I haven't done anything else but reading and watching debates since I was 16. What first looked very interesting turned into an obsession and right now I just want to kill myself. This society is not how it was supposed to be. The reason you're feeling miserable is because you're not free and every time I try to explain someone why it's a terrible thing to use force to get what you want, people call me ignorant. I just can't do this anymore.
>>580295647 I just got an appointment with the school psychiatrist I'm scared shitless thinking that they might lock me up or some shit but at the same time I want to feel better hope everything goes well on monday
I don't want to live, but I am afraid to die. Also I fucking hate 99% of people, don't have any real friends and I am virgin ( had a gf for 2 years, but I didnt want to fuck her, she was too young). Now I go to gym because of my low self-esteem
I still love my Ex girlfriend, we begin to date when she was 14yo, and I was 25yo... she left me this year, she is 20 and I´m 30yo, I really love her, I never harm her, we even make love for the first time when she was 18... fuck, she is perfect and I lose her... Im very very sad
I really miss my old girlfriend and it hurts me physically that there is no chance at all anymore that we will get back together. so im really down about that and its been what? 8 weeks? idfk, but i still wake up thinking about her.
>>580298916 Scout where homeless people live. Catch someone who looks old and can't properly defend themselves then go to town. Do this sometime after midnight and in a neighborhood where you know no one will really care. Then run back to your car and drive the fuck off. Leave no evidence. Wear gloves, have a hoodie and a beanie on so none of your hair gets left at the crime scene and then leave.
One homeless person should get you through for a long, long fucking time. It's either them or animals.
My gf is so stressed under work that she is almost never happy, constantly irritated and she has no sex drive. She goes to uni 2 times a week and stays home the rest of it intensively studying. I work from home, so I basically see her every day.
I can't remember the last time I saw her beautiful smile, that wasn't forced on.
>>580299302 You're not attracted to her when she's huge. Or she's going through changes you don't like. That's perfectly fine, m8. Go satisfy that urge somewhere else. Sex is sex. It's satisfying a need. Why sit there and be unhappy? Your wife probably isn't going to give up any ass anyway.
If I could get away with it I'd rape. I'm vocal about how rapists "deserve what they get" and how people in jail are usually locked up for more serious shit and that a sex offender is just a dude who couldn't scrape up enough cash and make himself presentable enough to go buy some pussy and is a fucking loser but...man.
If I could get away with it? There's so many women I would rape. But I'm far too chickenshit to do it. If you rape someone you have to do that shit, like, two cities over. And with all the forensics shows and shit? It's just not worth it.
Lately I've been feeling really disconnected and lost with my life. I've always had trouble with sleeping and lately I've been walking around in the middle of night alone. Every time I go out it lasts a bit longer, going into shittier and dimly lit areas of town. No problems so far other than weird comments from addicts/mentally ill/niggers.
I'm not sure what I'm looking for. A fight or to get shot or something. I don't know.
im in love with my boss, she is smart,beautiful, strong talented. all i want to do is feel her touch again i want to sit next to her by a fire under a blanket or be next to her in the sun and smell her hair in the wind. i love going to work and talking to her and slyly watch her move but every night i have to sit in the parking lot after work just to make my self feel nothing because my chest aches so bad that i want to rip my chest open, but ill never have her see me as i see her, i am not special, im only an employee, im only an asset
I am basically socially handicapped. I can barely hold a conversation with someone aside from physics. It isn't that I can't function, I just have no desire to talk to people. I'm not a shut in neckbeard, I'm a pilot, I own a plane, I've got a girlfriend, haven't been a virgin since I was 14. I just spend all my time reading physics papers, working on my equations and working on mathematica. I see people laughing and happy, going out and talking with each other and it comes so easily to them. They have friends, but I don't have any, I can't even fucking function sometimes. I'm just smart enough to be socially crippled but not so smart that I'm a savant.
I fantasize about feeding annoying dogs hotdogs laced with antifreeze or chocolate because they're stupid. But feeding a dog and having them accept food from you dramatically changes the relationship, I think, and I would end up befriending the annoying fuckers.
I haven't been happy in longer than I can remember. I've done everything possible but nothing brings me joy. I was getting head recently and I realized during it that nothing will ever make me happy again.
A am a human parasite. Most of my life I have lived off various girlfriends. I do work intermittently, but mostly I am just a lazy, drug addicted, piece of shit. Somewhere in my mind I know this should bother me, but it doesn't. Despite knowing how am objectively, it does not subjectively bother me.
One of my best friends knew I was really into this one girl. I introduced him to her the other day. When he showed interest I told him not to force anything, that'd be a dick move, right? Now they've been fucking together for a few months already.
when i was like 6 i took my 3 year old cousin in the closet and touched her vagina. i was just curious. 1st time she was giggly and picked up her undies. second time she wanted to touch my penis after about 10 seconds of licking her lips while i looked and touched her vagina. i wasnt down. the next weekend she tried getting me to go to the closet but i just wanted to see it and feel it once up close. So i've molested my cousin, and she tried molesting me.
>>580300424 Just be glad autism worked out for you. It could be worse. A lot worse. Honestly, if you have the sort of stability in life where you can fly your own fucking plane, you can do whatever the fuck you want.
>>580300803 no she is not, it might be better if she was then at least id know there was no possible chance. plus she has 10 or so years on me but thats not a problem in my mind, i think she notices my attraction
I hate reading posts online about people asking for advice but they begin their stupid stories with faggoty shit like "I have a friend, let's call him Mark." I don't know these fucking people. I don't care what their names are. The likelihood these people will see your stupid post is 1 in 5 billion. Fuck off and tell the god damn story.
I like watching interracial cuckold porn. The idea that there were europeans that made profit from african slaves and shipped them over to North and South America and that not, centuries later, the descendants of these individuals are paid/brought in to fuck people's wives is hysterical.
>>580301546 I basically have...the only thing I take anymore is Kratom. But I say addict because drugs are still all I think or care about. I am good at pretending I care about someone, but if I can't use them to coast through life with no effort, I lose interest and stop the charade. I know it should nag at me, but it doesn't. Well I guess it does a little, otherwise I wouldn't have posted. Just not enough to change anything.
>>580297880 You're nearly there, anon. That enlightened state of absolute non-existence. Do well to not quarrel with yourself about such superficial attachments; it is nothing but yourself telling you what you want. Realise that you are nearly actualising the state of non-existence, do away with the one you want and do away with yourself. Be free and liberated, friend.
Death scares me because I have a lot more shit I want to do with my life and I'm in a position now where I'm not suffering for the poor decisions I've made.
But it's the act of dying that scares me. Wasting away from shit autoimmune disease or being on fire or something. I want my death to come to me swiftly or when I'm in a deep sleep. Having to feel pain before you finally go is a shit deal.
>>580303059 You sound like me. My last ex was six years ago. The pussy game was ridiculous--though I have nothing to compare it to. Man, get a Japanese Onahole [superior fleshlight] and try to build your money up so you can fuck chicks on Backpage.
>>580298916 Intrusive thoughts are healthy, everyone has those. But when you realise just how much blood a body holds, how someone's terrified gaze can really pierce you... Anon do well to fantasize those thoughts as they cope with aggression yet hold yourself back on action. There is only regret and contempt for what you become if you are irrational enough to feel anger. Although if it is a relentless emptiness -a void, a hunger that needs satiating? Pick that bat up, anon. Liberate yourself and your chosen subjects.
>Move on and drop all contact with her and everyone else until you have finished grieving. >Be a feminist and put yourself on dating sites and tinder etc, get over her by satisfying your needs elsewhere. Being a feminist really helps getting ladies. Pretending doesn't work unless you're a good liar, and by good I mean faultless. Faultless. >Kill her. >Kill her and everyone you think she's slept with or flirted with. >Kill yourself.
i think i want to break up with my boyfriend f 3 years because we've been dating since my sophomore year of high school and i'm about to be in my second semester of college haven't been happy for a while and i feel like i'm missing out on other people who could make me happier and be more like me. But i'm too afraid to leave him because what if i regret it and i'm just being selfish. STRESSFUL
> one day ask crush out for a dance at school > she says yes > i do nothing at the dance, dont know what do... > get told im boring > fuckthis.jpeg >Slow dance song #1 > do nothing > Slow dance song#2 > her friend is crying, help her out > Slowdance song #3 > finnaly dance > next few days she tells me were just friends > dafuqniggah.gif
The same reason you didn't like back the girl that had a crush on you, anon. It's called empathy and it's called growing a spine. People aren't entitled to like you. People are entitled to nothing. Get over it and yourself, it isn't going to happen.
>>580304157 i got enough girls no worries there and i am not grieving. i am sure i have cheated on her way more than she cheated on me. another reason that i cant let her go. she is way better than most of the girls. and after all she is not very different than me
>>580304930 I mean faultless. A lie with no faults, no cracks, leaks, smirks, raises of brows, grimaces, glaces, scratchers, movements... I mean faultless. Flawless is better used to describe objects than a person imo.
>>580304953 Ah, thank you for confirming that I was correct in my analysis. You suffer from delusion/denial and respond with ad hominem. Egotism and rejection at its finest. You are the 90% of /b/etas.
I'm involved with someone just because I'm tired of being alone. But you shouldn't have said what you did the other night. I was ok thinking it could never happen between us. And now I don't know what to do.
>>580304145 I feel you, man. I really do. I want the same thing you do. I hope it comes to both of us once we can stop being poorfags and get a career. I'm not pursuing a relationship because I don't have the means to make a woman happy financially. I could probably provide for the other factors amply but I don't think I can half-ass the whole package like that. That's one of the reasons my last relationship went to shit. But best of luck to you.
>>580303296 So, what's wrong with that? Like I said, the fact that you've got a pilot's license is evidence enough that things are going well for you. Sometimes you have to stop worrying about things that are on the other side of the fence. Sounds to me like you're already doing what you want to be doing.
And if you want to be more social, you're already in the perfect position. You could drop a line about flying in literally any conversation with any person, and have enough to break the ice.
I'm sitting here with obsessions about Star Trek, video games, and weird porn. You're more like a Big Bang Theory fashionable nerd, while I'm a real, creepy nerd.
>>580305609 It's actually 'bad' advice, don't drive your car there. All it takes is a single coincidence, one person to recognise your car as being out of place. Or a single CCTV camera and you're caught. Also always use shoes different to your size or don't use shoes at all. Boost your height by a few inches. Learn to walk silently (where not using shoes really comes in handy) and do not commit murders on rainy nights or in loci with high dust. Do not use flashlights either. Learn to be able to pick locks instead of forced entry. I could go on tbh...
>>580304467 yeah i know,i seem to be a faggot beta only around her >>580304612 i could only wish it was a friendzone,im sure id work something out,but its actually nothing,shes only an acquaintance to me from her perspective
>>580305493 Nice you're replying with more of your insecurities, I suppose you can't handle that you can't fluently think of as many synonyms off the top of your head. I did have to check the spelling for ad hominem though anon so you're not wrong ;)
lately this ex gf is driving me crazy, I mean..I fucking love her. My actual gf have no idea about my feelings of my ex..What to do? ex gf has a son now, if that fucker werent there i would go back with her...fuck life
>>580305126 so your gf is a slut for sleeping around, but you're all good even though you've been doing the same fucking thing? with more partners, which you just admitted. you should both KILL YOURSELVES
i love her, but i can't have her. i love her, but there's people who love her that are much better than me i love her, but she'll never love me back the same way i do i love her, and i'm oh so lonely without her company
>>580306320 Really? Its funny how you most likely took one psychology class and think that you can now dissect everyone's emotions and start labeling people with conditions and sicknesses. Believe me, nobody thinks you are the Einstein that you think you are.
So I'm 21 years old and have been talking to a QT 3.14 for a few months now. I have been falling for this girl more and more everytime I talk to her, but as of recently I learned she's only 15 years old, I mean the age of consent is 16 where I live,and she's almost 16 but I kinda feel wrong, so /b/ro's what do?
>>580306593 No, you're in love with the idea of her (the idea of making her satisfy all of your needs). You are very selfish and it's understandable why she is not interested in you. If you're so isolated and alone without that single individual then you need to learn yourself and learn to love friends. That or use your isolation to develop some critical thinking and analyse people, the world, the life you live in. Develop philosophical ideas and let what attachments you feel for this person dwindle into nothing.
I really think everyone who views these forums are pathetic losers who have absolutely no life.
I believe youre all pathetic and never had to deal with anything happen in your life.
I believe that having my professional career threatened, my creative career destroyed, my identity stolen, my privacy raped, my love life severely affected, my self esteem destroyed, my life threatened, my house under cia and fbi survellance, the thought of having people I thought I cared about potentially killed, and amongst other things a lot of other shit I had to put up with... I view all of you as purposeless retards... with no sense of how the real world works...
If I didnt have a girl i loved die in a car accident, two friends kill themselves, a girl whom I assumed was a moderator cut herself on here, my life threated at gun point twice by knife a few times, and thats actually just starting to scratch the "hurt" ive experienced...
I WOULD wish death on all of you... But a pointless existence of failure i satisfying enough for me...
ban me if you life... I'll never return to 4chan... land of the retards
I lost my best friend and my job that I loved. Twice. Once in 2008, 2.5 months apart. Then again lose my best friend before Halloween this year then my job last week, so 2.5 weeks... So now likely in 2020, it'll be 2.5 days. Fuck. On top of that, will be homeless in 6 weeks. Last resort plan if I can't get a job: sell all my possessions and head to southern USA where it's warmer and just survive. Dammit...
My wife of 5 years only wants to have missionary style sex with her on top. Doesn't want to experiment with other positions, toys, going down on each other, nothing. I just want to work up the balls to tell her that I want anal and her to dress like a total bimbo just once.
>>580307598 Without going into too much detail, something really bothered me back in February and not a single day has gone by without me obsessing over it. It's just been so long I'm afraid I'll never let it go
>>580307070 You wear 4 pairs of socks with 2 layers of strong latex binding them together. Hurts your feet but is provides disillusion to the size of your feet if you do leave footprint if you have to deviate, by traversing through dirt or mud or disrupting a layer of dust. There is no trace if used intelligently and the sound of footprints are usually droned out by lights, insects or the wind.
If you're a pussy ass bitch and can't handle binding your feet for untraceable murders then hence the larger shoes, because you may as well attempt something to disguise the perpetrator. It should be noted that the shoes must be bought from several towns away and brand new. Unused until the time of the murder. Wearing your shoes is the worst thing you can do. This is why you should avoid close and bloody encounters. It adds for unnecessary variables and too many areas to fuck up but if that's your thing then who am I to say you aren't to indulge yourself.
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