>Be me >Be best friends with this girl >8/10 >We always talk about our problems >She has a boy friend who is okay i guess >She dont like him that much as he is too bitchy >Says she's needs a new boy friend >She asked me to help her pick out some guys >Mfw She didn't suggest me
>Be me >The love of my life died in my arms >That feel when her breathing kept getting slower and slower. >That panic when I kept waiting for the next one so she'd be with me that extra few seconds >That emptiness when she never took that last breath in.
>>609691683 Nick. You make my heart hurt every time you smile. We're perfect for each other. I've loved you ever since we first met back in 2008. Seeing you with new girls on your arm makes my heart break over and over again. Why won't you give me a chance?
When someone dies, everyone says "There's nothing you could have done anon" "don't blame yourself anon" But those make it worse when there literally was something I could have done. My brother died from a heroin overdose 5 months ago. I was home when it happened. I woke up at 11pm and went to work. Came home at 9am to find him dead. If I checked in him, I could have tried to resuscitate him. I could have tried. But I didn't bother to look in in my brother, to say hi, to say I was going to work, to say goodbye. They said he was gone for 8-10 hours. So he was home, he was there, he might have been alive. And I left. That night I felt crushing loneliness I could not explain, I felt so empty. It all made sense in the morning. I miss you Matt, and I'm sorry I didn't try.
>>609695998 Gives me da feels, especially since you mentioned the name Matt, my bros name also. Were real close cos of all the arguments when we were little. We played SNES and 64 all the time and we still do. Im sorry bro, have a good life.
>>609696718 Treasure all your time with him. My brothers addiction made him a complete dick to me and my family, but underneath the disease he was a really wonderful human being. I wish I saw that side more. I was always angry at him. I didn't treat him right. So many regrets.
My brother fell in love with spanish music, he couldn't understand a damn bloody thing but he fucking loved it anyway. He stsrted taking spanish classes and got really good, soon after he met one of the nicest mexican girls I ever knew, really pretty, soft whitish skin, and a smile that just beamed "I love you" every time she looked at him. He married her after going out for 4 years and moved to Mexico with her, her family owned land so they could build a house. It was a beautiful house, I really enjoyed our small vacation trips there. Just 3 weeks ago I found out he was in a driving accident. I can't listen to his favorite song "Luz de Dia" without crying, but I can't stop listening to it. Rest in peace bro..
>be me >haven't slept, as per the usual >browsing feel threads >continue to wallow in self misery like the stupid little cunt I am >have court in two hours for a crime I actually committed >lawyer is state-appointed and a total dick >says there's no point in fighting it >worst case three years >love of my life broke up with me because of the mess I got myself into >she wore my jacket for a while >still smelled like her >she smelled 11/10 >had to wash jacket for court today >nothing left >it's over >might go back to jail in a few hours
I'll miss you /b/ It was fun. Thanks for all your help. Maybe I'll see you all tomorrow, who knows.
I feel like I missed an opportunity to get with a girl I liked. Since the time I felt like I had a chance, she's fucked one guy and said she's fallen for this other guy. I'm a fucking idiot The last time I felt genuinely happy with my life was the 28th of November 2014
>>609699761 grill had been harassing me for months and I finally was done. She was grabbing me and shit and shoving me so I slapped her. They're dragging a bunch of other stuff out. Formally I'm charged with assault and battery, petty theft, vandalism, and threatening with a deadly weapon. She was the gf's best friend, too. I'm afraid to even go get my jacket out of the drier at this point, to be honest. Never thought doing laundry would be so fucking stressful. >>609699936 Thanks, anon.
>>609700372 >>609700232 The funny part is that if I was grill there would be no police involved. They're making me out as some sort of fucking wifebeater. I'm going to go get ready... thanks for the support /b/ros.
I have a story /b/, not sure if anyone would care, but here it is anyway.
>be me >2011, 17 years old >lonely as fuck, no friends >passing through the city on my way to my mum's place >stop for a coffee or two while i'm in there >cafe has this locally printed music magazine that I usually read if I stop in there >only one copy left >as I'm reaching for it, I notice some guy going for the same magazine >I pick it up first, but decide I don't need it anyway and give it to him >he thanks me and proceeds to make small talk while we wait for our orders >I don't really know what to say to this random guy at first, but after we grab our coffee, we end up sitting down and chatting for a while >we talk about our favourite bands, genre's and all that >he starts asking about what gig's I've been to >me, being a lonely faggot, never go to any because I don't like big crowds >he asks about my friends >tell him I don't have many >I don't have any >he has this look of pity on his face >tells me he'd love to be my friend >I made my first friend that day
>>609701347 >we realise after what must have been 15 mins of conversation that we never properly introduced each other >tells me his name is Justin >"I'm anon" >"Well anon, I gotta take off, but I'll add you on facebook or something so we can keep in touch ok?" >I don't have a facebook account, never needed one >give him my email address instead >as he's leaving, he turns around and waves to me >I leave for my train with a genuine smile on my face for the first time in what feels like forever
>fast forward 3 months >we've been chatting through emails for a little while >he convinced me to set up a facebook account because it'd be easier to talk that way >we talk everyday for months >every >single >day >he lives really quite far away and has work commitments, so we only catch up in person once every 2 months >regardless, I've never felt happier in my entire life >my parents separated when I was young and I've been bouncing back and forth between my parent's places for years now >I'm an only child so I have no siblings to interact with >spend most of my time either talking to Justin or waiting for him to come back online
>be 27, living some 300km from home now >mom's birthday >get the fam and friends together, some 2 dozen people for a boat trip >sit in front with my younger brother and dad >dad is really tired but he is a workaholic so noone is too confused >get home after boat trip, barely 6pm, dad goes for a nap >sleeps for 18h straight >friend of dad's is a doc, checks on him >iron levels way low, blood levels generally way low >further checks: internal bleeding >further checks : bowel cancer, terminal stage >dad wasn't portly - he had 20 pounds of tumor tissue in his stomach >1 year tops life expectancy >be a shitty son and visit not as often as I should have, don't ask how he is often enough >he lives for almost three more years, chemo >watch him become worse every time I see him >his skin becomes wet and floppy, his hair thins out, his eyes become weak >this man was a giant and yet, he crumbles right in front of me >still works 2.5 of those 3 years >when he leaves, half his office quits, too >spend the last year more often with him, trying to make up for the previous time >one night, 2am, my brother calls me >"Mom said, it'll happen soon. Pack your things. I'll come pick you up. I'll be there in two hours." >numb, pack things >bro arrives, we drive through the night, "Love Long Distance" by Gossip running, so loud, I can't hear anything else as we plunge into the black >Arrive ~4:30am >check on dad >he mumbles, barely intelligibile "tax exempt benefits", while looking at me with glassy eyes >He knew I was gonna hire for a new job soon >On his death bed, his last words were a hint for my future >he's a skeleton in his bed, shallow breath >sleep for 3h >mom, bro and I take 3h turns, sitting or laying next to dad, napping in between >5:45pm, mom wakes me >"I think it's ... it's time." >walk up to his bed >I hold one hand, she holds the other >His breath goes slower and slower >One last breath >Silence >Nothing but silence >I look at my mom >She looks at me >And then we cry
Was seeing this girl she broke it off. I still care for her even 6 months later. No contact at all couple day ago she messages me we talk a bit tells me how lonely she is. I comfort her a bit she comes over hang out, my feelings start coming back you know I still miss hanging out with her. I think maybe we could get back together. Wake up this morning to this message
And thanks for all you said, I appreciate it. You're a good guy, I really do wish the best for you.
I should be used to it I guess but dammit why do I always end up being the nice guy?
>>609702820 >2013, 19 years old >Justin feels more like family to me than my parents >we've upgrading our online chats to Skype >we get to properly talk to each other now >everything is right with my world >then it happens >he messages me one day saying his job is relocating him to the US in 2 weeks >won't be coming back for a number of years he thinks >we'll be on different timezones, but it means we won't be able to meet up anymore >I'm sad, but all it takes is a few reassuring words from him to keep me looking on the bright side >he moves >things are a little different, but we make it work >don't talk for as long anymore as he's usually tired after work >I still sit at my computer, waiting for the time that we can spend together >as the months roll on, he gradually starts responding less and less >tells me work is really taking it's toll on him and he just comes home and falls straight asleep >tell him I understand >several days go by without hearing from him
>be me >middle school >have two irreplaceable friends during middle school >they were the type of friend who will drag me outside from my computer to play outside >spent everyday playing basketball outside, exploring the town and playing computer games on internet cafes >those were the happiest days of my life I thought I really don't want anything as long as I can be with them Suddenly my parents from Japan told me I was a illegal immigrant here on Philippines >dropped out from school and deported back to Japan >now have to work manual labor jobs to help my family and pay my penalty to to be able to return back to Philippines >5 years have passed since then I'm literally friendless with nosocial life and I still haven't paid the penalty >I'm doomed to work as a wageslave forever here on japan >I just want to go back to those days
>>609704732 >2014, 20 years old >got a job, saved up money and moved into my own place >Justin and I have grown apart a little >only speak to each other for maybe a half hour once or twice a week >in this time, I managed to make friends with 2 of my workmates >but regardless of how little we speak, I still regard Justin as my only real friend >I don't expect to hear from him more often >get real fucking drunk with my workmates one night and tell them all about him >about how we met, how he moved and how we barely speak to each other anymore >they tell me I need to just man the fuck up and let him go if he's gonna be a bitch and not talk to me >throw my glass at them in a drunken rage and stagger home >not gonna listen to them shit talk my best friend >my only friend >I don't hear from him for 2 months
>>609706389 >December 2014 >one week until Christmas >spending the holiday's with my dad and his new family >sitting on the couch, browsing /b/ as per usual >Skype notification pops up >'Justin is online' >first time I've seen him online in close to 3 months now >I get a message from him straight away >"Is this anon?" >that's odd, I'm sure he would remember who I am after all the time we've spent together >I respond, "Yeah of course it's me dickhead! Who'd you think it was? :P" >"Haven't heard from you in a while dude. How's life over there treating you?" >It shows he's typing >still typing after about 5 mins >"Anon, this is Ashley, Justin's sister". >"Justin was out drinking with his friends 3 weeks ago and they decided to drive home after having one too many..." >my heart stops >I start shaking >I have a feeling I know where this is going... >"Their car spun out and hit a guard rail as they were driving back to his apartment..." >"He's dead anon" >I can't even think at this moment in time >He's gone, my only real friend. Dead >"I wanted you to know he always spoke to me about you. About how you guys we're pretty much inseparable, about how you guys met, about how he loved you like a brother." >"I'm so sorry you had to find out this way, but I know he'll be watching over you Anon. Take care." >I just sit there, motionless, barely breathing >I try to stand up but my legs won't let me >I manage to crawl into bed and start crying my eyes out for hours on end, know that I'll never get to see or hear from my only friend ever again
It's only been a few months since he left us. I can't help but wonder if I should join him /b/. Some nights, I just sit at my computer hoping he'll come back online. But I can still remember the first time we met and the smile on my face as I first realised that life wasn't so bad after all.
>>609691683 Why are these threads so fucking pathetic right out of the gate? People here aren't your friends. You know nothing about each and every person who's comment you read or respond to. Everybody here is a complete stranger and nothing else. Don't pretent someone on here thinks any more of you than that.
>16 >secondary school >been dealing for years with being gay, wishing I could stop it, wishing i could do something about it >entering Sixth Form (college, basically) at my school >girl in my class for English who I never really met before - she was in my year, but with 150 of us, we didnt really interact much before then, but I'd seen her around and thought she was cute >we end up seated next to each other by virtue of surnames >we hit it off >like, really hit it off >we're best friends tier within a couple of months, talking all day every day
>17 >im in love with her >it's not even hard to notice, I am head over heels for this girl and I cant fucking do anything about it >she'd never be into me back, she's straight >we're just the best of friends, we're going to universities in the same city, 250 miles away from home, and that'll be nice at least >she's always going to be my best friend, and I'll just carry this candle forever
>she phones me one night at 11pm, and asks if we can talk >she's been crying and it's obvious, but I dont ask - I just ask what she wants to talk about >she wont say what's wrong, and just wants to talk about usual things - school, classmates, work for Media class, games she'd been playing >coming up on around midnight, she says "Can we go for a drive? I'll come get you?" >i agree, and we go >we listen to music and chat, she drives us up to this car park on a hill with a beautiful view of her hometown Its a shitty place but at night, most places are at least a little beautiful. >we talk about normal things, but it eventually dies down since we both know that something is seriously up >quiet for a while >eventually she bursts into tears >I ask her whats up, I beg her to tell me whats wrong, Ill do anything I can to help. >she sobs into my shoulder and then eventually, chokes out the words >"Anon....Im gay." >my heart stopped >"I- I'm gay, and I think I'm in love with you"
>>609709539 You misunderstood me. I don't dislike it. I'm completely fine with everyone on here being a complete stranger. It's the entire reason I come here. But don't bullshit youself into thinking that people on here care about you personally.
>>609709104 thank you very much anon, you will be allright, take the expierience you got from meeting him, loving him like a part of yourself and use it in upcoming friendships and/or relationships, you will be fine, take some time to let it settle, and then continue your life, next chapter is near man, good luck
>>609709733 That's the whole point, anon. We come here because we DON'T know someone's back story. We DON'T know anything outside of what any Anon chooses to say. But in that moment, in those posts, someone can rant and rave, and get things off of their chest. Maybe even get a bit of sympathy, even if you call it artificial, there's someone out there who has never received any genuine care.
You need to leave before you cause a shitstorm and some anon offs themselves. Because for some people, this is IT. And don't you ruin it.
>im in fucking shock >i finally find the words to ask if she's joking >she gets more upset and assures me she isnt >Im in shock, my heart is going insane and I start crying too >"....I'm gay as well. And I've been in love with you for months now." >she freezes, her sobs just choke immediately and she stares at me >there's a very very fucking long moment of silence here >we eventually talk again, about how long we've both known, how long we've wanted to say anything, how we've felt about it, whether our families will be okay with things >and whether or not we should be a couple
>we shared our first kiss that night, and it was the most awkward fucking thing ever
>things moved pretty fast from there >we came out to a couple of shared friends who were totally supportive >we came out to our families, together, holding hands >they were okay, though both our dads took a while to warm up to it >they both came around eventually though nd everyone was happy for us >we both came out totally and became 'official' at school, where there was some abuse, but most people were fine
>school ended and we moved into our summer together, we were 'disgustingly cute together' >our gap year finished and we went to university together - lived apart in first year at different unis, but in second and third we moved in together and were basically a married couple >in the summer holiday between second and third year, I proposed to her >she said yes >i have never been more happy than I was in that moment >memories of that evening fill me with more joy and sadness than I can give words to
>we go back to uni afterwards and everyone is happy for us, we're the token lesbian couple and everything is wonderful >we both graduate and move back to our hometown, living together whilst we try and move into better work and better places >life was great >literally great, I dont think there couldve been anything better than what we had
>>609710072 I came here to lurk only, and I haven't posted any of the things in this thread. But look, you're just wrong. I don't know anyone here personally, so I can't care about them *personally.* As in, I can't say "you know, Jimmy, I hope you feel better.
But I can empathize with people who are in pain. We all have some pain, and we could all use empathy and concern - even if it isn't directed at our name, rank, and serial number.
>>609710072 You missed my point completely. All I was saying is that calling the people here your 'friends' is ridiculous. They don't know you and you'll never speak to them again unless you meet once more as total strangers, not knowing you ever shared a moment in your life. People on here may be kind or mean to you in that moment, but they are not your friends, they are strangers.
i don't know bros, i feel like shit. i stopped drinking, smoking, and i even lost weight, not long until i'm skinny. but i feel like shit. i mean i should be happy for the things i managed to do, instead i'm facing the reality of having wasted my whole life. aren't people supposed to be happy after they defeated themselves?
>we celebrate our sixth anniversary together, two-and-a-bit years engaged >we're making plans for the wedding >we've talked about kids someday, but they're waaay off in the future. >her job is shitty but she's looking for new ones and its going well >my job is great but the pay is terrible, so Im trying to find one too >life's going good though, things are happy, things are nice We were absolutely perfect together, we balanced each other out exactly. We genuinely expected, hoped and wanted to be together until we were old and grey.
>mid January, 2013 >we both decide we cant be arsed to cook, and we decide to go out for a meal because why not Primarily my idea because we'd been working all day, and were both super fucking tired. >so we hop in the car and head off to this nice pizza place about fifteen minute drive from our flat >we're listening to music, having chats about work that day - usual shit >and then a car smashes into the driver-side door at full speed
I remember nothing from the next few hours. The first thing I do remember is lying in the hospital being checked over. I was fine. Couple of scrapes and a bad concussion but I was fine.
My fiancee was not. She was messed up. Badly. When she finally came to, the damage she'd taken to her brain meant that she couldnt recognise anyone. She knew her family were important to her, she knew they were familiar but she couldnt place them. She had no idea who i was. I was sitting there crying nonstop and she didnt know who I was. She laid there in that fucking hospital bed, gradually slipping away and I couldnt even say goodbye to the woman I loved because she just wasnt there anymore. Most everything from that month is a blur, and I cant remember anything other than her face, that hospital room. When she slipped into a coma, i carried on visiting every day, hoping she'd come back. She never did.
>>609699614 I know that fucking feel I loved a girl and was too fucking stupid not to realize she loved me so much She even told me multiple times she loved me, I just didn't think it was the same kind. Only recently did I realise how many fucking chances she gave me and I was too beta to make a move I saw her getting into another guys car yesterday and it felt like somebody smashed my throat.
It still hurts, worse around our anniversary, around her birthday. Her family call to check up on me sometimes, and mine are still worried about me.
I really dont know what to do. I know that she wouldnt have ever wanted me to be a loner spinster for the rest of my life, but at the same time, no one compares to her. Nothing compares to the time i spent with her. Moving on and trying to be happy without her feels like betraying her. So I'm just sort of drifting through, knowing that Im a disgrace to her memory, hating myself the whole time. I dont think I can be happy, and even if I could be again, I'd probably not forgive myself. I cant forgive myself for living.
And I guess that's the story, as if anyone really cares.
>>609712116 alright, then time will lessen the pain. in a few weeks everything will be all peaches again. just try to find out what you wanted from that girl what made you dissapointed, i mean are you depressed and search for someone to make you happy again? cus then it's time to get happy on your own, then the pain will go away quicker. do something for yourself
>>609711898 Because you love the feeling of self pity. It's the same reason all of these threads are created. It's a somewhat inexplicable base human instinct to love wallowing in self pity. The only way to break out of it is to change your state of mind, which is an incredibly hard thing to do.
>>609712356 That's the case anon, in 7 days it will be one year after i stopped talking to her but i cant still forget her. I have a thirst for ice-queen type girls that i want to "crack" her aka see her good side and leave her alone. Another thing is - i dont require anything - material things means nothing to me. I want to help myself but i'm too weak for that, i cant even an hero too cowardly.
>>609712328 cookguy here, no need to welcome me, i'm aware of where i go. You know what? Thats how anything happens anywhere. And in every single case people say "If i would have done that and that, it would have been better". Bullshit. You never know what could have happend, neither will you be able to change it, so move on, but don't forget her.
>>609712761 you need to know that in your case it's very likely that you idealised her in your head and that the image you had of her is not like she really is. let go of the fantasies about her and start doing something for you instead of wondering what could have been. i guess you have more important problems that you just run away from by fantasizing about her, amirite
>>609712163 That's the thing, I know they do care, and the reason I feel this way is because of what >>609712717 said. I'm actually really grateful to you people, I don't want to be like this my whole life, and I want to change. I will change. I just needed some real people to give me one last shove, a shove where a friend or family member would give you a pat on the back instead
>>609713366 Yes i'm aware of terms like idealising and putting on pedestal but still i feel like i'm losing my touch with reality. When i see girl i like i usually content with seeing her face but nothing besides that intrigues me to make further move.
Ive been in a bad place many times and I just want to say thank you to everyone in this thread for the feels.
Recently ive gotten a gf and all i care about is making her happy. I would never understand what it means to love someone and feel passion had it not been for individuals such as yourselves. Thank you.
>>609712393 It's okay anon. Just cherish the things you love, the people you love. All of you. Fucking cherish them.
>>609713101 I've been advised that a few times by friends, and family when I said that. I actually said it to her dad. He called me an idiot and said that it wasnt my fault. Only person to blame was the guy who hit us. It's not so easy to believe myself though, you know? I try to persuade myself of it, but just dont know if Ill ever manage to.
And no matter how well i moved on, i could never forget her. Being forgotten hurts too much.
>be me >no friends >join anime group chat on kik >make friends >celebrate with weed >10 mins later I get banned from the two groups i joined >msg my new friend and ask why I'm banned >says im a cunt and I should kill my self >bawling my eyes out >come back to /b/ >Not bawling my eyes out anymore >i have realised /b/ is family >Thank you /b/
>be me >have an extremely isolated childhood with 1-2 friends at a time, none of them were ever close >never had anything close to a relationship >Always got jealous of people in relationships because of TV and high school in general >18 now >dreaming about best friend and her boyfriend >dream spends time building it up and making it feel really real >towards the end of the dream >on a bus, best friend's boyfriend uses my old name once (and I could tell it wasn't an accident) >go off on him and ask to be let off the bus >she (best friend) looks pissed at him too >skip to the night >go over because I wanted to apologize because I over reacted >hear them fighting, don't come in >boyfriend rushes out the door and ignores me >don't come in and go home >go over the next morning >She hugs me and says "Anon I still love you" (don't know where "still" comes from) and I respond "I love you too" >we fall to the ground somehow and just sit there embracing each other for a while >she eventually says "we should get up, we're kinda blocking the door" and dream ends immedietly
I get dreams all the time where I have a girlfriend and they always make me feel like shit when I wake up, but this one was different because I've been crushing on my best friend for about a year now.
>>609714556 cookanon here, naah, this ain't about blaming at all. Guilt is irrelevant. For me as someone with multiple personality disorder its quite easy to understand how you can not believe yourself. Let it flow
It's not love, at least not on the base of "loving someone" as you love your partner
>Be me >Last year in school >Brother is strongly disabled, artificial hips >He is 5 years older than me >In my whole life I always wanted him to have the best oppertunities >One day, last day before final exams, I go down to the kitchen >want to make myself something to eat while learning >Brother sits in the kitchen >He just starts screaming at me, because I wanted to empty the dishwasher >I just stop doing it, saying sorry and leaving with my food >Close the door after me >He storms out, screaming he will fucking kill me if I continue to annoy him >Apparently I closed the door too loudly >Just saying Ok, asking whats wrong >Just continues to scream to shut the fuck up >Go upstairs to my room
Now I am sitting here, crying, he is the only person I always wanted to protect, still he treats me like shit. Am I too emotionally about it?
>>609709104 Just stay /b/rother. You're a good guy. I know it's not a common thing to hear but we're your friends. I don't know a single one of us who would deny you that. I'll be your friend. I'd chat with you.
>be 5 >have a few friends,don't really know them well >get a dog,call him Milo >instant best friend >do everything together , sleep , eat etc. >he was the kindest most loving dog i had ever met >fast forward 9 years >December 2014 >He has a mouth tumor >i'm terrified >we sleep together on that night and i think we both knew it'd be the last time >next morning we go to vet >he looks into my eyes as he goes to sleep >breakdown into tears
Still cry alot,he was and always will my best friend
>liked this girl for 1 1/2 years + >best friend is going out with her >last time they broke up my friends says "you can finally try to get with her" >mfw I realise he knows. I try to refute. >they start up again the next day
>we met in high school >I loved her, she likewise >we went out on dates and laid under the stars and shit like that >soon she started to get ill >it got worse as time went on, I convinced her to go to the doctor >she was diagnosed with crippling MS >She was in a wheel chair within a year >her parents were dead and she had no siblings either >I stood by her, bathed her, wiped her ass, and cooked for her >we still went out on dates >we could only go to the movies but we still had a good time >I told her I loved her every day >she said she loved me also >4 years of taking care of her go on and I loved her like I did back in high school >we got married at a small church because that's all we could afford. I only got paid for taking care of her and had no other job because I was too busy helping her >5 years of marriage and I'm still in love with her >she starts getting this new treatment and she's getting up off her chair >I took her to therapy every day for 2years >she starts to walk, with a limp but she can walk! >I was so proud of her >she starts walking *almost* like normal >I taught her how to drive and she got her license >she leaves for days and I think nothing of it, she was bound for all those years, now she's catching up on sights >she comes home crying >she says she was raped >I was pissed and sad >she told me not to call the cops >right there is a fuckin MASSIVE red flag to me, I'm dumb but not that god damn dumb >the next day she went off again >I look at her computer and see she has an Okcupid account >she's fucking other guys, has been since she could walk again >one of them was a guy we both knew in high school that she'd apparently always had a thing for, but couldn't get him >I was devastated, after all these years and this is what it amounts to? >I broke her PC and moved out of state without a word to her >I wasted almost a decade on her and it was all a sham
If you want loyalty get a dog, because these bitches have no heart.
>Be in an unhappy relationship with a girl that doesn't respect me and pretty much told me that I was her second choice >She tried to get back together with her ex while being in a relationship with me >Meet qt >Go to concerts together, watch plays and movies at the local indie movie theater, generally have a good time together, sometimes with a mutual friend >Feel truly appreciated and respected by a girl for quite possibly the first time in my life >First time we met each other, we were talking about some stuff and she told me about her boyfriend's drinking habits >Only refers to him as "a friend" afterwards >Think I have a chance and drunkenly ask her if it's actually her boyfriend or just a platonic friend she told me about >"Well, he kinda still is my boyfriend, though we haven't seen each other for years. He wanted to visit me, though, maybe he even is in this city right now. He jsut doesn't know where I live." >She talks more about him other times when we meet >Notice how she's ust as friendly towards other guys >Don't know what to feel
I guess I feel like a fool. And a little empty. Like a fool, since I was dumb enough to mistake general friendliness for affection. Empty, since I put a lot of hope into that whole thing. But I guess that's what I deserve for craving another girl's affection while being in a relationship. I should be happy with what I have.
They will always look to trade up if possible, no matter your history together and what you've been through, and what you've done for her.
So don't tell this guy to pick up and move along trudging through the shit that out's there.
That woman couldn't stay with him through all of that shit, with him being the reason she's alive and breathing and walking, and she still cheats with strangers who haven't done shit for her other than make her cunt tingle?
If that wasn't a strong enough bond, I don;t know what is.
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