I want to feel it /b/
I'm here anon. Do you have a story to tell?
Not really, it happened quite a while ago, and I'm getting over it, but shits just been spiraling downward since then it seems, you know?>>578814993
Ill get on that
wow that cut a little deeper than they usually do
Iknow that feel b/ro. well i'll sit around the fire with you for a littl ebit
cant please em all, but you'll try anyway or not at all..
I applaud your selflessness. when you claim a waifu thats when you stop wishing others the best.
>pic related. I've done this more than once
thats how i felt when I saw it
this is true
relationship feels incoming
Have your testicles removed. They're taking control of you like a mind-controlling parasite. They'll make sure you won't be happy unless you hand over control so they can use your body as a breeding machine in order to spread their genetic material.
you shouldn't have a relationship if you're broken
because you'll just end up making them miserable too
Nobody has said that ever... oh well
god fucking damn this thread
I love you.
>Decide to give 'it', whatever the fuck 'it' is, 100% more time to see if 'it's' worth it.
>Spend 10 years lonely, trying, lowering standards, raising standards, being normal, being weird.
>Be 25, date a girl. Thought she was 20-22 at first. Turns out she was 19.
>Should've known better, but still try to be happy
>Together for 2 years, her family loves me, ready for me to pop the question. I get her the ring she wanted, we get engaged.
>She moves in with me. She gets a job promotion that requires moving to a bigger city, something I've been wanting to do
>We get new jobs, I'm paying rent for our apartment. We live there for a year. Plan to have our wedding on our five year anniversary.
>I continue to support her as she doesn't like her job and instead she gets her dream job as a manager in training for coffee company
>Month before we are to move again for her new job, she decides she's in love with her coworker, breaks up with me, is now lesbian
>I'm now 30... I gave 'it' that 15 years, double from when I was 15.
>I'm still alone.
>I hate everything.
>tfw this is it, every fucking single day
My story isn't so great.
>meet girl in high shool
>date on and off for years
> hav relation ships inbetween but always come back together
>this lasts from age 15-22
>get rejected from millitary
>she goes into millitary
>deployed overseas in japan
>will be back state side in 3 years
>try long distance relationship
>she gets pregnant over seas has twins
>decides to try and build relationship with father
>they get married
>I decide maybe this is my fault for not making the trip to live in japan with her
>this must be fate
>she state side the marriage lasts 2 years
>in the 2 years of marriage we drift apart
>she moves to texas and changes nhumber and ditches all social media
>I never hear from her again
>miss her drive by her parents house all the time 4 years later.
>house is 15 minutes out of my way there is nothing in that direction
>drive there knowing i'm sick
>park there knowing i'm sick
>drive homie knowing i'm sick
>hang with anons the rest of the night and hope it'll be abetter night
>have sexual encounters with girls but can't make myself commit so I lose every girl because they're not my Marilyn who may nevr know how much I loved her and its all my fault
Guys take this from a fellow /b/tard you are awesome don't let life drag you down get up and live it. life is a wonderful adventure your journey has only just begun
My land lord is the only gf that has ever made me feel the way op's pic says.
She's an ex now, and just got married a couple months ago to a pretty cool bro, so I'm happy for them at least. Plus my rents only $300, so that makes it okay, right?
Then why do I still feel miserable?
I love you /b/ro
>this pic is a femanon who Intalked through a lonely birthday weekend and she thanked me with this timestamp pic. I didn;t request it or anything. it's special to me. reminds me that you never know who you'r ehelping or how much by being in this thread. I've never shared this picture for fear of trolls but I wanted to do somethign special for you. this is all I have. hopefully the esture is recieved and understood.
>Date girl for 8 months throughout 11th grade
>We mess around and stuff, never anything real though
>8 months are up and she leaves me
>She wants to be alone for a while
>Nearly break down in tears in front of all of our friends
>try desprately to get her back
>Pick up smoking during lunch with a few friends
>feel depressed but friends could still lift my spirits if only for a moment
2012 was the worst year of my life
>3 funerals, gf broke up with me, gf got enganged to another dude
Ouch sorry to hear that, very sad story indeed if I was good at giving advices I would but I'm not still I believe it's not your fault I don't believe in God or what so ever but somehow I think that if it didn't make it it's because it was written, somewhere above us
i broke a my foot while in D.E.P.S. she joined because of me. she wanted to follow me. I was going to build a life and she wanted to help we were goign to go in together. Then she left and i sat at home with crutches. It's cold now and i can feel it in my foot... winer reminds me of the first winter we were seperated since the time her parents got divorced. I can't cry. sit sucks I had one of those dads that taught you how to not cry now i never cry.
I didnt cry when i broke my foot
>tfw I don't have anyone that I'm focusing on atm
This one is actually...
Don't bother though its pointless.
You know what, I'm happy without you.
I have things good now, I'm moving forward and every day brings me a little closer to where I want to be. I have someone and they love me, and we spend all the time we can together- she's asleep in the other room now. Here I am up all night, because I need to. I have to, I work now. I wish I worked more. I wish I didn't have these nights to myself sometimes, because it always comes back to you somehow.
I'm happy without you- away from you, separated from you. We didn't stay together because we couldn't, you wanted different things, and that much is fine. I could never be more than I am, and that was years ago. I could never be what you wanted, I think. Maybe it was something else though, maybe you could see inside me just a bit and decided that it wasn't worth the trouble- I've felt like that.
I think of all these terrible things you must feel about me years later- maybe the worst that you've forgotten me by now.
Somehow though, I dont hate you.
Part of me even misses you.
I'm happy without you, but why do I still hurt so much inside?
When will you go away?
I can't even write hate
I try. I really do. But... I've never really felt happiness, or sadness, or anything. Except when I was with her. She made me feel. She made me human. She made me a better person, then she dumped because she didn't feel like being committed to someone. That was the only explanation she could give me when I was at my lowest and had no idea what to do with myself.
Now I just feel as empty as a lie, not being able to be happy or sad. And that is how it's always been and how it will be until I learn how to love again or 'til it all ends.
love you too bro.
and happy late birthday, you may not have anyone in real life, but atleast you know youll always have us.
well thanks for hearing my story anon
yea It's been a few ears i'm 27 now.so I've had time to come to terms with my situation bu tI can' tget in commmited relationships and I think thats the reason why I'm not interested inthat. before i wanted to get married and haeva a wife now al that is stupid i dont want kids anymore none of that bull shit. i just want someone there to be by me when i wake up
I used to own a house. I had bought it from the bank for the guy I was going to marry. Had a ring and everything. We'd been together for years. When he left, I was the one who kept the house. I had to file bankruptcy and walk away over a year ago. On Devil's Night, less than two weeks ago, someone tried to burn my long-abandoned house down. I see it all the time and suddenly, this boy I haven't thought much about in the three years since we were together and almost two since I last spoke to is on my mind all the time. I've been with someone else for a year now. We have an apartment. He's asleep next to me right now. I'm a terrible person, I think. I can hardly look at my boyfriend lately because I feel bad. The dreams have resumed right where they left off. To make matters worse, I found out my ex-boyfriend, that ex-boyfriend I should say, lives across the street from me now even though I moved an hour away. I guess for some context I'm a gay guy in his late twenties living in Southeast Michigan. I don't know why I feel so compelled to share. If I had a time machine I'd go back to our first night in that lovely old house, sleeping on a mattress in the living room while we sorted things out, nothing but a television and PS2 unpacked, sleeping under the same blanket I'd been homeless under years earlier and feeling like I was home for the first time, maybe the only time, in my entire life thus-far.
That image assumes one very important thing: that you have a mother, a father, a best friend, a partner and people who care for you. Plenty of us don't.
>tfw he's 600miles away
So, while we're all here ...
"Also, we need to have a talk tomorrow" -girlfriend.
How fucked am I, guys?
This is all too fresh ;~;
Thanks. they're all I have now. I'm a musician. I wi'll actually be in the studio sleep deprived from about 10a-8p. I have a part time job as an audio engineer and arecording studio in my city
>tfw go back to your 9gag faggot
i think i might have found this
but the bullshit going on around it makes me worried it won't be worth it
we went on one date (not even sure if date or not) and every girl i tell about it seems to think it's the most adorable story they've ever heard.
still not sure if she's into me
i can greentext the story if anyone gives a fuck
i hoped not at all
>OMYGAWD I'M NOT A SPECHIAW SNOWFLAKE????? D:
> MY EXISTENCE IS ONLY OF IMPORTANCE TO MYSELF AND MY LOVED ONES???? :c
> OMYGAAAAWWWWDDDD ;_; :,,(
It's called growing up you whiny faggot
What the fuck did I walk into.
Did /b/ turn beta. You guys need to go out and find someone, not mop around over shit women who fucked you over.
I'm going back to /ck/.
I'm going to try and get a littl e2 hr nap in before I go into work and pretend to be the happy sucessful audio engineer "living the dream" I hate when clients say that shit. they don't knwo shit about my dreams.
I'm hoping the best for you /b/ro.
Here, have a wall.
Anyone wanna talk it out?
Add interest as /baww/ on omegle
thanks. goodnight b/ro love you anon. I'll think about the kind words said to me tonight and I'll use them to help me muscle through today.
Ha! I have enough dignity and confidence to live my life the way i want, for reasons i want. I like my parents and friends, but i dont really think i should continue living just because of them. If i ever feel like suicide, these people will not stop me, because it is MY life and i am important.
Also, this >>578819863
you know what is more sadder than this? me and my facebook account who only has myself as a friend and i send myself messages like this everyday.
>there's a girl I really like
>She's has hung out with my for a year now
>I think she liked me to
>She texts me everyday
>She subtly flirts with me every day
>I want her
>She wants me
>She doesn't know I want her back
>I'm a beta
>I am worthless
>I watch her behind a window as she slowly drifts away, with other people
>She'll never know how much I love her
>She'll never know that year of her paying attention to me was the best year of my life
>I'm a beta
>I don't deserve her
People who have never considered suicide don't get to call it selfish. What's selfish is expecting someone to live on for your sake when that someone really would be better off dying.
I'm actually kind of guilty of this as well...
>What's selfish is expecting someone to live on for your sake when that someone really would be better off dying.
the fact that that statement may be true doesn't mean that suicide isn't also selfish
both sides can be called selfish, you moron
>People who have never considered suicide don't get to call it selfish
then that means i CAN call it selfish
so gtfo and don't say shit about things you know nothing about
you don't fucking know me
I'm going to end up being an old lonely man with a sad inside and fake happiness outwards painfully getting poisoned by age.
I see your point. Thanks for your point of view.
But it doesnt really matter. Its as getting job in different country and leaving your friends and family. They will miss you, but it is YOUR life and you're the one restponsible. You would regret staying at home because of friends and family. I'm applying the same logic here.
You like me more boy?
Come put your banana inside
Now i see, why so many sad theatrical plays in our history is labeled as comedies. Its same as in your story. Its fucking ridiculous.
And, silently, in the back of the mind i know, i would probably do the same.
i'm not saying it's wrong, just pointing out that it's selfish, which was the whole point that that person who made that pic was trying to make
i'm the same way though, i believe that if i choose to do something i shouldn't care about friends and family's sake, i should do what makes me happy and i should do it for me
does it make me selfish? ya, of course, i'm willing to admit that
do i care? fuck no
besides, everyone is at least a little selfish at times
>fell in love with a girl, first ime i had ever loved someone.
>Quickly become her friend, try to give hints that i like her.
>Don't know if she gets them.
>One day of summer she offers to hang out with me
>Gladly accept, got to the place and there's 3 people.
>Her, her friend, her boyfriend.
>See them kissing, broke my heart
>Decided to release my anger, those two will break up.
>Her boyfriend was a beta faggot, I easily managed to break them up.
>Some days before they broke up i go to her and say how i feel about her.
>wants to stay friends, not ready to get in a relationship after that trainwreck that was the last one.
I even have more sad tales about her, I'm listening to the song that makes me thing about her right now.
Don't suicide. Go all the great Gatsby instead. Try to make something great to show of with your life if you can or just the best.
Go get easy women or something instead of suicide. Game over is game over so why end early if you you can't restart.
Even if you'll never find somebody that you can truly love again there's still something in life. Even if love fills the biggest hole.
Don't do it anon. Just make do. It's better then nothing!
I just assumed she'd always pay attention to me and never asked her out in fear of "what if she really didn't like me".
"What if she just wanted to be a friend"? "What if I told her how I feeled and she avoided me." "What if this" "What if that".
Fuck man, but deep down I really knew she liked me. There wasn't a what if, I was just afraid because I'm a fucking beta.
And now because I waited, I didn't tell her, she's gone. She put up with me for a fucking year and now she's gone. My only friend I've had in almost a decade, the girl of my fucking dreams I loved. She's gone
H-H-Hold me /b/...
I used to be very talkative... used to compliment every girl/guy and make it a mission to make them smile or turn their mood.... but each failed relationship has pulled me further into myself, now my words are hollow and wooden, it's like a checklist to a smile(&more) and no heart behind it anymore. Of course when I first noticed this I abused the hell out of my checklist to get noods.... But now even that has lost its appeal, I've gotten to the point of having one or two nice things to say and then I completely lose interest in the conversation. The only people I can stand to listen to for longer are those that I've known longer then 5 years... What to do now?
>it helps someone who can relate to your problems
that wouldn't solve any problem at all. Both losers would end up crying at each others cocks and talk about how sad their miserable life is
i really hate these pastas theres just no rhime or reason to em
Bro I'ma felling it right now mate my girl is chatting up guys and lying even though I have caught her out and my only friend just killed himself. I'm here for you if you wanna talk
i didn't say it would solve the problem
i said it helps
and even if both "losers" end up crying together, it's better to cry with someone than to cry by yourself
I'm sorry, I don't know what that means.
I want to kill him. I'm not going to kill him, but I want to.
He stole my girlfriend. He's fucking my girlfriend. He's ruining her.
And all I'm doing is being home alone, on /b/, listening to Swans.
The fuck. I just typed that shit out on my phone. Guess the gif was old. But what pictures aren't.
don't wanna hijack this or anything, sorry
>but me and my gf ended it three days ago
>two days ago, she fucked her best friend
>she told me on skype that evening and I broke
>drowned myself in alcohol and asked her to call me
>we talked... well, I talked most of the time, no idea what I said
>long story short, she did it because she has some problems and that was the result
>she still loves me and I still love her
>she wants to go into some psychology rehab shit
>said our relationship made her happy, but it didn't help her in overcoming the problems she has
>and she fucked that other guy... she even said before she'd never fuck him cause he's fat and gross
>and yet she did... and I feel like shit
what do? I can't bring myself to hate her, I miss her with every fibre of my being, it's just too much
i can swear ive seen it somwhere else..
maybe im remembering it all wrong if it was truly something original then i do applaud you
I like where this is going already.
>Met a girl in highschool
>fall madly in love, have first kiss, lose virginity to each other
>happiness for 3 years despite a few bumps
>Graduate, I propose to her
>College starts we go to different schools, we start to drift because I want to have a life of my own instead of just making my life her
>She cheats on me
>Extremely messy break up, We still talk for the few months after and at every chance she treats me like shit and acts like I was a terrible piece of shit, tells me how shes gonna have babby with new guy
>All hope lost, near suicide, affects class work which fucks me up even more
>Eventually she runs away to florida not after threatening to murder me a couple times because guy was the definition of insane
>I am literally a broken man at this point
This is where most stories would end in a baww thread but luckily this has a happy ending for me and why you should all never give up despite your hardships
>Work on myself for a few months after moping around
>Realize if we were really meant to be then this wouldn't have happened and I can meet someone new
>Make alot of friends next semester in college with a good amount of effort, taking care of my body, doing school work
>Happier than ever
>She emails me
>Apparently after they got their own place and she got pregnant, he became very abusive
>beat her, choked her, forced her to sleep on the floor, raped her
>Apologizing to me, its obvious by the hints shes dropping she wants me back
>Nope.jpg I ain't raising a kid that isn't mine, tell her how good my life has gotten after we lost contact
>Agree to talk to her a bit every once and a while since I'm apparently the only person she trusts, in reality I'm just trying to rub it in how good I got with out her and she can suffer from afar from what she gave up and has to raise a kid on her own
>seeing what happened to her I realize how good I got it in the end, enjoying life because I changed myself and seeing her broken like that
I almost offed myself at one point, never do it, it really gets better eventually. Even if you need to force it yourself.
I'm probably still gonna be there for her at least morally when she needs it, since no one should have to go through shit like that no matter how terrible they acted but I'm gonna enjoy the life I have now.
I've been trough there. But there is no point ruining your life for anger. She'd gone with him, she doesn't deserve your love, time or concideration.
I just want to understand what he has better than me. Why she left me for him. It's been six long months after she cheated and left me. I want to feel better but I can't
>tfw my girlfriend loves me and sees a future with me but I don't love her back, I get attention from too many girls and it's hard not to cheat.
>tfw my girlfriend is still very fit I just wish i truly loved her, I don't care about her enough
>She would never cheat, she cries when I don't see her for a week or more, she sends me messages 'morning handsome' but I just don't reciprocate... I don't treat her as she deserves but she just loves me more because of this.
>pic related qt3.14
To everybody in this thread:
Even though we are in /b/, this might be the most heartfelt thing I've written to anybody. I wish all you guys the best in life. Don't give up. One day you'll meet the right person. Even though they are not perfect. Nobody is. But a true relatioship is when two imperfect people meet and mend their imperfections. Find peace between each other. To be patient and understanding. To have hope in the future.
Yea, women are scumbag. But, be patient and understanding. And be smart. Don't date women who are just plain stupid. That's how you get hurt.
Love you /b/ros. I apologize for any mistakes. I'm typing on a phone.
My girlfriend's suffering from clinical depression and I don't know how much longer I can deal with it. I feel selfish and bad, especially after I met another girl that I've developed a crush on.
So many posts every day. Wouldn't be to weird if you've seen something similar before.
But his attachment to Daisy was the whole entire point of why he was living the way he was. Take away his feelings for Daisy and there is no point to the parties, the cars, the persona... They were all just an act, a dance designed to lure her back away from Tom. Without her he would be free to live a simpler, less hollow life and have true friends other than just Nick.
Well I don't care how shitty your life is or what you've been through. To be honest, no one cares all that much. It's not like everyone else's life is perfect, they have problems of their own too. So do you find yourself wishing that someone special would come into your life and everything would be happy after that? Did you know such people do exist? They're just rare as fuck because for every one of them there's a shit ton more people who sit in their closed little shell and mope and let their problems take over their life. If you ask me, if you're not doing something to make your life better you should simply kill yourself. But if you have a sliver of hope that one day things are going to be fuckawesome, that's really all you need. What do you do when there's only a few people who really have the power to brighten your or someone's day? You BECOME one of them, that's what. People don't want you to be perfect, they want you to be YOU, to be real, so they can forge an emotional connection with you. You stop thinking about how people can make your life better, you start thinking about how you can make other people's life better, you smile more, you ask people how they're doing, and you talk to them like a real human being, that's how you get friends and people who are more than friends with you. You don't fake a smile, you actually smile because you see opportunities to make people's life better and if you enjoy each other's company for a while? Then they can continue to make your life better, and then, you won't be in such a shitty mood anymore.
There is no tl;dr. "You don't understand my pain, if it were that easy I'd have fixed myself long ago!" Well yeah, but no, it's actually not that hard. You have the power to turn your life around, are you willing to make it happen?
Fuck this i have to write it, i have been keeping it inside for too long.
>Went to a con with her and some friends post-breakup
>on the journey back home, in the bus.
>she insisted in sitting next to me
>we are both fucking tired and decide to sleep.
>Suddendly she says to me that i can rest my head on her lap if i want to sleep.
>i pass the entire journey back home wich is about 5 hours, sleeping on her lap while she gently passed her hand on my hand or whispered to sleep if i started moving.
>On the last part of the journey, she rests on my lap. I do the same things that she did, and i fall asleep too.
>I have never slept better in my life, staying close to her and hugging her.
>the day after she said she tought about kissing me while i was sleeping
>then she said she dreamed about giving me a blowjob
>then she said she dreamed about getting fucked by me.
>AND STILL, I DON'T GET ANY OF THAT SHIT. WHY THE FUCK DOES SHE KEEP SAYING THAT, IS SHE DOING THAT ONLY TO MAKE ME SUFFER?!
And knowing that she kept telling huge bullshit about how I beat and raped her everyday after we broke up for the sake of watching me reamining without a friend is killing me. I love her, but she treated me like a shit
I know. It's the saddest thing I've ever read. Took my ex to the movie too. And there was a lot of crying.
Just somehow thought if someone was able to put up an act like that without the emotional attachment to someone distant. They would truly have a great shot at many things.
In Sweden majority don't marry. Just live with each other. The laws and systems for people living together as couples are like 10 times more complex then normal marriage here. Because swedes don't marry anymore.
Fuck, that one really hit me.
what is this r9k
>Be me, 2 years ago, be 18, met a girl in my business school class
>Things start perfect, feel like I new her forever, we get closer and closer in little time
>Truly never felt like that before, this is so good, I finally fucking live life
>I give her my entire being, even give up the few friends I had to help her or see her
>But shit it's worth it, everything's worth it for her
>By that time every one think we are together, wether we are actually not, I don't get it, so I get even closer, she won't take it
>Don't understand, fuck it i'm with her in any way that she'll give me
>Time flies, still the same
>We start to fight, a little more every day, I get jealous of her male friends, she knows why
>Start depression, came back to my parents house for internship, shit gets worst, start crying for no reason, think about her ALL DAY LONG
>It peaked when both my parents threatened my to take me by force to a shrink, to talk or even get pilss
>Fuckyou I don't need help
>I cut contacts between us, understand that it's le only thing to do,
>Time flies, I see her the next year, she wants to see me, i reject her, I start being angry man
>Now she moved far from here, I know by contact that she wants news of me.
>I don't regret it, at least I knew what it feels like
>I hope I find the good one, feel fucking alone,
>Even after that, I kinda miss you Morgan
this fucking thread
Make a decision, bro. Get out of the fucking inbetween. Either give it another try with her or get out, I can't tell you which is the better choice, but I know that being stuck in the middle is not a good place to be. Whatever you choose, make sure to give it 100%, otherwise you'll get sucked back to the middle. If you move on, no more of these stories about missing her, you gotta move on with your life. If you don't think you'll be able to forget about her, then fight for her. But beware, if she's not willing to fight for you too, then you're gunna have a bad time
Don't worry man. The sense of suffering and lack of something fundamental after a break up is mostly chemically induced by your brain. But it is usually of short duration (few weeks or months even). If you still feel bad after all this time, well that's just self inflicted.
Let it go man. And to whoever suffers for love, or whatnot, well one day you will understand that the only person you ever need to live is you. In the end of the day it's just you and your struggles. And deep inside you have everything you need to go on.
Love, true love implies the capability of being independent and the absence of attachment to your significant other.
This one made me feel the feel
Hehehe.... so you want to feel.
Here's my feel. I am 46 years old. I have had and lost two wives and more lovers and one night stands than I am able to recall. But in all likelyhood I will not touch anyone in lust or love ever again for the rest of my life. Good thing it's not that long a duration, eh? Can you feel THAT?