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How will I ever recover from my past as a coward and bullied kid?
I'm in my early twenties, as a little kid I had a lot of pride but just before junior school me and my family moved in a big city and I ended up in a shitty school where I've been bullied for three years.
I became a frightened man and I did a lot of mistakes especially considering my former moral, shameful ones because of my cowardice.
I'm starting to change now, because I feel better and learned to love myself more and I slowly get back this feeling I had as a little kid.
But it's too late, and I suffer a lot from my memory.
If I was guaranteed that killing myself would offer me some kind of reset I would seriously consider it.
I fucked up a lot, and I struggle to bear it because I will never be able to say "I lived as a man of honor"
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>>18697327
Fuck that bullshit you can live as a man of honor. Your past is what you have to learn from and how you determine your future, that's it. The demons you fight make you a bad ass demon fighter.
If nothing else I believe in you OP
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>>18697327
Everybody goes through tough shit at some point OP, it all depends on how you deal with the question. If you see what happened to you as a justification to become a coward, you will fail and become miserable. But if you choose to embrace it and use it to forge yourself into a strong, unshakable man who won't ever be afraid because he's already had the worst thrown at him, then good, you don't have to worry about anything ever again.
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