Virginity

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Hey /b/ros, so I lost my virginity last night, but I messed up. It was a long time expected, we knew each other from work and everyone was pushing us to be a thing... she is really pretty, I mean really... I feel like the only reason my robot self was able to get with her is because I don't look to bad myself. Anyways, things were getting hot, we were kissing (you have no idea how long it took me to work up the courage to kiss her) and got on top of her and my dick was already dripping... she says she wants me inside her so we strip our fabrics. At this point im shaking, I have no idea what to do, I have jacked off to enough porn to fill up a couple of community pools but everything I know seems non-existent at this point. I finally work up the willpower to stop kissing her and do something, she says shes on birth control so no rubber. My cock is blazing hard and leaking fluid, but I muster up the small amount of confidence I had, whisper a small self-motivation speech to myself, and push my dick inside her. I cum instantly. How the fuck do they do it in porn???? That shit felt wayyy too good. Anyways, the dilemma is pretty simple. I’m not worried about her getting pregnant, and she sort of laughed it off, but I still feel like I can’t face her again after that. Plus, everyone else is probably gonna find out, one way or another…what do I do?