I don't know why, but since I've been back in school I've felt insanely depressed. I am doing well, getting on time and whatnot. But I feel only happy on the surface, and just feel empty on the inside.
I feel like the only way I can deal with this is to just do something bad. It can be something as simple as eating extra food I don't need to, or as big as just doing things that are assholish. It makes me feel relaxed, for some odd reason.
It's been like this for a long time, happy on the surface, empty on the inside. My life is going well otherwise. Is there something I'm missing?
>>18726654
Get a hobby, get some friends. You crave a relationship, or some sort of stimuli to keep you going.
>insanely depressed
You mean "sad", right? Not actual depression? Did you self-diagnose yourself?
>>18726657
I'll need to think about that
>You mean "sad", right? Not actual depression? Did you self-diagnose yourself?
I've been diagnosed multiple times before by professionals. I understand the feeling, and how I feel when I do, so yeah, I am.