please help

>>18696870
you're 18. I know it sounds condescending but try to understand that the reason you're freaking out is that you have no context from experience to realize its not really so bad.

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>>18696878
that's not only condescending it's presumptuous

not OP

Are you asking to not be sad? If so we need to know why.

>>18696907
ummm well my friends dont really "like" me, im the friend that other friends mock cuz theyre easy to mock im also the "ugly" friend i guess.
on top of that my house is kinda sold and i might end up homeless, my mom lost her job as well and all of our/my life is going to shit.

>>18696870
>i cant see a shrink for reasons i wont disclose.
>i dont know what to do anymore.
If you have psychological problems you should talk about them with a trusted friend or adult to get it off your chess.(here could work as well)

If you're not willing to disclose the shit going on your life on an anonymous board, it's going to be really hard to help you

>>18697107
i posted the reasoning a few posts ago
its just a lot of shit going on