Im getting more and more depressed by the day because people dont really give fucks anymore. I was watching my "alternative" friends snapchats yesterday and Ive come to realize how truely fucked everything is now. They think they are the social outcasts and that they are saying fuck the system like the indie bands of the 80's but they are A C T U A L Y white kids with lots of money and a sense of elitism so fucking up their own asses im pretty sure they cant shit anymore. This is just another example of why im finding it very hard not to like anyone anymore. I kinda wanna bf too but every single gay I come across is the same. Im kinda considering blocking my phone number, deleting my facebook and completely changing who I am. I hate being slightly more (I cringe at this, im self aware) "woke" that everyone else my age. I kinda just wanna die in my sleep but hey hoe. Any advice on either becoming a fucking normie and not helping society whatsoever or being able to block all the feelings and die alone happy? TYSM also any other depressing and relateable stories below would be really appreciated. Im not saying im better than everyone, I dont think everyones evil. Its just cripplingly dishearting how I go out my way to be nice or w/e and if I dont im an asshole. But everyone else can get away with it. Pic not me
>Faggot posting on a PC discussing his white friends
>"UGH I just can't even. Like, you know?"
>Thinks anyone else has their head up their own ass
kek
>>18677953
You are just another edgy teen who thinks he has it all figured out, but the hard reality is that you know nothing yet.
Go eat ice cream, read some book, have a fap, focus on school and tell your parents you still love them and then hug them. Try sport and csgo. Your puberty will pass some day. Until then, hang in there.
>wanna bf
Then ask some qtie boy from your class to have ice cream together. Then invite some excuse for him and you to be on some private secluded place and something will happen. Bring condoms or be teen and pregnan!
>>18677953
>I have a lot of weird friends.
>It suddenly strikes me that they're weird.
>This depresses me.
So get new friends.
Really. Outgrowing friends is a normal part of life, and if you feel you have nothing in common with them any more, seek out people you do feel comfortable with
>>18678007
>Outgrowing friends is a normal part of life,
You are full of shit. The only friends that stay with you till the end are the ones from your early childhood. The rest are called acquaintances, not fucking friends.
>>18678031
What a sad life this anon must lead
>>18678036
>expecting the same level of bonding with people you've known for a couple of years as with the ones you've been growing up together since you were 4 years of age
Doesn't work like that. In fact, if your childhood friend ended up with some serious issues in his adulthood, then you probably weren't a good friend to him.
>>18678031
>I'm 19 and think I have everything figured out.
Boy, wait until your "life long" friends start having babies. And then babies on purpose. You're never seeing them again.
>>18678080
This is what happens when you incorrectly label acquaintances as friends, which seems to be a common practice amongst Westerners.