tfw

i have some questions:
1. do you have friends now(close ones) ?
2. is being likable something that makes you feel good and not depressed.
im asking you this because i might try to change my personality. i want to do ANYTHING to get out of my depression

Stop being an edgy faggot you're like 18

>>18715446
1. No I don't feel close to anyone even if I try it won't happen. People might see me as their friend or as a loved one, but I am indifferent to them. Sometimes I hate people based on their behaviour towards me.

2. No. My demeanor hasn't changed since there is none to begin with. I just want to get by like other people and become better. That's all the personal relationships don't matter for me.

If you want to get better, pretend that you are happy, put on a mask and imagine you are someone else, be the chad, pretend to be him. Treat as a game, or as acting no fuss no worry.

>>18715466
You are adorable. Where is this outburst coming from?

>>18715475
thanks for advice. im thinking of doing it but im scared to death cuz i dont know how people will react to it lol :D. i also think it wont work cuz those people are still shit in my opinion :/

>>18715427
Your not faking dude. Your constant actions and thoughts change who you are all the time. You choose to see it as being "fake" but really it's a part of your personality you have pulled out of yourself. Your anger/hatred is just as fake as the charisma. You are malleable you just proved it to yourself.

>>18715563
Whatever it is there is no stimuli from interaction with other people. Nothing, I try as much I can, but I can't connect with people. I just accepted how I am and I am trying to pretend being normal.

>I improvise and copy other people all the time.
>become literally charismatic and more likeable.

ALL socialisation is LEARNED. Keep at it and praise yourself when you learn effectively and perform well!

Being social is NOT native. If you think it it, pay a hobo to kerbie your crotch until you change your mind.

Also:
>>18715563

Just do it, faggot. I was a self-inflicted social leper but I completely reversed that and then some by enjoying the game!

>>18715427
Embrace your inner sociopathy. Utilize it, it can work to your advantage.