YOUNG MAN, VOLATILITY

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YOUNG MAN, VOLATILITY 2017-09-12 03:27:30 Post No. 18714047
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YOUNG MAN, VOLATILITY Anonymous 2017-09-12 03:27:30 Post No. 18714047 [Report]

>Turn 21
>Have a healthy, skinny body from walking 24/7
>Suddenly feel in my blood that I could easily pull out a pistol and kill someone
>It just feels like it's something I could totally do
>Very irritable, and getting angry over virtually nothing at all
>Letting my brain make bad connections like "He handed me that bag all fucked-up just to make me have difficulty grabbing it because he wants to fuck with me and see my reaction", and allowing myself to get very angry and start swearing
>Turning into an asshole
>No longer fear anyone, and can't feel anything for other human-beings anymore

I don't know if this is testosterone.
I'm not really ogling women or anything like that, but I feel like punching dry-wall and listening to black flag, etc. I never used to feel this way as a teenage boy, but it's like my hormones are molding me into something else, and I can't control it.

Is this a normal part of growing-up?
I'm scared to have my first drink at a bar because of the way my mind is working right now.

Anonymous 2017-09-12 03:33:57 Post No.18714061
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Anonymous 2017-09-12 03:33:57 Post No.18714061 [Report]

Could be getting a brain tumor or something. It can do shit like that to people.

See a doctor

Anonymous 2017-09-12 03:37:16 Post No.18714067
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Anonymous 2017-09-12 03:37:16 Post No.18714067 [Report]

>>18714061
You might be right about that.
It could also easily be a delayed puberty, etc.

I read that testosterone spikes after your teenage years, and you're way more like to be murdered from 19-30 than any other age bracket.

Anonymous 2017-09-12 03:59:06 Post No.18714117
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Anonymous 2017-09-12 03:59:06 Post No.18714117 [Report]

>>18714061

How serious is this? I'm like OP, but 30. I feel like I'm playing Dr. Hannibal all the time, acting nice and even likeable to people while thinking about how I want to dissect them for minor/ non existent transgressions. Im really tired of having my social life stunted by this mindset.

Anonymous 2017-09-12 04:19:03 Post No.18714157
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Anonymous 2017-09-12 04:19:03 Post No.18714157 [Report]

>>18714047
>21
>suddenly think my unfat body is attractive
>suddenly a wave of tfw no gf comes over you
>feel hot blooded and violent because too much of a bitch to do something about it and too much a brainlet to realize aggression to protect your ego just makes you look like an ass
>just get more irritable because you're filling yourself with anger you can't dispense acceptably
>in this dumb state even the littlest thing can offend you like checking out at a store
>turning into an asshole
>no longer fear anything, but that doesn't mean you're picking fights and going for shit because whatever it just means you are so dead inside you don't even feel your anxiety anymore

Violence is beta and beta is violence.

Anonymous 2017-09-12 10:04:17 Post No.18714703
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Anonymous 2017-09-12 10:04:17 Post No.18714703 [Report]

>>18714047

Take up martial arts. Also: Brain scan.

Anonymous 2017-09-12 10:22:51 Post No.18714731
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Anonymous 2017-09-12 10:22:51 Post No.18714731 [Report]

Why does that pic look like a butthole to me?

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