So I draw furry porn to pay the bills. Decent money if I decide to skimp by, great money if I actually sit down and regularly produce it. But I'm not happy, at first I was super excited because it meant I could do art for a living.
But now I think because it's not in an industry studio, that it's not "real" to me. Like I'm just fooling myself into thinking I made it as an adult. Being my own boss doing something I love. How do I not feel like shit anymore, this feeling is getting worse as I approach 30.
Wat. Fucking who cares man. Make money and pursue hobbies. If you have a fan base big enough to pay your bills you need to treat this like a job and stop being so fucking emotional about it so you can get stacks.
Make it more professional. Give yourself work hours. Contact the industry and try to expand, make deals and commitments. Don't have informal contact with fans, respond like you were employed in pr and not the actual content creator.
>>18722177
hm, try drawing some new different things maybe?