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>>2769539
You need to understand the alternative: a lifetime of misery and loneliness. Man the fuck up, stop being scared, and learn to talk to people. I know you can do it because for someone with a social phobia, going out and joining the class was a big step as it is.

I say this as someone who was somewhat in your situation. The difference being I was terrified of entering into social situations, but was fairly okay when I got there (still not super social though, but now I'm definitely more talkative and take the initiative).

I used to get so nervous about calling a store to ask a simple question I would shake and my armpits would sweat. I am still learning but it was the realization that I was/am running out of time (my youth, mid 20s) and if I didn't change now I would regret it the rest of my life and I would never be able to turn back time to fix it

>>2769539
Jerk off and cum to Goddess Alexa. Nothing else will matter trust me. But you have to cum, at least 8 ropes if possible. Count them while you cum if you manage or take a video and check later.

>>2769605
I'm like this too. I started getting better while growing out of puberty and by socialising with a few dudes at the schools I attended since then. I'm 21 now and get the socialising I need by hanging out with a few people out of and in school. However I'm still kinda antisocial and there are even times I spill spaghetti and stutter. I also still can't talk to girls so not everything is fine. I think what helped me the most is the chit chat that I got to do all these years. I can't suggest anything else. I think at that point you should go to a shrink OP.