I told my friend I was a wizard with powers and stuff and my aunt was the ultimate wizard and I fought family members and we all different elemental power like fire and shit this was in 6th grade lasted till 8 grade told that I had a lot of my hot aunt and cousins whenever I went to places I got fucked by girls I wasn't even handsome then I cringe every time I think about it
> last New Year's I stayed at my friends house where I'm like another son to his family
>his 15 y/o really hot sister was hitting on me like mad the whole time.
>She stripped in front of me once
>I accidentally walked in on her naked another time
>we cuddled together and slept in the same bed a few nights
>she kissed me on the cheek once.
Before I left I gave her a peck on the lips.
He still doesn't know
I was in a house full of 11-14 yr olds as an 18 yr old. sister had sleepover.
>plop on steps before living room
>put on shoe on
>reach for other
>laugh because i'm high
>falls down stairs onto one of the girls
>she wakes up and says i raped her
>start moving closer to her asking what the fuck she is talking about
>she gets wide eyed while backing away
>wakes the other girls up
>calls her dad
>nothing comes of it
>Maybe she realized i didn't do anything
>live my life in fear of a knock for a crime I didn't commit
>I am ugly, they would find me guilty in a heartbeat
I shoulda fucking raped her. At least then I would worry about going to jail for something I did do, as opposed to something I didn't do.
My darkest secret being I started browsing more and more depraved porn being 14 at the time I got into scat and rape little bit of cp as well my friend same friend as first post had a sis that was 11 she was wearing tights one day I was already horny as it was I went no fap for a while well I went into restroom and looked through the laundry found his sister and his mom underwear and edged like 4 times.will cont
Little sister can't feel anything from the waist down
When she slept I used to stick things up her twat and asshole
Now I fuck her in her sleep twice a week, usually just in her pussy but sometimes anal
I jerked off 15 times in one day. After the sixth time I stopped cumming. After the eighth time my dick was starting to become really raw. After the eleventh time my dick was beet red. After the fifteenth time I was bleeding a little. I just did it because I wanted to prove a point to my self. It didn't even feel good after the fifth time. After the ninth time I was just rubbing my flaccid cock until I had something that resembled an orgasm. I was 16 years old at the time.
I have deep rage issues. In college I beat up on a cat. Like really bad beat up on it. It would piss itself when I came into the room.
My girlfriend gets me so mad I physically try to hurt her sometimes but I hold back so she never really does. But I have a strong urge to punch her. She pissed me off a couple days ago and I couldn't stand it so much I tore up her stuffed rabbit she's had since she was a little kid.
In my everyday life I'm a great guy with good friends, people even think I'm funny. But I have this other side of me that just comes out and it's so violent and rage filled and I lose control.
I already know I'm a piece of shit. I already hate myself. I had a therapist tell me that beating up the cat kept me from continuing to cut up my arms and legs. I'm weak and a fucking waste of space human piece of garbage. I hate myself so much. God I wish I was dead but I'm too much of a coward.
Finally I wasn't scared of her walking up so I went to his sis's room didn't know if she was a heavy sleeper or not I dropped a binder on tile floor didn't even move
Her ass was facing my way I put my face into it somewhat then I started jerking off started sliding my dick on her thinly clothed ass oh shit came buckets upon buckets well then to I was scared lol so I got a cinnamon bun put it in the chair she watches tv and cleaned off the cum with a napkin I got away but I was shivering the entire time.
I killed a guy who was raping a girl in the woods. She had a bag over her head so she never saw me. I put the barrel of my SKS against his head and pulled the trigger. She screamed and I ran. The paper said it was an avenging angel. Still don't know who the girl was.
I have regular sex with my ex-girlfriend and loathe myself for it because I am pretty certain I'm gay. Every time I finish I have physical pain in my belly and feel incredibly ashamed. I never had that when I had sex with that guy.
I stole government secrets (classified above top secret) and sold them to private people who i knew represented an enemy government.
That was 8 years ago. I still have over 10 GB of top secret and above classified marerial which has never been made public.
I have not slept well in the past 8 years...
my gf and many friends from my university let me repair their laptops and dektops, i always get to steal all the pics and vids i can so over the years i have gigas of nudes and amateur videos. none knows i've kept this always for me.
Yup, not gay. Neither was he, but on LSD we thought it would be a good idea for some reason. Bit and pieces are missing from my memory but we both remember enough to know what happened. I still do LSD though, I just do it alone.
Yeah me too. I'm either completely frothing at the mouth crazy levels of angry or I can't even get out of bed. I rage and I hatemyself after the fallout so I get even more sad and angry and it just keeps spiraling and gets worse and worse.
a few years back I tried to kill myself by drinking bleach because my life sucked and everyone hated me
Been in a similar situation when I was 15. Except she woke and her dad was scary in that he was silent and stern. I literally have lived in fear of that family and haven't seen then since. Nothing happened with me and friend sis but almost did.
>be pissed at my sister for some reason
>go to her pillow
>pull down my pants
>bare ass against pillow I fart a wet fart
>she gets pink eye and misses two weeks of school
>fails a class and doesn't make it into her dream college
>never say a word
preface: my gf has 2 younger sisters (younger, youngest)
-i took nudes from my gf's younger sister's ipod
-i've snuck into her room and masturbated with her stuff (jackets, bras, bedding, etc.)
-i still fap to pics i hide on an alt. email
-i'm "noticing" her youngest sister's developing body (i hate myself for it, but can't stop. would kill myself if i did anything to her....against her will)
I have been doing frauds to banks for like 7 years by now. I spent all the money in gifts to a lot of people so noone notices, I use almost none of the money I get on me only basic stuff. I do it for the pleasure of knowing that I can get away with it, still evertime I see or hear a police car near my house I freak the fuck out. I am just addicted to being a criminal.
One time my buddy has his cat we were running around in a little field I tossed the knife was hoping for it to stab into the ground I tossed pretty high when it landed it stabbed my friends cat in the abdomen the cat was yelling from pain my friend started crying his family really liked the cat it had lost a lot of blood by then I told my friend to turn around and I pulled a good old shovel dog on the cat lol I killed so it would stop and buried it he didn't stop crying for 2 hours lol.
I need them bad it of course is worse durring full moons and worse part I work third shift. Tonight was hard keeping it in while driving to work I watched the moon. Bad choice almost turned on a coworker
Some was translated, posting only old files cos no need problems
How long? How long since you've actually talked to someone who was in the same room? For me, 9 times in 3 years. Birthdays, thanksgiving, Christmas, other than that, food is dropped at my door, and I leave money for my mom to drop it off. I think about killing myself every day.
You win. I have brief daily contact with someone but it probably doesn't amount tl more than 2 or 3 hours a week added together. I've probably spent 3 or 4 years in this room.
I can't relate to people. At all. Every time I'm in a conversation with someone it feels like I'm talking to a cardboard cutout. Half the time I know what they're gonna say before they even say it.
The reason I like the internet so much is how anonymous it is, whenever I talk to someone online it feels like I'm actually talking to a person.
Nope, have had these for years but I must admit I was not aware they were on the net too. This is a bit disappointing...
I had these since 2006, printed to... The coffee stains on the paper will attest.
Not surprised though, they're from the nineties.
Are you happy with yourself? I'm actually happy with myself when I am alone. But I know I can't keep fucking around so I force myself to go to school to one day get a career. This Christmas has been really weird, just staying up until 4 am in my room only leaving occasionally to get food. Never talk when I'm in public.
>>few years ago, helping buddy and his then-girlfriend move
>>buddy's then-girlfriend is pissed at him by the end of the day
>>"You're worthless and lazy, you made Anon do everything."
>>couple days later she tells him she's going to my place to make me spaghetti (my favorite) as thanks while he goes to work
>>spaghetti was delicious
>>for dessert she sucks me off and swallows to show her appreciation; said she doesn't even like giving him head cuz he's useless
>>we fuck twice that night
>>she washes the blankets and sheets before leaving
>>we don't fuck again but she breaks up with him a few months later and moves back home six hours away
I win my ass....I am slowly going insane. I've had schizo type episodes twice now, the worst part is, I can not confirm if what I heard happened, because I have nobody to ask. I've decided that if I hear shit again I am going to commit myself to a psych ward. I don't want to risk losing my mind and hurting somebody.