In Hyde park right now on a sunny day in London feeling like a loser due to being an ugly loser beta nofriends autist.
Reading lots of patrician books? Lifting weights for years? Having a full time job and STEM degree? No match for the life destroying power of a subhuman face and non-normie personality.
Going outside is such a meme. Nothing is happening I just feel worse.
Everything is a hierarchy that demands work and subservience.
Normies have easy lives because they work at normie filled institutions where they are judged by other normies. This describes every man I see. Women are either the same or they have sugar daddies or banker bfs.
Background:
>aged 26
>no friends or social life since 18
>no female attention ever
>went through university with zero social experiences
>became the loner nobody talks to within two days of my current job
>never been to pub, club, or party
>missed out on all the 16 - 22 formative social experiences that people look back on fondly (teen crushes, school prom, school dances, university fresher's week, any sort of relationships at all)
>know that women all have 5000 tinder matches and think the average male is ugly; seeing attractive women everywhere is demoralising
>feel completely bitter and detached from others due to being an ugly subhuman; lifting weights did nothing
Do you want to improve your life or just whine? If the latter, go back to /r9k/ ajd wallow in the circlejerk of self-pity. If the former, never go to /r9k/ again.
>>18731190
1) set up an account with professional dating services (eharmony, guardian soulmates, match). I don't care how much it costs per month.JUST DO IT TRUST ME. go do it right now after reading this. open accounts. you have nothing to lose. you are at the lowest of low.
2) you will have to send hundreds of messages but i promise someone will bite. You will find a girlfriend that is just like you.
you will still be a loner with no friend but honestly you dont need them. All you need is a girlfriend/partner.
>>18731190
hey loser, im in london and a loser too, only problem is we're both dudes, but we don't need to do any butt stuff. Lets meet up and smoke a J. What do you say
>>18731190
So? Read extension of the domain of struggle
The way this pasta developed over the years. Really makes me think.
>>18732349
I have read it in English