I think my bed has wasted a big part of my life. Not only do

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I think my bed has wasted a big part of my life. Not only do I sleep in a lot and always has wherever I didn't have any early duties on that day (holidays, no uni etc., now I've graduated and work part-time from home), but often the only thing I want is to lie down and do nothing during the day because of depression (well it's not really medical depression, I was never diagnosed despite going to psychiatrists and being treated for OCD, but I just feel hopeless and empty) and insecurity.

I actually already take an antidepressant for OCD. How do I not waste my life like that? All stimulant and nootropic drugs help me, I feel more energetic after taking something like noopept or piracetam or drinking coffee, but no doctor will prescribe me anything stronger especially as I don't live in America and the access to prescription drugs is generally more restricted in Europe.