Feels?

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I'm in.

>>575352730
he's going to fuck the baby isn't he?

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bump

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One of my favorites.

I don't have much of a story to tell, just depressed like those of us who frequent these threads. Will turn in a work application tomorrow but I don't know what might come of it.

>>575353935
roderick?

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>>575354267
this next one hits hard

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In other news, Holly was posting in a Waifu thread in /soc/.

She's super cute, but I don't really know why she's loved so much.

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It's only been a week but I want her back

>>575353475
epic story there, op should write a book.

>>575355087
Do you still remember holding her?
Do you still remember how great the sex was?
I still can.

>>575353009
do u even lift?

>>575355424
You'll always remember. he details might get blurry, but you'll always remember.

>>575355501
Old, but still funny.

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>>575352730

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>>575352730
god damn, the feels mane
>those fucking gorgeous eyes tho

>>575355792
Fuck you man...goddammit..this was such a happy time iny life before the separation..

>>575356101
this one always makes me hungry

>>575356101
no no no

I can do all feels except old people sad feels

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Olde but goodie

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The feels man... THE FEELS :'(

>>575352730
Oh, boo-fuking-hoo! Shitty story, bro! Trying too hard.

>>575356693
I saved it

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>>575356542
I have the GIF
Apparently, the 'mother' character would send you stuff in the game but, presumably, it was the real mom doing that.
(Can you gift things to other people/players in this game?)

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>>575356896
I can't read that.
Or these.

does anyone else notice that hatred, bitterness and fake narcissism is the thing/things that stop you from hitting rock bottom or becoming overly depressed, anytime i feel bad about myself i use these(subconsciously) to help boost me up..its kinda hard to explain

>>575356507
Cark Sagan, was, and continues to be my hero, I can only hope that he was wrong about an after life, hopefully I will find him floating in a nebula somewhere in the infinite cosmos, surrounded by many difference races and cultures as he preaches all the secrets of space and time.

>>575353475
was worth the read

>>575357156
I day dream alot. It's about something happy (where I'm doing the impossible, telling a funny joke), pretending I'm smarter than I am, or doing something extremely courageous. I know it's all bullshit because when I face any kind of pressure in real life, I crumble.

So, ya, I do it too. It doesn't get in the way of anything; mostly because I'm not doing anything interesting or important.

Hang in there, /b/ro.

>>575356896
My fucking sides

>>575357031
Half of those are exactly my dad. Whatever. When I was 5 or 6 we were playing catch in our backyard, he was throwing the ball way too fucking hard for me, so hard my glove flew off of one of his throws. anyway I kept flinching at the ball and he kept yelling "STOP FLINCHING AT THE GODDAMN BALL" and then beamed it right at my head. I ran inside and oddly don't remember what happened after that. He's a police officer who hit a kid with a baseball because he "kept flinching" I don't give a fuck

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>>575352730
>>575352730
>>575352730
fake and gay

>>575356101

this one makes me sick to think about getting old and everyone i know not wanting to be around me, and most people you know being dead

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>>575352730

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VSEz9vAtDw8

>>575357147
Everything will be ok, come with me.

>>575354121
not greentext, not reading

>>575352730

>those epicanthal folds
>that micrognathia
>that low nasal bridge
>that thin upper lip

If it makes you feel better, OP, that kid probably has fetal alcohol syndrome

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>>575358143

>>575357156

I see where you're coming from, Anon. In alot of social situations I play the clown who always has the smile on his face and the dark humour to go with it. What I really want is to tell my friends how I really am inside, I feel like I'm wasting away from the inside out and there's nobody I can talk to about it because of the front I have going on. I don't know what to do anymore.

>>575352730
>6 months old
>pierced ears
the fuck ?

>>575357898
demanding sauce

>>575352730
kek

lost

>>575357031
._.

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>>575358103
I'd like to.

>>575358620
belle knox!

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>>575352730
Damn...

Where's the mobile texting one? Some dude named Tyler died and his friend keeps texting him and of course there's no reply.

My dad came home from work yesterday and I was sitting in my room playing League of Legends. He called for me to come out, and so did my mom, and so did my sister.
I sat and played for 7 hours.
He went to bed.

He wanted to tell me about his day and hear about mine.
I'm a piece of fucking shit.

>>575359234
How's highschool?

>>575358487
Hey, Adam.

>>575353009
Im pretty sure any kid with a bus on him would be to busy screaming, choking on their own blood or unconsious to say jack shit

>>575356507
>>575357362
Yeah, well if Carl Sagan really was your hero, then you'd be a fan of the truth. Here's the truth - he basically ignored his first wife, the one that bore him children, and ignored the children too. While she busted her ass cleaning the house and raising his children, he'd invite friends over and play games and shit - oh, and she was busy working on her own PhD at the same time.

I read hist biography, and in it they say that , well he was just a product of the patriarchal 50's.

Whatever, the fucker never washed a dish because he believed it was beneath him, but he had no problem letting his wife take care of it while he soaked up adulation and intellectual stimulation.

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Obligatory

>>575359380
sucks bro
My problems are lame but they feel huge
it's soul crushing because I'm ashamed about how I feel about certain things

>>575358880
How? Email?

>>575359397

Not the Anon you're looking for, but hey, Anon.

>>575358487
i've experimented with ecstasy, it helps me open up, problem is you end up telling friends your deepest secrets while on it and then spend the next few days is total regret and shame

>>575359454
he also smoked weed erey day

>>575359626
That surprises me. He talked about playing the clown, too, in an e-mail he sent me a couple weeks ago.

I lurk /b/awww threads for people to talk to. I'd never talk to someone IRL about this stuff.

>>575359581
that sucks.

Im not going to lie to you about it getting better. Just gets worse.

>>575354404
i was in the thread when it happened..
still miss hi.

>>575355087
no girl is special
go out and fuck some new girls, forget about that bitch

where the post of the dad who was molesting his daughter and both the daughter and mom hung themselves?

>>575352730
Op, it hurts. It hurts so much.

>>575356896
Brb, calling dad

>>575353009
lol this one is missing the "do u even lift" comment that was posted after it.

>>575359616
Skype?
good old icq?
Or give me your mail, I'll be happy to send you a mail.

>>575361074
I know.

>>575359660

I'd rather stay away from drugs, some of my past friends have fucked their lives up too much from it, some of my family aswell. I usually drink to get the pain away, but I don't drink much around others incase I just spill out.

>>575359913

Well, tell your friend there's an Anon out there with a similar problem, and tell him it should be fine. I usually confide my shit with online friends with similar stories (hence /b/), so I at least get it off my chest. I'm not even sure how I'd tell my friends that the person that they think they know is pretty much a fucking sham that's hiding a waste of a human being behind a mask of sarcasm and foolishness.

I am on a course I dont want to do and the chances of changing are looking bleak. I live with some amazing people all of which have somebody.

My actual friend of 8 years lives here with me. He always spends his time with the lesbian, they both have always had relationship problems.

The cool indian guy is constantly on the phone to his gf back home.

The older housemate she has a bf and is always in his presence.

The ginger girl next door to me is a bookworm, never really goes out but is always on skype to her friends back home and visits them every week.

Everyday I go to the bar or the local pub, everyday I buy more and more drinks.

I will talk to someone at the bar, have a laugh and then never see them again,

I feel alone, even though I am surrounded by people. What do /b/?

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>>575353475
Best green text I've ever read I think

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Guys I'm texting her, whenever I talk about missing her I cry but I don't feel in love though or atleast i trt not to. Am i faggot that even 4 months later im still happiest around her ?

>>575362403
Unrealistic as hell but good nonetheless

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>>575362178

I'll be okay in the end, right?

>>575361385
What's your email add, we'll go from there

>>575362637
Everything will be alright in the end.
If it isn't alright, then it isn't the end

>>575362729
ok, [email protected], here you go.

Normalfag here

Listen. These threads are nice every now and then to just have a bit of a cry.

But you guys cannot get down in the dumps this much. Life is not easy. But life rewards those who take the bull by the horns. Get out there and change shit. Go to the gym. Shave your neckbeard. Realize that MLP shit is not helping your cause. Talk to a girl. Get your confidence back.

Instead of coming home and spending 8 hours on the computer, go out and do something constructive. Take a cooking class. Go biking for an hour. Read a book. Make some friends.

Stop feeling sorry for yourselves. It does not help anything, believe me. I still do it from time to time, and it just doesn't help.

You're better than this. I want to see you all make something of yourselves, and be productive members of society, and have friends, and get laid/get girlfriends. It all starts with you. Stop feeling sorry for yourselves or blaming other people for your problems.

I say all this with love.

i need to get the fuck out of this thread so I will

>>575362997

From now on I live by these words.

Ares bless you, Anon. I need to abandon thread now, sleep is one of the few luxuries I still enjoy. See you when I see you.

Moral of the story, wear a goddamn condom.

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Fuck it, no one is going to read anyways.

I've fucked up almost every friendship/relationship I've ever had by being a selfish asshole. The guilt and regret are overwhelming sometimes.

The guy I've been talking to online for a little over a year gradually stopped talking to me. I think I inadvertently pushed him away with all the stupid shit I do/say sometimes. I feel like an idiot for putting any emotional investment at all into an online friendship, but fuck it, what else do I have?

I'm a terrible person.

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>>575362997

I've immortalized your words in .png format, aswell.

>>575352730

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FUCKING GOD NOW?

>>575363704
Good luck my friend

>>575363849
if you know you are a terrible person
the stop doing the things that make you this shitty person

>>575363971
Cheers man. The words I live by.

>>575362997
nice tumblr quote faggot, gonna get a tattoo of it?

>>575362637
I used to think so, but I don't know.
It won't be easy, even if it is.

Would like to send you a card or something, if you have a POBox you wouldn't mind giving out.

>>575364715
The things that make me a terrible person are part of who I am. I can't just change who I am.

>>575365053
haha stay mad at something that doesn't even affect you in any way, faggot. im literally laughing out loud and how much dick you suck. thanks for that

>>575357031
My relationship with my dad was never good, but this kind of post make me feel glad that even now we still talk from time to time.

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>>575360643

>>575365285
Holy hell, I sound like an edgy faggot.

>>575365285
find people like you or people who will tolerate your dickishness

>>575353475
long but awesome.

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>>575352730

>>575362997
This is bullshit there is nothing in the end but death
and I'm pretty sure there is not going on to struggle through another day when someone is dead

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>>575365435
DMT

>>575365453
that it does

>>575363141
Can't send, it's failing

>>575352730

I teared up a bit

I was on one of these last night and my internet died halfway through my story, happy to tell it again... If anyone wants to hear it.

>>575363220
We were all normalfags before we were broken.

I don't baw
life is tough for some people
If I'm miserable, I want everyone else to be miserable to

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dumping

>>575365923
it's not meant to be the end of your life. But the end of a rough patch or something bad that is affecting you.

>>575365614
Like my pen0r

>>575366231
go for it

>>575366107
Are you sure you copied it right? I tried and I could send myself a mail. Would like to have someone to talk to.

>>575365269

You could take a picture of it and e-mail it to [email protected] if you want, Anon. I'm in the UK, wouldn't want you to have to pay the insane international delivery racket.

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>>575366535
Get some medical help you goddam fucktard
jesus christ
this is what people hate about depression
"WHAHAHHAAA I'M SO SAD AND DEPRRESSEEEED"
Oh really? Then go fucking help yourself you goddam piece of shit. Mommy isn't here to kiss you better.

>>575353475
better than a goddamn lifetime movie

>>575353019
goddammit I lost

>>575367072
I like writing to penpals more and International Mailing is fun. (it's only $1.15 for a letter here).

It's always fun too look at the stamps and foreign Franking marks

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>>575367123
Not always that easy. Been trying to get help for about 5 years. Been on a shit ton of different medications, different combos of the same ones. Nothing has worked, or they have made me worse. I was one a some that made my sister worry that i was going to flip out and kill our entire family. She would make sure she kept her kids away from me. She told me all this after i was off them and back to normal.

Anyways its not that easy to find the right meds that work for you.

>>575366551
Alright

>Be me
>A couple months old
>Parents died in a car accident
>have no recollection of my parents, only ever seen pictures
>Raised by my grand parents on mother's side
>Latvian immigrants, accent has become a song songy English
>Call grandfather Opa
>grandmother Oma
>Growing up was normal, grandparents were only in their 70's so they could still take me places.
>And every night at dinner, we'd just sing and laugh.
>Life was fucking good
>first day of kindergarten arrives
>Kids see my grandparents dropped me off
>Start calling me wrinkles
>kids playing Lego in the corner
>Can I play?
>"No, go away wrinkles"
>Didn't get it
>ask Oma why they call me wrinkles
>She sits silent for a minute
>"They're just jealous cause we're getting ice cream"
> Then, We got fuckin ice cream and the day was good.

There's still plenty more, and that's not even cracking the surface on the shit I went through, Continue?

>>575354404
Same for me, I lost my shit at the spot...

>>575366107
Still failing?

>>575367701
Please do, I'll screencap

>>575357962
Whoa.

>>575367701
Cont.

>>575367697
What about psychological help? Seems more useful than this shit
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OfAul2isPfo

>>575358251
this
the mom was a drunk. glad she died

>>575368035
I wouldn't mind trying when i can, but as of now i cant afford it.

>>575355225
drop it like it's hot

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rj2CD5xgpNY

Bumping with this song, a fave of mine

>>575367673

Well, I have no PO Box, and putting my address on 4chan isn't a smart thing to do, so if you want to we can just e-mail for now.

>>575367791
Hey! Sent

>>575368247
that's really sad that you can't afford the help you need
what the fuck kind of healthcare is that

>>575367925
Okay try and keep the thread alive
>Kindergarten went by fast
>Mostly played Legos all day at my own table
>In grade one kids would come to my lunch table, eat my food, and spit it back out at me.
>Would go home, play Legos, have a good dinner, have Oma and Opa sing a lullaby before bed then fall asleep
>Rinse and repeat that for a while
>And then I met my best bud
>Fynn
>Fynn was new to the school that year, so naturally, he sat next to the outcast
>We talked about Lego for a while
>then he asked me
>"Why do they call you wrinkles?"
>cause I have an Oma and Opa and not a mom and dad
>He looked confused but pretended to get it
>Went home
>Told Opa I had met a friend
>his eyes lit up, turns out he knew about the bullying. Didn't figure that out til later
>And then I asked him
>Why do I not have a mom and dad
>He frowned and told me
>"Mommy and Daddy are across sea in Europe, designing Legos"
>I got so excited I practically passed out when bedtime came
>Told kids at school my parents were Lego designers
>Grade 4 kid overheard me, called me a faggot.
>Didn't understand
Cont.

>>575369042
Keep it coming

>>575368426
[email protected]
That sounds fair.

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>>575357031
Stuff like this makes me wish my dad wasn't such an abusive cunt. Treasure your good dads, anons, because there are people out there with shitty ones, or none at all.

>>575353475
why didn't he fucking call the police after getting shot? Why was there no investigation by the camp when he was shot.

>>575368597
Nice. I'd love someone to talk to. But I'll have to go now, it's 5:00 here. godspeed anon, we'll talk tomorrow, i promise.

>>575353475
10/10 enjoyed every bit of it.

>>575357902
Thats why you need to stop wasting time on 4 chan, and make as many friends as you can right now, but that is easier said then done i guess.

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>>575355571
>i had it all, a great job, a girl that loved me, not debts, no limits
>and she left me with no excuse given, just like that one day
>moved away, lost my health, my home, my everything.. stuck disabled for "the rest of my life"
>she has a beautiful daughter, a husband with two sons, and a wonderful life doing what she wants
>haven't seen her in ten years
>half the man I used to be

>>575353475
that really is a story, but every single one of those people in the story was a huge dick! That guy in the story should have taken action about the injustices committed against him due to simple bad luck.

>>575369042
Fast forward to grade 5
>Me and Fynn are going strong, we play Mario and such now, less enthusiastic about Lego
>Me and Fynn had played Mario at his house for a while
>Opa came and picked me up
>He had a head-ache
>Wanted me to keep my voice down
>Excitedly bounced up and down in my seat for a while trying to contain my excitement about playing Mario for 3 hours
>We got home and immediately started eating dinner
>Me and Oma singing que sera
>Opa has his head in his hands
>we finish up the song on a really high note
>I practically scream it
>Opa slams his fist on the table
>"YOU TWO, SHUT THE FUCK UP!"
>silverware flies as me and Oma sit in silence
>Tears stream down my face
>I'll never forget how bad I fucked up
>I screamed at Opa
>I HATE YOU
>Went to my room, cried myself to sleep that night
>Never heard Opa raise his voice
>Or swear
>Oma drives me to school next day
>Opa's in bed, had bad headache
>Oma says he's going to the doctor later
>I tell Fynn about what happened last night
>He tells me not to be beat up about it
Fast forward a few weeks, Opa is still sick with headaches
>In the middle of art block, The P.A goes off
>Will Anon please come to the office
>I don't know what I did
>Get to office
>Oma is there
>In tears
>Opa has brain cancer
>They took X-Rays, and his brain lit up like the Fourth of July

Cont

>>575359397
well holy fucking shit.
Do you know me?
Utah?

>>575370579
Brah

>>575371116
Is your e-mail: [email protected]"

>>575370579
>They moved Opa to palliative care
>I thought he was gonna be okay
>A month passes and I visit Opa everyday
>He finds it hard to open his eyes now
>He's not long
>Oma tells me to say goodbye to Opa
>I tell her I want to stay longer
>She just cries
>Opa shakily reaches his hand out
>I take his hand
>He whispers really softly
>"I...Love..You..Anon"
>Flatline
>I turn my head to Oma
>She bawls and bawls
>Look at Opa
>I realize he's gone
>I'm holding the limp, still warm hand of the man who raised me
>And I fucking lose it
>I bury my head into his chest and just scream
>"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry"
>Doctors had to pry me away from him
>Get in car
>Drive home
>Get in bed
>Silent
>Oma comes to sing me a lullaby
>alone
>Its not the same

Cont.

>>575371636
Nah Nah Nig

>>575371736
strange that I don't think I could ever bring myself to miss another human being that much

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>>575371994

>>575359581
Hey man don't worry about I got through it and now a days I'm doing pretty good for myself as a person I was never an emo fag but I was always depressed but after a while I just started concentrating on me and the people I love, that's what you should do

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>>575352730

>>575356921
That last part killed me

>>575366653
I hate it when Venom eats my popcorn

You guys... I love you guys. I just felt as if I had to share this. Thanks.

>>575353475
holy fuck that was good

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Been lurking these threads the past week. thanks guys

>>575372832
Yeah he always leave left over symbiote in it. nasty.

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>>575372883
We love you too, you colossal faggot.

>>575371736
Conntinue

>>575371736
>Stay home for a week
>Too mortified to even process
>I come back to school the following week
>I hang my jacket up
>Wearing a sweater with a bear on it
>Opa had given it to me
>Still smells like him
>Fynn gives me a hug and tells me he's sorry
>Class knows, teacher told everyone
>Kid named Kevin sees me hugging Fynn, crying into his shoulder.
>"Wrinkles is a faggot! What's the matter wrinkles? Grandpa got too old?"
>Fucking lost it
>Tackled this kid to the ground
>Beat the shit out of him
>may have bit him
>Get suspended
>Kevin is the victim
>Stay home with Oma for another week
>No singing at the table
>Sad, tearful lullaby every night
>Cry myself to sleep
>Rinse and repeat
>Oma doesn't do much anymore
>Lies in bed and watches T.V mostly
>every so often hang with Fynn
>Still get called wrinkles at school
>Ignore people now
>Bitter as fuck
>This goes on for the rest of my primary shook years
>Oma and me begin singing at the table again
>We celebrate Opa's birthday every year
>March 14th
>I hang with Fynn, we play basketball, Halo, 13 year old shit.
>Life's starting to lighten up
Cont

>>575366368
this one always hit me hard

>>575372060

i used to think that until my dad died. he had cancer and the doctors figured another 3-4 months, hadnt talked to him in about 4 days and he was going when i was at work and i tried to rush home but he died before i got there

i never had a chance to thank him for how he raised me, had a chance to say goodbye, nothing because i thought there was more time before i had to say it. i would give literally anything to be able to talk to him for 5 minutes again

>>575373442
Don't stop. Even if it's just you, and your readers holding this thread up.

>>575352730
FAKE!!!That baby doesn't look 6 years old. Nice try faggot

>>575373539
Yeah same here. that shit is too true.

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>>575373442

this shits getting me sad

Nothing on this thread is sad ur all faqqqitzz

>>575358143
Women can't greentext

>>575359505
That actually fucking hurt reading that

KEEP POSTING

>>575373546

I know the feel Anon.

My father killed himself seemingly out of the blue, nobody saw it coming, the last thing I even said to him was "Yeah, see you saturday" over the phone. Wasn't even an "I love you Dad" or anything, just seeing him the next saturday. I always get the feeling that I was a shit son to him, he died before I reformed myself and I was a cunt whilst he was around. I feel sorry for both him and myself.

I had a dream the other day that he was alive and everything was normal, but the bitch of it is I woke up. I woke up from my solace back into putting on a fake persona in public so people don't know how fucking broken I am. Fuck.

Top kek op

>>575373442
>On the day of my elementary school graduation
Yes, we had that, we thought it was a big deal.
>I walked across the school stage, shook the hand of my principal
>When someone yelled
>"WRIIIIIINKLEEEEES"
>I just. Kept. Moving
>more people joined in
>"WRIIIIIIINKLEEEEES"
>I kept going
>At least thirty people screaming
>"WRINKLEEEEES"
>Took my damn certificate from the grade 7 teacher, and jumped off the stage
>left the damn ceremony
>Walked home
>Cried
>Thought about suicide
>At thirteen
>Suicide
>Fuck that, I'm all Oma's got left
>Decide to fucking do something about my image
>get my hair cut
>Short hair, no more bangs n shit
>Buy a new wardrobe with money Opa left me in his will
>Oma had hid it, but I fucking knew where it was
>Bought a gym membership
>I'm getting fucking ripped
>Spent my two summer months cheering up and hitting the gym
>Hung out with Fynn every so often, shoot hoops, throw around the football and stuff
>In two months, I've put on some muscle mass
>Still a scrawny fuck, but a scrawny fuck with abs
>Opa would be so proud
>First day of highschool, rocked a fucking tank top
>Girls actually looking at me
>People actually talking to me
>Get home, tell Oma that highschool is gonna be great
>She eats dinner in bed now
>Watches T.V in bed.
>Same Pyjamas every day
>Shits in a toilet chair in her room
>I, of course, take care of her.
>No more lullabies
>And I miss them

Cont

>>575357156
They call it positive aggirmation, it's a hood coping Technique

All right, I'll add something to this thread.

Throughout my entire life, I have never had many friends. I was also born with an arguably highly analytical mind. I remember reading encyclopaedias when I was a child and pondering what the point of life was in my teenage years. I ultimately found the answer and I am going to share it with you guys.

We exist to do whatever we want to do.

I know somebody else may have already theorised this before me but I am sincere in saying I developed it without the thoughts of somebody else.

So there you go. Do whatever you want to do. If you want to read a book, read it. If you want to rape a girl, do it. If you want to kill a man, do it. If you want to fight for your country to serve your country's elites, do it. When you want to do something and somebody disapproves of it, you either pussy up and don't do anything or you say “fuck you, and fuck your opinion” and proceed.

Just think, the Earth is millions of times larger than you, the sun is millions of times larger than Earth, the Milky Way Galaxy is composed of hundreds of billions of stars just like the sun, and the universe is composed of trillions of galaxies. When you realise just how small, pathetic, and irrelevant you are, you'll realise your troubles and worries are also small, pathetic, and irrelevant.

With this information now available to you guys, terminate your state of misery immediately.

And continuing the status quo, I shall remain anonymous. Farewell, /b/rothers.

>>575356906
In the Gamecube version you can, I think, not sure about the others though

>>575359581
your parents didn't instill very good values in you and it shows. try to be a better person and don't play video games so much.

>>575374706

>I always get the feeling that I was a shit son to him, he died before I reformed myself and I was a cunt whilst he was around

shit i felt the same way too, kinda took having good parents for granted for a time. i had weird dreams as well, one being in a hotel with my dad in Japan. said he was proud of me before he died at least

what made it worse was my boss got kinda pissed i took 5 business days off after he died and they were even unpaid, my mom got offered 3 months off paid

>>575353475
this is BS greentext that was not epic at all. the OP that created this was a lowlife loser making shit up.

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>>575375705

>>575375815

I was still at school at the time, the only person with any sympathy was my best friend who was like my father's second son. I can't help but think of the fun times us three could've had at my dad's place whilst I was growing up. I was a little shit who just wanted to sit in his room shooting down any ideas to go out for the day, watching movies and doing nothing.

Anon, do you ever get the feeling that it was all fake? That it was all a sick joke? It's probably my mind using late denial as some sort of coping system, but I've had thoughts that lead me to think this might just be a big fucking sham. I wouldn't be surprised because of the way that other human beings have treated me in my life (literally everyone I've ever met in person save for my father and my best friend). Fuck, I should go to bed, I shouldn't be up at nearly 5am thinking of this kind of thing.

>>575375705
Consequences nigger.

>>575376316
>fashion statements

Oh and one last message.

“Gratitude is a sickness suffered by dogs.”- Joseph Stalin

The best way to be happy in life is to benefit yourself. Out of the 7 billion humans that exist, only one would never cheat you, that person is you. Since all other humans will ultimately screw you over, enjoy screwing them over too.

>>575375705
but when dont know do???

>>575355225
Made me teary. 8.5/10 on the feel-o-meter

>>575376774
'Tis the reason you should strive to be as intellectual as possible. After all, you never hear of the perfect crime.

Never thought I would read something on b that would almost make me cry wow if that's real I really feel for you
mate

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>>575356896
I just cried like a bitch for 10 minutes.
I know a lot of guys have daddy issues here but the thing that gets me isn't that my dad is a cunt, it's that I don't have the prototypical father figure that all people need. If I could talk girls, throw ball or just hang out with my dad I would, but he doesn't give a fuck about me and he never will. Haven't talked in 7 years.

I love you dad

>>575377564
At least you know your dad.

Inb4 nigger

>>575376734


dont see it as a sham, shit happens. my dad died when i was 21 and from cancer, theres kids in the 3rd world that saw both their parents get shot in the head infront of them at 10 years old

what really made me feel shitty is as a kid my dad would give me 20 bucks out of nowhere, buy me any games i wanted, etc. took it for granted. went to Germany to see my dads brother recently thats still living and he said my dad had NOTHING growing up, his father was a complete ass to him, he had a shit childhood then moved here to Canada when he was in his teens. he spoiled the shit out of me so i didnt go through what he did and i didnt appreciate it

took nothing to please him, if i was working on a car he would just ask what i was doing and i'd say "nothing" and that was it. feel like a dick now

>>575375361
>I'm home less and less now
>Have friends
>Fynn has begun to gym with me
>We party like rockstars every long weekend
>Order food for Oma on those nights
I really should have been there for most nights thinking back on it
>Most of my highschool career is me and Fynn partying, fucking chicks, and drinking.
>Despite partying and going to the gym, I'm a nice guy, friend to all, enemy to none
>But I'm home a lot less
>No more singing at the table with Oma
>Last few weeks of grade 12, I had just turned 18
>Day of graduation
>I walk across the stage to get my diploma
>And that's when I hear it
>"WRINKLES! WRINKLES! WRINKLES!"
>Freeze up
>Its not mocking
>People are chanting
>People are chanting wrinkles
>I spit my grandmother in the crowd
>wearing her pyjama pants
>Just a coat on over
>I begin tearing up
>I take my diploma
>Jump off the stage
>And I fucking holler
>"FUUUUUCK YEAAAAH!"
>followed by a crowd of "FUCK YEAH"
>Made my way through the sea of chairs
>Gave Oma a hug
>Helped her out of her chair
>drove her home in her car
Cont
>I'm getting ready for a party
>Legal drinking age (In Canada, where I am)
>Going to party like a god
>I see Oma sitting at the table
>She smiles at me
>sorry Oma, I'm going out tonight
>Her smile fades
>"Oh that's okay, Go have fun anon"
>I smile and hug Oma
>I leave

Cont

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>>575376960
>feel-o-meter

>>575375361
where'd you go?

>>575356542
Tears. 10/10 on the feel-o-meter

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>>575377818
see
>>575369609

>>575377896
Give me a minute, it's hard to type this.
Someone better be capping, this is the last time I write this. Too painful

>>575359505

Dude this isnt about feels, its about the OP being too much of a bitch to not do anything about it. Shit.

>>575378118
Someone said they were but i'll go through and make a screen cap just in case!

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>>575378118

youve told it pretty damn good so far

>>575378106
oh shit. this photo. for some reason. got me.

>>575377891


>at 1 in the morning I come home, slightly drunk and very tired
>I go and make sure Oma is asleep
>She's in bed
>Odd, lights are on
>And the T.V
>And
>she's not breathing
>Oh fuck
>I stumble over to Oma's limp body
>Still warm
>I think back to 10 year old me, holding Opa's still limp hand
>And for the second time in my life
>I find myself crying Into a dead body
>"I'm sorry Oma. I'm sorry"

Next one is the last one

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>>575378070
It hurts

>>575366683
This motherfucker... didn't even let his wife's death impact his art... strong man.

>>575377818
>>575377564
I know his name and where he lives.
That's about it. Sometimes I wish I never met him. At least if you don't know your dad you can't cry when you lose him.
"tis greater to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all"
With parents this is simply not true. An absent parent leaves a void in your heart but a shitty parents destroys your heart altogether.

>>575377891
o fuk

>>575378118
I do

>>575378413
motherucker

>>575378508
Bob Ross is the man

>>575358112
This is my relationship with my dad. To a god damn T.

>>575375648
man thanks for the information, i just moved into the hood and am having trouble coping with my new surroundings and fears. I'll be sure to do exactly that

>>575379430
So give him a call. Go have dinner. Change things because eventually he's going to change and you'll have to live with not being able to change anything afterwords.

>>575379641
>...because eventually he's going to *die*...

>>575378413
>Oma left me her house
>Her money in the bank
>Everything her and Opa owned
>Its mine
>And I'm not happy about it
>I never change Oma's sheets
>I swear to god I can still see where she was lying down in the print
>But of the most treasured things she left me
>A picture of Opa holding me as a baby
>there's a picture of me and Fynn playing Lego in 1st grade
>Oma and me At the table
>And a tape
>"For anon- from Opa and Oma, we love you"
>On the tape is Opa and Oma singing Teddy bear picnic
>And Oma singing que sera
>She sounds tired in this song
>She recorded it when I went out
>She knew she was dying
>And I was partying
>I've never cried so hard in my life

>"Que sera sera, whatever will be will be, the future's not ours to see, Que sera sera"

>I'll miss you, Oma And Opa. My real mom and dad

>>575352730
The love of my life just left me over the phone, leaving me just after her birthday. I can't fucking stop crying. I wish you b/ros the best of times. The majority of you are solid fellas.

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This one gets me everytime

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>>575369609
I bet you he's trying. I bet you he's really trying.

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>>575377860

I try not to, but I don't know, that's just different thoughts trying to associate themselves with that thought.

My father was almost of the same kind. He had a shit life growing up. His real father died soon after my uncle Chris was born (literally a year after my father, 5th child), and my grandmother soon was with an Irishman. Drunkard eventually, stinked of whiskey, was abusive to her, my father even saw him rape her one night. Eventually when he went off for work one day, she got the money she had saved up and fled down south with the kids, never even heard from the Irish cunt ever again and I hope he's in a deep enough grave that nobody will dig it up even by accident. She eventually met the man I know as my granddad, and he had been through tough times aswell, had three kids of his own, they all lived together and it all went well.

My father would try to keep my active, tried to get me into karate (I hated it the second I tried it), tried to get me into football (soccer, quit after a few months), always took me to the leisure centers and found the shortcuts to eating food that was good for you and tasted amazing. After my parents split up (though they stayed best friends, divorce was never even finalized after 4 years) he'd eventually be the one I went to if I needed a spare fiver for Runescape membership when I was 12, or an extra 1.50 for a train fare to go out with my best friend. I was spending less and less time with him. Fuck I wish I was a better son, I wish I kept going to the leisure center with him and having more banter and laughs like we used to when watching a funny film or just fucking about swordfighting with bamboo sticks. The fact that one day I had plans to see him at the weekend, and the next he's hanging from his showerhead just makes me feel even more inadequate, and the fact that if I was more upfront with him and tried harder as a son then there's a possibility he'd still be here.

>>575379976
cheer up /b/ro. Look at this as a time to make yourself a better man. Don't dwell on the breakup. Go do something you have wanted to do for a long time now. Good luck /b/rother.