In high school I anonymously spread a rumor that my sister liked to play around with dogs.... it didn't spread a lot but there were people that talked about it, it got brought up at a party she was at and she came home drunk and crying
>was raped at 4, never told anyone until recently (still only 1 person tho) >didn't know his name until i was 16-ish >ended up finding where he lived and cut the brakes on his car he's dead now, thankfully. the woman who molested me when i was 5 also died, but from a heroin overdose when i was 12-ish
>>675713950 drunk both times. First time with her mom we were downstairs in the basement, my girlfriend was away and i was crying because i found out my best friend had terminal cancer. she was comforting me with hugs and alcohol and it just happened. we've hooked up maybe 10 or 20 times since then. I feel guilty every time, but i just cant stop.
Her cousin and i were at a party and made out and felt each other up. not that exciting.
If me and my gf don't work out I'm going to be a raging homosexual, I mean I'm bi now but if this fucks up then Im just over pussy... Dudes have dicks and want to fuck me... My gf needs a strap on and some coercion... But I love her... But seriously tho I will be super into being a bottom. Life's confusing, you'd never think I'd be gay if you met me.
>>675713584 I have no idea, and if I did I don't remember it. Puberty hit later and I wasn't much interested in my genitals like a lot of kids are at a young age, so one day I looked down and I had no balls and a soft patch of skin that was the scrotum. So we found a doctor who performed the surgery as some children's hospital and I was immobile for what felt like forever. Everything worked out for the better, though.
>>675711889 My worldview is so twisted, I can't really talk to anyone about how I really feel about myself and my life. I don't have any convenient big secrets, I never fucked my best friend or killed a guy or anything interesting, I just kind of keep my real personality concealed. I only let people see the safer outer and middle layers. When my real self leaks out, it repulses people.
I'm repulsive. I look nice on the surface, but my life is a mess and my true self is repulsive, that's my big secret.
>>675714450 i wasn't at the time.. i just thought he was cute.. and it was my first ever date so i didn't know what to expect so i thought that the movie theater would be a nice and public place but he didn't care much
I love my girlfriend but fuck i cant stand being around her for very long. the things she talks about and her opinions are just infuriating. But shes so sexy and cute and feisty. its like living with an anime chick.
>>675711889 I saw a guy with polio fap told my my parents, anyway the whole thing got out of hand and the whole neighborhood knew I had been molested he was my neighbor his mom lured children to him, so he never got arrested and when I was about 15 or older I could hear him raping I would smoke meth, felt really that something must be done so anyway I was one day and did a drive by to his home, his mom was like 80 and she would act as a nice lady blaming me, anyway from there on when ever I would get mad at home I would gun down his home, anyway somehow they are gone both of them. cops would come and ask me if I did I would lie and say it was a lie, they would make me sign papers of me going over there to the station, never went. he really fucked up my life but later on I learned that he had molested some of my cousins too, probably my uncle since he was the one that took me there kinda, also lots of neighbors so when they dissapeared I became sorta of a hero people even thanked me.
when I was 12 years old I sucked my best friends cock, and he sucked mine. Our dicks wasn't big enough, but we tried to fuck each other, I remember getting shit on my dick and it was nasty. Never talked to him again ever since
I have Ehlers Danlos syndrome. Over the last 6 months it's really started to fuck me over to the point that I now have trouble getting up a single flight of stairs. There is nothing really that can be done. I'm scared shitless that within a year or two I'll be in a wheelchair.
>>675714799 Puberty started kicking in as soon as they were down and secure, as I recall. I had already turned 12 by the time I recovered from the surgery so I could be considered a latecomer by average standards.
>>675716167 you do realize that nobody here feels bad for you right? if you didnt want to do it you shouldve stood up and left. told an adult or called your parents or something. stop being overdramatic.
Senior year of HS a kid on the other side of town had a house party when his parents left him home for a weekend. Kid's 12yo sister was supposed to stay in her room, but obvs came out and got fucked up on Jell-O shots. FF to my buddy and me taking her back to her room and double-teaming her just before she passed out. Don't think she ever told anyone.
>>675717176 But that's not rape. You are making an awful disservice to real rape victims by claiming "rape" when it wasn't, just so you avoid being called a "slut" or similar idiotic insults. Having sex is ok no matter who has it as long as no real force or coercion was involved.
My ex cheated on me, so after we broke up, I moved away for two years. I worked on changing myself to make myself more attractive (grew my hair, squats for the booty, turned my tattoo into a half sleeve) and when I moved back, I worked myself into his life. We became friends again and when I was told by a mutual friend that he admitted he was still in love with me, I fucked his brother in the room over because I wanted to see my ex fucking cry.
>>675717853 youre the fucking newfag m8, shes literally crying wolf thinking that being coerced into a bj is the same thing as rape. even if she didnt say it directly, thats the direction shes going with the way it was worded. whiteknight faggot.
>>675717928 thanks, man. it still kinda fucks with me as an adult, but it's just something i have to work on. i don't mourn their deaths, but i do wish they were decent humans. honestly, they're probably the reasons i have BDD and am so into lifting and fighting. i feel small and weak and vulnerable, even though i'm 6' and 210lbs >people scare me, too
>>675718241 >>675718339 the way she worded her original post made it sound like she wanted us to feel sorry for her for blowing a guy. she wants us to give her sympathy for making her own decision. shes just some tumblr newfag who needs to keep her mouth shut and follow the rules.
god the newfaggotry whiteknighting in this thread is unbelieveable.
I have stolen at least 4 grand between 2 roommates who are bartenders and keep mad cash in their safe. I used to steal a bunch of shit from stores and my family when I was a kid. I sometimes steal things from gas stations when I'm drunk. I feel as if I'm a xenophobe.
You know I hate to use public bathrooms, don't know why, but I always did. The idea of using one is just disgusting to me, but there comes the occasion you are far from home, you resist, and resist... Eventually you give up, and you run to the first public bathroom you can find. You start piling up layers and layers of toilet paper on the seat, you barley leave any room for your ass to shit through, you are thinking " No way my ass is going to touch that plastic, where another was earlier "... to make the story short you, you sit and as soon as you hear something hitting the water, you are overwhelmed by a sense of relief you can never describe.. But again on some occasions, as soon as you walk in that bathroom and prep your seat with the toilet papers, this "Jerk" walks in the bathroom and heads to the mirror, you can see him from the little crack by the door, he washes his hands, combs his hair, hangs around the mirror like a playboy model, all the meanwhile your are holding yourself you don't know if a huge fart is coming, you want to save yourself the embarrassment, but the "Jerk" won't budge, he is not going anywhere, so you say to yourself, f$%k him he's asking for it, and You let it rip...
>>675711889 I been drinkign so why not. 1. I want my fiance to fuck my ass. 2. Ihave cheated on her three times. 3. I know that shes planning a 3some with her girl friend, and thinks i dont know whats coming. score.
I've been suicidal for months and I attempted suicide last year so I'm scared I might do it again. I did a lot of shit in the past that I regret. I masturbated with my brother and gave him a bj. I used to shoplift and steal from my friend's houses.....clothes, weed, you name it. I've been self harming since age 12 and it doesn't make me uncomfortable nor do I enjoy it. I'm basically just living with the fact that I'm used to it and that I need to do it. As of lately I've been losing my temper....I fractured my knuckles punching through my closet door and I broke a mirror at school because I can't really control myself and I don't know how to feel correctly. I've damaged school property many times. I tried to stab my mother with a fork some time ago because I was tired of her, and I've threatened just about everyone in my family. I've done some drugs, not recently but a while ago. I feel like a complete psychopath sometimes because I watch people sleep all the time and when guests come over to the house I watch them for a long time. I used to abuse animals as a kid, and when I get mad I toss my cat by accident. I'm not sure what's wrong with me but I used to kill birds by throwing huge rocks on top of them. I think about killing people all the time, even though I would never do it. I also have a fetish for tentacle rape porn..... I'm 15 btw
>>675719830 and his brother was just cool with it? ice cold. i did something kinda similar. gf cheated on me, so i fucked half her friends. she even walked in on me once lel, but that was after we broke up so i didnt care
>>675713325 I've been there anon. It's better if you come clean now or you'll inadvertently skip more classes in the future. I had social anxiety and depression. I ended up skipping 2 years total of college. Seek help, if you need to talk to someone, here's my kik: saddat21
I'm twenty-five. I found my dream girl about two years ago and got engaged not long after. A few weeks ago we split. I thought I found someone I could share the world with. Everyone's telling me to just try to fuck somebody and I tell them that's not really me but It's more than that, I'm afraid that it WON'T help and that the guilt will crush me. She was my mate. That's how I honestly feel and I'm terrified that the experience will be massively detrimental to my emotional health.
I was 16, she was 16. I gave a mentally ill friend/ex LSD, with the intention that we would just trip together and have a good time
The acid induced psychosis. She lost her mind and ran around naked trying to fuck everyone there, there were 4 of us total and only her and I tripped
I ate her out and fucked her while she was going crazy, she rode my other friend, and one friend was about to fuck her when she pissed on the bed and the psychosis got even worse, she didn't know her name
At the time, I thought our feelings were getting rekindled and I didn't know she had gone crazy, but as soon as I realized, I tried to help her and clean her up and keep her safe. She doesn't remember the night, she asked if I fucked her and took advantage of her. I lied to her face and said I didn't and I feel horrible for it. Am I a rapist?
Note, it was just the tip, and I thought we had something. I didnt know she was crazy, and when I realized, I immediately stopped, tried to get her dressed and take care of her. I didn't mean to take advantage of her at all, I just thought we were hooking up
>>675721739 I'm not so very sure. But I am moving on. I think it's in a different way. I feel like I've spent too much of my adult life in relationships and I could do with some time to build myself. I have several super hot friends including my roommate, since the split they've all been super supportive. We go out, get dressed up, we lock arms wherever we're walking. It's nice. I feel like it really takes the pressure off to try and get involved with someone else. I dunno.
i have no secrets really worth sharing. i find it hard to care for women enough to want a relationship but thats not really a secret.
>best friend 20 years old >lives in some shithole with his crazy gf >controls almost every aspect of his life >is ungrateful for the shit he does for her >they've been together less than a year >he knocked her up a couple months back (yeah thats on him) >she literally just sits there and eats and sleeps all day while demanding shit from him >he pays for everything at the house
i'm gonna lose my best friend for good when this fucking baby is born
>>675720667 His brother is still one of my best friends and was one of the only people who saw how our breakup actually affected me. We both got drunk and deemed very loud sex while my ex was in the guest room a sufficient form of revenge.
I dated a bisexual girl. She left me, I dated some one else, but she cheated on me and we broke up. Than bisexual girl starts talking and flirting with me again, but she is dating her ex gf again. I was nothing but dating and nice to her, but now I just wanna use that as leverage to fuck her.
I want to become a youtube success, but am afraid of becoming like all of the other narcissistic assholes on that site. So I post my videos on b knowing that the other anons won't let me get too full of myself.
I have chronic stroke migraines and have been waking up blind on 1 side of my eye for the last week. Also no matter how long i sleep im still tired, chronic diagnosed depression, i think there might be something wrong with me. getting my blood work done this weekend, maybe have a brain tumor? Idk, scared tho.
I sometimes sneak into my little sister's room at night to try and molest her, but she's a light sleeper and it never works. I've also molested a 5yr old girl at least twice, and she's totally cool with it. She likes being naked, and likes being touched naked. No one knows every side of me. Each side is constantly at war with the others, and it's hard to keep myself in line. It's like I feel remorse for my actions, but not regret.
>>675711889 Today I bought a mirror I broke it when I was trying to hang it . then I bought another. It broke because I wasn't careful.I wasted money on another one. This time the mirror looked distorted. I was mad. $45 dollars down the drain. I'm gonna buy a high quality mirror tommorow
I dated this faggot for almost year when I was in highschool. I was fucking retarded let me tell you. Like the guy wanted to be a cop so bad he'd pull people over in the hallway and give them a "ticket" as I later found out. Actually got arrested for impersonating a cop
Find out years later he was in a car accident.He severely injured 3 kids, and one died. Also found out from my current boyfriend he'd pedo, as he(the ex boyfriend) tried to touch my boyfriend while he slept.
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