/adv/ Did I blow it?

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25yo Virgin here - First Relationship

So, I've been seeing this girl I met from mutual classes, we see each other everyday for the past 7 or so months. We eventually make plans to binge watch some shows and movies over at her place for the day. We set up in her bedroom on her bed rubbing, hugging, etc.

So a quarter way into one of the movies we both look at each other and she puckers; Up until this point we pecked each other one after the other all over the face and neck region. I thought maybe it's time we cut the middle man and I peck her on the lips, smile and continued watching the movie.

As a generally shy, keep to myself kind of person I thought, THAT has got to count as a first kiss, right?

Five to ten minutes later I notice her chest moving fairly quickly and I hear audible breathing I thought maybe she fell asleep. I chuckled, said did you fall asleep, then turn towards her and she was looking at me, eyes darting and she said "no". Next thing I know she's in my mouth, not knowing what to do, I followed her lead; tongue, lip biting/sucking. I'm lying there dumbfounded, it was all a blur; I couldn't believe what was happening. 30 second later she hops up on top of me, rubbing herself on me, she pauses for a moment and asks "What are you thinking?", but me still dazed could only utter "I-I-I u-u-h" and we continue making out and dry humping for about an hour. I honestly wasn't even prepared, I didn't bring anything with me because I really thought we were just going to watch stuff. It continues on and off as we watch stuff late into the night.

On my way out I jokingly said "I still haven't seen "movie" yet" and she replied "Well, it was your fault." smiling.
We see each other briefly the following day and she messages me "I wish I could have been around you longer" later that night.

How does she really feel, did I fail her? What do I make of the situation? Where do things stand at this point? It's become a distraction I would appreciate some thoughts.