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Problems trusting gf (18/M) 2017-09-12 01:00:36 Post No. 18714954
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Hey guys. First time using this board for anything besides the occasional lurk.
>be me
>stupid kid
>have a bad breakup
>end up institutionalized
>cant stand seeing ex around town/school so I move across the country with family
>have no friends
>nobody talks to me
>depression gets worse
>worst loneliness I've ever experienced
>turn 17
>start up class again
>still no friends
>2nd semester starts
>girl sits by me and talks to me
>we talk more and more
>come over eventually to smoke
>become extremely close over the course of a few months, 8-9
Times not my strong suit.
>love each other like close ass friends
>meet her friends
>they really like me
>hang out so much people think we're dating sometimes
>actually go out with people
>have casual sex with her
>the normie life is amazing
>eventually drop acid together
>connect like never before
>realize how amazing she is
>i think I'm in love, that scares the fuck out of me. But I ask her out anyways.
>she says yes
It's been a few weeks.
Her ex's (still not over him) birthday was Friday. Let's call him K.
>she posts a picture of a guy on sc with a sticker over his face
>captioned "happy birthday" or some shit
>think not much of it
>know it's him
>see her next day
>she says she "went out with friends last night"
>"it was my friend Gavin's birthday. He turned 20."
>gavins birthday was 2 days ago
>he turned 19
>K turned 20 yesterday
>just stare at her
>dont talk for the rest of the day
>middle of the day shes upset and arguing over text with someone
>name is all heart emojis
>"I'm arguing with a long time friend, anon. And I'm losing. We've been friends for like 3 years and they don't want to be friends anymore. They're upset with me, and I'm upset with myself."
>continues to hide screen
>dont say anything
>go home
She thinks I'm just randomly depressed like usual.
I feel disgusted.
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>>18714954
>no tl;dr version
Sorry bro, can't help.
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>Tl;Dr ex went out with her ex and lied about it, thinks I'm stupid or something.
She's acting like everything's perfectly fine. She was high last night and texted me asking if I was mad at her, saying she gets randomly paranoid. I just told her some bullshit answer I don't even remember.
I opened up to her about insecurities, about this kind of thing. And she promised she'd never do anything like it.
I know there was some sort of connection between her and K while we were just friends, I used to give her advice.
She's kissing my cheeks and touching me like normal. It usually makes me feel warm and amazing. But I just freeze up and hate it. I want to be with her, but I don't know what to do. Or if it's even fixable. My hopes aren't high.
I don't usually whine about shit. But I want to know how to bring it up, or what to do.
>>18714958
Ran over word limit. Sorry.
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>>18714960
Fuck me.
>girlfriend went out with ex, and lied.
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