4 months into a serious depression binge. finally starting to really consider killing myself. so much has happened.
what the fuck do i do from here?
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its because you subconsciously want to punish yourself.
when you not having an anxiety attack look into meditation and practices that still that voice in your head driving you mad.
best cure for anything is meeting ne people who break your para-dime of how things work.
not everyone are cunts and not everyday is the same unless you make it.
but a blur at the same time. hard to explain.
Hanging sounds to painful. I wish I had a tall enough bridge near me. I'm in NY but not by the city. I'm also not jumping into water fuck that. Train just seems to be the best method. I can't wait to be fucking dead. I wish I was dead right fucking now. If you don't you probably just need help