A couple months ago I was feeling pretty down my gf left me for no reason, just blocked me out of nowhere. I really didn't talk to anyone about it when I should have. Turned to the gym and kept it out my head as much as I could minus the nightmares from time to time.
I hit up Tinder a few days ago and one girl asked me if I had done any play with ropes. I told her that I knew a few knots and stuff but never had put it into practice. I go to her place and as I start tying up her hair into a ponytail idk what it was but a feeling came over like an adrenaline rush. I was in control of the situation, It was just Me and her in the room.
The more knots I did on her like the more control I had the better I felt and idk what it is, is something wrong with me /adv/ ? Was it my gf leaving me that triggered this BDSM fetish ?
>Is it wrong to feel great while being Dominant ?
>Is the whole purpose of being a man, wrong?