So me [M19] and this gal [F20] dated for about a year and a half. The relationship was great at the start and then over time it degraded till we couldn't stand each other. We both were abusive verbal and physical and she reported it and through our school I have sanctions put on me. Thankfully due to these I have learned alot about myself. We recently started talking again and she wants to date. Being honest I don't know what to do I still love her but I'm not sure where to go from this point.