what the hell is going on?...

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this doesn't make any sense i used to be very smart and everyone knew there is lots of evidence as well old essays,art,recordings of plays i was in as a child.now i have terrible memory problems, i feel terrible when i think that my disability could have been avoided if people had listened to me or done something, i just listened to old recordings of arguments with my family and doctors i have no memory of this but i somehow got the truth out of them a few times they admitted to knowing they were medically neglecting me but did nothing i told them i would sue them but they just laughed it off knowing there was nothing i could do, i was abandoned left to die whats going on i cant figure if they do know they are hiding it very well,things have changed so much and everyone pretends nothing is going on i used to have an IQ of 120 now i'm on disability cant drive and cant remember anything...