Cant afford living anymore

>>18675312

first of all, you have too much on your plate. You sound like you're not lazy, but maybe too chaotic.

health comes first.

Do you have a formally diagnosed medical condition?

>>18675340
I was diagnosed with a bulged disc/herniated disc last year. I also have a rotational deformity of my legs, ADHD. I try not to think of my disabilities but lately, I wake up in extreme pain. I can not get any doctor to listen to me about my legs, I was told by a specialist that "it is the way it is, and you can't fix a deformity."
My mother also just lost her job after some office politics. Granted I only pay for my car insurance, phone, medical insurance. I only have 200 left every month. I knew it'd be difficult in life, but I am losing my mind. I do not want to try anymore, I wish I felt better.
The hardest part is people looking down on me when I do complain or stress, I am told that I am too young to complain about pain, and its a part of life. I have no self confidence anymore, I failed my ACT because my car was gone because it was taken.

>>18675352
>I was told by a specialist that "it is the way it is, and you can't fix a deformity."

there is a degree of truth to that, you may have to adjust your lifestyle in some way to compensate for certain kinds of deformaties.

but the point of my asking is if you have some kind of life interfering medical condition, it may be time to look at your country's social security system for the disabled. Have you done so?

stay focused on your health situation right now for discussion sake (because health care will be your largest expense in life right now)

>>18675367
>but the point of my asking is if you have some kind of life interfering medical condition, it may be time to look at your country's social security system for the disabled. Have you done so?
I was disqualified from disability since I am seen as, "healthy". I am negative in my bank 1,000 dollars due to bills. I can't afford my health if I can't eat. I appreciate you commenting on my thread, thank you.

>>18675373

in the USA, many people get rejected on their first pass at SSD for good reason, the system is very wasteful and many people do take wrongful advantage of it. when did you last try?

>I am negative in my bank 1,000 dollars due to bills.

well, this sounds like a budget problem on the income side. What can you do to add to the income side of your budget? Side job? food delivery? pick up extra hours at current job? advance to higher pay position? You need to be the proactive one on that deal.

If you had even $100 more a month, how would that change your life?

>>18675388
>well, this sounds like a budget problem on the income side. What can you do to add to the income side of your budget? Side job? food delivery? pick up extra hours at current job? advance to higher pay position? You need to be the proactive one on that deal.
I'd probably just buy food.
Its not my budget, I make 14 a hour and most is taken through taxes then bills. I've considered applying for ssdi, but I do not want to just sit at home I want to go to school and do something in life. I am worried they wont let me be on it and work/school.

>>18675400

okay, now you;re coming up with excuses

which to me says you're just tired.

go take a few to collect yourself. You're not looking for advice, you're looking for a breather. Which is fine if that's what you need, but you just shut me down with stupid reasoning on 2 very real suggestions. So you're not looking for advice.