Depression

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I just keep getting so much worse... I said goodbye to every single friend i had in another country then came back home to my miserable empty hometown.
I know nobody here. I can't get a job and i have nothing.
I wake up later and stay up later each day. I can hardly wake up in the morning yet i cant sleep at night. I barely feel like feeding myself or bathing until i need to.

Nothing i do inside on my computers makes me happy. I hate games and only sitting watching video can make me briefly forget how empty and sad i feel every waking moment.

I just want a friend to help me up, but nobody in the world wants me, nobody gives a shit and I have nowhere to go apart from a shitty hotline who just wants to stop me from killing myself for the sake of telling themselves they saved somebody.

I'm so down but all I want is another miserable fuck to share the pain with.