Not getting better, just bitter / life is unfair

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trigger warning: baaawing

this year has proven me that it doesn't matter how nice and supportive you're, people are going to screw you. four of the closest people i've had in my life backstabbed me, mistreated me or just plain psychologically abused me.

... the best part? they can live with it a happy remorse-free life, no sincere apologies, no karma.

one of them even admitted to being psycologically abusive to me. his karma? got a new job and new hot gf.

Another one brought up my issues of depression during an unrelated discussion, then blamed me for being upset. her karma? graduated and got a new house and bf.

None of them bothered about hurting me, living happy lives. Ane I don't mean to toot my own horn, but I was a great friend to ALL of them. Listening them, not talking behind them, helping them when solicited (and also when not), being considerate, etc.

But they're happy and moved on, meanwhile, I'm afraid of going out because I can't trust people anymore. And I don't seem to get better over the months, I have to abstain going places because some of them might be there.