I need to be busy to have any self worth. I've taken up weightlifting as a hobby, I want to see how far I can push myself before I break - an offshoot of my suicidal ideation. I need a creative output that I can share with others so I can form a social life. I like tabletop RPGs but I've only found one group that plays near me and it has an uncertain future, it got cancelled on me today so I've done nothing but read books and feel depressed so far. What did you do to escape this pit of despair?
>>18727907
I started writing. I've made my depression and daily life into a story that works as fiction and started writing each day. Really gives me some distraction.
>>18727934
I like writing as well but it's limited in its social potential, it's a solitary hobby. That's why I went to TRPG's, a good compromise. Do you share your stuff on a forum or at a club?
>>18727945
No, not really. Used to go on storywars, but I prefer to not worry about the quality of this stuff, and just write for myself.