Conflicted Chubby Chaser?

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I'm a 20 year old guy and, being a complete KV, I want to start dating this year. However, I conflicted by my interests.

Ever since I've started thinking about girls, I've been into fat chicks. I don't know why but it's always been my choice. I won't argue the girls I like have definitely gotten bigger the longer I've watched porn, but the idea that my standards have been corrupted by a teenage obsession with porn is not true in this case.

However, I like to keep fit. I eat pretty clean (Vegan) with little junk in between. I exercise multiple times a week and like to do cardio 3 times a week as well. I'd say exercise & fitness is a big part of my life and ,to some degree, I'd like a partner to share some of that interest. Also, there's the entire general health side with being overweight of course.

Anybody have the same issue?? I'm sure I have to compromise on one but I honestly don't know which.

Pic related is ideal body type, however I usually watch women with far larger bodies.