Self-boicot

Same.

Same
And it's my birthday.
Happy 26th anniversary...

>>18670368
Happy birthday.
>>18670360
Being accompanied mitigates the pain, I guess.

>>18669746
Eating is sort of a fact of life, but
where do you find the energy to jerk off?

this world of instant gratification has ruined you

start bringing pain into your life, take cold showers, stop fapping and looking at porn, stop eating as much junk food, stop stimulating yourself with the internet, places like 4chan are full of small easy to digest posts and porn which is again instant gratification

it's literally frying your brain

Same

I watch YuruYuri to numb the pain too

>>18670384
I used to do it for the pleasure, now I need it to feel average.

@18670385(You)

>>18670390
Anime does not satisfy me anymore.

>>18670398
if you're happy to be a worthless piece of trash don't let me stop you

Mostly same expect I don't feel like eating and I'm suicidal.

Either fix whatever THIS is now or you never will

@18670402

>>18670404
Aite. Dunno how, tho. "This too shall pass"?

anon, smoke weed and drink coffee
I do it every day and it gives me the will to carry on like 1/3 of the days

worth

>>18669746
Life is about adversity. Without it we lull ourselves into leisure and waste away mentally, physically and spiritually. You my friend, have no rock to push against.

Find one.

Be it sports, hobbies, loved ones, informal or formal education, career, anything that involves time and effort can be your rock to push against. Without it you will never have reason to drive yourself and you will always be a miserable creature.

Live life because you choose too, not because you are forced too.

>>18670447
What is it about adversity that makes people less miserable?

>>18670447
I know that. It's kinda related to what this retard says 18670385
Pleasure for pleasure and pain for pain is worth nothing.
Still, it all relies on myself. I'm too comfortable living like this, being carried away by life instead of doing things for a reason. Finding a cause to suffer and take pleasure and walking that path is hard.

>>18669746
OP you have clinical depression.

Either get some prozac or force yourself to lift and meditate or whatever til you get better.

>>18670549
My therapist has not diagnosed me yet. She said that she could put me on medication but the picture is not severe enough for her to do it, and that she trusts on me getting away by myself. There goes another person I've disappointed.

>>18670491
> Finding a cause to suffer and take pleasure and walking that path is hard.

I understand why it looks that way. Don't overcomplicate it. Just focus on bettering yourself. And not wasting time on cheap pleasures that do nothing for you.

Try this. Go to a book store and wander the shelves. Thumb through books on physics, history, philosophy, taoism, woodworking, home brewing, welding anything at all that catches your eye. Just stay away from non-fiction and for the love of God stay away from self help books. Eventually you will find something that interests you. When you find something, study it, then master it. Then move on to something else and so on.

Easy exercise.

If you are lonely, adopt a dog. Dogs can't leave you and are pretty much bred to love you. Learn how to train said dog. Train dog well. Take dog to dog park and meet new people.

The bottom line is to expose yourself to things until you grab onto something. When you do, strive to make yourself better at whatever that is. At which point you expose yourself to new thing and new people and then the cycle feeds itself...you just have to take that first step.

Or stay at home and bitch at people on the internet...whatever.

>>18670632
Allright, seems like a good plan.

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>>18669746
I am in a similar situation bu it's mostly because many thing i tried recently failed miserably and i'm not sure how to go on.

Now i have a new life plan that i want to achieve but i have no idea how.

>>18669746
>>18670360
>>18670368
are you sure you don't have a physical illness?

>>18670716
read >>18667648 . start small.

>>18669746
same

>>18670761
Idk, everytime I get an appointment they get it cancelled the day before I have it.

>>18670761
I do yearly medical checks and I go to a therapist. I'm just a slob, and I needed to vent.
Gotta talk to my family too. Venting here is a virtual satisfaction. They can help me and support me, but I ignore them. Shame on me.