal species.
>>685271808 he talked about the changes that happened, that he had friends that he would smoke weed with. autistic people will never make friends that they can then loose. you are right that there is something deeper going on, it's just not autism is all.
>>685271962 Autism is a spectrum. Some autistic people seem almost normal kids pre-puberty but as kids develop into young adults, the autistic ones can have trouble with the more complex relationships of young adulthood and become isolated from their peers. It looks like they "develop" autism.
>>685271839 I dint push off with toes because b4 I found video I read that guys walk on heels and girls walk on toes, I looked up difference between women and man walk and that's were shit got worse.
>>685271808 Because the type of lifestyle I lived a guy who walks gay can't be in, or would get beat up for trying to fit part and made fun of daily.. Like I said my life was ok till that day and now things are getting better.
Sigh well besides the insults and anons thinking I'm schizoid I'm gonna go to bed I think I got my answers. All ima say is this I finally know what it like to be a popular person people respected invited to party's and being a loser people make fun of on the daily
I know now what SOME people of /b/ go through on the daily. Sometimes I think this is karma for being a human piece of shit. Those 2 years I learned what it was to be the guy everybody fucked with. I'm just glad I think I finally got my walking back.
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