How do I overcome my past sins?
My girlfriend proposed to me and she was also the girl I lost my virginity too.
However I was insecure that she'd been with 2 other guys before and I was also curious about sex so I seduced and fucked a virgin girl I knew.
Not only do I feel guilty about cheating but I feel empty after having sex with someone and never seeing them again.
Idk what to do.
I texted the girl I fucked a week afterwards to see how she was doing and I got no reply.
>>18704230
When are you going to tell her? You are going to tell her, aren't you?
Did she satisfy you in bed? Any kinks? That would have been the first sign of your dilemma. If she isn't willing to satisfy you or herself sexually then you should fix it or break up
>>18704230
Your relationship is on the road to destruction now, so you may as well keep it up, and see other chicks behind your gf's back.
>>18704230
There's two kinds of people in this world. Men who honor their commitments, and weaklings who hide from reality.
You're too afraid of confrontation to tell her.
You're even blaming it on your "Insecurity". We both know that's a bitch move and you wanted some easy pussy. Now you're sad she won't fuck you again. Prove you have any intention of getting over your past sins. You know exactly what you're supposed to do, go ahead and do it. You piece of human garbage.
In some cases it may be better to just not mention it, in fact a lot of relationship counselors say that as well. It's a matter of being honest with yourself and actually being honest with yourself. Why did you cheat and was it a one time deal? If it was a single fuck up that you will not repeat, then you are about to destroy a relationship that could have been great for both of you. If you are constantly tempted to go out and fuck other girls (I'm not saying fantasies, but you actually want to go out to a bar and pick up chicks) then you need to talk to her about what is going on. If she is not satisfying you and you need that satisfaction (we all do) then that needs to be addressed. Basically, if it's something that is going to continue staying with you, you need to address it. If it was a single, one-off, fuck up, then learn your lesson and move on.