Thanks anon been looking for that one for a while
Lurker here. My thanks, /b/ros, been lookin for this thread for awhile.
it was going good too
please spider-kun leave our lolies alone >>596725557
Now all we need is an open, honest discussion of pedophilia without the moralfag raid... Like we had last night.
If yer here for the loli then stop wasting image space on spidey!
so anyone strictly Lolita complex or do they like other complexes too.
Loli is the only thing that does it for me. no other complexes come close.
I love loli... but it fucks me up the next day. I say "society" should go fuck itself and my sexual interests are fine, but then I go out and see cute little girls and just wish I could die.
Anyone else with issues like this? Or are you all devil-may-care heroes?
I'd never fuck a real little girl. I just get frustrated and angry at everyone else... Like I know that if they knew what was in my head I'd get shot or beaten or whatever. I guess I care too much about what others think.
Nah. I don't really feel guilty at all. I even write erotic fiction about little girls because the porn I find isn't enough. I can write about a really hardcore gang rape of a 7 year old girl and not feel a thing when I see the girl I based it on going to school the next morning.
I know I wasn't born this way, I think 9+ years of 4chan will do that to anybody.
it haunts me sometimes. loli is a decent replacement, but I do get horny around children. i've had fantasies and thoughts before of rape and how I would do it. sometimes I have days where it just repeats in my head over and over that i'm a sick person
Yeah... wow. My fantasies are almost always consensual, and when they're not they're usually based on girls I used to know and hated.
Maybe I shouldn't consider myself so much of a monster after all. No offense anon.
Sick, you know there are sexually active children.
you people disgust me quit posting this stuff.
I don't publish any of my stories, I write them only for me.
If I did publish them I'd want to make some money off it, considering how much time I spent writing them. I think my longest loli epic is about 90,000 words at this point, which qualifies as novel length.
Granted I can't imagine there being a safe market for this kind of material.
Actually I'd say about 60% of the stories I write are consensual relationships. But I do have a sadistic streak and have really violent fantasies sometimes, and I find writing to be the best outlet for that imagination. Some times I have to write it out just to get it out of my system, and the result is so terrible I delete it without saving.
That's the closest I've ever come to being disgusted with myself. I'm not disgusted that I fapped to it, more that I wrote something so debased and often formulaic.
I thought I knew what my fetishes were before I started writing my own sex scenes, but now I know for sure what my turn ons are.
>I think my longest loli epic is about 90,000 words at this point
thats pretty impressive. i kinda want to read it
I try so hard to convince myself of that but it never works. Because the majority opinion is always conveyed as "truth" right? I can't stand the fact that I'd just be a monster in their eyes. So I end up feeling like shit after enjoying loli, and try so hard to fap to "normal" porn and it's always hard.
>be proud of your natural feelings,societies ideas are arbitrary
apathy is easier to do. no pride or disgust, just fapping.
seriously what the fuck. if your going to jack off to loli fucking finish to the damn shit. at least that way you can learn to deal with your sexual attraction
who gives a fuck what others think for all you know they have fucked children or dogs and donkeys.
I guess I was misunderstood. I'll go through like a week or two of fapping only to loli, but then I start feeling guilty and frustrated and feel like a monster, so I try for a week or so to fap to only "normal" porn. It doesn't work out so well, usually. I guess the upside is that I then have some saved up when I get back to loli.
>society makes me feel like a bad person because i have a preconceived notion what society is.
everyone is attracted to to that which is attractive because attraction is universal.
Here's a short paragraph. I had trouble finding a scene I liked enough to share. I really need to go back and edit these, but I write most of them while I'm very horny, you see. Anyway here's a short paragraph: pastebin com /yfT951L3
It's from a short story that's part of a series, total word count is around 12k.
It's a total mess of chapters I can't even figure out the order for. 90,000 words is what I got total, once I edit them all together it'll probably be less than 60k.
That's precisely my problem though. I hate hypocrisy... It's a big part of why I became an atheist. It just feels wrong to have to lie about who I am just so I don't get ostracized and labeled.
But I suppose it's the way most of us have to live. That, or die.