I had this gut-wrenching thought. It was more like a realization. I'm just sitting here, in my room, with my friends in college. I live with people I can relate and hang out with, I'm doing very well in my classes, I've gained a lot of confidence. I feel really good and I want to find a gf.
But then. Then. I feel like I'm not worth anything. I feel like people are ignoring me. I feel like nothing I'm doing is good enough for my friends.
I'm getting told to expand my horizons but I've already been going out more often than I ever have, I've gotten over my lonlieness by surrounding myself with people I've connected with...
This feeling... these thoughts that I'm unlovable because I can't be content... it's been building up. I feel like I'm about to collapse from the outside in. What's wrong with me? Is there anything wrong with me?
>>18729916
What are other people to you?
Probably not much.
We are all useless, friendo. That is the moral of life.
>>18729926
Other people to me mean everything. I was very anti-social. I changed so much but I still have these twisted feelings. People do mean something.