Your general regrets or autism

>>18717673
>it really was a ploy

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>promdate was girl that wasn't my first choice but was still cool and sexy
>Become minor friends with benefits over summer before college
>Leave
>She sends me boon photos now and then
>She comes up with some friends to see me, chance to lose my virginity completely
>Autism out thinking I don't want to be tied down while I'm making new friends and meeting new girls
>Ignore her visit and pretend I'm out of town last minute

What the fuck was I doing back then Jesus I'm 31 now and that makes me cringe.

>>18717681
Boobs not boon, fuck.

>>18717673

> High school
> Quirky girlhad made some obvious moves on me
> During a project she told me I smelled good
> Never catched a single hint

At least I have had a lot of gay sex since, men are easy to read, and prostate orgasms rocks

>freshman year
>Sports medicine major
>Had a friend that was girl I used to work out with constantly
>Had to learn to wrap ankles and hips and shit
>She invites me to her room several times wearing less than she does to the gym
>Don't catch a single fucking hint
>Wrap her ankles, knees, and hips like some fucking autist

Fuck me and fuck that major god what stupidity. Youth is wasted on the young.

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>meet cute grill
>Become good friends over summer
>Go out all the time
>Go on a spoopy abandoned hospital ghost hunt with other friends
>On way home we hold hands and she puts her head on my shoulder
>I literally think she's just exhausted no one could like me like that
>Go back to my room, roommate isn't there
>She comes to my room later that night freshly showered and asks if she can stay because her roommates boyfriend is there
>"Sure! My roommates not here so you can use my bed and I'll use hos"
>Never hear from her again

Life really is suffering.

Every gril I ever had a crush on throughout Jr and HighSchool asked me if I liked their friend and wanted to date. Every time I was all embarrassed and said >uuuh no im not interested in anyone like that right now
Every time I tear myself up for not saying something clever like >no I like you lol wanna go out?
This specific scenario happened a total of 5 times. I taught myself to keep my feelings of infatuation for any female hidden and became a turbo beta. Now I'm an anti-social basement dwelling NEET and I finally realize how retarded I am and how much easy pussy and good times I missed out on.

I think the worst one was when I was 19
>always hang around with best friend (female) at her coed University Dorm with some others
>go with her everywhere to events and shit basically dating but I never thought of it that way, always horny for her friend who my coworker was fucking
>literally sleep on the floor in her room after movie nights
>cuddle with her and her friends often during these hangouts
>never get It into my head to actually make a move on her or any of her friends
>slowly get more and more cucked by their male friends at the dorm
>slowly cut contact as anti-social disorder sets in heavier
>sometimes look them up on Facebook, feel pathetic, realize they are probably happy fucking Chad rn
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