alright /adv/ i havent found anything on google about this so

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alright /adv/
i havent found anything on google about this so i came her as i have nowhere else to ask
every single day for at least 6 years now and im only 20 i have woken up wishing i was with a girl, oOoOoO get a girl then hurp derp, nah mate, it doesnt work like that im afraid, i have AS and no job and no motivation, im not interesting in girls who i dont find attractive and the girls i find attractive, dont find me attractive because i have AS and no job not because of my looks ive worked out. SO HOW DO I STOP WANTING GIRLS, ITS RUINING MY LIFE, all i think is what is the point in anything, i cant have what i want anyways, HOW DO I CHANNEL THIS MOTIVATION INTO SOMETHING GOOD INSTEAD OF GIRLS, masturbation doesnt solve the problem either, i also take loads of drugs, i CANT get these girls, i NEED a way to still be motivated yet not for girls