Should I just accept i'll never be happy?

>>18672871
>Im sick of trying. Is now the time for heroin?
No sure if genuinely asking or finding excuses for drug consumption.
Last thing you want is an addiction.

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>>18672871
What do you think it means to be happy?

Look, man, it's really very simple. You have to be happy with what you have to be happy with what you have.

Say it out loud. "You have to be happy with what you have, to be happy with what you have."

AGAIN!

now, believe it, because it's an objective scientific fact.

>>18672871
Never seen a happy heroin user. How about you go see a doctor?

>>18672871
THAT DOG IS FUCKING ADORABLE

>>18672871

You have depression. If you're incapable of feeling happy even when things are good, your brain is malfunctioning. Literally, your brain does not have enough neurotransmitters in it to achieve the state of excitation that you would experience as happiness.

I had the same problem for 10 years. Tried different meds, they didn't work for me. My plan was to wait until my parents died and then kill myself, because it would be unfair to make them bury their son. And I kept going to therapy when I could, just on the offchance they invented a new med that worked.

And then they did. I had an L-methylfolate deficiency (it's a chemical necessary for the brain to produce neurotransmitters.) They made a pill for it. And now, when my dog rolls over and demands belly rubs, or my wife says the dinner I cooked for us was fantastic, I feel happy.

You have a medical problem that can be solved. The depression will try to tell you that's wrong, that you're just broken and will never be ok. It's lying. Kill it.