I'm completely normal but If I cum I will enter an intense 2+ day major suicidal depression.
Otherwise most of the time I feel on the top of the world through entirely through horny rage
what do?
>>18716031
talk to your doctor about 'chemical castration'
there are pills you can take that (temporarily!) completely shut off your sex drive and make you unable to get aroused/cum
Stop porn, then find a human sexual partner.
>>18716031
Are these feelings of dread ever preceeded by homosexual fantasies?
If so, then focus on cumming from penile stimulation instead of any perceived prostate stimulation, you fucking faggot.
Also make sure you never cum until the very last second.
If not homosexual angst, the cause of your dreadful feelings may just be dissatisfaction in regard to performance.