Am I gay and repressing it or is there something wrong with me?

Find a woman who will shove a strapon up your ass for you

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or at least try to have sex while crossdressing or something
there's definitely something unusual about sex and gender ticking in your noggin but I sure as hell can't say what

>>18701512
You're not gay or a trans. First we need to talk about your past. Have you been molested? The problem is that many molested children completely block it out of their memory and act the way you do as soon as it gets sexual. Therapy might help to find out if this is the case.

Other reasons might be an to high amount of hormones (pre and post natal) like Progestorene (if your mother used birth control ib4 or consumed water with an high amount of those dissolved in it - which is the case in most of the industrialized world due to hormones not beeing removed from tap water) or diverse plasticizers (plastic bottles leak that shit into everything, even worse if you heat them up - only drink water in glass bottles), further some pre-natal medication like Paracetamol can fuck up your brain. It can also be due to you not beeing happy with your body and too lazy/ hormonaly fucked that you thing you will be a more attractive sissy than a Chad. You won't be, trans have a 20x higher probability to off themselves.

Instead of flirting with the idea of beeing a sissy and consume even more female hormones, cut out all that shit making you more female and work against it. Get fit (it triggeres more testosteron which also will boost your libido), eat more meat (triggers test), cut out porn (boosts test and libido). You have to push yourself against your mental problems, it might not seem like the right and comfy thing but that's just your fucked up brain trying to off you. It's like with depression, rooting in bed and eating shit without leaving the house might be comfy but it only worsens it.

Also never get pegged. Even women willing to do it will no longer respect you. Even if they don't know it themselves. Believe me. I'm a switcher in the BDSM lingo and I pegged a guy I loved because he wanted it and I sometimes like to dominate him, weeks go by and I realised that I lost every bit of respect to him as I read of other women which have feelt the same way afterwards.

>>18702037
Yes goy, embrace degeneracy so you will never be able to procreate with a propper woman and hopefully of yourself once your hormones normalize and you see what you have done to yourself.