I developed feelings for a close friend and telling her was the biggest mistake I think I've ever made. She was always a cheerful and positive person but her one flaw is her self-righteousness.
She becomes extremely hard-headed to the point she will argue with me to the point where I have sat for hours, trying to explain to her what she has done wrong. (It's happened a grand total of five times, most never exceed past 20 minutes.)
I've spent time and I've also wasted time with her. She was cool before all of this. She was actually nice and didn't have to make herself the arbiter of truth and justice.
It was like she suddenly realized that me taking none of her bullshit made her want to try and keep me in her life. I haven't spoken to her in a few days, after a particularly atrocious discussion where she absolutely HAD to "clarify" that we are only friends and I lost hope in our friendship being anything but her scolding me. I just don't get it.
I want my cool friend back. I want that girl I fell for to come back. I'm mad and I'm sad.
Anything helps.
>>18693933
Well ok then.
Bump because I'm letting this eat at me.