What should. I do people?

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Hey guys this will be my first time posting here so I hope it goes well and there aren't that many trolls. So I've been down in the dumbs lately, I just turned 22 and I'm basically a failure, I've come to terms with that, luckily I have family that loves me so I'm not a complete bum. Theres a lot of reasons as to why I am in the position I'm in, I honestly was dumb and got a couple bad shakes in life, everybody does, some worse then others I suppose. My point is I'm 22 unemployed and not attending college and in debt. I was attending community college for a while so that I could transfer to a state college to get a degree in Physics, but I had a accident and among other things that accrued that messed me up. I dropped out and became depressed and starting hating myself basically, I started browsing 4chan out of depression and boredom, I've finally got the courage to try to change my life and hopefully go back to college and successfully transfer. I honestly don't know why I'm writing this because I feel everybody won't be sincere in there answers, but I still wonder what will be said. Any way what do you think I should do guys and gals? it's been a dream of mine to become a physics professor and just teach from in front of a chalk board since I was 14, right now thanks to the debt and how behind I am in credits, I don't know if I would be able to obtain that dream thanks to what has happened to me and stalled me in the past. If I reenroll in community college it'll take at least 4-5 years before I can obtain a bachelors thanks to the way the pre requisites system is set up, and then it'll take longer before I could obtain a phd. It could be shorter but I have some debt that ill have to take care of so that means part time or full time job.Should I give up on my dream, and just get a job and eventually do a trade so I could get by? Or should I continue on and try to pull it off and if I fail at least I could say when I'm older I tried my hardest?